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I haven't created any videos for days now.

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Bro, we finally did it. I'm praying for God's protection and grace. Oh Lord, help me. After over six months, I finally verify the Nigerian account with the same NIN card they said would never work.

I have passed the first stage. Next is: adding the bank account details, publishing multiple times, and they all go live. So help me, God. I promise to focus on few books and running ads.

I already have a budget between $50 to $150. Profitable ads only. Oh Lord, I just pray it works out. More income streams unlocked by God's grace. And by God's grace, KDP has become soooo easy for me.

I do it effortlessly. So help me, God.

I haven't been consistent with YouTube, I'm trying to get this KDP thing done once and for all. I really want to see if they would let me publish books without blocking them. I'm seriously praying that they do, I will be extremely happy.

Did I tell you I verified the account already? Oh yes, I think I did.

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I feel like a lazy bum, I feel anxious and exhausted and I know why. It's because I'm not working as hard as I think I should be. I haven't been doing anything but lately I have been trying to fix this KDP thing. My chest is feeling the anxiety, God I really hope this thing works.

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Honestly, I love YouTube but Amazon would have been so sweet if they weren't so heartless. At least, if YouTube comes for your account, they try to be "nice" . Stupid big companies. This is why I want to get my bag up so I no longer fear these guys.

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God, I don't even know how I feel.

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I'm still trying to get the back account, I want to use geegpay (Raenest or whatever) but they are asking for my "KDP link." These guys need to stop being ignorant, it's impossible to share my "Amazon KDP link" because that's not how Amazon KDP works.

Recently, you have to provide every detail including your bank account details before you're allowed to start publishing. Before we could leave that space blank but not anymore. And I'm not taking any chances, I don't want to use the author page of my one of my books from the account — hell naw!

I don't trust them! What if the information gets leaked to Amazon and they say I have multiple accounts?? I know it looks like I'm being paranoid but mannnn... I don't care, man. I just want things to work.

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I finally logged into the Amazon account with my brother's phone. I was kind of pissed off because the fcking iPhone wouldn't connect smoothly to the Internet! Yes, the network has been sh!t these days but c'mon!

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Man, I got too many scattered thoughts. I need to start writing more often. I will be heading to my main diary to talk about the saving (ummm, what do I call it?)... the saving whatever I started on Opay. I should have started earlier. I actually did last year and then KDP terminated my account and everything fell apart.

God help me and keep me away from troubles, man. Got too many thoughts.

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And oh, I started posting on YouTube again, I hid my face actually. I should be proud of how ugly I am. Screw me! I don't care if I don't shave, I will start filming without hiding my face. It's just a channel where I just rant about anything. My next video would be about my Mother's crazy as$ relatives.

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Mannnnnn, I don't know how I feel. I actua... Mannn, I'm off this!

After waiting for days, geegpay finally approved my USD account. I couldn't fill it in because of network. I'm now contemplating what to do next — work on YouTube or start working on the book immediately.

I should have done that but I wanted to be sure the account is still here with me, and everything is ready.

I also have to be serious with my time and see how I can manage it properly. I will not leave YouTube just because of this KDP account — NO!

Okay, I have decided to create the YouTube video and start working on the book after that. Let me exercise and take my bath.

One of the most terrifying thoughts I struggle with, is ending up without fulfilling my dreams especially the plan of eradicating poverty.

I have been so turned on these days, my libido is so high but I don't have time for that nonsense. I feel like I have wasted that Claude AI subscription, I'm not using it the right way.

Honestly, I want to have 200 videos on this channel by March. Now, hopefully KDP clicks, now I have two businesses to build. I feel so lazy.

Now, since the termination and demonetization wave is cooling off, I will start using fewer images. 20 images.

As for KDP, once I'm sure I have enough books and I will double down. I'm speaking with this Ghanaian dude and he's doing amazing, man. I have always said there's so much money on Amazon and I have stressed on the importance of treating it like a business.

I want to get back to consistently posting everyday even if it means using fewer images. I must post this video today. I swear.

I need 167 videos to reach 200 videos on this channel. Let's go.

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I had so much fun creating this video. I slept off while uploading it but I woke up by 1 a.m. and immediately clicked on the "publish" button. I took a little nap again and I checked again, the video is currently 1/10! Oh Lord, I really hope this is it. I haven't had any viral video for more than a month now.

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But one thing about consistency is that you get to learn more as you keep showing up, I also learned to tweak Google AI studio to make my voiceover more human and interesting to listen to. A lot of people are trying to use it too, I just hope they don't ruin it. It's one of the best voiceover generators out there and it's free.

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I just finished filling in the bank account details, I really hope it gets accepted. The thing has really stressed me a lot, to be a Nigerian is not a day job. Dear God, please come to my aid and keep this account safe so I can do wonders in Jesus name I pray, Amen.

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Thank you Lord for everything, I'm eternally grateful.

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The plan is to start working on the next video NOW and after that, I start writing this book with faith. If I start working on the next video, I will definitely finish up before 12 PM.

I'll see you later.

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I had so much fun creating this video. I slept off while uploading it but I woke up by 1 a.m. and immediately clicked on the "publish" button. I took a little nap again and I checked again, the video is currently 1/10! Oh Lord, I really hope this is it. I haven't had any viral video for more than a month now.

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But one thing about consistency is that you get to learn more as you keep showing up, I also learned to tweak Google AI studio to make my voiceover more human and interesting to listen to. A lot of people are trying to use it too, I just hope they don't ruin it. It's one of the best voiceover generators out there and it's free.

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I just finished filling in the bank account details, I really hope it gets accepted. The thing has really stressed me a lot, to be a Nigerian is not a day job. Dear God, please come to my aid and keep this account safe so I can do wonders in Jesus name I pray, Amen.

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Thank you Lord for everything, I'm eternally grateful.

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The plan is to start working on the next video NOW and after that, I start writing this book with faith. If I start working on the next video, I will definitely finish up before 12 PM.

I'll see you later.

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I'm so overjoyed. The video is doing super great! Damn, consistency really pays! I really hope it remains like this for a long time, and my channel remains safe.

The algorithm finally remembered me after almost a month and two weeks.

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After uploading this one, I'm creating a part 2. I really hope and pray this one does well too. So help me, God. I'm grateful and thankful. The comments are just so sweet, they never get old. I can't even respond to everything without stretching my neck .

The videos are doing so well. The part 1 is at over 5.8k views and the part 2 is at over 1k views. I posted 8 hours ago. The video I posted right after the part 1 (not related) is at over 279 views.

The algorithm is so weird. Honestly, I hope it continues like this for a long time . And yet with lesser viewers, I made $84 in a day! But the other time I made $76 a day, it took a lot more views than this.

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Honestly, nothing better than having many videos because once one video blows up, the others start gaining attention. Imagine videos I posted a month ago now getting comments. It's amazing.

I really hope it continues like this. At least let me make my $10k .

Looking forward to my $100 day.

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I was able to finish the video (part 2) very early and started working on my book. But I was feeling sleepy since I hadn't slept well for some time, so I dozed off but wake up around 1:42 AM.

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I think I will start working on part 3 so I can finish early.

I hope to finish this book this week, then publish it and see what happens. I truly hope it goes live.

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Thank you Lord. My January earning was literally at $6 something and then boom! So grateful. Nothing fuels a man to know more better than a good result.

Look at what the part 1 and the part 2 has gotten me so far. Lord, I really wish the algorithm will push them harder. I really hope my growth doesn't get stuck again . Let's make S500 this month, and $5k next month.

Lord pleaseeeee! So if I can keep getting these kind of RPMs, this means I just need 2000 views to make at least $30 per day.

I will call this my money when it enters my bank account.

Thank you Lord for everything. I remain grateful, and I give all glory to my Lord and Creator.


I just selected the images and I noticed the new update. Our boss Seun is really doing great. Love it!

My eyes were so heavy yesterday , I had to sleep off but woke up midnight as usual. I'm here feeling guilty for not working out yesterday. I have been doing pushups and squats everyday since August. Although I have been doing that before then but I started documenting it mentally in August.

I need to stop that guit and get back to work. I really hope my channel is actually back because I want to delete Twitter. Social media really sucks, ughs! I go there for tips but I believe more in action.

People have suggested I start posting there and earning. I don't know what's wrong with me and why I have never been a social media person.

But anyways, I need to finish this video. I didn't post yesterday and that's depressing. I wanna finish this series because these viewers are throwing hate comments when it's just a freaking video. Dude, chill, it's fiction!

So pissed off I haven't posted the book too, oh God! I need to be more organized!

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I had to generate the images manually because I wanted it to be complete. Oh man, my eyes nearly fell off. Let's see if I can finish by 12 .

Mannn, God help me. My phone has started hanging . I'm sick, and at this point, someone has to tie me down because I'm feeling guilty because I'm about to decide not to work.

The truth is, I would still work anyway if it wasn't for the fact that my Claude AI subscription just got finished. I will resubscribe with my brother's iphone, I heard it's cheaper there.

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I see people making 5 and 6 figures and I know it's very possible . And oh, I already surpassed my last month earnings. I need to keep going.

I just hope my channel doesn't become a victim of this rampant inauthentic content demonetization wave going on. I can still hit $500 this month.

I'm trying to get into KDP too, I'm slow but I will do something about that. I need to also do something about this phone. I need to change it and get a powerful laptop if I really want to hit that 5 or 6 figures.

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Talk later, man.

I feel better today, thanks be to God and medicine. I'm also trying to beat the guilt of not working for days now. It's actually true that Claude AI is cheaper on iPhones. Jesus! 14.9k naira but 33.5k naira on smartphones!

Obviously, it's not about superiority because there are a lot of things that android phone makes easier for hustlers. I couldn't use my Opay virtual card to get it, it was so annoying. Now, I have to go to the bank whether I like it or not to create an account and get that debit card. And maybe I can get a dollar account too.

Mannnn, I hate going to banks but I have no choice. And I can't miss out on this!

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I also hope to get a better device so I can scale, I'm honestly tiring of this jungle hustle. I'm talking about using devices that delay your work. I want to work like a hustler that knows what he wants. I don't want to spend hours doing something that would probably take 30 minutes.

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Anyways, man. Let's talk later.

Bro.


They said I have to go to any of the banks I previously had accounts with. And all of them do not have branches here, I have to travel today. Mannnn, I just realized how much "indoors" I keep getting. But if I really want to achieve what I hope to achieve before I die, I must get used to stepping into unknown places by myself.

So, I will be going to one of these banks to retrieve my bvn. The phone number linked to my bvn was blocked by MTN, I tried to connect it to my NIN but it didn't work because it didn't have the same name as the NIN.

I registered it before that NIN saga, I literally went there myself, turns out the schmuck must have probably done it however they pleased. I don't know...

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I haven't uploaded or done anything in days, I feel so bad but I need to control that feeling. I'm the boss here and I do not work for anyone. I was ill. Hopefully, I get the debit card today, and also the domiciliary account. Amen.

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I feel better today, grateful to God and medicine.

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Ummm, see you soon.

I got the reference form already or whatever it's called. I need two people to sign the paper.

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I just posted my first video after the illness, the last video I posted was over 8 days ago . I truly hope and pray that we are back for better. It's a new month, and I humbly wish to make $2k to $3k just on this channel. I pray that the Almighty God answers my prayer.

I don't know why I have been sleeping uncontrollably these days. I keep getting sleepy and it's so heavy no matter how much I fight. Ah! God help me, this is not how I plan to make $100k this year.

I changed my earnings currency to naira and I realized that this channel has generated over a million naira in less than two months of monetization. Honestly, I know many people make this in a day or a few days but I remain entirely grateful to God.

I believe that this channel will generate $20k in revenues and eventually in profits. It will generate more than enough money to get good devices, my phone has tried. This video I just uploaded is about 1 hour, 30 mins. It was hell trying to finish it up.

I waited and waited for it to compress and kept sleeping off. I'd wake up and it would still be compressing. It's not easy.

I really hope God comes through for me. I want to exterminate poverty before I die.

Honestly, I'm so glad I never listened to naysayers . Those few books on Amazon are seriously saving my life, in fact they are saving me. My friend sent me some of the royalties because this bank issue got me spending more than usual.

And the savings challenge is going great. Although I missed out on two days now because I wanted the royalty for another month to land because I asked him to send the money. After this entry, I will transfer everything to my Opay. Hundreds of thousands of naira — wow!

So grateful to God. I was literally so broke I couldn't afford airtime just a few months ago. I keep praying to God I never go back to that level again, it was so depressing.

Jesus Christ! I know I'm still broke but honestly I remain eternally grateful to God.

So I will be converting everything to naira because maybe they might ask me to buy some dollar for the new domiciliary account.

As for KDP, I was supposed to post this a few days ago:


My rebirth KDP journey has just begun, with faith that my book is going to go live. I'm going to use this place (of course) as one of my diaries, I might not post my royalties because I'm not known for that.

The plan is to ensure this first book goes live. I plan to think "capitalistic" in this journey, while I would always endeavor to provide absolute value, I would also love to make as much money as possible.

I'm not just looking at Amazon but also other platforms, with time, I intend to advertise these books consistently in forums and social media apps.

IF AMAZON LETS MY ACCOUNT SURVIVE and God keeps me alive, I have two goals.

Realistic goal: Hit $10k in profit by the end of June.

Dream: Hit $20k in profit by the end of June.

I won't be getting any fake reviews or bothering about A+ contents.

So, help me God.

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I'm almost done, currently formatting the book. I didn't use any pictures. I'm done with bothering myself over that but the content is top quality as usual.

Amazon surprised me. They blocked the book.

I quickly started preparing other means to distribute my books. I found one but it's $99 a year, far cheaper than publish drive. However, one of these Kdp guys found a way to make it cheaper. All I have to pay is N30k. Now I need to find someone who can write and be creative with AI so it won't be left behind.

I'm thinking capitalistic — no time for emotions.

Now, the good news is I emailed them. Oh, glory to Jesus that I didn't let the message deter me. I emailed them and told them my book was unjustly blocked. I woke up around 3am after sleeping off. And I saw that they had agreed it was a mistake and now the book is live . It really made my day.

Someone told me that Amazon blocks her book in her Nigerian account, then when she emails them, they unblocked them. It has happened twice. I just hope Amazon starts trusting this account and let me be.

I'm going evergreen and capitalist! So help me, God. I published the new video by 3 am, and by God's grace, it's going great.

I'm looking forward to my $100/day and $1000/day. God will do it for me.

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I'm still looking for that signature. The bank gave me a form asking for the signature of two current account users. It's first bank. The woman said if they were first bank customers, my request would get approved faster.

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God help me and keep things going smooth. Poverty has to go.

I just broke a new record, God is good . God keep this channel safe because this demonetization wave is insane. I just hope the light comes on today.

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I just broke a new record, God is good . God keep this channel safe because this demonetization wave is insane. I just hope the light comes on today.

The light eventually came on yesterday, I didn't upload anything. The video is currently over 15k views. The demonetization wave is sweeping everywhere. I just want to get this money in my bank first .

A lot of people are getting hit, people depending on the life changing royalty so they can emerge from the ashes. Oh my God! Whichever way, I will try to upload a video today.

And if I eventually survive this wave, I will try to upload 3 to 5 times a week. No more uploading daily, and thank God I was consistently doing that. I will have more time to work on the videos and other projects.

At least, I can focus on KDP and expand the book publishing project by God's grace. If by God's grace, everything works out, I get a better PC (I hear MacBook is dope); I will just create more channels.

If God keeps me alive, I will seriously take up channels that aren't faceless. Try to look good and just post once or twice a week. Stress-free and more time to focus on other things.


So, help me God.

God is good , oh my God! May God protect this channel, oh I wish, I pray, and hope this channel remains like this and YouTube will let it be. Imagine if my RPM was $27 like the other video, YouTube loves giving videos with less views a heavy RPM.

I'm so grateful to God, and I humbly pray that nothing happens to this channel. Thank you, Lord. This is almost what I earned in a month in December. Wow! Thank you Lord. Let me save this here.

KDP blocking and unblocking our book has proven my point but yeah Amazon never makes errors.

Anyways, time to take KDP extremely serious. Less book, majority of the books will be written with my brain and AI. Also, a lot of them would be written manually. So help me God.

Once the books start going live on this account, my first target is $1k and it's very easy. For now, no ads until I'm sure this account is ready.

Typing this outside, checking the Kdp account on my bro's phone.

Now, I'm inspired. My research game will move mountains . I'm actually using AI intentionally to prove that having problems with Amazon has nothing to do with using AI.

Most people can't even prompt or even bother reading what their AI assistant writes, or even write the content themselves. And they still make huge sales, they are freaking multimillionaires .

Now, imagine someone like me who actually writes, and can actually prompt taking this seriously. Mannn, let's do this already.

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Bro, I literally made over $300 in a day from one business and I'm not even dancing and rolling on the floor . What?! God, I'm so grateful. Please forgive me for behaving like I'm not grateful but you know these material things don't move me. I just want to destroy poverty, not to flex.

Thank you Lord for everything. I have once again proven to myself that it is possible. As long as I'm alive, I look forward to making $30k in a day. Amen.

After uploading this video, I will dive into KDP and conquer this tiny lady once and for all.

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I should have been uploading more videos but the demonetization wave is getting out of hand. Even people from our group are getting hit, just one person lost over $5k. Mannnnn! My creations are genuine, and I put in so much work, just like these creators; it's so sad these big companies do not care.

More reason we must defeat poverty asap, they are not happy a lot of people are escaping the matrix with just the internet. They want to heavily regulate everything. They didn't see this coming. I know a guy (not up to 18), he recently became a millionaire (dollar) with just YouTube and Snapchat within the span of one year.

AI revolution is real, the war is on. I have hated AI for so long, not anymore. I will use it to make so much money it feels impossible, and then go back to being a scientist.


God help us.

I seriously need a laptop with the speed of light. I believe God will do it for me, and I will get it with the work of my hands. $1M now seems very possible with the internet. And with God's help, I will prove it. KDP alone is a goldmine, it's even enough to make you millions of dollars and even hundreds of millions in the long run.

Talk later.

I'm currently researching on YouTube, and thinking heavily on how to do something that will blow my viewers' mind and make them obsessed. I want to create a bond that will exist even out of YouTube.

I actually started a certain trend and other channels started doing it, now I will take it further. So help me, God.

I hate how sleepy I get these days, I haven't finished this video for days now. I need to really fix this. After this update, I'm going to go exercise so I don't have to do it later today.

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I already got the domiciliary account, I think I recorded it here. A YouTube friend gave a banker's phone number and he did, though he was stylishly charging me more than anything. So, with the USD he transferred into the account, I spent a total of N29,500 to get this account running.

I'm grateful — at least I get this money from YouTube because I don't understand this wicked wave of demonetization.

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Amazon terminated that account after apologizing for the error . These bots should be watched before they start killing humans. By God's grace, I'm not giving up. I will use the third party platform, and I also plan to get publisher rocket. I just want to make everything smooth. Enough if these struggles with a multi billion dollar company and always walking in eggshells.

I just want to write a quality book and run ads on TikTok, YouTube, Pinterest, Facebook, and so on. Think like a real publisher. Depending on just Amazon is dangerous but some people will go ahead and blame you: "Oh,you must have done something wrong! Blablablabla"

Well, okay master of KDP!

There was actually a wave of termination that day.

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Someone offered to create a foreign Kdp account for me and guide me but honestly I don't have that time for that stress. I just need to get this money from YouTube and add more income streams. I will be trying Snapchat real soon.

It's very important we get rich or at least sustainable because this revolution is here.

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Ummm, what else? Okay, let me exercise. I must finish this video today . My phone is also my biggest obstacles, it keeps hanging.

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For that money saving challenge, I out more money than usual in there, and it's now at over 100k. I will surely complete it before June.

Settling down will help me make more money. I mean getting a good PC, fixing my workspace and finally drafting my schedules will really help me. So help me God.

$100k is very possible but I'm taking it slow. If YouTube doesn't screw me over, that income stream can give me at least $50k this year.

God will do it for me. I keep praying I don't face any major obstacle like what happened last year. I'm tired of relentless struggles, I have worked hard for this moment for years, now is the time to harvest.

I have no competition, I will take it slow, and fix my life.

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I'm also going into teaching myself physics. Science is my passion, I want to be one of the greats, and also, science is the future.

Everyone is focused on becoming YouTubers, content creators, Twitter blablablabla, but I think making enough money online and investing offline in physical skills and knowledge will not just keep me happy and focused but also help a lot of people in the future.

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If I can successfully hit over $100k, I believe with God's help, it's up from there. No more "how do I survive without money" but the problem is, you keep going because you don't want to go to being broke.

That's why I'm investing time, money, and energy into intellectual properties. I haven't uploaded a video in days and I still make almost $100 daily. My target for that channel is 200 videos of YouTube lets me.

Thank you Lord for everything, I need to go exercise and get ready for today. Hopefully, this next video climbs higher than ever.

On this day, I officially crossed $1,000 in a month in this same YouTube channel with just 2 or 3 videos uploaded so far this month. I honestly pray I get to receive this money, because KDP has taught me a bitter lesson.

Glory to God. I'm grateful. Let's hit $3k next.

I'm also grateful that my YouTube knowledge is getting sharper and better too. If I die today, I die proudly — one of my childhood dreams was to earn doing YouTube.

It's been so rough, my eyes hurts. Sleepless nights working in this video. I honestly pray to buy a machine laptop soon, this phone has tried and is making my life harder.

I end up working for 24 hours straight — no joke. Please don't understand how WhatsApp shows I'm online but cannot respond to messages. If only they know, and I'm not about to switch off my "last seen online" notice.

Anyways, bro. I published just one video last week but despite that, we did good. I believe that, with God's grace, if this phone lets me, it's possible to hit $3k.

I would really love to hit $3k. After resting my eyes, I will start crafting my nice video immediately.

God help us.

I randomly saw a post of girl making hundreds of millions of naira on forex. I know I will fix my life, just one day. But God's grace, I will destroy poverty and die a satisfied man.

Today's upload is looking good, I bagged another 1/10 — glory to God! Over 710 views in 3 hours and some minutes.

God, I pray for 50k or 100k views in 24 hours !

Grateful to God!

Tired of this overthinking. I'm thoroughly researching which laptop is best for this YouTube hustle. I need something that can effortlessly handle capcut and editing as whole, and has a strong battery. I have decided to take a bold step and raise my budget to N500k.

I'm currently editing the video on Inshot. Capcut is very useless, I can't find my pro version after subscribing. Everything got reset after I cleaned the storage to make space in the app.

Met a guy on that app they call Twitter, a fellow YouTuber recommended him. N480k for the dell laptop but the ram was 8gb ram. I was asking Claude AI a lot of questions and it said 16gb ram and 512gb ssd would serve better. Told him, and he said I should pay N560k.

We agreed on 545k, I'm taking a leap of faith and I hope it truly works out. I'm emptying every last cash in me, I have to wait for royalties to drop and I gather everything like a brokie .

It can only get better, I have faith. Once I get a capable machine and this channel is active, it will pay back in just one day!

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Anyways, I realized I didn't remove my business email and I just did that. Enough of the flood of messages, I'm trying to get back on my feet so I can also help others so they don't go through what I went through. Grateful people, of course, not useless ingrates.

I'm no savior, I'm still trying to grow too. The messages on WhatsApp alone is overwhelming, and I had to uninstall that app for peace. I have a big phobia for spending too much time on social media, and people don't even know how much I try to keep up.

I must get this video out today, and I hope everything works well because it's part 2 so I'm not expecting much views.

God help me, man.

Finally got a payment notification from Google . So grateful to God. Now, I have to withdraw some money for the laptop, by God's grace, I have faith everything will work out well.

Then, I can double now. By God's grace, if I work tirelessly as usual, this channel will generate at least $10k to $20k by June. Amen.

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I'm speaking into existence: my next video will generate 100k views.


Modified: I think the useless bot removed one of my updates and I actually responded to @fashioncapital (don't know if I got the name correctly).

I'm so pissed off and my hatred for editing on this phone has tripled. Can you imagine that after all the pain in my eyes and sleepless nights, this app just wiped out all of my work?! I swear if I lacked emotional control, I would have smashed this phone on the floor.

God knows nothing will stop me from paying for this laptop this week, I was supposed to travel today so I can go to the bank but I decided to get this video ready. Now, I have to start completely afresh.

I'm so disappointed in Inshot, I had so much trust in that app, and I don't think I will ever trust them like before. At least I know capcut is bullshit and full of sh*t but I shot just broke my heart into pieces!

Now, I have to go back to that piece of sh*t capcut. How can I waste days of my life like this? God punish... Kai.

Finally sent the money for the laptop — all glory to God. My first video of the week isn't doing too well, yes the same video I had to start editing from the beginning after everything wiped out.

I went to the bank with my son (nephew), spent almost 15k (still have some change here) on everything. I have a lot to say but thank God for the banker.

He was really a chill guy, so chill I wanted to buy him a drink. I actually asked for his account details, but I think he thought (or intentionally) gave me his phone number.

My introverted nature has stopped me from texting him because I can bear the responsibility of keeping "friends" close. I'm cooked.

I will try to text him.

He was calm but became more calm and friendly when he saw that I knew a whole bunch of ways to make money online.

The rate was N1340, I didn't care, I just wanted to pay for that laptop and for everything to go well.

Touching grass is really good. I will also try to start taking care of my hair or at least shave. My nonchalance is crazy. I have become more socially awkward and hating going out. It's crazy, I know I say I will try... #Sighs