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First, the questions about my relatives, background, residence and education have been


They also ask ,are you not working?

Why not carry loads for bricklayers?

Why not do this?
Why not do that?
Why not leave that side?
Why not do full time here
Or there
Why not work with 5 schools if you want to continue teaching?
Why not this why not that
Very miserable questions


In addition, in the past , people here ask you to get a therapist, psychologist, psychiatrist, etc as if such things are ..... what exactly


They ask you to find money and relocate as if such money can appear from just anywhere



But even this phone I'm using to type has been very frustrating and the problems attached to it make one of the reasons why I'm posting as Damm!
The problem with this phone is more than what I thought


Then I paid someone to make footwear for me but

It seems my size remains a curse


To you , the money I paid is nothing
You are like, how much is the money


But I consider such as an additional misfortune already compounding mental health crises that are already affecting in certain ways that you won't understand

At the end, you will condemn me or see me as a waste of resources





Anyways, I am back to this 4rum
Yeah, it's Victor Omerigwe and the fact I have to even use this phone is a very sad thing
I can see that this phone will be a very big problem for me and any engineer that handles it.
It's actually an extra headache
It has been so frustrating
I can't download anything , tried downloading WhatsApp but another madness came up
I find it hard to type or search anything
Basically, I look at the battery percentage as well then I see another problem.
The questions related to being online or doing business through certain technology have been depressing
In fact, when I remember my history with phones, I wonder how long this will last,





What sort of what is this


Then the memories of attacks here and there
Even from people I have never seen face to face







Then you ask , why should anyone read all this right
That's your question


Well I have been finding it hard to sleep for most of the years I've spent on Earth , almost a hundred percent of the damn years
So if you think I have written too much here
Don't assume reading it will be more stressful than what I have had to deal with