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Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by ggrin(f): 12:58pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
I’m writing in detail because this is the 1st time I’m telling it to anyone. I never wanted to be a girl. When I was a kid I used to dress up in boy cloths, I’d tell everyone that I’m a boy. I hated girlish stuff & was never interested in jewelry, dolls etc. I loved to play outdoor games with my male cousins instead of playing girlish games with my female friends. At 1st day of my school, my mother forcefully dressed me up in girl’s cloths because she knew I would want to wear boy clothing. From a young age I knew something was wrong with me. I didn’t feel things were right for me. I didn't enjoy my puberty, I hated the changes, I would cry and felt frustrated for it wasn't what I wanted instead I always wanted to be a boy. I wasn't allowed to wear boy clothing when I got admission to secondary school(till now), when I was in secondary school I got attracted towards females instead of males. It was there that I heard the term lesbian, I became scared and felt disgusted, I thought I’m homosexual and it made me more depressed, I'd pray to jesus to turn me into a boy or change me from within. I know these feelings are hard for a normal person to understand and it has nothing to do with my upbringing because my other siblings are normal and happily married but for me it’s like living a life of lie, I hate cooking and sewing, I’d love to have a career instead of female responsibilities, the idea of motherhood, children, family and being a dutiful wife towards a husband fills my heart with grief because it is not what I can do, these expectations of others hurt me, torture me. I have a desire for boy clothes and their accessories, I am not like normal girls, it feels like I have never enjoyed my life, I’m always unhappy. I feel I’m jealous of my brothers because they are males and they are not going through what I am through. It’s constant pain. I know life is hard for everyone, but this logic doesn’t satisfy me anymore. I know even if I was a boy I’d have other problems but still I can’t soothe my pain without this logic but now,am enjoying my life cause old things have past away and most of my stories here are 90%fiction,don't take it too serious and for those of you that are calling/tagging me a guy,your highly welcome 2 Likes 5 Shares |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by LaurelP(m): 1:04pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Gringrin gringrin gringrin grin grin |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by JPpresh406(m): 1:06pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
so what's your point in this write up? 1 Like |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by JPpresh406(m): 1:07pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
I love your heading oh ggrin my heart |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Oahray: 1:12pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Smh. You truly opened a thread. 1 Like |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Nobody: 1:14pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
So u want to b a boy right? Ok.. |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by ggrin(f): 1:14pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Oahray:shake it well |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by ggrin(f): 1:15pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
LaurelP:sup |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Oahray: 1:20pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
ggrin:lol. But really, this is unnecessary. Too much info. You could as well have ignored, or better still laughed at the joke. |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Gentlemimi2: 1:24pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Learn to ignore . You owe nobody any freaking explanation on this forum. . |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by naijaboiy: 1:25pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Nobody: 1:37pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
You are boy not a girl. Deal with it. I have actually digged your twitter and fb profile. Smh 1 Like |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Nobody: 1:37pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Abia. |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Jennyluvluv(f): 1:38pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
You will be a boy someday, maybe next world |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Jennyluvluv(f): 1:38pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
You might be a boy someday, maybe next world |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by jmoore(m): 1:39pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
90% fiction. So you are a boy? Okay oh |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Nobody: 1:44pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
This Ggrin is a BOY. Na thunder go fire you for lying. You no get profile pix or any personal pix on Twitter but you get for NL. Na thunder go shave that your head and scrape your tiny blokos. |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by peeparty(m): 1:48pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Den go fo gus n replace samantha |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Jerrick(m): 1:55pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Freak! |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by uchihahinata: 2:10pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Na wa. So after knowing she is a boy, re u guys getting any national award for finding out Tschew. You people should jst let others be. It might be for fun.and no1 begged u to trip for her. I know some will bash me. But I do not care 1 Like |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by cooljoe(m): 2:31pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Grin grin grin, boy/gal, u still my padi. I lyk d way u roll |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Gooci(m): 3:36pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
this daggrin sef |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by ggrin(f): 3:37pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
cooljoe:oshe omo iya |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by ggrin(f): 3:37pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Gooci:gooci ko gucci ni |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Gooci(m): 3:44pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
ggrin:yu be thug |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by nickz(m): 4:42pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
warrisdis |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by ggrin(f): 5:53pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Gooci: |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by ggrin(f): 5:54pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
nickz:wetin u see |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by Nobody: 7:48pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
I am confused about what gender you really are. But if you're a girl, you're a really cool girl and if you're a guy, you know a lot about girls and you deserve an Oscar |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by nickz(m): 9:34pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
ggrin:ur nyash |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by AndyBoomba: 11:15pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
I just came in my pants reading this... #BITG |
Re: Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin Ggrin by ggrin(f): 11:18pm On Oct 28, 2014 |
Krystalxxx:oscar ko hazard ni Thanks for ur comment tho |
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