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I need help guys! I need you! I'm so depressed, I want to die. I've prayed every night not to wake the next day. I hate God. Hate God for this darkness called life. Hate my family except my parents. I hate everything.

At first, I thought I was depressed cos I wasn't working but now I got a job I love so much, yet I'm still in deep pain. I've thought about several ways to commit suicide but my chances of failing at any are highly probable, like I don't know how to tie a noose. I've always admired those who have taken their lives successfully. These are strong, courageous people.

I wish I'd come down with a terminal illness that'd cause instant death. I see people who have died as lucky.

I'm a lot of garbage. Even if I get most of everything I want in life, it's already too late for me to find inherent happiness. I've tried to find the root cause of my depression but can only trace it back to 2017.

Today, I'm a girl with big dreams, chasing goals. Next, I'm seriously in depression...too painful to write about.

Sometimes, I want to talk to my mum about it but this will only cause her to worry. Besides, I don't want her telling my siblings. Don't want anyone to know. This has made me hate God the more. He, who should know, has refused a simple prayer for death.

What exactly do you want?

Why commit suicide when u can donate your body parts to the weak who are desperate to live just as you are to die?

Think about it. Be an organ donor : eyes, heart, kidney etc

Why not go to a hospital for such problems. I'm sure being placed on antidepressants will improve your disposition considerably.

Pierr:
I need help guys! I need you! I'm so depressed, I want to die. I've prayed every night not to wake the next day. I hate God. Hate God for this darkness called life. Hate my family except my parents. I hate everything.

At first, I thought I was depressed cos I wasn't working but now I got a job I love so much, yet I'm still in deep pain. I've thought about several ways to commit suicide but my chances of failing at any are highly probable, like I don't know how to tie a noose. I've always admired those who have taken their lives successfully. These are strong, courageous people.

I wish I'd come down with a terminal illness that'd cause instant death. I see people who have died as lucky.

I'm a lot of garbage. Even if I get most of everything I want in life, it's already too late for me to find inherent happiness. I've tried to find the root cause of my depression but can only trace it back to 2017.

Today, I'm a girl with big dreams, chasing goals. Next, I'm seriously in depression...too painful to write about.

Sometimes, I want to talk to my mum about it but this will only cause her to worry. Besides, I don't want her telling my siblings. Don't want anyone to know. This has made me hate God the more. He, who should know, has refused a simple prayer for death.

You want to die while I wish to live, what an irony. Nothing worth committing suicide for just continue to put ur hope in God like me I bliv we'll overcome it someday.

What's the problem really? Why are you depressed dear, is it a terminal illness or what?

There has to be a reason for the depression. You haven't really said anything, so how can we render help? You can also get in touch with a psychotherapist for help. Please take your mind off suicide.

Life is truly beautiful if you can pause to count your blessings.

I wish you all the best.

gozzlin:
What's the problem really? Why are you depressed dear, is it a terminal illness or what?

There has to be a reason for the depression. You haven't really said anything, so how can we render help? You can also get in touch with a psychotherapist for help. Please take your mind off suicide.

Life is truly beautiful if you can pause to count your blessings.

I wish you all the best.

Thanku.

It's a deformity. .

Pierr:
Thanku.

It's a deformity. .

If you can't talk to us all here, then talk to one of us as you feel. But know this, there's always some speckle of light for you, no matter how faint it may be.

Talk to me if you can

Pierr:
Thanku.
It's a deformity. .

just ordinary deformity?

Pierr:
Thanku.

It's a deformity. .

Sorry to hear about that dear. However that's not a reason to feel suicidal at all. Trust me, it is not. You're able to work and earn a living, and as long as it's not causing you any physical pain, you can live a happy life. It's all in the mind. Do not focus on any perceived negatives in your life, focus on the positives. A happy, fulfiled life is very much achievable.

But, I'd advise you to make it a priority to see a psychotherapist. They are trained to render professional help in this case. I'm certain you'll feel much better after a few sessions with a professional. It is well with you my dear.

EagleScribes:
If you can't talk to us all here, then talk to one of us as you feel. But know this, there's always some speckle of light for you, no matter how faint it may be.

Talk to me if you can

I really need someone to talk to as well. Pls help

Ojuri20:
I really need someone to talk to as well. Pls help

Send me a personal message or call the number on my signature

Ojuri20:
I really need someone to talk to as well. Pls help

Send me a personal message or call the number on my signature

EagleScribes:
Send me a personal message or call the number on my signature

Thanks I'll

EagleScribes:
Send me a personal message or call the number on my signature

Thanks I'll