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I'm suffering a lot. I can no longer think straight because of so many issues and challenges confronting me. I'm mentally, socially, physically, psychologically and physiologically affected. Do you know that my hearts beats faster than normal? I'm always anxious and having premonition. I can't stay in a noisy place. I try to stop my students from making even the faintest noise in class, I like to be all alone in a quiet place.
I'm scared of sharing my plight with people. Aside my kid siblings, I don't have anybody I can trust to confide in. My siblings are too young to understand or help out. Also, I didn't grow up with my siblings, we live apart, so the bond, cohesion and chemistry is almost non-existent. I'm only trying to form that bond now since I'm the firstborn.
I was raised in toxic and hostile environments, and I went through lots of cruel, dehumanizing and debasing treatment from relatives, I was hated and treated like a slave and outcast. As a result, I find it hard relating with people even at this age. My advice to parents on nairaland is to never allow their kids stay with relatives except on a brief visit. No matter how poor you are, manage the little you have with your children until they become adults and can stand for themselves. Don't just release them to anybody to help you train. The way a child is raised and groomed from childhood goes a long to determine how he acts when he becomes an adult. If you're raised in a hostile home where u can't express yourself as a child due to maltreatment, you end up becoming timid later as an adult. I was never loved or cared for. As an orphan, I suffered so much. I believe many of us can relate to what I'm saying. I'm a victim of this, and I know how it hurts. Thankfully, I'm gradually coming out of my shell.
We must learn to prioritize our mental health. Mental Health is even more critical and crucial than the physical health. Most times, I'm sad due to overwhelming challenges. It's even much worse when you can't speak out. Those of you who have families you can speak to, you are Lucky and blessed.
I'll soon be thrown out of my apartment when my rent expires. The thought of this alone can torment and cause me depression. There many days and nights I stay without food cos I can't afford it. In all these, My hope is on God. I'll continue to work hard and pray God blesses the works of my hands.

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Things are happening in this life. If she had cried out to nairaland, Nairalanders would insult her for voting Peter Obi or Tinubu, while one mrbanner somewhere will label her a scammer. It's well

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LegendHero:
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abba190b:
We Nigerians are now very fragile, small thing we kpai ourselvess



This intense hunger that it dealing with me if it keeps going like i will KPai myself

Ok.
Goodbye

emperor4love:
maybe but in this case the guy is into drug nd mental issue nd seems not to be ritual case,but of into organ selling,for him to carry the head means he had who he is going to supply it which mean,many ppl are involved in this, cos if it is of his own ritual use, so many gals he change would hv been butcherd as well nd been used for ritual which might upgraded his life ,but this guy is not stable nd a lunatic from my own prospect, but the should hv pass judgement ASAP than waiting for police intervention, 9 solid hollow block smash on his skull or chest,will hv save the world nd other victim even before police intervention....the gal is just unfortunate that this idiot might be loaded with drugs in system which trigger his anger issue to do such act but on it,e get who he wan go supply that head to and for the body parts he sliced that way,he wan flush am down the drains as to be easy to be disposed, this guys is a psyco nd a serial killer like one we watch in Hollywood, the should investigate to knw who he want to giv that head

His saving grace was that a police outpost was at the scene he got found out

Baronthecelebri:
Good for the girl, she left responsible guys to follow yahoo boy. I'm happy.

You're insane. You're even much worse than the guy

Sirchiboy:
Papa my own too much.
Since Jan hunger don finish me

You're always hungry here. Why?
Don't u work?

MaziObinnaokija:
dem say nah for Church side dem catch the bastard and now,nah police chased am. Nah Amadioha strike the bastard

Yes, there's a church close to the police outpost. A redeem church. However it was a Bikeman that exposed him

kay29000:
Okay.

I've created already. U can check my profile now

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I affirm that whatever I write here today is nothing but the Truth, and to the Best of my knowledge.
Ordinarily I wouldn't have come out to write this. My decision was informed by a few nairalanders who encouraged me to do this.

From all indications, Timileyin isn't into ritualism. He's not a yahoo boy either. But he eats and sells human parts.

Here's my testimony:
Timileyin Ajayi(32), a native of Kogi state lives in Papaladna close to Orozo, a surbub of Abuja. He's someone I have known from a distance for the past two years. He is a Gospel artiste but seemingly not a Believer, as evident in his lifestyle. He smokes, drinks, womanizes and takes hard drugs. Everyone around him knows all these.
On Sunday at about 1pm, while I was on my way back from church, Timileyin was on the Bike coming from papaladna to Orozo. He had a Bagco Bag he was carrying with him, the bag was dripping out with Blood. According to the okada man, he had enquired to know the content of the sack bag Timileyin was carrying. He responded by saying it was a goat meat, a goat they had just slaughtered. This response wasn't a satisfactory one, as it is believed that a goat slaughtered would have been washed off it's blood completely and there wouldn't be any reason for blood dripping out again. But he(okada man) maintained his cool until they got to a police outpost close to my house. It was at the police outpost that the bikeman stopped and raised an alarm, when he saw the policemen trying to search the bag, he quickly jumped off the bike and took to his heels. Unfortunately for him, he wasn't smart enough as other okada guys in collaboration with area guys ran after him until he was caught. He was seriously lynched by the irate mob, the timely intervention of the police was what saved him from been set ablaze. I joined in beating and hitting him with stones, sticks and cement blocks.
Upon interrogation at the scene, he admitted been guilty of murdering his girlfriend, Salome Eleojo(25) who was undergoing her NYSC at transcorp properties Limited, also a kogite. He claimed she was cheating on him. When he led the security agents to his apartment at Papaladna, the dismembered body of his girlfriend was found in his bathroom. Honestly It was a gory sight to behold. I almost collapsed upon sighting the dismembered body and how he sliced it into several pieces. I had never seen such all my life. Till this moment, I haven't being myself yet.
His immediate neighbors all said same thing. They said Timileyin changes ladies like he changes cloths. Whenever he comes with a particular lady, they(neighbors) don't get to see same lady again, they just disappear into thin air.
He's currently cooling his heels at the Nassarawa police headquarters awaiting court trials and judgement. He has been interviewed by AIT, channels TV and other Media outlets, sadly and painfully, this Butcher has no iota of remorse for his actions. In fact he said he has no regrets about his action. It's really sad.
The lady has already been buried as the family continue to seek for justice. Timileyin claimed they dated for over a year, but the girl's family says they were never aware of their relationship and they hadn't heard about Timileyin prior to the time this tragedy occured.
In all these, I must tell you that Timileyin is a Beast, a monster, the devil's incarnate who doesn't deserve to live and dwell among sane people. He deserves to stay in the hottest part of hellfire. It now looks like he's acting mentally unstable and incoherent so as to evade justice, but it won't work. Justice must take it's full course. It took the intervention of the Orozo Chief and many other prominent men to pacify the irate youths from setting him ablaze, as they had wanted to kill Timileyin instantly at the scene. They youths even threatened to burn down any police station they keep him. They said he doesn't deserve to breath.
Investigation is still on. We believe this isn't the first. He would have been doing this for long in connivance with other gang members. He has accomplices who dwell among us.

Ladies, be guided. Guys are also not safe. Let's all be wise and smart.

kay29000:
Give us more details. Do you used to see the guy around? What kind of person is he? He is sounding like someone that drugs had messed up his brain.

I'll create a thread for this

kay29000:
Give us more details. Do you used to see the guy around? What kind of person is he? He is sounding like someone that drugs had messed up his brain.

I'm still shocked bro. He's someone we all know here. Na area guy

I witnessed this Ugly incident that occured right behind my house on Sunday afternoon. I'm still in shock

Nemesis0147:
you Bleep up
Why did you reply that kobo?
The op she quoted didn’t reply….you guys should stop engaging that moniker.
@op
E go better….

Amen. Thanks 🙏

wiseone28:
If Liverpool win this match first two people to DM me will never walk alone

Pls remember me sha

Padipadi:

His matter has tired all native doktas in his village. Na only me still dey epo him because he came from a good family. But he's no longer responding to treatment.

Hmmm.. okay

Sack!

Padipadi:
You deserve two nukes to reset ya head.
You are the only patient that has refused to leave my nairaland asylum. All treatment for ya ailment aren't working. Wetin be this wey you type?
Which kind advise can you give?
You justified suicide and still told the world you have no reward for waiting to die.
You are running mãd but ya folks aren't aware.
We have to restart ya treatment.

You noticed I didn't reply him? I don't have the strength to start arguing with him, so I had to avoid him completely even after he quoted me twice

gasparpisciotta:
My brother suicide is usually not the best option, to me it is cowardice and a defeatist approach to overcoming life challenges.

1. Look inwards to understand what you do that gives you joy: could be swimming, reading, smoking, sex, anything at all

2. What kind of job or business that you really wish to do that will give you joy.

You can start selling foodstuffs

3. Consider leaving your present environment so that you can fully positively express yourself without holding back. Victor Osimhen don sell pure water for road before, the owner of slot used to trek from Abule egba to IKEJA to do what he loves, phone repairs and sales.

4. You may not like teaching, collect the next 40k and resign to pursue something different

5. If you love teaching, open a coaching class and try doing it for free at the initial stage

6. If you like sex visit OS joint to relieve yourself of pressure

Mind you be careful with your fantasies

Thanks for your input.

Nice one, brov.

People like this should never be appointed into such positions.

It is well with this country. Everyone is corrupt, even the fuel attendant is worse

You guys had better calm down o

Padipadi:
If you are sincere ya eyes must have seen shege.
Wetin yo study, wetin be ya extra skill?
Try and drop ya CV based on things you can do without disclosing ya name on this thread. Maybe mods can see this and drag it to fp or a helper if yours may see it and contact you for help. You fit drop ya email under ya posts for us helpers to be sure of who to contact and help. Be sure you are useful before getting help. Take care.

Thank you so much. Nairaland will not be enough to contain my story. I am sincere, I mean very sincere.

Fellow Nairalanders,
Please do not view this post as an attempt to seek help or to curry favor or public sympathy. No, that's not the intent.

I decided to come out to speak out because there's a need to. I've stomached a lot, and I feel it's time I speak up. I believe speaking out would help me get a sigh of relief. Again, I've just read about a man who took his own life due to depression. I believe such occurrence would have being averted if he had spoken out.
I will continue to stand against Suicide cos it is an act that is not only shameful to the family, but sinful and tantamount to cowardice. I know and understand that everyone cannot be emotionally and psychologically be as strong as some other persons but believe me there's no justification for taking one's life.

If I want to fully narrate my story, my Odyssey and travails, nairaland may not contain me. Imagine being in a situation where you have nobody to call for help cos you're without parents, and only have younger siblings. If I'm sick today and can't foot the bills, there's nobody to call for help. I do all things by myself through Christ who strengthens me. From birth till now, I have never had a good moment, it's being from one issue to another. It's never a smooth sailing. My happiness is only for a fleeting moment. Lost my parents when I was just 7yrs. I lived all my life with relatives and got the most dehumanizing treatment from them, I was maltreated and mistreated. All these have left emotional and psychological scares on me.
Saw myself through sch, struggle so hard to train myself and assist my kid siblings, spent almost mine years on a four year course cos I had no money to pay my tuition fees, no support. I did the most humbling things until I was able to graduate. After graduation, still earning 40k as a teacher. Rent will be due by next month and there's no hope as to where I can get it. There are many days(even right now) I go to bed on an empty stomach, and this has resulted in ulcer, nights that I cry and soak my pillow in tears and wish for death. In all these, I never tried taking my life by myself. I can only wish that I sleep and don't wake up. Depression is actually real, but we must be Strong and courageous.
I come from a family where nobody cares for anyone except within themselves, that is blood siblings. No one looks out for the extended family members. It's "To your Tent o Israel".
I am living my life in such a way that i depend on nobody for help, in fact I am not entitled to anyone's help. Nobody owes me anything. But I feel like I owe people a lot. And I pray for God's blessings so I can reach out to people. Nothing on earth is as painful as having a need and not having the means. It's tormenting.

Sheistoopretty:
Nigerian men....

We are an endangered species in this country Nigerian men are the worst thing to ever happen to humanity. they are a cancer to our society.

The only thing Nigerian men know how to do is Ritual, k!dnapping, st£aling,,, smok!ng and anything bad you can think of..

....Nigerian men are Us€less.... All of them It shall never be well with Nigerian men

Why are you cursing and insulting your Dad and Brothers?
Chaii.. nawaooooo

Dindondin:
Sad so sad

It's really very sad. It happened right behind my house on Sunday afternoon. I ran to the scene to witness everything, up till now, I've not being myself

They will soon arrest you pastors for all these fake fake prophecies you're dishing out.
Wait o... How come we have more prophets in Nigeria than the entire world?

GSM no wan gree for anybody these days o.

But frankly speaking, the traditional institution has being bastardized due to politicization