Actress Stella Damasus decided to share her personal story of abuse. In her blog post, she said she hoped her story will give other women in violent and abusive relationships the courage to seek help:
"A few days ago I was reminded that it was okay to be vulnerable and human. I seem to have forgotten how relaxing it can be to let it all out sometimes, not caring if I would be judged, laughed at or insulted. I had to remember that it was important to share some experiences that may actually save or help someone who is probably going through the same thing.

My story begins on a fun and exciting Saturday night in Lagos
where I attended an after party. I met a tall dark and handsome man who was introduced to me through a mutual friend. We spoke for a few minutes, exchanged numbers and then parted ways.

I didn't see or hear from him again until about 6 months later when I got a call on my way to a friend's private birthday party. He asked where I was and I told him where I was going, so he wanted to meet up at the venue and that was fine.
He came and we continued the conversation that we didn't get to finish the first time we met. After that night we started seeing each other more often as he would call me and say all the right things, then ask to see me.

So there I was feeling special, thinking that this stud must really like me so much that he had to see me about four times a week. My head was in the clouds because he came to me in a very honest and humble manner, he didn't have much but was not embarrassed at all because of who I was and what I had. In my head I was thinking "Wow what a confident man".

Needless to say, I fell for him hopelessly even against advice from everyone around me.
The relationship started and instead of taking time to really study and know him, I decided to give, give and give without thinking twice. I gave time, I gave energy, I gave money, I gave respect, I gave submission, I gave love, I gave honor, and I gave everything a woman would, just to make her man feel important and loved.

I gave money and everything that comes with making a man stand proud and feel wealthy.
I did this so much that even when you ask me a question or want me to appear somewhere I would ask him first or look out for his expression to get approval.

All this was to make him feel like the head, make him feel like the man, make him feel respected and know that his financial status does not make him less of a man, make him feel like he has his authority, and make him feel like he had the best woman any man could ever ask for.

Everyone around me hated the fact that I did more and more to make him happy and then they started noticing that I was loosing my happiness, I was loosing weight, I was loosing myself but the funny thing is that I didn't even notice. Eventually, I got so angry that I started pushing my friends and family away.

He kept telling me that everyone around me expected me to do better in choosing a man just because he didn't have money or a job. I bought into that and attacked everyone, telling them that they were being unfair and judgmental. So I made it my job to make sure he had something to do, he had a car, he had his own apartment, he had the latest devices etc.

All of this was to prove everybody wrong so they could see what he could become if we just gave him a chance and helped him.
After a while I started noticing that he became aggressive towards my friends, anyone I introduced him to, people I worked with etc. All of a sudden he didn't like anybody anymore and didn't want them around us. Then it all grew into calling me names at the slightest provocation even though I was not sure of what I did to provoke him.

He would say things like "I am doing you a favor by being with you", "how easy do you think it is to find a single guy like me to date a woman with kids "?, "you are too controversial to have a sane man stay with you", "the only thing you have going is your career other than that you are not really worth it".
There were stronger names he called me like BI*CH and other curse words he would use, but I would rather not even write them. The worst part in all of this is, after hearing these words over and over again I got used to it and even started thinking that he was right.

When he was done insulting me, he would walk up to me and say "see what you made me do, you are the only one who can get me to this point, you know how much I love you so why are you turning me into this monster?”, and yours truly would stupidly start to apologize for making him abuse me mentally.

As far as I was concerned at that time, it was strong love and because he loved me madly, him getting upset with me, made me the monster.
I lived in this lie for a long time and was still too blind to see how awful I started looking and feeling. I didn't even want to be seen too much so that no one would ask me if I was ill. People would come to me with proof of him cheating but for some silly reason I would make excuses for him.
Out of fear of an argument I would not even want to confront him about it. I was so scared that I would ask myself "if you confront him and he leaves out of anger, are you sure you would meet someone else who is better? This was where i started using the phrase THE DEVIL YOU KNOW IS BETTER THAN THE ANGEL YOU DON'T KNOW. Silly silly phrase because the truth is, if you know someone to be a devil you are better off without the person.

Anyway, I stayed in the relationship until one day when he got upset that a guy gave me the card to his hotel because he wanted my band to sing there. He got so mad that he punched the wall in my study. When he did that, it was as if a very thick veil was pulled from my eyes. That was when I realized that the kind of anger that made him punch a wall can even push him to hit me since I was the cause of his anger.

I don't know if it was the prayers of my mother or my best friend’s, but something gave me courage that day and kept urging me to get him out of my life before it was too late. I yelled for my home staff and they came into the study and I asked them to get him out. I told him boldly never to come near me, my home or my family. That was how God delivered me from my abuser. If he had not punched that wall, I don't think I would have had the courage to end the relationship.

Sometimes, when women find themselves in an abusive relationship, it's easy for others to judge them or ask them to just pick up and leave. Even though it's the right thing to do, it's not that easy when you are the one in the relationship. Abuse takes a stronghold on the victim and messes up their mental state. If the victim is not careful she may accept the blame and never find the boldness to leave.

It is also worse for those who are not financially independent.
Mental abuse can actually turn out to be worse than physical abuse because with the physical you can prove it, you can also see the scars and they can be treated. Don't get me wrong it is extremely dangerous to go through it but with mental abuse, there is hardly any proof and no one can see the bruises or the scars so you don't even know how or what to treat. It may affect you mentally for years and that is scary because it definitely affects any other relationship you may have, if ever...

It continues like this until something really bad happens or the woman runs away.
The good thing is that there is help and support for women and men going through any form of abuse.
Please don't die in silence and don't believe that the abuse is your fault. Speak out and get help..."

So, who do you think she's referring to?

I don't think what Baby mama connotes from our point of view applies to you Stella.
Na die your husband die unlike di baby mamas of nowadays who scoops Ccock-cream even from d sewer.
Nor mind dem.

na who I go ask

Pele but who ask am question

too long. Summary please

Nonsense... He never finish... He forgot to add "husband snatcher"....


Nonsense

Boring.

U gave him love, u gave him money,u gave him submission,u gave him heaven and earth bla bla bla,did u know he was married or not?u went ahead giving all those thing knowing fully well he was married and having marital issues just like every married couple,u cashed in on his vunerability and helped crashed his already crumblind home while his wife was crying and screaming,u didnt care becos u had the upper hand,now he has started dealing with u,u had the effrontery to come here and talk rubbish,pls go and sit down,u have no moral justification to come here and complain,as far as God is on his throne,u destroyed that marriage no make how much u try to deny and it was soo soo wrong,simple and short

This woman should shut up and go and sit down

Her case is like eni rin Kan he tofe ku pelu e,owo eni totisonu nko?

She has no moral justification to talk so shut the fok up Stella.your mouth is smelling. Even dorris your bff no over talk even after what you did to her

oshiiteoku:
U gave him love, u gave him money,u gave him submission,u gave him heaven and earth bla bla bla,did u know he was married or not?u went ahead giving all those thing knowing fully well he was married and having marital issues just like every married couple,u cashed in on his vunerability and helped crashed his already crumblind home while his wife was crying and screaming,u didnt care becos u had the upper hand,now he has started dealing with u,u had the effrontery to come here and talk rubbish,pls go and sit down,u have no moral justification to come here and complain,as far as God is on his throne,u destroyed that marriage no make how much u try to deny and it was soo soo wrong,simple and short

u are mistaking d present with the past she is refering to one nzeribe her last live-in boyfriend

Sorry I don't understand, is she claiming to be d victim here? All her dating life style has been from 1 controversy to d other,Ur kids keep looking more like ramson noah everyday,u didn't giv ur deceased husband last respect because u dont believe in being a widower,u snatch sum1 else husband,keeping a son away from his mum,yet u are claiming to be a victim,Karma is seriously knocking @ ur door, Fame is not everything

oshiiteoku:
U gave him love, u gave him money,u gave him submission,u gave him heaven and earth bla bla bla,did u know he was married or not?u went ahead giving all those thing knowing fully well he was married and having marital issues just like every married couple,u cashed in on his vunerability and helped crashed his already crumblind home while his wife was crying and screaming,u didnt care becos u had the upper hand,now he has started dealing with u,u had the effrontery to come here and talk rubbish,pls go and sit down,u have no moral justification to come here and complain,as far as God is on his throne,u destroyed that marriage no make how much u try to deny and it was soo soo wrong,simple and short

Please focus on the story at hand. I don't see where she mentioned that the guy in question was married. Please try to read posts properly and not let emotions cloud your reasoning.

SAMBARRY:
This woman should shut up and go and sit down

Her case is like eni rin Kan he tofe ku pelu e,owo eni totisonu nko?

She has no moral justification to talk so shut the fok up Stella.your mouth is smelling. Even dorris your bff no over talk even after what you did to her

@Sambarry.... have you checked your profile pic People that live in glass houses should not throw stones.... See who is questioning morale justification.... Anyway this na Naija... nothing wey person no go see...

SAMBARRY:
This woman should shut up and go and sit down

Her case is like eni rin Kan he tofe ku pelu e,owo eni totisonu nko?

She has no moral justification to talk so shut the fok up Stella.your mouth is smelling. Even dorris your bff no over talk even after what you did to her

@Sambarry.... have you checked your profile pic People that live in glass houses should not throw stones.... See who is questioning morale justification.... Anyway this na Naija... nothing wey person no go see...

Hər neew husband should be careful because she would write same of him soon when they break up

I knew from the onset this wasn't my Stella talking. As for who she is referring to; probably one of the numerous 'abused' characters she played in a 'movie" but sure a lesson to every 'unmarried' lady.

Agbegilodo:


@Sambarry.... have you checked your profile pic People that live in glass houses should not throw stones.... See who is questioning morale justification.... Anyway this na Naija... nothing wey person no go see...

exactly. So you see how hot I am.nobody be saint not Even you.again I repeat she should go and take a sit.she has no moral justification

Na this one come make am go scatter person house carry the husband go abroad .

Thats what they do. Its either they break a home or look for a younger guy to hold captive.