AlphaMajestic:
please i didn't open this thread to ask for money because i already know how foolish i am. and am very sure that am hopeless and nothing can really save me, but i want to know if there is anybody out here whose had any problem like this...

on January 12 2020, my brother left me with his betshop to manage for sometime since he has some things to take care of and he gave me 4.3 million for the upkeep..

unfortunately i developed a habit of playing virtual game and i have exausted the money...i really want to drink sniper and die now cos i dnt know what next to do...i cant even tell him how it happened but the staff will definitely tell him...am really depressed..am troubled

frozen70:


If you take your life, you just ended the problem on your side

What about the impact of your waste in the business you were trusted with and the effects on the owner

You have to go and meet your brother to and tell him what you did, you can go with a friend who's presence will calm the situation down a bit

You really need to talk to yourself, else you will get deeper into some mess in future

Kyngfarabale1:
please just kill ursef now..... you're so useless... foolish.... ingrate and very stupid to b given a better chance to succeed and you Bleep it up..... I can never have a brother like you..... I hate you

AlphaMajestic:


am ashamed of myself...wat can i possibly say to him, my parents, am really ashamed of myself i dnt know how to withstand the shame..its not easy to take my life away but am really helpless ..you can see how everyone on nairaland wants me to just die..what will i tell the owner of the money, even if he forgives me i dnt think i can ever be useful again after wasting such amount of money on virtual not even a live game...am really fxckd up right now i wish i could do anything to correct this..i just feel that if they dont see me again i wont feel the humiliation..am dying inside me so fast and am so scared..plss wat shd i say..please help me even though am foolish and useless please help me..i have been crying since one week and i dnt feel hunger or tasty..i dnt even mind to remain poor for life but i dnt know who to talk to please help me please..am tired of life please am help me please am just alone..evrybdy i know is asking for my head already..am begging you please help me..am also thinking of where to steal 4.3mil from ..arresting me or chasing me away would have been easy for me to endure but the shame is too much..i wish i was never born in the first place am helpless..so helpless

AlphaMajestic:


am ashamed of myself...wat can i possibly say to him, my parents, am really ashamed of myself i dnt know how to withstand the shame..its not easy to take my life away but am really helpless ..you can see how everyone on nairaland wants me to just die..what will i tell the owner of the money, even if he forgives me i dnt think i can ever be useful again after wasting such amount of money on virtual not even a live game...am really fxckd up right now i wish i could do anything to correct this..i just feel that if they dont see me again i wont feel the humiliation..am dying inside me so fast and am so scared..plss wat shd i say..please help me even though am foolish and useless please help me..i have been crying since one week and i dnt feel hunger or tasty..i dnt even mind to remain poor for life but i dnt know who to talk to please help me please..am tired of life please am help me please am just alone..evrybdy i know is asking for my head already..am begging you please help me..am also thinking of where to steal 4.3mil from ..arresting me or chasing me away would have been easy for me to endure but the shame is too much..i wish i was never born in the first place am helpless..so helpless

DaddyRochie1642:





I want to grab your Balls and Squeeze Them so Hard with all my Strength and if you Scream, you'll be given Several Hot Slaps till The Truth Comes out

Hardlife:
OP, read my story
I know what you are going through. You really need to make up your mind, it's all up to you.