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AgapeCharis:
wow! Tell me about your encounter

Too long a story. You might neither enjoy it nor agree with it.

HFOG:
Too long a story. You might neither enjoy it nor agree with it.

try me

AgapeCharis:
try me

Whatever. Don't say I didn't warn you. Struggled with those beseting sins till I almost believed I could never be free. The more I prayed and fasted the deeper I sank. The month I rounded off service, it just occured to me that like play I came with sin and I'll be leaving the same. Not like I didn't use to have few moments/days/weeks/months of victory but sooner than later I'll be back on the floor. One Wednesday after fellowship (I stayed in NCCF family house) I stayed back and somehow I was resolved and ready to die. I literally told the Lord that He either kills me or kill the thing in me that makes me prone to sin.

HFOG:
Whatever. Don't say I didn't warn you. Struggled with those beseting sins till I almost believed I could never be free. The more I prayed and fasted the deeper I sank. The month I rounded off service, it just occured to me that like play I came with sin and I'll be leaving the same. Not like I didn't use to have few moments/days/weeks/months of victory but sooner than later I'll be back on the floor. One Wednesday after fellowship (I stayed in NCCF family house) I stayed back and somehow I was resolved and ready to die. I literally told the Lord that He either kills me or kill the thing in me that makes me prone to sin.

smiles

and?

Really, I was dead serious. Life didn't have any beauty to me as long as I'll keep on struggling with porn. I just told Him I was ready to die and go to heaven. I had no desire for anything. Food. Browsing. Friends. My phone. Movies. Nothing made sense to me. I just stayed there all night crying. I didn't feel sleepy or hungry. The thought of leaving with that problem overwhelmed me. I kept wondering what my fate would be if Christ returns while I busy gratifying my flesh. Friday morning I still felt the need to stay indoors with Him. I hadn't gotten any relief. I'll pray, cry, read my Bible. That's all I did all day. Freshened up in the evening and continued telling the Lord that I'll not leave till He either kills me or kills sin in me. Friday passed without me being conscious of the time. I was neither hungry nor tired. All I thought about was freedom from the bondage of porn and masturbation.

HFOG:
If I hear say you no collect food wey dey offer you. You wey dey even chop without offer or IV

why wait for offer? They say asking for forgiveness is easier then permission

There was a vigil that Friday night because it was the last Friday in the month. During those days I stayed indoors, I only came out for devotions and to freshen up. Shortly before the vigil I was persuaded that the work was done in me and the victory would be sealed/confirmed when I share my testimony that night. Meanwhile I was the sisters' leader but all that didn't bother me. I was ready to go to any length as long as sin dies in me. I hadn't tasted water or anything yet I felt so strong and active. I indicated that I had a testimony to share. I narrated to the house (roughly 40 corps members) how I'd been addicted to sin and I believed that God had set me free. The house was sober and an altar call was made. Then some officials asked me to kneel so they'll pray to confirm my testimony.

HFOG:
Okay sir. I think I'm getting you. So who produces these stuff you're advertising here. Again bear with my many questions. I'm just being curious

There are imported, not produce in Nigeria.

This is interesting.

Continue please ma'am HFOG

HFOG:
This your Deborah's Hands na wa o. Dey wan reach mid term before dey do first CA?

lol. I no know o.

When are you going on midterm sef?

Specialist900:
lol. I no know o.

When are you going on midterm sef?

Mid term no go dey again na with the election break. We want to take a week off. That'll be the week after election.

ideology:
There are imported, not produce in Nigeria.

Okay sir. Tks for your patience. Seems you're outside at the moment, right?

HFOG:
Mid term no go dey again na with the election break. We want to take a week off. That'll be the week after election.

makes sense. It's for the best o. Tho we hope all ends well.

We're still watching things tho, next week will decide

HFOG:
Okay sir. Tks for your patience. Seems you're outside at the moment, right?

Nope came home about an hour ago,

Midweek service is 7pm, i. Just finished dinner and am yet to eat. Am already late, i don't like going to church late.

Specialist900:
makes sense. It's for the best o. Tho we hope all ends well.

We're still watching things tho, next week will decide

Yeah, God'll take care of us

ideology:
Nope came home about an hour ago,

Midweek service is 7pm, i. Just finished dinner and am yet to eat. Am already late, i don't like going to church late.

Oh I see. Pls you're free to hurry along. Say a word of prayer for our nation. See you.

HFOG:
Oh I see. Pls you're free to hurry along. Say a word of prayer for our nation. See you.

Am double minded, i. May not meet up, i need to eat, but My absence will be …, have not been functioning well recently and my coordinators don de eye me …

HFOG:
Yeah, God'll take care of us

amen

ideology:
Am double minded, i. May not meet up, i need to eat, but My absence will be …, have not been functioning well recently and my coordinators don de eye me …

him too like food

AgapeCharis:
This is interesting.

Continue please ma'am HFOG

Hmm. Good to know you're following. I'll like to get some comments or questions when you're done reading ok?

ideology:
Am double minded, i. May not meet up, i need to eat, but My absence will be …, have not been functioning well recently and my coordinators don de eye me …

Coordinators? Specialist where art thou? Doesn't that ring a bell? I think it's better to be late than not to go at all. You'll make it if you really want to. I believe you're doing all things as to the Lord so once He understands you're fine. Eat your food hurriedly, log off NL and go keep your appointment with the Lord pls

HFOG:
Hmm. Good to know you're following. I'll like to get some comments or questions when you're done reading ok?

My comments will come later. What year was this?

HFOG:
Coordinators? Specialist where art thou? Doesn't that ring a bell? I think it's better to be late than not to go at all. You'll make it if you really want to. I believe you're doing all things as to the Lord so once He understands you're fine. Eat your food hurriedly, log off NL and go keep your appointment with the Lord pls

them dey eye you? Abeg you fit tell some of them to follow eye me

HFOG:
Coordinators? Specialist where art thou? Doesn't that ring a bell? I think it's better to be late than not to go at all. You'll make it if you really want to. I believe you're doing all things as to the Lord so once He understands you're fine. Eat your food hurriedly, log off NL and go keep your appointment with the Lord pls

This your words go hunt me now.
But Am really gonna be late, which is what I don't like

@HFOG

Expecting ur update

AgapeCharis:
@HFOG

Expecting ur update

u too like story. Na history you study for school ni

ideology:
This your words go hurt me now.
But Am really gonna be late, which is what I don't like

guy go church. Them know say na work you dey come from

Beginning to feel a slight headache. Seems I've been here too long plus I didn't really have my siesta today. AgapeCharis let me conclude your story. They surrounded me with stretch forth hands while I was on my knees. The prayer coord raised a prayer point namely - let's ask the fire of the Lord to burn out completely everything that responds to sin in her. Next thing I felt literal fire/heat within me that was unbearable. Then I lost consciousness. It was a friend of mine that updated me much later on all that happened. Vigil ended on my case that day. Everyone was dismissed except the officials that were praying for me. In summary it was more or less a deliverance session. Around 4am I opened my eyes, saw myself on the floor. My khaki trousers and blouse full of dust. Several joints in my body ached plus some bruises. I saw brethen standing all around me. I sat up and asked for water to drink. I couldn't recall how I got to that position. The last I remembered was when heat/fire was burning in me.

ideology:
This your words go hunt me now.
But Am really gonna be late, which is what I don't like

Wasn't my intention. Forgive me pls.

Specialist900:
them dey eye you? Abeg you fit tell some of them to follow eye me

Na you know o o wetin you and mummsy know o o.

HFOG, which one de ring bell

Specialist900:
guy go church. Them know say na work you dey come from

See who dey advise person to go church. Pls hold your peace before I vex for you now now

HFOG:
Wasn't my intention. Forgive me pls.

It's ok dear, you made a point, more like Holy spirit guidance but I don disobey o o o