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Draw me closer
Hear me breath
Kiss me deeply
And moan with my name

The way you want it
The speed you need it
Any style you'd go
And the hours you'll ride

To the climax before I relax
I'm yours and all yours alone
Fill me with the emotions you feel
Touch any part, I'll sense the urge

Make me scream as I empty this cream
Let's create a life, as a testimony
Let's reward this 'lustful' passion
Just draw me closer, #wifey

©DevaintNaijaGuy

Recently I went through an experience that almost made me lose my believe in Christianity.

I was in a deep financial crises and one Sunday I decided to worship in a Church owned by a top Nigerian Pastor, and incidentally, the Pastor shared a testimony of how he raised #800 Million for a Church building in two days. He told a story of a man who donated a million naira and got a miracle of #50million the following day. He further prophesied of financial breakthrough within the week.

The testimony so overwhelmed me that even when I was still broke, I was determined to tap into the Anointing. I wasn't greedy or something, but with what I was going through, I needed a miracle. I ended up giving all the cash on me as 'Faith Seed' and the following day, I sent 3k from the last 5k I had, to the Church's account.

I walked home confident with high hopes of a breakthrough. For the next six days, I fasted, coupled with the fact that I had no food. I was also very confident I'll land a job I'd been expecting.

By Saturday, nothing had happened, and by the next Sunday, my faith was shaking. I couldn't pray, I couldn't go to church and I was so depressed.

If you live in Lagos, you'll understand how broke guys like us feel in Church. You hear the prosperity messages every Sunday and during midweek services, you pay tithes and sow seed for fear of being cursed. So many rich churches with poor members. Some Church workers serve both the church and the pastor and return home hungry and sometimes even the pastors don't care.

I remember one evening when I and two other brothers in church visited the pastor, there was no light and we waited outside while the Pastor ate dinner inside with his family. When he invited us inside, he scolded us for not contributing money for fuel when we realized there was no light. These were three jobless youths visiting a pastor who had his company.

No, the church is not a charity home, But then, I remember the early church of Acts of the Apostles. And while I still worship and believe in God, NEVER again will the outcome of prosperity messages make me doubt my beliefs

grayht:
Make e no get square eyes after the 120hours of reading

Lol

Somewhere in Lagos, young Bayode is attempting to break a #GuinessWorld's record by reading for 120 hours nonstop!
#GoodLuckBayode
Hopefully, #BbNaija fans who let us hear a word about you!