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I haven't hit 1000 subscribers yet, my views have all ran down and my last two videos flopped heavily. I'm hoping to figure that out before I get monetized. I want each of my videos to always hit 10k views . So help me God.

After 3 videos, my views just went down and I'm wondering what exactly I did wrong. I want to create a template that allows me to post everyday and see if I can revive the channel. It's so painful because I'm close to monetization. I really hope God comes through for me.
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‎But I have no choice, I cannot give up. Some people are still praying for their first 100 views. I just have to keep attacking and observing. I won't be checking my YouTube studio so often, I have to focus more on understanding what the problem is, and fixing it.
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‎I posted a video this afternoon because the uploading was so slow, I even slept off while at it and woke up but it was still uploading 😠. It has absolutely no traction after almost 2 hours. I should have posted in the night, but I have been working on the video since yesterday.
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‎I had to sleep off when I couldn't shake off the heavy eyes I was dealing with because of sleep. I don't understand why I feel so sleepy these days.
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‎I want to make sure I don't just post but figure out what the problem is. I want each of my videos to get 10k views. I can't take this low view into monetization. I will figure this out like I always do, so help me God.
‎— November 18, 2025. 2:32 PM.
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Okay, let's make this process more enjoyable. I watched a few videos of Mr. Beast and PewDiePie and I remember the real reason I used to post on YouTube as a teenager.

Damnnnn... I will enjoy the process.

I'm not uploading anything today. Tomorrow, by God's grace, I'm working on 5 to 10 scripts. Then, it will be marathon uploads. I will not skip a day, view or no view.

YouTube gave me hope and took it away. My channel is no longer moving. It's almost like it's dead. How can I get to 900 subscribers and everything would just stop working? Even people that had never started when I got to 900 subs are already monetized.

I will be creating another channel, one of the bosses sent me money to get Claude AI. I will just start with another niche and keep posting on this channel. I no longer care if I get monetized this month or December, f.uck the algorithm!

What in God's name is going on? I sent one of the Twitter bosses my channel and he said nothing is wrong. My mentor said the same thing, he said it's just a phase.

Okay, we will find out. Please remind me, I will upload 200 quality videos in that channel and see what happens. YouTube better ask KDP about me, they chased me out of their platform but they still pay me .

They will continue to do so. YouTube is about to understand what resilience and consistency means. I might feel bad, but I won't give up — that's the most certain thing in this world. I don't know how to give up.

The day I give up might be the day I finally commit suiciDe.

My views are getting better, I got a video I thought was going to be a banger but it's almost 400 views now. Not happy but very grateful because my last videos struggle to get 50 views.

My subscribers are increasing but very slow. And oh, technically, I'm monetized already. That was a week or two ago. But I haven't been using it. What's the use of activating membership and the rest when my views are done?

My Average View Duration is very poor these days and I don't know why. I have worked and worked on my script, and it's almost like it's punching doubts in my mind. Making me wonder if my scripts are any good.

YouTube is very weird, should I say I haven't found the right audience with the best retention? It's frustrating. I work so hard on the thumbnails and try so hard to keep viewers hooked. The video I just uploaded this morning is doing so bad — the CTR is so poor. I was feeling so sleepy yesterday as I worked on it, I keep resisting the urge to doze off until I was done.

I was actually uploading it by 12 to 1AM when I slept. I was pissed off when I woke up by 3 to 4 AM and immediately tap on the "publish" button.

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And another thing I noticed is that, my views started getting better after I started premiering my videos. Crazy!

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I checked the other channel and it's getting subscribers but I'm not uploading anything ! It got a comment finally — very funny . After a month or two? The YouTube algorithm can be wicked. What took you so long? I won't do anything until I see 10k views or thousands of views.

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I used over a 100 images and my video isn't getting pushed but most people use just one image and get pushed to people actually willing to listen and watch. It's so annoying.

But consistency is the key. I will keep uploading. I noticed that I have never done a lot of work in any business I get in. I immediately start getting little results and think it's how others see it.

For example, in KDP, I have never uploaded up to 20 books in any account. So, imagine if I stay consistent, overlook the "poor results" and keep uploading.

If I can upload 200 videos that get me views consistently forever, that's passive MONUMENTAL income! So, let's do this!

Once I get a convincing title, I get to work!

Broooooooooooo, YouTube is insane! Ah, Lord! You did this one! You did everything!


Remember the video I told you was performing poorly this morning? Turns out I didn't let it breathe before concluding. It actually skyrocketing at an unbelievable speed. God!

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Broooooooooooo, YouTube is insane! Ah, Lord! You did this one! You did everything!


Remember the video I told you was performing poorly this morning? Turns out I didn't let it breathe before concluding. It actually skyrocketing at an unbelievable speed. God!

I have to record this legendary moment, I pray for more winnings, Lord. Our yesterday will never be greater than our tomorrow until the end of time. Jesus, grab the wheel.

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I have to record this legendary moment, I pray for more winnings, Lord. Our yesterday will never be greater than our tomorrow until the end of time. Jesus, grab the wheel.

It just happened! So quickly! Ah, Lord. I'm grateful and humbled. If I can continuously get videos like this, we will print massively. Lord, I'm grateful . Help me Lord, give me wisdom. I love the fact that I got to record this moment. Ah, Lord! GOD IS GREAT! Now, we have to get approved and maintain steady views, Amen. So help me God.

Oh my God!

Broooo, I was trying to finish the video but my eyes were so heavy. I knew I was cooked because it's hard to fight it off. I gave in and decided to sleep for just an hour, I even set an alarm. It didn't work. I woke around 2:00 a.m. and checked out my new obsession — YouTube studio.

YouTube had already updated my December 1st earning. Brooo, we made over $18 our first day of getting monetized! Damn, I prayed for times like this.

I know $18 is nothing but it means everything to me. This came from months of planning, I had to start literally afresh this year. I lost a lot this year, man. $16 came from the new video, makes me wonder what would happen if I got another 30k views video. If I could make that amount without tweaking the ads, with just a few views (probably 2k to 3k views), imagine how much we could make from 100k views! Oh my God!


I always knew YouTube was gold! My prayer is to keep getting these views, Lord. I plan to make N50M within 6 months from this estate.

Lord help me, keep me away from these obstacles please. It's time for me to eat the fruit of my labor. Once I'm done cooking, I will finish up the video.

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Working has literally become a part of me, I can't do without it. Am I smoked? Hopefully not, Lord save my debased soul.

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I also noticed something crazy. Usually I think 80% watching around 0:30 mark was the best. But turns out I have been doing too great. This recent video? The data shows only 57 percent of people watched around 0:30 mark. I swear it scares me. What? YouTube still pushed it. The Average Percentage Viewed is around 40% and it's getting pushed.

When I thought it wasn't performing well, it has 2.6% CTR — extremely poor — I gave up and moved on. But when I checked hours later like Claude AI advised, it had pushed to 6.7 percent. It's currently at 5.3%. I see the graph line leveling and I wish it could keep going higher.

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My next video is over 30 mins, and with the data from the last video, I'm seriously hoping and praying it performs. The YouTube algorithm can be wicked. Even the old channel is picking up! Ah!

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Target is $50,000 (I feel scared typing this but God will do it for me)

$18.24/$50,000.

I love how I got 'monetized' December 1st. Getting a full "salary." God is great! Lord, my target for this month is N5M. Is it feasible?

Time shall tell and I hope it's in my side.

Glory to Jesus! This video started out poorly, only to suddenly make me proud. My best performing video YET!

No slowing down, I must upload another video today, so help me God.

Lord, I gave my heart and soul into this hustle, I swallowed the pain like an Igbo man conquering akpu and egusi but now I'm throwing up this garri with no sugar because this ulcer is too much to bear.

I cannot fail, I cut my wrist and used my blood to write this blueprint.

I cannot fail, I used the laws of physics to convert my thoughts into actions even as reality threw avalanches at me.

I cannot fail, I don't know any other fun better than working. I cannot fail, my eyes bled as I stay glued to the screen sitting on the floor with no results for years.

I cannot fail, I came from the rock bottom of the gutter, and on the journey to becoming one of the toughest and greatest self-taught "illiterate" with no formal education.

I cannot fail, let them watch the rise of a man with nothing to lose.

To be continued...

I need to be more grateful to God. I remember when N20k was my biggest wages in a month and I had to starve myself. Now, I make N100k in a day and I need more and yes I deserve more but I'm grateful to God.

My last video flopped, I hope to get back on my feet with the next one. But I need to be more thankful, man. Honestly, I'm grateful to God.

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I need to accelerate my productivity. Creating videos with 70 to over 100 images wouldn't help me in the journey to uploading 2 to 3 videos daily. My competitors do that and even more. And most of them don't use much images like I do.

This is what I'm gonna do:
1. 1 video with enough images.
2. Second video with 30 images but the first minute would be properly represented with videos and images.
3. Third video with 20 images but I will make sure the first minute is properly represented.

This way, it's easier to get a viral video and show the algorithm and fans I'm consistent. I'm going with the third option today as I spent a lot of time helping my momma and doing some house chores.

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At this point, I'm focusing on my business. I see 15 years olds crushing this hustle and my little bro is here dumb instead of coming closer to learn. I plan to get him a good phone but... I will talk about this later because that's not my problem now.

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We made $196.99 in 7 days (Dec 1 to 7). Thank you Lord.

196.99/$50,000
196.99/$1000 (first goal)

Why do I feel sad? I made over $200 last week with just a few videos. In fact, with just 3 videos and only 1 actually surpassed 10k views. I said 3 because the other views before monetization don't matter. They don't pay for that. I should be happy, I'm grateful, fúck that ill feeling.

My plan for this week is 10 videos. It should be triple that but let me do it like this. God help me.

I wasn't able to upload yesterday because sleep knocked me out despite my efforts. I don't sleep up to 3 hours and I haven't been doing so for so long. I woke up 1 to 2 am and continued working.

God help me, I'm so hard on myself. But my life must change.

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Done with the video I was working on yesterday. I really hope I get 1 to 3 videos ready today. Or at least 1, or 2. No more feeling bad .

Soooo grateful to God. Thank you God. I'm nothing without God.

Another idea that has been in my head for a long time just popped up again. I will start posting 3 community post (mostly polls) every single day! The plan is to remain on their screen, never leaving, I want them to always look forward to my videos and posts.

I'm just trying to build up the community posts so I can always use it to share my videos with the people. If I do this consistently for 3 months, I'm getting additional audiences for my videos.

By God's grace, each post would be themes in my videos.

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As for my fellow hustlers asking me to "guide" them or share my YouTube channel, I will ignore the latter. But as for the former, I'm trying to build myself.

We all know it makes no sense if I ignore all of these to focus on helping people. I'm trying my best to not let my kindness hurt me even more. The best I can do is to direct you to get a course (not mine!) or simply go on YouTube. There are a lot of people trying to get me to "guide" them, I can't do that when I haven't even guided myself.

Imagine just one person guiding dozens or hundreds of people. Ah!

Amazon has taught me a bitter lesson. No matter how much I make from my intellectual properties, I want to make sure it's in my hands first before I believe it's mine. Until then, I have to keep firing so even if I decide to "guide" anyone in the future, I already have a lot of knowledge and returns.

I do long videos and I rarely sleep for 3 hours especially these days. And I still don't get to upload daily as planned. I don't go out, in fact, I haven't been taken my bath right now. That's how busy it gets. I do everything on my phone.

I'm trying not to ignore anyone because I know how it hurts as a hustler. I have been in this journey all of my life. I can't act like I've gotten there when I'm not even into the league.

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Anyways, man... God help me, Lord.

Lord help me, maybe I'm too hard on myself and it's normal to have a poor performing video but I need each of my videos having 10k views. My last video still flopped and it's normal. But I can't accept "normal." This is the plan now:

1. Use less images. 20 to 30
2. Keep working on improving AVD. Claude AI says mine is good but it's bad for me.
3. Increase my CTR too.
4. Keep uploading more videos .
5. Looking forward to $200 a day and $1k a day .


Lord please help me. Let the algorithm favor me. I need to leave the trenches. Matter of fact, let me finish this video now. I will upload 3 videos today with few images .

Ah, this week hasn't been good ! I hope God rewards my efforts. 3 videos so far. Why the heck is the YouTube algorithm playing with me? This particular video I uploaded this morning has 11.6 percent CTR, but suddenly the AVD started fluctuating. The CTR was as high as 20 percent!

God, please... I need at least $1K this month. Help me Lord! I'm grateful for the ones you've done but we can do greater things.

I hope this is another banger.

If it's not, we keep pushing. Once I'm done filling this drum with water, I move to the next video. The algorithm isn't friendly to anyone, it doesn't move based on emotions.

Oh well, the views have been very low these days but I still remain grateful because I'm building a brand and estate. The fact that I get to achieve whatever I put my mind into is enough to give glory to God Almighty.

The good thing about YouTube is that, these videos may pick up and surprise me in the future. My target is 200 videos and I hope to make over $1k this month or N10M.

If I don't, we keep pushing #BossSmile. With these revenues, I can literally start another channel. I want to try niches with a crazy loyal fan base.

For now, let me build this one. I remain grateful to God. YouTube literally gave me the easiest $100 I have ever made in my life . And it's not stopping.

Let's see the growth of this channel in six months, I have to think long-term. This is a business that can pay me for eternity. I must not allow FOMO disrupt my journey. I'm not missing out.

One video can literally change everything. I'm doing great. I have to verify my Google AdSense asap this week.

The views are still down. I don't get more than 150 views lately but I'm going to keep uploading no matter what. I'm 20 videos in. So my target is 200 videos and I need 180 more.

The plan is mastery not temporary success so I'm locked in. The thing about YouTube is you can make $10k the first month, and another person would struggle to make anything tangible, and suddenly make $20k in his third month as long as he remains consistent and his channel is safe.

So I'm staying consistent and studying everything. $200 is enough to keep me and my family living low in the countryside.

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Still waiting for YouTube to wrap up last month. I don't think we made more than $60 last week. I remain grateful to God. I was literally so broke I couldn't afford airtime — this was just a few months ago. It can only get better.

Slow and steady wins the race because YouTube algorithm is weird. If I pile up videos and just one blows up, the others would start gaining traction.

The algorithm sees us different, my CTR and AVD have been so awful. I have tweaked and tweaked my scripts and thumbnails, it's tiring. It's like my videos aren't been pushed to the right people.

But anyways, we keep pushing.

Going to the marketplace to see if I can print my nin card and verify my Google AdSense. The next process will be getting a dollar account.

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Why do I feel sad? I made over $200 last week with just a few videos. In fact, with just 3 videos and only 1 actually surpassed 10k views. I said 3 because the other views before monetization don't matter. They don't pay for that. I should be happy, I'm grateful, fúck that ill feeling.

My plan for this week is 10 videos. It should be triple that but let me do it like this. God help me.

I wasn't able to upload yesterday because sleep knocked me out despite my efforts. I don't sleep up to 3 hours and I haven't been doing so for so long. I woke up 1 to 2 am and continued working.

God help me, I'm so hard on myself. But my life must change.

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Done with the video I was working on yesterday. I really hope I get 1 to 3 videos ready today. Or at least 1, or 2. No more feeling bad .

Soooo grateful to God. Thank you God. I'm nothing without God.

God is great! Although, I only check in dollars but if dollar was N1,000, that means we have generated over 200k in revenue in 14 days with the low views. It can only get better.

This is not where I want to be, but I remain eternally grateful to God. It's a gradual process. It took me sleepless nights, anxiety, blood, sweat, and everything to get this. It might be SMALL but it's EVERYTHING.

And these videos are still generating cents daily. Thank God. I should check my KDP dashboard one of these days . Now, I need prayers and hope to make sure my share after tax arrives safely in my account.

Tinubu tax is around the corner too but I will see...

Two weeks to go, and it can only get better.

$268.24/$50,000
$268.24/$1,000

If God agrees, I might jump to $1,000 this month. If I don't, we go again next month.

KDP

I know this is very small but it kinda made my day with all the YouTube demonetization, termination news I see on Twitter, and the low views I'm battling.

I know it's small but it's kind of poetic they have to keep paying me despite making me leave their platform FOR NOW. One of the OGs has made almost $10k in just ONE ACCOUNT. This is another reminder to save up because most of these royalties were all spent on courses, expenses, and so on.

People don't understand that even if it's just $30 you're saving every month, it could become $300k one day, just one day!

By God's grace, I'm not an extrovert, staying indoors, not going anywhere to spend this Christmas but I hope I do go around. Unfortunately it's likely not possible.

I want to send my grandma some money and try to go see her 🤦🏽‍♂️. She's been complaining about this. And do some expenses. I hope I start buying cheap wears for myself, I get so locked in, I don't even give a fck.

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Ah, I'm all over the place. So the point is, these wicked guys are still paying me despite all the hell they made me go through. I published evergreen books, probably 7 to 8 active there since the others were blocked.

I don't even check this or think of Kdp anymore , that's why it's so funny. It's a very small amount but I remain grateful. My books make organic sales effortlessly without my interference. Remember that book I gave out for free here? I'm sure it has made more money than I made in years of working in a local bakery .

God help us all.

I know my potentials, Lord. I should be making $100k in a month. Lord, guide my steps, save me from making the wrong move that will slow down, thwart, or hinder my plans. Lord help me.

Going BUSINESS MODE on KDP too, next year. I verified the AdSense.

I got a limited ad suitability on one of my videos. Just imagine! I was advised to delete the video and I did that immediately!

I know I should be grateful, I am, but I'm not happy with the results. I deserve more, and I will get it. Thank you Lord for everything. Just a few months back, I struggled to buy internet subscription.

Please help me navigate this path.

Oh boy, this channel is sucking my energy and brain. Soooo busy mentally. I can't think straight. Going to the marketplace to see if I can increase the laptop's ram.

I might be starting another channel. My little bro is back after many years, I'm convincing him to get into the YouTube game.

Someone texted me, and despite the anxiety that overwhelmed me because I value my privacy greatly, I responded and talked to him. It seems he is still texting me "good morning," he might be seeing me as a villain for not responding. Why do people do this?

I have loads of messages with "good morning, good afternoon, good evening," is that your purpose? Why not:

" Good morning, how're you doing? I do hope you good? Please I'm texting because blablablabla"

We all have our problems, for Christ's sake. For days now, my head has been hurting. I can't respond to texts. I remember how a guy texted me, I responded, he kept me on anticipating mode, and started asking about family, work, I kept responding and I was working. I had to ask him to go straight to the point and he got offended. I mean, we don't know each other, I don't know why you're texting, and you keep me waiting.

On God, my heart is going to the death of me. I respond to people because I don't want them to go through what I went through or still going through.

As for the dude from Nairaland, I even sent him the number to get the course like he requested, only to find out he's still texting me asking something about niche. If he had bought the course, he'd find the answers to these questions. That's how I ended up exposing my niche because I was trying to be kind.

My brain is exploding, I know I can make $100k but the foundation is shaky because I need to balance things up.

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You waste your time asking questions when you should actually be taking action. This is why I stopped texting these O.Gs about my channel. I have been experimenting on my own, because I know these questions come from anxiety. What if? What if? If you take action now, you learn what works and what doesn't.

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People need to understand that we are all struggling. Just because of $200, I should start acting like a guru and waste my time answering questions and questions. How do you expect me to become the best? Someone that can actually help in the future?

If you had taken action, I will be happy to answer a few questions but bombing me with questions when you haven't taken action is detrimental to both of us. This isn't about the dude from Nairaland, I know we humans love to create villains. He's not the only one texting me, just writing down my thoughts. If he sees this and takes offense, GOOD. This is my diary. If he actually gets motivated and decides to start grinding and come to me as a fellow hustler — EXCELLENT.

If I ever find another niche, I will never expose it until I create 10 channels and monetize them.

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I also deleted two videos on my previous channel and another two on this current channel. One of the O.Gs I know lost his channel because they claimed his video included children in danger blablablabla. On God, I'm grateful I get to experiment different things even though YouTube is going stupid like Amazon. But I don't have to walk on eggshells so I can experiment different stuff.

Anyways, last week was awful 😞 but I'm grateful. Do I have a choice? Months ago, I didn't have a penny and lost all of my assets. It's a gradual process. I will get there. Channels grow differently.

I analyzed the channel with Claude AI, will be trying out the new titles it gave me. And the videos will be between 30 mins to 1 hr. And yeah, I will go see if I can increase the laptop's ram. Honestly, the lack of a good laptop is hurting my productivity.

My Claude AI subscription ended December 24th and before I did something, it was automatically resubscribed! N33.5k removed from the Opay account. I had converted some dollars and they removed it . I couldn't cry because I needed it, anyway but was hesitant.

I'm sharing it with one of my Gs I met in the online biz but he hasn't said anything about subscribing but it's not my problem. I'm using it and need to revive my channel with absolute consistency.

And I won't want anything on my way. I'm still using Google AI studio for voiceover but waiting for this thing to be generated while cutting the script bit by bit is a lot of time. I'm considering getting pro version of elevenlab through genai. Another problem with Google AI studio is its tendency to correct your grammar and skip some words . So annoying!

I just finished generating the audio for the part 2 of the video I posted yesterday. I told them I needed 3k views to release the part 2 but even though the video didn't fly, I'm releasing it anyway.

I need to move on. Now, I need to make sure this subscription was worth it. I currently have 23 videos, and by God's grace, by January 24, I need to have 40 videos.

Phew! It's gonna be a lot of work because I will be throwing one of my legs into KDP with my sister's account. I created it a couple of months back, it's not verifiable but if I can verify it with her nin card and things works out well, that would be so great.

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I know I talked about writing manually but at this point, I'm going capitalist. Speed is absolutely important in order to make $100k in 2026. I will be dropping a lot of works and by God's grace, it can only get better.

Time to go generate the images and get this over with, and move to the next video.

I have been consistently uploading, it's not easy but I enjoy it. I was uploading this video when I slept off.

My brother's iphone just arrived. Let's really hope everything goes well so he can get into the game too immediately.

I'm not happy that I'm not going fast enough but the truth is, most times our biggest problems are the tools we use. My phone or laptop wouldn't be as fast as phones or laptops with 16 or 32 ram. It can only get better.

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I asked my friend and brother to send me the KDP screenshots and I'm wowed. It might be pennies to a lot of people but mann, I'm so proud and I can't stop wondering what would have happened if they let me keep publishing.

Think about it: I don't even check KDP or do it anymore yet the books keeps selling. Imagine if I had published 50 books! I saw one of the books I wrote sometime in June and it has made almost $30 this month.


Very funny. Just 7 to 10 and I have done nothing for months. God knows I truly know this KDP thing, all I need was time and a stable account. If they had allowed me, I should be making at least $3k ORGANICALLY with no ads.

I think I'm quite good at creating books that sell organically for a long time. One of the bosses always told me I was really good at self help and evergreen niches but my imposter syndrome wouldn't let me agree.

Even as I type this, my mind is still saying "No, I'm not really good." But it's okay. Lord, I really need to get out of this life of constant worry of falling back into abject poverty.

I know it never goes away but I feel like... The way I'm always all about the hustle, defeat poverty, work, etc, can I ever be normal without thinking of this? Am I too materialistic? But I know I'm not. Poverty must be eliminated.

Lord help me. If I can successfully manage another KDP account next year and upload 50 books or create few books with massive and aggressive ads, God will help me say goodbye to poverty forever.

Thank you Lord as we defeat poverty, this amount is nothing but thinking back to how broke I was this year, I'm grateful to you Lord. Thank you. Thank you for the wisdom. It was that wisdom that made me reach out to my friend, always motivating him like an orator... I'm grateful.

I wanna push myself. I want to create 3 to 4 videos today before the new year. Thank God I force myself to sleep after I woke up at midnight and done a little work.

I can't keep struggling with one video. I'm using 30 images, I just want to use these videos to figure out what works. Still trying to get the channel back to its feet.

I'll see you in the evening, God help us. Hopefully they don't interrupt this light.

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I wanna push myself. I want to create 3 to 4 videos today before the new year. Thank God I force myself to sleep after I woke up at midnight and done a little work.

I can't keep struggling with one video. I'm using 30 images, I just want to use these videos to figure out what works. Still trying to get the channel back to its feet.

I'll see you in the evening, God help us. Hopefully they don't interrupt this light.

I uploaded that one video I was working on since yesterday and it's performing awful but anyways, we keep pushing.

I was feeling sleepy plus someone was around so I paused on this video. Everything is ready. I just have to edit on capcut and expose... And oh I'm not done with the voiceover audio. I realized it was best I generated the image first.

So, it's actually possible to create that amount of video per day but requires a lot of work and it's easier with excellent tools.

I got a lot on my mind, man. It can only get better.

I have posted videos that are over an hour long consistently, and my CTRs have become so awful. Mannnnnn.

I will focus on improving and improving, not the money. Or is it because of the videos I deleted? 28 videos posted so far.

172 remaining.
28/200.

As for KDP, I spent a lot of time on Amazon site yesterday. I will be getting my sister's nin, and will print the card. I hope it works by God's grace.

Uploaded a video last time and woke up to 5 views . YouTube will never defeat me.

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I'm still waiting for the guy to print the NIN card, I'm hoping and praying seriously that this method should verify the KDP account. Honestly, there's a lot of money in that business. Now, I feel so sad Amazon is just trying to gatekeep...

I will start working on my next video ASAP.

Ah, my head! I should learn to be grateful, to live, before I end up k!lling myself with overthinking.

I think I'm ready to go beast mode, the only issue is how slow exporting and compressing the videos are. But it's okay.

Nothing will ever defeat me, not even zero views. I must upload 200 videos on this channel. If I see an untapped niche, I'll go into but I will never abandon this channel. Or maybe I will feel better if I find a niche that gives me a channel making $20k monthly.

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Depression will be the death of me. At this point, can money ever fix me? Money is extremely important but it won't make a man happy. Happiness is an illusion, man.

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I'm hearing gunshots 🤦🏻‍♂️. Or is it my ears? Maybe it is... Mannnnnnnn.


Looking forward to making $20k.