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Most of the emotions I felt yesterday was just anger. The tears started to flow in this morning and I can't cry in front of my two younger siblings. They were the ones crying yesterday, and they appear stronger than I am this morning. I just decided to come here and just let the emotions out.

My anger was mainly due to the fact that I've always told her about taking care of her health - she was hypertensive. She suddenly slumped yesterday morning, she was to go to a wedding. It felt like I was doing too much and I was restricting her. In truth, she had a point, its been 3 years since my dad's death, and just being idle would probably compound her problems. She engaged in different activities to keep herself busy.

I just need a place to rant. The words that kept ringing in my head since yesterday was "I'm finished" though I tried to fight that I'm not. It's barely 24 hours since my mother's death. Who could have imagined that the person I was teasing and joking with barely 24 hours ago is no more.

PS:Moderators I don't want this on FP please