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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 2:11am On May 25
Present day

Mofe felt something cold slide down his spine at her question. Not because he had not expected this conversation eventually, but because of how calm she sounded asking it. That was what unsettled him.

If Ezinne had shouted immediately, he would have known what to do. Anger, he understood. He understood sharp words, slammed doors, and accusations thrown like weapons. He understood the version of Ezinne who fought him openly because, at least with that version, everything was visible.

This quietness was worse.

It reminded him too much of the moments before she truly withdrew from someone. Before, she stopped fighting because she no longer believed the person deserved access to her emotions at all. And Mofe could not bear the thought of going back there with her.

Not now. Not after these past few weeks. Not after the little, fragile progress they had made. Not after hearing her laugh again. Not after watching her slowly allow him back into spaces he thought were closed forever. Not after finally beginning to feel like a father to Azora instead of a visitor begging for scraps of his daughter’s life.

He did not want to go back to war with Ezinne. He did not want every conversation to become a battlefield again. He did not want her looking at him like he was poison. And most of all … He did not want her to discover the truth the wrong way.

Mofe inhaled carefully. “I don’t exactly have a relationship with your father,” he said slowly.

Even to his own ears, the answer sounded weak, but Ezinne remained silent beside him. She was giving him the chance to elaborate on his weak statement.

Mofe rubbed a hand over his jaw. “You overheard my conversation with him, didn’t you?”

The moment the question left his mouth, he knew it was a mistake. Not because it was untrue. But because Ezinne was too intelligent not to hear exactly what he was doing.

He was stalling, buying time, and trying to arrange his thoughts carefully enough not to blow their lives apart. Because of one wrong sentence tonight … he could already see it happening. Ezinne, shutting down completely … Ezinne retreating behind walls so high he might never reach her again … Ezinne deciding he was exactly what she’d suspected he was, a manipulative son of a …

And maybe he deserved that. But he was terrified of it anyway.

Beside him, she let out a short breath.

“Don’t stall,” she said quietly. “And please, for goodness sake, don’t patronise me.”

Her voice remained calm, but he could hear the strain beneath it now, the anger pressing forward through the cracks.

“Don’t think that I don’t know exactly what you’re doing, Mofe. You’re answering my question with another question because you don’t want to directly respond to mine.”

Mofe went still. He was still not sure how best to answer her question or where to start his explanations from. He was wasting precious seconds trying to come up with something.

“This is exactly why I can never fully settle when you’re around.” Her tone sharpened suddenly.

Mofe’s chest tightened. “Ezinne—”


“You think you’re so smart,” she cut him off, the calmness beginning to fray around the edges now. “So clever. So crafty. Like everybody else around you is too stupid to notice when you’re manipulating a conversation.”

“That’s not what I’m doing.”

“Really?” Her laugh was soft and bitter. “Because from where I’m sitting, that’s exactly what you’re doing.”

Mofe opened his mouth again, but Ezinne was already spiralling now, words rushing out faster with every sentence.

“You always do this. You decide what I should know. You decide when I should know it. You decide what’s best for me as though you’re the only intelligent person in the room—”

“Hey, hey.” Mofe reached for her instinctively, his voice firm but careful. “Ezinne, please.”

She jerked slightly away from his touch.

“Calm down, and I’ll tell you everything.”

“Oh,” she said softly. “Now you’ll tell me everything?”

Mofe closed his eyes briefly. “Ezinne—”

“After I catch you hiding things from me, that’s when you’ll talk?” Her voice rose now, hurt overtaking restraint. “When exactly were you planning to tell me my father came to see me tonight? Were you ever going to?”

“I was going to tell you.”

“When?”

He hesitated. And that hesitation destroyed whatever little patience she had left.

“Exactly.” She stood abruptly from the couch. “Exactly, Mofe.”

Mofe rose immediately too. “Ezinne, please listen to me.”

“No, you listen to me for once!” Her breathing had quickened now, emotion cracking fully through the calmness she had walked into the room with. “You keep making decisions for me and calling it protection.”

“That’s not fair. I don’t want …”

“It’s the truth!”

Her voice echoed sharply through the quiet study.

“I’m not a child,” she continued. “I am not some helpless damsel in distress you need to save every time something unpleasant happens.”

“I know that.”

“Do you?” she shot back immediately. “Because you keep behaving as though you think I’ll break if people tell me the truth.”

Mofe dragged a frustrated hand through his hair. “That’s not what this is.”

“Then what is it?”

He looked at her helplessly. It was because the truth was messy.

The truth was that after the kind of day she’d had, after watching her cry and shake and struggle beneath the weight of hope, the thought of adding her father to the mix had felt cruel.

But there was another truth beneath that one, too. A selfish truth. He had not wanted her asking questions. Not tonight. Not while his own fear was still sitting raw in his chest after that conversation.

Ezinne laughed bitterly again.

“You weren’t protecting me,” she said quietly now. “You were protecting yourself.”

The words hit too close, and he stilled, his silence betraying him immediately.

Ezinne’s face tightened.

“What was he talking about, Mofe?” she asked.

Mofe’s pulse kicked harder. “What do you mean?”

“My father.” Her voice dropped lower, steadier again in a way that frightened him more than shouting. “What was he talking about when he said you were hiding something from me?”

Mofe looked away briefly, which was a wrong move because Ezinne saw it even without seeing his face. She was perceptive like that. Even without her sight, she read his body movements like an open book.

“Oh my God,” she whispered. “There really is something, and it’s something really serious, isn’t it?”

“Ezinne…”

“What did you do, Mofe?”

“Please..”

“What did you do, Mofe?” Her voice cracked this time, and that sound nearly undid him. Because beneath the anger was hurt. The kind that came from someone slowly realising the ground beneath them might not be stable after all.

Mofe stepped toward her carefully. “Please, calm down.”

“Don’t tell me to calm down!”

“I’m trying to explain.”

“Then explain!”

His chest rose sharply. “I will,” he said quickly. “I will tell you everything if you calm down.”

The room fell silent immediately after the words. Heavy silence.

Ezinne stood a few feet away from him, breathing unevenly, her hands trembling faintly at her sides.

Mofe hated himself in that moment because he knew exactly how this looked. Another secret … Another hidden truth … Another moment where she had to drag honesty out of him, piece by painful piece … And yet fear still held him frozen. Because once he started talking, there would be no taking it back.

Mofe stood very still for a moment after telling her he would explain.

His mind was racing. He had spent years burying certain parts of himself carefully enough that even he sometimes pretended they no longer existed. Rage. Obsession. Revenge. Those ugly years after leaving Nigeria when he had poured every wound, every humiliation, every ounce of helplessness into ambition because anger was easier to survive than heartbreak.

And now he had to lay pieces of that ugliness before Ezinne and hope she would not look at him differently afterwards. Or perhaps she already did.

Slowly, he exhaled. “I bought your father’s company.”

The words dropped heavily into the silence.

Ezinne frowned slightly behind her glasses. “What?”

“Onu Shipping.” His voice remained low. Controlled. “I bought it years ago through a shell corporation. Nobody knew it was me at the time.”

Ezinne stared blindly toward him, stunned into silence.

Mofe dragged a hand over his face before continuing. “After I left Nigeria, I carried a lot of anger toward your father. More than I even realised at first. I blamed him for the role he played in our separation. For forcing you into …” His jaw tightened. “Into the life you ended up trapped in.”

The study felt too quiet now, but Mofe forced himself to continue before fear made him stop.

“When the opportunity came to acquire Onu Shipping, I took it. At first, it was business. Or at least that’s what I told myself.” He gave a bitter laugh. “Truth is, it was revenge. I wanted payback.”

Ezinne said nothing, and that silence was beginning to terrify him.

“I set auditors on the company after the acquisition,” he continued carefully. “And they found serious irregularities in the books. Financial mismanagement. Fraud. Funds disappearing. Their records had been manipulated before the sale. They essentially misrepresented the state of the company.”

Ezinne inhaled sharply.

Mofe looked away briefly before saying the next part. “I brought criminal charges against your father.”

The shock that crossed her face this time was immediate.

“You what?” She whispered.

Mofe nodded once, even though he knew she didn’t see it.

For a second, Ezinne looked genuinely unable to process the information.

“You brought criminal charges against my dad?”

“Yes.”

“Jesus Christ, Mofe…”
Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op):
Chapter 23

Eleven years ago

The lunch hour on campus was loud in the way only a school could be. Metal trays clattered against tables. Students laughed too loudly over shared jokes. A few groups huddled under the shade of nearby trees, talking with the easy freedom of people who had never had to look over their shoulders while eating.

Ezinne sat across from Dara beneath the open corridor beside the cafeteria, one hand resting around a half-finished drink while the other absently picked at the edge of her food. Her attention kept drifting past the lunch tables, beyond the students, beyond the walkway, all the way to the parking lot where the officer stood beside the car.

He was not close enough to hear them. Leaning against the side of the car with his arms folded, dark sunglasses shielding his eyes from the afternoon sun. From a distance, he almost looked casual. Relaxed, even.

But Ezinne knew better. The man never stopped watching.

Every now and then, his gaze swept toward the cafeteria entrance, checking movements, timing exits, faces. It made her skin itch.
Dara followed her line of sight and sighed.

“He is still there?” She asked.

Ezinne gave a short nod, keeping her expression flat. “He is always there. It’s like he has no life of his own to go live.”

Dara gave a soft, humourless laugh. “He probably thinks this is called dedication.”

Ezinne stirred her spoon slowly through the rice. “More like irritation.”

Dara stabbed at a piece of chicken on her tray. “At this point, I’m starting to think your father would assign you bodyguards inside the bathroom if he could.”

That almost earned a smile. Almost.

For a moment, both of them sat in silence, the sounds of students around them filling the space where their real conversation had to wait. Ezinne could feel the officer’s presence even from here. He was too far to hear them, but not far enough to forget.

Suddenly, Ezinne leaned forward slightly in her chair, then quietly, she said, “I think I know how to get rid of him.”

Dara paused mid-bite.

“What?”

Ezinne finally looked away from the window.

“I have an idea.”

Immediately, Dara’s expression changed. Not excitement. Suspicion!

Because she knew that tone. It was the same tone Ezinne used whenever she had already thought something through privately and only needed someone else to confirm she wasn’t losing her mind.

“You mean the kind of idea that is either brilliant or absolutely terrible?” she asked.

“The kind that gets me free of him.”

Dara blinked.

Then she leaned back slowly in her chair, studying her friend.

“Ezinne…”

“I’m serious.”

“I can hear that.” Dara’s voice dropped lower. “But what exactly are you thinking?”

Ezinne looked up then, her expression calm, but there was a sharpness in it that Dara had not seen before. Not anger exactly. Something more deliberate. She glanced briefly toward the parking lot again before lowering her voice, though there was no real need inside the noisy cafeteria.

“My father wants me with Ekene.”

Dara blinked once. Then twice.

“Oh no!" Dara exclaimed, quite scared of where Ezinne was going with this line of thought.

Ezinne ignored that reaction.

“He already thinks Mofe is the problem,” she continued calmly. “So if he believes I’m over Mofe and moving toward someone he approves of…” She lifted one shoulder lightly. “He’ll relax.”

Dara stared at her. “You cannot be serious.”

“I am.”

“Ezinne.”

“What?” she asked flatly. “Tell me I’m wrong.”

Dara opened her mouth. Then closed it again.
Because annoyingly enough… Ezinne was probably right.

Her father adored Ekene. Trusted him. Approved of his family, his background, and his future. Compared to Mofe, Ekene represented safety and familiarity.

If Ezinne appeared to be reconnecting with him, her father would almost certainly loosen the pressure around her.

The realisation clearly unsettled Dara.

“That is a terrible idea,” she said finally.

“It’s an effective idea.”

“It’s manipulative.”

Ezinne laughed softly under her breath. “Look at my life right now and tell me manipulation isn’t already happening.”

Dara rubbed her forehead slowly.

“No,” she muttered. “Absolutely not. I bind these kinds of crazy ideas from your head, Ezinne. You really can’t be thinking about doing something like this.”

That earned a small smile from Ezinne this time. But it faded quickly.

“I’m serious,” she said quietly. “I’m tired, Dara.”

The honesty in her voice immediately softened Dara. “Ezinne, you’re thinking about walking into a fire with your eyes open.”

“I know exactly what it is.”

“You are talking about using Ekene.”

Ezinne’s jaw tightened slightly, though her voice remained controlled. “I’m talking about using what already exists.”

“What already exists?” Dara repeated, incredulous. “That man is your ex. And not even a decent ex. He’s controlling, jealous, a cheat, and clearly still thinks he has some kind of claim over you.”

“He does not have a claim over me.”

“I know that,” Dara said quickly. “You know that. The question is whether Ekene knows that.”

Ezinne’s expression did not change, and Dara could see the answer in her eyes. She did not care whether Ekene knew it.

Ezinne glanced toward the parking lot again, toward the officer standing beside the car like some permanent extension of her father’s control.

“I can’t breathe like this anymore,” she admitted. “Everywhere I go, he is watching. I have to sneak around just to speak to someone I…” She stopped herself.

Someone I love.

The unfinished words still lingered between them anyway.

Dara looked at her carefully.

“And your solution is Ekene?”

“My solution is freedom.”

Dara leaned back in her chair, studying her now. “And what happens when Mofe finds out?”

There it was.

The exact question Ezinne had been avoiding since the idea first entered her mind.

Her jaw tightened slightly. “He doesn’t have to know.”

Dara stared at her in disbelief. “Ezinne.”

“What?”

“You’re joking.”

“I’m not.”

Dara lowered her voice immediately. “You think you can pretend to reconnect with your ex-boyfriend and Mofe just magically never hears about it?”

Ezinne’s expression hardened slightly.

“He was comfortable going behind my back,” she said quietly. “I can do the same.”

The words landed heavily between them. Dara went still, and for a moment, the cafeteria noise seemed distant around them.

Ezinne looked down at her untouched food, her fingers tightening slightly around the fork in her hand.

“I’m not trying to hurt him,” she continued after a moment. “But I’m tired of being the only one carrying consequences. He made decisions for me because he thought he was protecting me. Fine.” Her voice sharpened faintly. “Now I’m making one for myself.”

Dara searched her face carefully.“And if this blows up?”

Ezinne let out a slow breath.

“It won’t.”

“That’s not confidence, Ezinne. That’s denial.”

Ezinne looked up immediately. “Dara.”

“No, seriously.” Dara leaned forward now, her voice softer but more intense. “You’re talking about Ekene. Not some random harmless boy. Ekene is possessive. He already sent people after Mofe once. What happens if he starts believing this fake relationship is real?”

Ezinne’s stomach tightened slightly at that. She hated that Dara had a point. But she pushed the discomfort aside quickly.

“I can handle Ekene. Now that I know him for who he truly is, I can handle him.”

“That’s exactly what girls say before things become disasters.”

Ezinne rolled her eyes at her friend’s pessimism. “I’m not getting back together with him.”

“But you’re planning to make your father believe you are.”

“That’s different.”

“Is it?”

Ezinne looked away.

Outside, the officer shifted slightly beside the car, glancing toward the cafeteria entrance again, and her irritation returned instantly.

“Yes,” she said quietly. “It is different.”

Dara lowered her voice further. “Okay .. so what is your actual plan? Explain how you’ll manage to pull off this kind of deception. ”

Ezinne exhaled slowly.

“I’ll act interested in him again. Not enough to make it obvious to everyone. Just enough for my father to notice. Enough for him to think I’m moving on from Mofe. Enough for him to believe I’ve come to my senses and stopped chasing something he never approved of anyway.”

Dara stared at her for a long second.

Then she said, “And you think that will make him take the officer away?”

“I think it will make him think he no longer needs the officer.”

“That is a very dangerous thing to think.”

Ezinne gave a tired little shrug.

“Maybe.”

Dara opened her mouth, then closed it again. The unease on her features softened into something more careful. “Are you really sure you want to go through with this, and you’re okay with the decision?”

Ezinne’s eyes moved away. She couldn’t look Dara in the eyes anymore as she responded.

“No,” she said honestly. “I’m not okay with it. I’m okay with the result.”

Dara studied her for a moment longer, her expression caught somewhere between concern and disbelief.

“That is a very cold way to survive.”

Ezinne looked back at her.

“I’m not trying to be cold. I’m trying to breathe.”

That silenced Dara for a second, and she sighed heavily.

“You know Mofe is going to lose his mind if he hears about this.”

Something flickered across Ezinne’s face. Not guilt exactly. Something more stubborn. “Then maybe he’ll finally understand what it feels like when someone makes decisions behind your back and expects you just to accept them.”

Dara stared at her for a long moment after that, suddenly understanding something important.
She could tell that this plan was not coming only from strategy. Part of it was hurt and anger. Part of it was Ezinne still bleeding from what Mofe had done, and whether she admitted it or not, to reclaim some sense of power for herself.

That realisation made Dara even more nervous. Because wounded people rarely made clean decisions.

“You know still love him, even though you refuse to admit it to yourself,” Dara said softly.

Ezinne’s face tightened immediately. “That’s not the point.”

“It is exactly the point.”

Ezinne pushed her tray slightly away.

“I love him,” she admitted quietly. “And I’m still angry with him. Both things can exist.”

Dara’s expression softened.

“Yes,” she said gently. “They can.”

“Mofe doesn’t even have to know.” Ezine said with a shrug.

Dara blinked. “Ezinne...?”

“He doesn’t,” she argued.

“You are saying that very casually.”

Ezinne met her eyes. “Because I mean it very casually.”

Dara stared at her in disbelief, then gave a small, frustrated breath. “You really think you can keep that from him?”

“Yes.”

“He’s not stupid.”

“I didn’t say he was.”

“Then what exactly are you saying?”

Ezinne leaned back slightly in her chair, her gaze drifting again toward the parking lot before returning to Dara.

“I’m just saying, just as how he makes decisions on my behalf, I'm doing the same and he doesn't need to know about it.”

Dara looked stricken. “Ezinne—”

“No. Dara,” Ezinne’s eyes sharpened. “I’m tired of my father controlling where I go, who watches me, who I can see, and who I can’t. Even Mofe makes decisions about our relationship without caring about how I feel. I’m tired of everyone deciding what is best for me and then expecting me to be grateful for it.”

Dara said nothing.

Ezinne looked down at her hands.

“I know what I’m doing is not clean,” she said after a moment. “But I also know I cannot keep living like this. If pretending to go back to a man my father approves of is what it takes for him to loosen his grip on me, then that is what I’ll do.”

Dara’s brow furrowed. “You sound almost certain.”

“I am certain.”

“Even if it hurts Mofe? You’re sure?”

That question finally made Ezinne pause. For a moment, the answer did not come. Not because she did not know it. Because she knew it too well.

Her face remained composed, but her voice softened just slightly when she replied. “He hurt me first.”

Dara’s expression faltered, and Ezinne kept her eyes down, her fingers slowly tracing the edge of her plate.

Dara looked at her for a long time. Then she sighed.
“You really are determined.”

Ezinne gave a faint, humourless smile. “I have to be.”
Dara’s voice softened. “You know this could get messy.”

“It is already messy.”

“That does not mean it can’t get worse.”

“I know.”

“And you still want to do it?”

Ezinne finally lifted her gaze and looked directly at her.

“Yes.”

The answer was simple. Too simple.

Dara rubbed a hand over her forehead and let out another sigh. “You’re going to make me stress-eat this entire lunch.”

Despite everything, the corner of Ezinne’s mouth twitched faintly, and Dara noticed.

Then she pointed at her with one finger. “And don’t look at me like that. I am not agreeing with you [i]oh
. I am just acknowledging that you’ve made up your mind.”

Ezinne let out a breath that was almost a laugh, though it never quite became one. “I’m aware.”
Dara studied her again, her eyes softer now. “Just promise me something.”

Ezinne waited for her to continue.

“Promise me you are doing this to get free,” Dara said, “and not because you want to hurt Mofe for what he did.”

Ezinne’s face turned unreadable, and for a second, neither of them moved. Then she looked away toward the parking lot again, where the officer still stood by the car like a fixed shadow.

When she spoke, her voice was low. “I’m doing this to get my life back.”

Dara held her gaze for a moment, then nodded once. “Then do it carefully.”

Ezinne nodded back, though her mind was already moving far ahead. And somewhere deep inside, beneath the hurt and the anger and the humiliation of being watched like she was something dangerous, Ezinne could feel the first hard edge of resolve.

If her father wanted her under control, she would give him a version of herself that looked controlled. If he wanted Ekene, she would let him think he was getting Ekene.

She would smile when she needed to.

She would lie when she had to.

And she would take her freedom back one careful step at a time.[/i]
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Literature › Re: The Transfer Student — A Campus Thriller by repogirl(f): 9:02pm On May 21
tonystark007:
This update is just an extra for the week. Suppose to be friday.

Oh! I just got a veteran writer in my followers list, repogirl. She is one of my favorites writer here. Na she dey teach me work 😎

Let me also mention my vip readers/commenters

yungbanks, Jupitre, anjay1212, panpan, DeltaBachelor, iamL, Iseddy, Ybbjune, and my other ghost readers who are still considering whether to switch mode yet 😂

And those I didn't mention, please bear with me. My memory card don full.

Thanks for the support, and comments. It's encouraging. And keep the comments coming 🙏
🙏🏽 I'm honoured. You're doing a great job keeping the lit section going. Weldone.
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 7:44pm On May 21
Dear readers,

My apologies please. Due to circumstances beyond my control, tonight's update has been postponed till tomorrow.
Kindly bear with me pls.
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 12:18pm On May 19
tonystark007:
Whatever she is planning is going to backfire one way or another.

Anyways sha, people will always do desperate and crazy things for love.

But that Ekene guy, don't trust him one bit, especially since her plan is probably going to involve manipulating him without his knowledge. She would only end up drawing him closer again, and complicating things for herself and Mofe

Kudos Repogirl! this one was an interesting read. Surely anticipating the next
cheesy cheesy Thanks! Nice analysis.
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 12:17pm On May 19
Ezinne knew her father had come looking for her at the centre, but Mofe did not know she knew.

That was what sat between them now as they walked toward the study, heavy and quiet, like something alive breathing in the dark.

The house around her was calm, almost too calm after the noise and movement of the charity event. The air smelled faintly of furniture polish, and the light floral diffuser one of the staff always placed near the hallway. Somewhere in the distance, a generator hummed softly, and from the kitchen area came the muted clink of plates being arranged for the night.

She moved carefully, one hand brushing lightly against the wall when she needed to orient herself. Mofe walked near her, not too close, not too far, as though he was still trying to respect the space she had not asked for but clearly needed. A few weeks ago, that might have softened her. Tonight, it only made her chest ache with confusion.

Because she had been softening toward him.

The afternoon had drained her in ways she had not expected. First, there had been the success of the charity event, the unexpected turnout, the laughter, the gratitude, the strange joy of seeing something she had carried in her heart become real in the lives of others. Then came the doctor and those words that had shattered the careful peace she had built around her blindness.

“Surgery could help you.”

She still felt those words inside her like a trembling flame. Then she had broken down in front of Mofe. That was the part that unsettled her the most.

Not the tears themselves. She had cried before. She had survived enough to know that tears were not a weakness. But she had cried in his arms. She had let him hold her. She had let his warmth steady her when fear had made the ground beneath her feel untrustworthy. She had admitted things to him she had not wanted anyone to know, not even herself.

She had told him she did not want to hope. And he had known what to say. That frightened her.

It frightened her because she was beginning to need him again. Not in the childish, helpless way people often assumed blind women must need people. No. This was worse. This was the old, dangerous need. The kind that came from remembering that once, long before pain and betrayal and years of silence, Mofe had been the person her heart ran toward before her mind could stop it.

And now she was doing it again. And a part of her was terrified. Another part, the foolish part she had tried to bury, was not sure she hated it.

It was why she had not reacted as fiercely as she should have when he confessed he had stolen her medical records. She should have been angrier. She should have walked away. She should have told him that concern did not excuse violation, that good intentions did not erase betrayal, that he had no right to touch any part of her life without permission.

Instead, she had listened. She had allowed him to explain. She had even gone through with the consultation.

Perhaps the success of the charity event had clouded her emotions. Perhaps the doctor’s possibility had shaken her too deeply. Perhaps Mofe’s remorse had found her when she was already too tired to keep all her walls standing.

Or perhaps, and this was the thought she hated most, she had wanted to forgive him before he deserved it. She’d started to believe he had good intentions for her and her daughter.

Now she was no longer sure. Not after what she had heard.

Earlier, after returning from the consultation, after her tears had dried and Mofe’s comforting words had settled too warmly in places she did not trust, she had needed space. She had needed somewhere no one could find her, somewhere no one would ask if she was okay, somewhere she could sit with her own breathing and force her emotions back into some kind of order.

So she had gone into the private bathroom inside her office and locked the door.

She had not told anyone. She had simply slipped away.

For a while, she had sat on the closed toilet lid with her glasses in one hand and her other hand pressed against her chest as if she could physically calm the chaos inside it. She had listened to the muffled sounds of people moving outside. Volunteers calling to one another. Chairs being dragged. Someone laughing. The world carrying on as if her life had not tilted sideways.

She had heard Maureen come looking for her. The receptionist had knocked lightly at first.

“Ms Ezinne?”

Ezinne had held her breath.

Another knock.

“Ma? Are you inside?”

She had not answered.

Not because she wanted to worry anyone, but because she could not bear to be found yet. Her face still felt swollen from crying. Her thoughts were scattered. Her heart was doing that terrible thing again, reaching toward hope and fear all at once.

Eventually, Maureen had left.

Ezinne had waited a little longer before rising slowly. She had washed her hands, splashed a little water on her face, put her glasses back on, and unlocked the bathroom door.

She had only just stepped into her office when she heard the voice.

At first, her mind refused to understand it.

The sound drifted in faintly from the reception area beyond her office door, low and aged, but still carrying that unmistakable firmness. A voice that had once filled rooms without effort. A voice that could turn her childhood cold with one command. A voice she had not heard so close in years, except in memories that arrived uninvited and left her skin tight with old dread.

Her father, General Onu.

Ezinne had frozen where she stood.

For one suspended moment, she could not move, could not breathe, could not even think properly. It was as if the years folded in on themselves.

She was no longer a grown woman standing inside the office of the centre she had built with her own hands. She was a girl again, standing in a house that had stopped feeling like home the moment she’d fallen in love with the wrong guy, by her father’s standards. She was a daughter who had learned that obedience could be demanded, but affection could be withheld. She was the young woman whose future had been discussed like property, whose choices had been swallowed by other people’s pride.

Her fingers had tightened around the edge of her desk.

Why was he here? Why today? After all these years, why had he chosen this day, of all days, to walk back into her life?

Confusion moved through her first, thick and disorienting. Then came shock, sharp enough to make her knees feel weak. Then, beneath both, something deeper and older rose slowly.

Pain.

Not fresh pain, but the kind that had been buried so long it had roots.

She had retreated quietly back toward the inner part of her office, careful not to make a sound. Her instinct had been immediate and humiliating. Hide. Stay still. Do not let him know you are there.

She had hated herself for that reaction.

She had survived him. She had built a life away from him. She was not the heartbroken, confused young lady that he had once forced into a loveless marriage.

And yet, hearing his voice had sent her body back to a past her mind had spent years leaving behind.

Then Mofe had arrived.

She had heard his voice enter the reception area, cold and angry, and something inside her had gone still for a different reason.

She had not meant to listen. At least, that was what she told herself. But once she heard the tension between the two men, once she heard Mofe’s anger sharpen, and her father’s voice turn low and dangerous, she could not move away. Their conversation had held her where she stood.

At first, she had felt something painfully close to gratitude, because Mofe had stood up for her.

He had spoken the words she had never been able to throw at her father’s face. He had named what had been done to her without softening it, without dressing it up as a family misunderstanding or cultural expectation or difficult decisions made by elders who thought they knew best.

“The one you practically sold into slavery and abuse.”

The words had shaken her. They had wounded her, and they had also, shamefully, comforted her.

Because someone had said it. Someone had seen it, and had been angry on her behalf. But then the conversation had shifted.

“Have you told her?” … “Does she know what you did?” .. “Does she?”

That was when the cold had begun spreading through Ezinne’s body.

Mofe had not answered, but that silence had said too much.

Her father’s voice had changed after that, carrying something that sounded almost like triumph.

“I thought so. You still cannot bring yourself to tell her.”

Ezinne had stood in her office, one hand pressed against the wall, feeling crushed but forcing herself to listen. There was more. There had always been more.

The anger between them had not sounded like two men who merely disliked each other because of her pain. It had sounded older than that. Personal. Complicated. Filled with history that she had never known existed between the two of them. Filled with secrets that Mofe had deliberately kept from her.

And now he had not even told her that her father had come.

He had sat beside her in the car, watching her in silence, keeping another truth tucked away because he had decided she could not handle it. Again. That was the part that cut deepest.

Not just the secret itself, but the pattern. Mofe deciding … Mofe protecting … Mofe hiding. Mofe choosing what she could know and when she could know it.

How was she supposed to build any trust with a man like that? How was she supposed to let herself hope with him beside her when every few steps, another hidden thing rose between them?

By the time they reached the study, Ezinne felt calm in the way a person sometimes became calm when pain had become too sharp for noise.

Mofe opened the door ahead of her.

“Careful,” he said quietly. “The rug starts just after the doorway.”

“I know where the rug is,” she replied.

The words came out colder than she intended, and he went silent.

Good, she thought. Then immediately hated the small cruelty of it.

She stepped inside, finding her way easily. She knew this room well. It smelled of leather, paper, and the faint woody scent of the shelves along the wall. She moved toward the couch with slow, controlled steps, touched the armrest lightly, then lowered herself onto it.

Mofe remained standing for a moment.

She could feel him watching her.

Then he came closer and sat beside her, leaving a careful space between them.

“What is it?” he asked.

His voice was gentle, but there was tension beneath it now. Curiosity. Concern. Perhaps even fear.

Ezinne folded her hands in her lap to stop them from trembling, and for a few seconds, she said nothing. She listened to the quiet of the house. To Mofe’s controlled breathing. To her own heart beating too hard beneath her ribs.

Then she turned her face toward him behind her dark glasses. “What is the nature of your relationship with my father, Mofe?”

The silence that followed was immediate, and she felt him go still beside her.

Ezinne’s throat tightened, but she forced herself to continue. Her voice was quiet, not angry, and somehow that made the words heavier.

“Tell me the truth this time. No more hiding things from me, please.”
*************


Next post comes up Thursday evening/Friday morning. Thanks for reading.
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 12:15pm On May 19
Present Day

The drive home was painfully quiet as the SUV moved steadily through the evening Abuja traffic. Cars crawled along the roads, streetlights reflected off wet patches left behind by an earlier drizzle, hawkers moved between vehicles selling bottled water, plantain chips, phone chargers, and cold drinks to impatient drivers trapped in traffic.

Inside the car, however, everything felt strangely distant.

Ezinne sat beside him in the back seat with her head resting lightly against the seat, earphones tucked into her ears, the faintest sound of music or perhaps an audiobook leaking through whenever the car went over a bump.

Her eyes were closed, or at least Mofe assumed they were. She had barely spoken since leaving the centre. Not since she’d strangely reappeared after disappearing for a long while.

That part still unsettled him.

One moment, she had been helping with the final closing activities at the event, quiet but composed again, and the next, she had vanished. Nobody had known where she went. After getting her father off the premises, he had searched for her twice before forcing himself not to panic. When she eventually returned, she had looked calmer somehow. Too calm.

And now this silence.

Mofe sat beside her with one arm resting against the seat, watching her more than he should have. She looked exhausted.

Not physically alone, though that too. Emotional exhaustion hung around her heavily tonight. He could almost feel the weight of everything pressing down on her. It had been a lot to take in for one day, and would have been compounded by her father’s visit if he’d not stepped in.

Mofe’s jaw tightened slightly. He still had not decided whether he should tell her.

Every few minutes during the drive, he found himself glancing toward her and almost saying, “Your father came to the centre.”

The words rose repeatedly to the edge of his mouth before dying there. Because what good would it do tonight?

She was already barely holding herself together emotionally. He had seen it in the way she withdrew into silence after leaving the doctor’s office. In the way her fingers trembled slightly when she reached for her seatbelt. In the way she had leaned her forehead briefly against the car window.

Telling her now would only upset her further. And if he was honest with himself, another part of him simply did not want her anywhere near that conversation.

Not yet. Not when General Onu had looked at him the way he had. And certainly not after those vague, dangerous words.

“Does she know what you did?”

Mofe’s chest tightened.

He looked away from Ezinne and toward the passing lights outside the window. No, she did not know.

And he intended to keep it that way.

Beside him, Ezinne shifted slightly in her seat, adjusting the position of her head against the leather.

“You okay?” he asked quietly before he could stop himself.

She gave the smallest nod without opening her eyes. That was all. She had no more words, and Mofe let the silence return after that. For once, he did not try to fill it.

The rest of the drive passed in muted stillness.

By the time they pulled into the compound, the night air had grown cooler. Security lights illuminated the driveway in soft white pools as the gates closed behind them.

The driver parked near the front entrance, and for a moment, neither Mofe nor Ezinne moved. Then the driver climbed out first and hurried around to open the rear door. Mofe stepped out immediately before turning back toward Ezinne.

She removed one earphone slowly. “We’re home?”

“Yeah.” He replied, offering his hand automatically. “Careful.”

Ezinne placed her fingers into his palm and allowed him to guide her out of the car. The moment her heels touched the ground, she swayed faintly from exhaustion.

His hand tightened around hers at once.

“I’m fine,” she murmured.

“You almost stumbled,” he told her.

“But I didn’t,” she countered quietly.

“I said almost.”

Despite himself, the corner of his mouth twitched faintly.

The front door opened before they reached it. One of the house staff stepped aside respectfully to let them in.

“Good evening, sir. Good evening, ma.”

“Evening,” Mofe replied absently, assisting Ezinne inside.

The house felt unusually quiet without Azora’s endless chatter filling it. No cartoons playing too loudly somewhere. No little footsteps running across the hallway. No excited voice demanding snacks before bedtime.

Just silence, and he realised he missed his daughter’s presence even if it was only for the night. Ezinne seemed to notice it too because she paused briefly just inside the entrance.

“She’s probably bullying Dara for snacks already,” Mofe said lightly.

A faint smile touched her lips. “Most likely.”

It disappeared quickly again.

Mofe studied her for another second, and there was a niggling feeling in his gut that something was up with her. She looked drained enough that he almost told her to go upstairs and sleep immediately.

Instead, he guided her farther inside before releasing her hand carefully. He had already decided he would leave once he knew she was settled. There was still too much moving around inside his head tonight. The doctor. The surgery. General Onu. The threat hidden beneath that conversation. He needed space to think before exhaustion made him reckless.

“You should rest,” he said softly. “It’s been a long day. I’ll be heading to my hotel now, I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Ezinne nodded once.

Mofe waited another moment to make sure she was steady before turning slightly toward the hallway. But he had barely taken two steps away when Ezinne’s voice stopped him.

“Mofe.”

He turned immediately.

She was still standing near the foyer table, one hand resting lightly against its edge.

“Yes?”

There was a brief pause as if she was considering something. Then she said quietly, “I need to speak with you.”

Something in her tone made his attention sharpen instantly, and that niggling feeling he had now became a slight panic.

“Now?”

“Yes.”

“Is everything okay?” He asked even though he knew everything was certainly not okay.

“I don’t know yet.” Ezinne replied, adjusting her glasses faintly before continuing. “Can we go to the study?”

Mofe’s curiosity deepened. The study? Not upstairs. Not the sitting room. Not somewhere casual.

The study meant she wanted privacy, and a strange tension slid quietly through him.

“What’s wrong?” he asked carefully.

Ezinne shook her head once. “I just .. I need to talk to you.”

Mofe searched her face instinctively even though her eyes were hidden behind the dark lenses. Although she sounded calm, too calm, after the kind of day they had just had, calmness suddenly felt dangerous.

“All right,” he said. Without another word, Ezinne turned toward the hallway leading to the study.

Mofe watched her for half a second before following behind her. The unease gathering in his chest felt like he was being strangled from within. Had Ezinne somehow found out about her father’s visit? He was sure Maureen hadn’t told her. So how would she know?
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 7:05am On May 19
By the time Ezinne got home, exhaustion had settled deep into her bones. But it was not a physical kind of exhaustion. It was something heavier. The kind that came from holding too many emotions inside one body for too long.

She barely made it through dinner with her father, answering his questions with short replies while pretending not to notice the way he studied her carefully across the table. It felt like he was always searching her face for signs of rebellion now, always waiting for some indication that she had not truly fallen back into line.

By the time she escaped to her room, she wanted silence more than anything else. So when one of the house staff knocked softly on her door less than an hour later, irritation immediately rose inside her.

“Miss Ezinne,” the maid said carefully, “there’s someone here to see you.”

Ezinne frowned. “Who?”

“Mr. Ekene.”

Her entire body stilled. For a few seconds, she simply stood there, stunned by the name alone.

She had not seen Ekene since his sister’s birthday party. Since that painfully awkward moment when he had pulled her into a hug that she’d been reluctant to respond to.

A heaviness settled in her chest. She didn’t want to see him. Besides, hadn’t he promised never to bother her if she returned home?

“I’m not in the mood for visitors,” she said flatly.

The maid hesitated. “He said he just wants to check on you.”

Of course he did.

Ezinne closed her eyes briefly before exhaling.

Part of her wanted to send him away immediately. Another part knew refusing to see him would only create questions she did not currently have the energy to answer, especially if word got back to her father.

“Fine,” she muttered finally. “Tell him I’ll come down.”

A few minutes later, she stepped out into the garden behind the house.

The evening air was cooler now, carrying the faint scent of wet grass and flowers from the carefully maintained hedges lining the stone pathway. Soft lights glowed along the garden walls, casting long shadows across the sitting area near the fountain.

Ekene rose immediately when he saw her.

For one brief second, surprise crossed his face.

Then concern quickly replaced it.

“Ezinne.”

She stopped several feet away from him, careful not to close the distance.

“Ekene.”

He studied her openly, his brows drawing together. “You’ve been scarce.”

There was a familiarity in his tone that unsettled her slightly. As if he still had some claim over her life.

“I’ve been busy.”

“I noticed.” His gaze lingered on her face. “I wanted to see how you were doing.”

Ezinne almost told him she was fine automatically, but the word refused to come out. Because she was not fine. And they both knew it.

After a moment, she gestured faintly toward the garden chairs. “Sit.”

Ekene nodded and sat back down, while Ezinne lowered herself into the chair opposite him, keeping the small glass table between them like an invisible boundary.

One of the maids approached quietly.

“Would you like anything, sir?”

Ezinne looked toward Ekene politely. “Refreshments?”

He shook his head. “I’m fine.”

The maid disappeared again, and silence settled briefly between them.

It was not a comfortable silence. It was the kind filled with things both people were carefully avoiding. Ekene continued looking at her in a way that made her increasingly uneasy.

Finally, he spoke. “You look leaner.”

Ezinne’s expression barely changed.

“And quieter,” he added softly. “You used to be impossible to keep still. Always talking. Always laughing. Even when you were angry, there was still…” He searched for the word. “Energy.”

His eyes held hers.

“I can’t really see any of that now.”

Something cold shifted inside Ezinne as she leaned back slowly in her chair.

“Why are you surprised?”

Ekene frowned slightly.

“You contributed to everything I’m going through.”

The words landed harder than he expected.

His jaw tightened immediately.

“Ezinne—”

“No.” Her voice remained calm, but there was steel beneath it now. “You don’t get to sit here looking concerned without acknowledging that. Besides, didn’t you say you’d leave me be if I returned home? Why are you now checking up on me? Just because I let you hug me at Zara's party does not mean all is well between us.”

Ekene dragged in a slow breath.

“I know .. I know things got out of hand.”

Her eyes sharpened instantly. “Out of hand?”

“You know what I mean.”

“No, actually, I don’t.” She leaned forward slightly now. “Why would you send people to beat up Mofe? Why?”

The question hung heavily between them.

For a second, something defensive flickered across Ekene’s face before he pushed it down.

“I was angry,” he admitted quietly, “... and I wasn’t thinking straight.”

Ezinne stared at him in disbelief.

“You call that not thinking straight?”

“You were so rude to me at the restaurant; I just lost it ... I got so angry and wanted to make him pay somehow.” Ekene said, frustration beginning to creep into his voice now. “But I never thought it would make you run off with him. That was ... very unlike you. Nobody knew where you were. Your father was furious. People were starting to talk. Then I heard he was hiding you somewhere and—”

“Hiding me?” she cut in sharply. “I went willingly. I orchestrated the entire plan.”

Ekene stared at her as if he were only just seeing another side of her. “I never thought what I did would have pushed you to do that. I...”

“Ekene, you’re here, talking to me like you can be reasonable, so I have to ask you this. That night at dinner, I was rude because I wanted to get it across that you and I were done. Sending thugs to beat up someone I cared about was definitely not going to help bring us together. So why would you even think about doing something like that?”

“I.. I couldn’t accept it.”

“You couldn’t accept it?” She asked him back in exasperation. “Why couldn’t you accept that I was in love with someone else?”

Ekene fell silent, and that silence answered her. Ezinne shook her head slowly, disgust curling in her stomach.

“So your next move was violence? You thought that was the way to get me back?”

His expression hardened slightly now, irritation surfacing beneath the remorse. “I already told you I wasn’t thinking clearly.”

“And that makes it better?”

“No.”

“Then what exactly am I supposed to do with that explanation?”

Ekene rubbed a hand over his jaw, clearly trying to control his own temper now.

“You think I enjoy being dumped? You think I enjoy the thought of you having feelings for another man?”

Ezinne almost laughed. Another man.

As if Mofe was some random intrusion instead of the person she had actually loved.

“I’d made it clear to you over and over that you and I were over,” she said coolly.

Ekene’s face tightened immediately.

“That doesn’t mean I stopped caring about you.”

Her eyes narrowed slightly. Finally, there it was. The thing underneath everything else. But what he felt for her wasn't love; it was possession.

Even now, sitting across from her after everything that had happened, there was still this underlying assumption that her choices somehow wounded him personally because she had once belonged in his orbit. The realisation exhausted her.

Ekene leaned forward slightly, his voice softer now. “I hate the idea of him touching you. It drives me crazy thinking about it.”

Ezinne’s face changed instantly.

“Don’t.”

He stopped.

“Don’t say things like that to me,” she said quietly.

Something unreadable crossed his expression, and for a few seconds, neither of them spoke.

Then Ekene sighed heavily and leaned back again. “I came here because I was worried about you. I know I promised to stay away, but I just couldn’t. You’re always holed up here, in your room. Even Uduak doesn’t want to be around you these days. She says you're such a downer, always unhappy. How could I not be concerned?”

Ezinne rolled her eyes. That girl didn’t know when to shut up. Just because she was the girlfriend of Kelvin, Ekene’s friend, didn’t mean she should be airing her private business to them.

Ezinne looked away toward the fountain, listening to the quiet sound of water.

“You should worry about yourself instead,” she said quietly.

He frowned. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

She turned back to him slowly.

“It means you should probably spend some time asking yourself why hurting people becomes an acceptable option whenever you’re angry.”

The words struck harder than shouting would have.

Ekene’s jaw tightened again.

“You’re acting like I’m some monster.”

“Aren’t you tired of pretending you’re not capable of ugly things?”

His eyes flashed.

For a moment, Ezinne saw it again.

That temper beneath the surface. The thing she used to excuse. The thing she once convinced herself was passion. The thing she now realised had always made her quietly careful around him, even before she fully understood why.

But just as quickly as it appeared, he forced it back down.

Ezinne studied him silently.

"I... I’m really sorry... for everything you endured when we were together.”

The words sounded difficult for him to say. Not because he did not mean them entirely. But because apologising required surrender, and men like Ekene never surrendered comfortably.

Ezinne looked at him for a long moment before speaking quietly. “You should be.”

Ekene’s expression hardened a little, though his voice stayed calm.

“I should leave,” he said at last. “I meant what I said when we spoke on the phone, back when you were … away.”

Ezinne looked at him quietly.

He gave a small shrug, as if trying to make the moment lighter than it was. “I’m not going to interfere anymore in your relationship with him.”

A dry laugh almost escaped her, but it died before it could form.

“There is no relationship at the moment,” she said.

That made him pause.

Ezinne’s fingers tightened slightly in her lap. “My father forbade me from seeing him. He’s made it impossible. There’s an officer following me everywhere now, watching where I go, who I speak to, when I leave, when I come back…”

Her mouth tightened with irritation at the sheer humiliation of it all.

Ekene stared at her for a moment, clearly taken aback.

“Wow…” he said after a beat, forcing a faint smile, “that’s hardcore.”

This time, Ezinne did not even pretend to laugh. The joke landed in the dry air between them and simply sat there, awkward and useless.

Ekene seemed to realise that she was not in the mood for humour. His smile faded, and he nodded once.

“I’m sorry,” he said more quietly.

Ezinne did not respond. There was nothing she could say to that that would make the situation better.

After a brief pause, Ekene rose from his seat.

“Take care of yourself, Ezinne. I’m always here if you need anything.”

She stood as well, though she did not move toward him. She raised her eyes to meet his gaze. There was a time she’d really liked him. A time when she’d believed they were meant for each other, but then he’d shown her how dangerous he could be when he couldn’t get what he wanted.

“Goodbye, Ekene.”

He gave her a small nod and left through the garden path, his footsteps fading into the house.

Ezinne remained where she was for several seconds after he was gone. The evening air touched her skin, cool and still, but inside her mind something had already begun to move.

Slowly... Carefully... An idea. Her mind told her she should drop it and that it was a bad idea, considering how unstable Ekene could get sometimes. But she’d never been one to shy away from a challenge, and she really, desperately wanted to beat her father at his own game.

So... her father liked Ekene. That had never been in doubt. In fact, he had always seemed relieved whenever Ekene was around, because he represented the kind of future her father could understand, approve of, and control. Ekene was familiar. Safe, in her father’s eyes. Acceptable. Mofe had never had that advantage.

Ezinne looked down at her hands, the thought settling more firmly with each passing second. If her father believed she was drifting back toward Ekene, if he thought she had finally let Mofe go and returned to someone he approved of, then maybe he would relax … Maybe he would stop watching her so closely … Maybe he would take the officer off her detail.

The idea was so tempting that her chest tightened around it.

She knew what it would mean to sell that story. She knew exactly what kind of performance it would require. And she knew it would not be real.

But it might work. And if it did, she could breathe again. She could move without being followed. She could see Mofe without feeling eyes on her every second.

The thought kept building, gaining shape, growing sharper in her mind as she stood alone in the garden. And by the time she finally turned back toward the house, the plan had already begun to harden into something real.

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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 6:27am On May 19
Chapter 22

Eleven years ago

Ezinne walked briskly from the chapel to where the car was parked in the parking lot, opening the door and climbing into the back seat without saying a word.

Dara slid in beside her a second later, her face carefully arranged into the kind of casual expression that would not interest anyone watching too closely. In front, the officer shut his door and glanced briefly at them through the rearview mirror before starting the car.

“Home?” he asked.

“Yes,” Ezinne replied.

Her voice was calm enough. Too calm, really. The sort of calm that came from holding too much inside and refusing to let any of it spill out.
The car pulled away from the chapel, merging slowly into the midday movement of campus.

Ezinne turned her face toward the window.

The world outside blurred slightly, not because she was crying, but because she was seeing none of it clearly. Her mind was still in that small back room with Mofe. Still hearing his voice. Still seeing the look on his face when he asked her if she no longer missed him the way he missed her.

She rolled her eyes at his audacity.

She could still feel the sting of the question beneath her skin, sharp and unfair. As if missing him was the issue. As if the ache inside her was something she could simply obey and follow back into his arms. As if the fact that she still loved him meant she should make the road easy for him.

Beside her, Dara shifted slightly.

Ezinne felt her friend’s eyes on her, careful and questioning, but neither of them spoke. Not with the officer sitting just a few feet away, his presence filling the car like an unwanted third conversation.

A moment later, her phone vibrated softly in her hand. She looked down.

Dara:
How did it go?

Ezinne glanced sideways at her. Dara was looking straight ahead now, her face innocent, her posture relaxed. If anyone looked at her, they would think she was simply tired from the afternoon heat. Looking back at her phone, she typed.

Ezinne:
Badly.

Dara’s fingers moved quickly.

Dara:
That bad?

Ezinne hesitated, then typed harder than necessary.

Ezinne:
It was going well, and then he dared to ask me not to leave our next meeting for another seven days.

Dara’s mouth twitched. Ezinne saw it and shot her a sharp look, but Dara immediately pressed her lips together, pretending to adjust the edge of her scarf as another message came in.

Dara:
Ah.

Ezinne narrowed her eyes at the phone.

Ezinne:
Ah? That is all you have to say?

Dara:
I’m thinking.

Ezinne:
Think faster.

Dara lowered her head slightly to hide her expression, but Ezinne could tell she was fighting a smile, and that annoyed her even more.

Dara:
I understand why you’re angry.

Ezinne:
Do you?

Dara:
Yes. He hurt you. He doesn’t get to decide how quickly things return to normal.

Ezinne stared at the message, some of the tightness in her chest easing. Then Dara’s next message arrived.

Dara:
But he misses you.

And Ezinne’s face hardened again.

Ezinne:
That is not my problem.

Dara did not reply immediately. The car rolled past the faculty buildings and toward the main gate. The officer’s phone rang briefly in front, and he answered in a low voice, speaking only a few words before ending the call. His eyes flicked once to the rearview mirror.

Ezinne instantly turned her phone face down against her lap, while Dara leaned back and looked out of the window, perfectly still.
For a few seconds, no one moved. Then, when the officer’s attention returned to the road, Dara’s phone lit up again.

Ezinne turned hers over.

Dara:
You miss him too.

Ezinne’s fingers tightened around the phone.

Ezinne:
Don’t start.

Dara:
I’m serious.

Ezinne:
So am I.

Dara:
Don’t lie to yourself, babe.

Ezinne inhaled slowly through her nose. She hated it when Dara used that tone even over text. Soft. Knowing. Annoyingly patient. Like she had already seen the truth and was simply waiting for Ezinne to stop throwing stones at it.

Ezinne:
I never said I don’t miss him.

She paused, her thumb hovering over the keyboard before she added:

Ezinne:
That is what made me angry. He asked as if missing him should cancel everything.

Dara read the message and glanced briefly at her, sympathy softening her eyes.

Dara:
I get that.

Ezinne swallowed.

Outside, the campus gate passed behind them, and the familiar road home opened ahead. The inside of the car felt too small, too quiet, too full of things she could not say aloud. Her phone vibrated again.

Dara:
But maybe he didn’t mean it like that. Maybe he’s just desperate.

Desperate. The word sat heavily inside her because she had seen it in him. In the chapel. In the way he had looked when she said she did not know when she would unblock him. In the way his voice changed when she said she did not know when they would meet again.

She had seen the boy she loved trying not to beg. And then failing a little. That thought softened her for one painful second.

Then she remembered the motel. She remembered her confusion and fear when he had not returned that night. And then the feeling of being exposed, cornered, and betrayed after he’d confessed that he’d gone to her father, and her mouth tightened again.

Ezinne:
He does not get to be desperate because of a situation he created. Dara took a little longer to reply.

Dara:
True.

Then another message followed almost immediately.

Dara:
But you’re suffering too.

Ezinne stared at the words. The truth in them wrapped around her chest.

Dara:
You’re angry with him, but you’re also punishing yourself.

Ezinne’s fingers stilled. Was it punishment to herself if she was being careful with her affections? She loved him, but surely, she wasn’t wrong to want him to know he’d hurt her deeply. There had to be repercussions for what he’d done.

Ezinne:
I am protecting myself.

Dara:
Maybe.

Ezinne:
Not maybe.

Dara:
Okay. You’re protecting yourself.

There was a pause ... Then:

Dara:
But make sure you’re not also hiding from what you still want.

Ezinne closed her eyes briefly, unable to reply at once. That was the thing with Dara. She could be mischievous, dramatic, and far too interested in romance when it wasn’t her heart being cut open, but sometimes she saw too clearly. Sometimes she pushed a finger directly into the wound and called it honesty.

Ezinne opened her eyes and typed slowly.

Ezinne:
He broke my heart.

Dara’s reply came gently.

Dara:
I know.

Ezinne:
You keep forgetting that.

Dara:
I don’t.

Ezinne:
Then why are you on his side?

Dara looked at her then, and she was not being playful this time. Her eyes were soft, but serious. The reply came a few seconds later.

Dara:

I’m on your side. But loving you means telling you the truth too.

Ezinne looked down at the screen, her breath trapped somewhere in her chest. Dara continued.

Dara:
Mofe made a mistake. A painful one. A stupid one. But he loves you, Zinny.

Ezinne blinked hard. Those tears seemed to be threatening to spill once again.

Dara:
And you love him too.

Ezinne’s thumb hovered over the phone, but no words came.

Dara:
I’m not saying forgive him today. I’m not saying run back into his arms. I’m saying stop punishing both of you, like pain is proof that you’re strong.

The words blurred for a second. Ezinne looked away quickly, swallowing the emotion that rose in her throat.

The officer glanced at them through the rearview mirror.

“You’re both quiet today,” he said.

Ezinne’s hand tightened around her phone, but her face remained composed.

“Tired,” she replied.

Dara yawned immediately, theatrically but quietly enough to seem natural. “Me too. Fellowship people like long prayers too much.”
The officer said nothing, but his gaze returned to the road.

Ezinne looked at Dara despite herself, and Dara’s face remained innocent. A reluctant warmth touched the edges of Ezinne’s anger, though it did not dissolve it. Her phone vibrated one more time.

Dara:
Don’t glare at me. I’m right.

Ezinne almost smiled. Almost. Instead, she typed:

Ezinne:
You are annoying.

Dara read it and grinned faintly at the window.

Dara:
But right.

Ezinne shook her head and looked outside again. The anger was still there. So was the hurt. So was the fear of making herself foolish by loving Mofe too easily again. But beneath all of it, Dara’s words settled somewhere deep and uncomfortable.

"Stop punishing both of you like pain is proof that you’re strong."

Ezinne pressed her phone against her lap and stared out at the road ahead. She still did not know when she would see Mofe again. She still did not know when she would unblock him. She still did not know how to forgive him without feeling like she had betrayed herself.
But for the first time since leaving the chapel, a quiet truth rose inside her, unwanted and impossible to deny. She was not only angry because Mofe had asked for too much. She was angry because a part of her had wanted to say yes.
**
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Literature › Re: 'You $ I ... To Be Continued' - A Romance Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 8:07am On May 18
tonystark007:
I hope this patient pays off, because I was already getting connected to this story.

Well, Like they say, the patient dog eats the fattest bone 😎 so we would be expecting fat, and suspense-fill fun update 😂
ofcourse smiley, thanks for hanging in there.
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Literature › Re: 'You $ I ... To Be Continued' - A Romance Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 12:27am On May 18
jupitre:
Repogirl
When are you going to continue this please
IFECODBLISSEDBOY:

Please don't forget to continue this story
yungbanks:
Please when are you coming back ooo
Hi guys,

This story is moving on to its next stage which will be the crucial part of the story. I want to give it what it deserves and not just rush through. I'll continue it when I can do justice to it.

For now my focus is on concluding Forever and for always, it's long overdue.

Thanks for being patient and sticking around.
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 1:51am On May 17
jupitre:
Even me sef is scared...
What was the deal they made then, how bad could it be
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 3:23pm On May 15
PHEMMY1007:
Mesef dey gbadun this story, following bumper to bumper... Kudos repogirl
welcome on board cheesy
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 12:16pm On May 15
sal1974:
Excellent piece as usual! This episode is captivating, well-structured, and emotionally engaging. Thank you for giving readers such a wonderful experience for free. You are truly talented, and your hard work shows in every chapter.
It's comments like yours that makes my effort worthwhile. I appreciate it, and I'm glad you're enjoying the story. smiley
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Wow! cry You had me teary

Thank you so much for this update. I’ve been on hibernation for a while too angry
Great to have you back from hibernation. Thanks for hanging in there and waiting patiently smiley
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 11:17am On May 15
jupitre:
Even my emotions are all over the place...

All she can do is hope...

Thanks repogirl
Awww ... You're welcome 🙂
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IZUKWU:
Rollercoaster of emotions
Good to see you here. It's been a long time.
Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op):
Present Day


By evening, the crowd that had filled the compound for most of the day had slowly thinned into scattered groups. A few volunteers still moved around with tired smiles, gathering empty water bottles, folding chairs, and stacking leftover forms into neat piles. The earlier noise had softened into something calmer; the excited buzz of the charity event was settling into the weary satisfaction that came after a long, meaningful day.

The doctors and nurses who had given free consultations were packing up their tables. Some of the company representatives had already dismantled their stalls and carried away the equipment they had displayed. The sun had dropped lower, turning the sky a soft, fading orange, and the shadows of the tents stretched long across the compound.

Mofe stood near the side of the main building, speaking quietly with one of the coordinators while his eyes kept moving over the grounds ... He was looking for Ezinne.

He had been looking for her for the past hour without making it too obvious.

Dr. Edwards, and his team had left not long ago. Their equipment had been packed into two vehicles, and the doctor had shaken Mofe’s hand before leaving for the hotel. They would rest briefly, send preliminary notes to his team, and fly out of the country later that night.

Mofe had watched their car drive out of the gate with a strange heaviness in his chest.

A part of him had wanted to stop them, to ask more questions. To demand clearer answers. To know exactly what type of surgery, what percentage of hope, what risks, what timeline, what country, what cost, what possibility. But for once, he had held himself back.

This was not his decision to rush. It was Ezinne’s.
And yet, deep down, he believed she would agree to the surgery.

Not because she had said so. She had barely said anything after their conversation in the empty office. She had wiped her tears, put her glasses back on, straightened her shoulders, and returned to the event with a composure that might have fooled anyone who did not know how badly she had just been shaken.

But Mofe knew.

He had felt the tremor in her hand when she pulled away from him. He had heard the fear beneath her silence. He had seen how carefully she was holding herself together, as if one careless word from anyone would make everything inside her collapse.
She had been scarce since then.

Not absent exactly. Now and then, he had caught sight of her speaking to one of the volunteers, thanking a guest, or standing beside a nurse as someone praised the event's success. But she had moved like a woman trying not to stay in one place long enough for anyone to ask how she was.

She was terrified of being hopeful, and he did not blame her.

Hope, for someone who had already lost so much, was not soft. It was a dangerous thing that walked into the heart without permission and began arranging dreams one had already buried.

Thankfully, Dara had taken Azora home earlier. Their daughter had resisted at first, insisting she wanted to stay until the very end, but exhaustion had finally won. Dara had promised to keep her for the night, and Mofe had been grateful. Azora did not need to witness the strange, fragile tension that had settled over her parents after the doctor’s words.

Mofe was about to excuse himself from the coordinator when he saw Maureen coming toward him.

Ezinne’s receptionist looked tired but alert, her event tag still hanging crookedly around her neck. She had a file pressed against her chest and a faint crease of worry between her brows.

“Sir,” she called softly as she approached.
Mofe turned fully toward her. “Maureen. Is everything all right?”

“I’m sorry to disturb you.” She glanced around the compound as if expecting someone to appear from somewhere. “Have you seen Miss Ezinne?”

Mofe’s attention sharpened immediately. “Not in the last hour. Why?”

Maureen sighed, shifting the file in her arms. “I’ve been looking for her everywhere. I checked the main hall, the volunteer tent, and even her office. She’s not there.”

Mofe frowned. “Did you call her?”

“Yes, sir. It rang, but she didn’t pick up. I assumed maybe she kept the phone somewhere, or it’s on silent mode.”

The unease that had been resting quietly inside him stirred.

“Why are you looking for her?” he asked.

Maureen hesitated, then said, “There’s a man here to see her. Quite older, possibly in his sixties”
Mofe stilled.

“Did he give his name?”

“Yes, sir. He said his name is General Onu.”

For a moment, Mofe heard nothing else.

The fading noise of the compound seemed to recede into the distance. A volunteer laughed somewhere near the staff tent. Someone dragged a chair across the floor with a sharp scrape. A car horn sounded briefly outside the gate.

But Mofe remained very still.

General Onu, Ezinne’s father. The name entered him like a cold warning, and Mofe’s jaw tightened.

“What is he doing here?” he asked, though he knew Maureen could not answer that.

“I don’t know, sir. He only said he wanted to speak with Ms Ezinne.”

“Did he say anything else, or give a reason for his visit?”

“No. But…” Maureen glanced toward the admin block. “He doesn’t look like someone who came for a casual visit.”

Of course, he did not. Mofe looked toward the admin block, his mind moving quickly.

“Where is he now?”

“In the admin block reception office,” Maureen replied. “I asked him to take a seat while I looked for her.”

Mofe nodded once. “All right. I’ll speak with him.”

Maureen’s brows lifted slightly. “You, sir?”

“Yes.”

“I can keep looking for Miss Ezinne if you want. Maybe she went to the back—”

“Keep looking,” Mofe said, but his voice remained controlled. “If you find her, don’t bring her to him immediately. Come and tell me first.”

Maureen looked uncertain. “Okay, sir.”

He softened his tone a little. “Please.”

That seemed to reassure her. “All right. I’ll check around again.”

She turned and hurried away, crossing the compound toward the makeshift staff tent that had been set up earlier for volunteers and workers. A few people called to her as she passed, and she paused briefly to answer before disappearing beneath the canopy.

Mofe remained where he was for a few seconds longer.

The evening wind moved through the compound, lifting the edges of a loose banner that had been tied to a canopy. The words on it fluttered in and out of shape.

[center]Vision. Dignity. Hope.
[/center]

Mofe began to walk toward the admin block with long, hard strides, his jaw tight enough to ache, anger simmering beneath his skin with every step he took.

What a day for General Onu to appear.

Ezinne had barely found her balance after one life-altering conversation. And now this....

The same man who had forced her into a life that had nearly destroyed her. The same man whose decisions had chained her to years of misery and pain. The same man who had looked at his brilliant, stubborn daughter and decided her happiness was negotiable.

Mofe’s expression darkened further. She definitely did not need this today.

By the time he pushed open the glass door leading into the admin reception office, his temper was already hanging by a thread.

The reception area was quiet and dimly lit compared to the noisy compound outside. Most of the staff had gone home or returned to cleanup duties elsewhere. Only the faint hum of the air conditioner filled the room.

General Onu stood near the reception desk with his hands clasped behind his back. The last time he’d seen the man had been several months back in his office, when the General had confronted him upon being served a subpoena from his lawyers. But seeing him again today, it was obvious that even old age had not completely stripped the man of command.

He was not as tall as Mofe remembered. Time had bent him slightly at the shoulders and thinned some of the intimidating breadth he once carried with ease. His hair was now fully grey, clipped low in military neatness, and deep lines marked the dark skin of his face.

But pride still stood straight inside him.

It was there in the rigid set of his shoulders. The lifted chin. The stillness of a man accustomed to being listened to the moment he entered a room.
Mofe stopped a few feet away from him, his gaze cold.

As always, Mofe found himself thinking that Ezinne must have inherited her looks entirely from her mother. He had never been able to see much resemblance between the stern, dark-skinned General standing before him and the woman whose beauty remained soft even in anger. Ezinne carried a warmth and gentleness that felt completely out of place beside a man like this. The apple had certainly fallen far from this tree.

General Onu turned fully when he sensed him.
For one brief second, surprise flickered across the older man’s face. Then it disappeared beneath composure.

“Mofe.”

Mofe did not bother greeting him back.

“When I dropped the charges against you,” he said flatly, “and refused to meet with you afterwards, you should have taken the hint that I wanted nothing else to do with you.”

The General’s face hardened slightly. “I did not come here to see you.”

Mofe gave a harsh scoff. “No?”

“I came to see my daughter.”

The bitterness that rose in Mofe surprised even him.
“What daughter?” he asked coldly. “The one you practically sold into slavery and abuse?”

The General’s jaw tightened.

“In what world,” Mofe continued, stepping closer, “do you think she wants to see you?”

Silence stretched between them.

Then the older man said quietly, “That is why I came. To ask for her forgiveness.”

Mofe stared at him for a second before shaking his head slowly in disbelief.

“If Ezinne can forgive you for what you did,” he said, “she’ll reach out to you herself.”

General Onu’s eyes darkened with something older than anger. Regret, perhaps. Weariness.

“I have waited years for her to reach out.”

“And?”

“I have tried to speak with her.” His voice lowered slightly. “She has shut me out every time.”

Mofe felt absolutely no sympathy. Good, he thought viciously.

“You are going to have to keep waiting,” he said bluntly. “Because you are not seeing her today.”

Not after the day she'd just had. Not when she was emotionally hanging by a thread, she was trying desperately not to show anyone. Not when the mention of surgery alone had left her shaking in his arms.

The General studied him carefully now, and something about that look made Mofe’s irritation sharpen into warning.

Then the older man spoke. “Have you told her?”

Mofe’s brows pulled together in a frown. “Have I told her what?”

“Does she know what you did?” The General’s gaze remained fixed on him. “Does she?”

Mofe’s heart stopped. Just for a second.

A single, dangerous second. The air in the room thickened instantly. Because there were some things buried so deeply inside him that even thinking about them felt like touching fire.

And that particular secret ... That particular deal ...

Could never reach Ezinne.

Never.

Mofe’s face gave away nothing, but inside him, something cold moved sharply beneath his ribs. The General saw it anyway.

A slow, grim understanding crossed the older man’s face.

“I thought so,” he said quietly. “You still cannot bring yourself to tell her.”

Mofe said nothing, because anything he said now would be dangerous. But his silence stretched too long.

And General Onu noticed. Of course he noticed.

Men like him built entire lives reading weakness before it was spoken aloud.

Mofe’s jaw hardened violently.

“Leave,” he said.

The General remained still.

“I mean it.” Mofe’s voice dropped lower, rougher now. “Leave before I call security and have you escorted out."

For a long moment, the older man simply looked at him. Then, slowly, he nodded once.

“All right.”

Mofe did not relax.

General Onu adjusted the cuff of his dark grey Senator sleeve calmly, but there was something unsettling in the composure that returned to his face.

As if he had just confirmed something important.
As if the conversation had gone exactly where he expected it to go.

But before turning away, the older man spoke again.
“We are not done yet.”

Mofe’s eyes narrowed dangerously. “I have nothing else to discuss with you.”

“You will.” The General’s voice remained calm. “Because I will be reaching out to you soon.”

Mofe’s expression darkened. “Don’t.”

General Onu ignored the warning completely.

“Perhaps,” he said slowly, “it is time we made another one of our deals.”

The words landed like a punch to the chest. Mofe went completely still, as memory threatened at the edges of his mind ... Old desperation ... Old bargains. A younger version of himself standing across from this same man with ambition, rage, pride, and love all tangled together badly enough to ruin lives.

He crushed the memories down immediately.

“No,” he said coldly.

General Onu merely held his gaze.

“Mofe...”

“I said no.”

The older man studied him for another long second before finally inclining his head slightly.

“We shall see.”

Then he turned and walked toward the door with the same rigid dignity he had entered with.

Mofe remained standing exactly where he was until the glass door closed behind the General. Only then did he exhale.

His pulse was pounding now but not from anger anymore. From fear.

Real fear.

There were very few things in this world capable of terrifying Mofe. But the possibility of Ezinne discovering the truth about what had happened all those years ago …

That sat at the top of the list.

And now General Onu had just reminded him that the past was not nearly as buried as he desperately wanted to believe.
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Thanks for reading. Next post comes up on Monday night/ Tuesday morning. [sup][/sup]
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op):
The question entered the space between them softly, but it hurt more than if he had shouted it.

Ezinne did not answer immediately. Because the truth was there, whether she wanted to admit it or not. They were from different worlds, and her father had made sure Mofe felt it.

But standing there in the back room of the chapel, with Dara keeping watch in the main hall and an officer waiting near the entrance like a reminder of everything pressing against them, Ezinne realized she hated the distance between those worlds more than she hated anything else.

She stepped closer before she could think too much about it.

“I don’t care what world you think I come from,” she said quietly. “You don’t get to shut me out and call it protection.”
Mofe’s eyes stayed on hers.

“I honestly can’t promise you that I won’t shield you from some things … but I will never … ever lie to you,” he said.
She held his gaze, searching for the lie, the hesitation, the boy who still thought he could handle everything alone. But all she saw was tired sincerity.

And that was somehow worse for her resolve.

Because anger was easier when he was being impossible.

It was much harder when he was standing there looking like someone who had lost too much already and was still trying not to lose her too.

For a moment, the anger that had held her together began to thin, leaving something quieter and more painful beneath it. She looked around the little back room of the chapel, at the stacked plastic chairs, the old hymn books, the dusty table, and the faint sunlight slipping through the narrow window. There was something about being there, so close to a place people came to confess their sins and lay down their burdens, that made lying to herself feel harder than usual.

Her voice was softer when she spoke. “If I hadn’t come up with that stupid plan…”

Mofe’s brows drew together slightly.

Ezinne looked down at her fingers. “If I hadn’t decided to leave home and go and hide somewhere with you, none of this would have happened. You would still have your caretaker job. You would still be next door. My father would not have had that kind of story to tell Mr. Doherty.”

“Ezinne…” Mofe’s tone was cautioning.

She shook her head, pressing on as if she needed to say it before courage failed her. “I was angry and stubborn, and I dragged you into it. I wanted to prove a point to Ekene … my father. I wanted him to know he couldn’t control me like that. But you were the one who lost something.”

“Please don’t go there,” Mofe said quietly.

His voice was gentle, but there was an urgency in it that made her look up.

He took one careful step closer, then stopped, as if even that small movement required permission. “Please. Don’t do that to yourself.

Her eyes searched his face. “But it’s true.”

“No.” He shook his head. “It’s not that simple.”

“It feels simple to me.”

“It isn’t.” His voice grew rougher. “Your father chose what he did. Mr Doherty chose to believe him. And I chose what I did, too. I don’t want us to keep standing in that day forever. I know we can’t pretend it didn’t happen. I hurt you. I broke your trust. But if we’re going to work, we need to move forward, Ezinne. I’m trying to believe we can find our way past what I did.”

The sincerity in his voice made her chest ache.
She looked away because looking at him too long made her feel weak in all the places she had promised herself to be strong.

“I’m still trying to,” she said.

Mofe became very still. The words were small, but in the quiet back room, they sounded almost sacred. It wasn’t to be mistaken for forgiveness, or even a promise. But it wasn’t a closed door either.

“You are?” he asked softly.

Ezinne gave him a look, “Isn’t that why I’m here? Duhh?” She said dryly, and his gaze softened, his perfectly almond eyes crinkling lightly at her jibe.
For a brief second, something familiar passed between them. That old pull. That old ease. The thing that had always made her feel as though, no matter how at odds they were, there was still some invisible thread tying them together.

Then her phone began to ring, the sound slicing through the room, loud and jarring after their lowered voices.

Ezinne startled slightly before reaching into her bag. Her expression shifted the moment she saw the screen.

“I need to go.”

Mofe’s face fell before he could hide it.

“Is it Dara?”

She nodded. “Probably warning me that we’ve been here a while.”

She ended the call without answering, then slipped the phone back into her bag and turned toward the door.

It hurt that she was just going to leave without even saying goodbye.

“Ezinne,” he called.

She stopped, but did not turn fully.

“When are you going to unblock me?”

Her shoulders rose and fell with a quiet breath. Then she looked back at him.

“I don’t know yet.”

Mofe tried not to show how much that answer hurt, but the pain still crossed his face.

Ezinne watched him, sensing that he had something on his mind that he was warring with.

“Okay,” he said, though it did not sound okay.

He should have stopped there. He knew he should have. He had promised not to rush her. He had told her he would let her decide. He had said all the right things, and for a while, he had even meant them with the kind of patience love demanded.

But seeing her about to leave again made something desperate rise in him.

“When will I see you again?”

Her hand tightened slightly around the strap of her bag.

“I’m not sure.”

Mofe swallowed. “Ezinne…”

She gave him a warning look. “Mofe.”

“It’s just…” He dragged a hand over his face, frustrated with himself and yet unable to stop. “Seven days between seeing you is too long.”

For the first time in several minutes, her expression cooled.

She lifted one shoulder in a small shrug. “That’s what you get.”

The words were calm, but they were not soft.
Mofe stared at her, stung.

He knew he deserved it. That was the worst part. He knew he had earned this distance, this uncertainty, this careful rationing of her presence. Still, knowing did not make the ache less sharp.

He looked at her, all the longing he had been trying to contain pushing into his voice. “Do you not miss me anymore?”

Ezinne froze. Then anger flashed across her face so quickly it changed the entire air in the room.
“How can you ask me that?”

Mofe immediately regretted it.

“Ezinne, I—”

“No.” Her voice rose, then she caught herself, glancing toward the door before lowering it again. The chapel forced the anger inward, made it quieter, but somehow that only made it more intense. “How can you stand there and ask me that as if this is about who misses who more?”

“I didn’t mean it like that.”

“How did you mean it?” she demanded, her eyes bright now. “Because it sounded like you were asking why I am not suffering properly enough for you to see.”

His face tightened. “That’s not what I meant.”

“You broke my heart, Mofe.” Her voice shook, and this time she did not try to hide it. “In case you forgot. You broke my heart.”

The words landed hard.

He said nothing.

She took one breath, then another, as if trying to stop herself from crying in the same room where she had come, determined to stay in control.

“And yes, I miss you,” she said, her voice quieter now, but full of pain. “Of course, I miss you. I hate that I miss you. I miss you when I wake up. I miss you when I pass places on campus where we used to sit. I miss you when something funny happens and I reach for my phone before I remember I’m still angry with you.”

Mofe’s throat tightened.

“But that does not mean I can just go back to being who we were,” she continued. “It does not mean I can pretend nothing happened because you are tired of waiting. I am still hurt. I am still angry. I am still trying to understand how the person I trusted most became the person who made me feel so alone.”

Her eyes held his, wounded and fierce.

“So don’t ask me whether I miss you as if missing you should make this easier. It makes it worse.”
Mofe lowered his head.

Shame settled over him, heavy and immediate.
He had done it again and pushed at a place still tender because his own pain had made him careless. He had taken a small opening and pressed too hard against it.

“Okay,” he said quietly.

Ezinne stood very still, breathing unevenly.

He lifted his eyes to her again, and this time he made himself speak slowly, carefully, without trying to defend what he had said.

“I’m sorry. You’re right. I shouldn’t have asked you like that.”

Her expression did not soften.

“I meant it when I said I wouldn’t rush you,” he continued. “I’m just… I’m missing you badly, and I let that come out wrongly. That’s not an excuse. I’m sorry.”

For a moment, the only sound was the low hum of the ceiling fan and the distant murmur of voices from the chapel hall.

Ezinne looked at him for a long moment.

He could not read her now. Maybe that was what he deserved too.

Finally, she adjusted the strap of her bag on her shoulder.

“Goodbye, Mofe.”

The finality in her voice made his stomach drop.

“Ezinne…”

But she had already turned away.

She opened the door quietly, careful not to let it creak too loudly, and stepped out into the narrow corridor. For one second, the brighter light from outside touched the edge of her face, and then she was gone.

The door closed softly behind her.

Mofe remained where he was.

He stared at the door long after she had left, the silence around him suddenly too large for the small room. Outside, the chapel carried on with its soft music and scattered voices. Somewhere in the main hall, people were probably praying, laughing quietly, greeting one another like the world was still ordinary.

But Mofe stood alone in the back room with the sharp taste of regret in his mouth. He had promised to be patient. He had promised to let her come back at her own pace. And then, the moment she gave him even the smallest sign that she was still trying, he let his fear speak louder than his love.

He pressed his palms against his face and breathed out shakily.

“Idiot,” he muttered under his breath.

The word disappeared into the quiet room, but it did nothing to ease the weight in his chest.

Because he knew.

He had pushed too hard ... And he had messed up again.
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op):
Chapter 21

Eleven Years ago

The chapel sat quietly at the edge of campus, tucked away from the noise of students and rushing footsteps. Unlike the crowded lecture halls and busy faculty buildings, this part of the university always seemed calmer, wrapped in a kind of stillness that made voices lower themselves naturally.

A few students sat in scattered pews with bowed heads, while soft instrumental worship music drifted faintly from speakers overhead.

Ezinne stepped inside beside Dara, her expression composed, almost detached, as if this was exactly what she had told the officer it was, a quick visit before fellowship activities started.

Behind them, the officer remained near the entrance, his eyes scanning the room with the same irritating vigilance he always carried. But even he seemed uncertain about how closely he could hover inside a chapel without drawing attention to himself. After checking to be sure there wasn’t an immediate threat, he turned, returning to the car.

Dara leaned closer to Ezinne as they moved farther in.

“He’s in the back room,” she whispered quickly. “Second door by the choir stand. I’ll stay out here and look out in case of anything.”
Ezinne nodded before turning away.

She walked slowly toward the side corridor beside the altar, her sandals making soft sounds against the polished floor. The farther she moved from the main hall, the quieter everything became until the sounds of worship music faded into a distant murmur.

When she reached the small back room, she paused briefly outside the door. Then she pushed it open.

Mofe looked up immediately.

The relief that crossed his face when he saw her was so raw and immediate that something inside Ezinne shifted before she could stop it. For one dangerous second, she remembered too clearly what it had once felt like to be loved by him openly, without confusion or pain tangled into it.

The room itself was small and simple. A few stacked plastic chairs lined one wall, and old hymn books sat piled unevenly on a shelf near the corner. There was a narrow wooden table with bottled water and folded programs from previous services, and a ceiling fan spun lazily overhead, stirring the warm afternoon air.

Mofe had clearly been pacing before she entered.

He stopped moving immediately, his eyes fixed entirely on her, and for a few seconds, neither of them spoke. Then Ezinne closed the door behind her gently and leaned against it slightly, folding her arms.

“So this is your grand plan?” she asked calmly.

Mofe blinked once, clearly caught off guard by her tone.

Ezinne glanced around the small room before looking back at him. “Meeting me secretly inside a chapel.”

One brow lifted faintly.

“What next?” she continued dryly. “Were you planning to confess your sins to me, too?”

The corner of Mofe’s mouth twitched despite himself. Ezinne didn’t smile back.

That was what made the joke land strangely between them. It was not playful exactly, but careful, like someone testing the edge of thin ice without fully stepping onto it.

Mofe rubbed the back of his neck softly, exhaling through his nose.

“I deserve that,” he admitted quietly.

Ezinne shrugged lightly, though her expression remained guarded. “Probably.”

Silence settled briefly between them again, but this time it was less explosive than before. Still tense, still fragile, but no longer sharp enough to wound immediately.

Mofe studied her carefully and thought she looked calmer today. The last time they met, her emotions had seemed too close to the surface, grief and anger battling openly inside her. Today, she seemed steadier, more deliberate, like she had spent their week apart gathering herself back together piece by piece.

And somehow that made him more nervous, because controlled Ezinne was harder to read.

“You came,” he said finally, his voice quieter than he intended.

Something flickered across her face.

“You sound surprised.”

“I am.”

That answer seemed to catch her off guard slightly.

Mofe swallowed before continuing. “After our last meeting, you kept putting off our meeting, and … I wasn’t sure you wanted to see me again.”
Ezinne looked away briefly, her fingers tightening lightly against her arms.

“To be honest,” she said carefully, “I almost changed my mind today."

His chest tightened immediately.

“But you didn’t,” he said softly.

“No.” Her voice was calm again. “I didn’t.”

The room fell quiet.

Outside, faintly, they could hear the distant sound of someone speaking into a microphone in the chapel hall, followed by soft laughter from students. Inside the small room, however, the air felt heavier. More personal.

Ezinne walked farther into the room slowly before stopping near the table. She glanced absently at the stack of programs there, tracing one finger along the edge of the paper before speaking again.

“You know,” she said quietly, “Dara thinks I’m being too hard on you.”

Mofe frowned slightly. “And what do you think?”

Ezinne let out a small breath through her nose. “I think you deserve it.”

That almost made him smile again. Almost. But her expression remained serious, and whatever humour had briefly softened the atmosphere disappeared just as quickly.

She finally looked at him fully.

“You hurt me, Mofe.”

The simplicity of the statement hit harder than shouting would have.

“I know,” he said immediately.

“No, I don’t think you completely understand.” Her voice remained calm, but there was something painfully honest beneath it now. “I trusted you more than anybody else in my life.”

Mofe’s jaw tightened.

“And when you went to him…” She paused briefly, searching for the words. “It felt like suddenly I was alone.”

He lowered his eyes for a moment, not because he disagreed. But because hearing her say it aloud made him realise just how deeply that decision had wounded her.

“I never wanted you to feel that way,” he said quietly.

“But I did.”

The words settled heavily between them, and Mofe nodded slowly, accepting it.

Ezinne studied him for a long moment, her gaze softer now, though still cautious.

“You look tired,” she said suddenly.

Mofe blinked, caught off guard again.

“What?”

“You look tired,” she repeated. “Have you even been sleeping?”

A small laugh escaped him before he could stop it. “Not really.”

For the first time since entering the room, something very faint shifted around her mouth. It wasn’t quite a smile, but it was close.

“You look terrible,” she said.

This time, Mofe actually smiled a little.

“Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

The tiny exchange loosened something fragile between them, not forgiveness or resolution. Just familiarity.

They held each other’s gaze until she looked away, turning her attention back to the stack of old fellowship programs on the table. Her fingers moved over the top sheet slowly, though she was no longer really seeing it. For a moment, she allowed the silence to sit between them, not because she had nothing to say, but because what she wanted to ask carried a different kind of weight. Then she lifted her eyes to him again.

“When were you going to tell me that my father got you fired from your caretaker job?”

The words came out calmly, but they landed hard, and Mofe went still.

For a moment, he only looked at her, and in that brief pause, Ezinne saw enough to know the answer. He had not planned to tell her. Not yet. Maybe not ever, if he could avoid it.

Her chest tightened with fresh irritation.

Mofe looked away first, his mouth twisting faintly before he gave a small shrug. “It doesn’t matter.”

Ezinne stared at him. “It doesn’t matter?”

He pushed out a quiet breath and leaned back against the edge of the table, folding his arms loosely across his chest. “The only thing I miss about the job is that I’m no longer next door to you.”

For one second, her stoic expression almost faltered. Almost.

His words were too soft. Too honest. Too much like the Mofe, she was trying very hard not to melt for, but she caught herself quickly, her brows drawing together.

“That is not the point,” she told him.

“I know.”

“No, I don’t think you do.” Her voice remained low because they were still inside the chapel, but the frustration in it sharpened. “You just moved away. Quietly. No argument. No fight. Nothing.”

Mofe rubbed a hand over his face and sighed.

“Ezinne…”

“You didn’t even tell me,” she continued, taking a step closer, her eyes fixed on him. “Why didn’t you fight it?”

Mofe gave a low, tired laugh, but there was no humour in it. “Because .. I’m picking my fights.”

“That sounds like an excuse, Mofe.”

“It’s not.”

“Well, it still sounds like one,” she countered.

He looked at her then, really looked at her, and the exhaustion in his eyes was clearer than before.

“I couldn’t keep the job, Ezinne,” he said quietly. “There was no version of that situation where I got to keep it.”

Ezinne opened her mouth, but he shook his head, not harshly, just enough to stop her.

“Your father did a good job convincing Mr Doherty.”

Her heart dipped. “Convincing him of what?”

Mofe’s jaw worked for a moment.

Then he said, “That I kidnapped you.”

Ezinne froze.

The small room seemed to go painfully still around them. Even the lazy whir of the ceiling fan felt distant.

“What?” she whispered.

Mofe looked away, his eyes settling on the floor. “That I lured you away. That I kept you hidden. That I was trying to use you or manipulate you or whatever version sounded terrible enough to make Mr Doherty believe I was dangerous.”

Her lips parted slightly, but no words came out.

She had known her father was angry. She had known he disliked Mofe. She had known he would punish him if he could. But this? Kidnapped? The word sat between them like something ugly and unforgivable.

Mofe continued quietly. “Mr Doherty didn’t even want a long explanation. He called me in, asked a few questions, and I could see his mind was already made up. Your father had gotten there first. Please, Ezinne, don’t make things worse by confronting your dad. I’m doing fine.”
Ezinne’s hands curled slowly at her sides.

“Mofe…”

“It’s fine.”

“It is not fine.”

He gave another faint shrug, but this one did not reach his face. “It’s done.”

“No,” she said sharply, then lowered her voice when she remembered where they were. “Don’t do that.”

“Do what?”

“Act like it means nothing.”

His gaze returned to hers.

“It doesn’t mean nothing,” he said. “But what did you want me to do? Beg Mr Doherty? Argue with your father? Stand outside the house and make noise until everyone in the estate comes out to watch?”

“That is not what I’m saying.”

“Then what are you saying?”

She stared at him, breathing harder now, her emotions beginning to rise despite the control she had promised herself she would keep.

“I’m saying you’re fond of…” she said, “carrying everything alone and then deciding what I should or shouldn’t know.”

His expression softened, but there was pain in it too.

“I didn’t want to add to what you were already dealing with.”

“And that was your choice to make?”

He fell silent, and that silence answered her more clearly than any defense could have.

Ezinne shook her head slowly, hurt and anger twisting together inside her. “You see? This is exactly what I mean. You keep saying you won’t go behind my back again, but you still decide things for me. You decided not to tell me because you thought you were protecting me.”

“I was trying to … I honestly didn’t want to aggravate the situation further. Your father was really pissed with what we did,” he explained.

“I don’t want protection that keeps me in the dark.”

The words came out stronger than she expected. Mofe swallowed and looked down.

For the first time since she entered the room, he looked young to her. Not weak or defeated, just young. A boy trying so hard to become a man under the weight of battles, for which he had no money, no family name, and no power to win cleanly. And that realisation hurt her differently. Because he was not just fighting her father. He was fighting the entire difference between their worlds. Mofe’s voice was quieter when he spoke again.

“I moved because fighting back would only have made things worse. If I’d fought Mr. Doherty or tried to force my way back into that place, he would have used it as proof that I was exactly what he said I was.”

Ezinne looked away, blinking hard.

“I hated leaving,” he admitted. “I hated packing my things and walking out like I had done something shameful. I hated that he could take something from me so easily.”

His voice roughened. “But I kept telling myself that if I lost control, I might lose more than a job.”

Her gaze returned to him, and Mofe held it, his expression open now, stripped of pride.

“So yes, I picked my fight,” he said. “I let that one go because keeping that room was not worth giving your father another weapon against us.”
The room fell quiet again, and this time, Ezinne did not know what to do with the silence. He had lost his job because of her. He had lost his place next door because of her father. And instead of telling her, instead of making her carry the guilt with him, he had simply disappeared and let her think he was only being distant.

She hated that.

She hated how noble and foolish and infuriating it was.

“You should have told me,” she said finally, her voice softer now.

Mofe nodded. “I know.”

“No, you really should have.”

“I know.”

Her eyes searched his face. “I know I was angry with you, and I blocked you, but something like that, you could have told Dara, instead of letting me think you were giving me space.”

He looked at her for a long moment. Then he nodded again, slower this time.

“You’re right.”

The simple agreement disarmed her more than an argument would have.
She folded her arms, trying to hold on to some of her firmness. “I don’t like that my father can just do these things, and everyone acts like it’s normal.”

Mofe’s mouth curved faintly, but the smile was sad. “In my world, people like your father do things like that all the time.”

Her face tightened. “Don’t say it like that.”

“Like what?”

“Like I belong to his world and you belong to another one.”

Mofe looked at her quietly. The sadness in his eyes deepened.

“Don’t we?”
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Family › Re: Adultery: End The Marriage Immediately. by repogirl(f): 10:31am On May 12
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 9:07am On May 12
Mofe’s hand closed a little more firmly over hers.

The doctor continued, “Your case is complex. I will need to review your scans in more detail and discuss with my surgical team before giving a full recommendation. But based on what I have examined today, I am positive that you would benefit from surgery.”

Ezinne stopped breathing. For a moment, she did not understand the words. Or maybe she understood them too well, and that was the problem.

Benefit from surgery …The phrase moved around inside her head, strange and impossible.

Not “there is nothing more we can do.”

Not “you have to accept your condition.”

Not “manage your expectations.”

Benefit from surgery.

Her lips parted, but no sound came out.

The room tilted around her though she was sitting still. Her fingers went slack beneath Mofe’s hand. Somewhere beyond the door, the charity event continued, voices rising and falling, people laughing, chairs scraping, a child calling for someone. Life was still moving outside.

Inside the room, Ezinne could not move at all.

Mofe leaned forward. “Doctor,” he said, and his voice sounded rougher than before. “What exactly does that mean?”

Dr. Edwards turned toward him, but his answer remained directed to Ezinne. “It means I believe there is a strong possibility that surgical intervention can improve her condition. I cannot tell you the extent of improvement today. It would be wrong to do that without further imaging and a full review. But from what I have seen, I would not advise leaving things as they are without exploring surgery.”

Ezinne still said nothing.

Mofe looked at her, then back at the doctor. “What do we need to do next?”

The question should have annoyed her. He was speaking because she could not, and a part of her wanted to remind him that she had told him not to speak for her, but the words were trapped somewhere behind the shock in her chest.

This time, she let him.

Dr. Edwards’s voice remained calm. “If Miss Ezinne agrees to proceed, I’ll have my team prepare a full written recommendation. We’ll include the additional tests we need, the type of surgery we believe may help, the risks, the expected range of possible outcomes, and the timeline. We can send everything by email as soon as it is ready.”

Mofe nodded slowly. “How soon?”

“I’ll ask them to treat it as urgent.”

“And the surgery…” Mofe stopped, as if forcing himself not to run too far ahead. “Would it have to be done in the United States?”

“That will depend on the final recommendation. It may be best done there, but I won’t confirm that until the team reviews all the details.”

Mofe inhaled carefully. “All right.”

Ezinne finally found her voice, but it came out thin and unfamiliar.

“You are saying surgery could help me?”

Dr. Edward’s tone softened. “Yes. I am saying I believe surgery could help you. I am not promising a miracle. I am not promising full restoration. But I am saying, with professional confidence, that there is something worth pursuing.”

Her throat worked.

For years, she had trained herself not to ask the question. Not even in the privacy of her own mind. She had buried it under routine, motherhood, work, charity, strength. She had told herself that acceptance was peace. She had told herself wanting more was dangerous.
But now the question rose anyway, fragile and trembling.

'Could I see again?'

She did not say it aloud.

She could not bear to.

Mofe’s hand was still holding hers. His grip was careful, almost reverent, as if he too understood that they were standing at the edge of something neither of them knew how to name.

Dr. Edwards gave them a moment before speaking again. “There is no need to decide everything today. Take time. Ask questions. When the email comes, read it carefully. If you want another opinion, get one. This is your decision, Ms. Ezinne.”

It was her decision.

The words entered her slowly. Not Mofe’s. Not the doctor’s. Hers.

She reached blindly for her glasses on the desk, and before she could fumble, Mofe placed them gently into her hand, an she put them back on with fingers that were not quite steady.

The shield returned to her face, but it could not cover what had happened inside her.

“Thank you, Doctor,” she whispered.

“You’re welcome.”

Mofe did not speak again immediately, and she was grateful. For once, silence was kinder than any reassurance he might have offered.
Because Ezinne was still sitting there, still breathing, still trying to understand how one sentence had opened a door she had spent years teaching herself not to knock on.

She had come into the room prepared for disappointment.

She had not prepared herself for possibility.

**

Mofe knew Ezinne had not heard half of what the doctor said after the word "surgery." He’d noticed it immediately.

The moment Dr. Edwards began explaining timelines, recommendations, imaging, and next steps, Ezinne had gone strangely quiet beside him. It was not the guarded quiet she often used like armor, but something more fragile. Her fingers had loosened around his, her breathing had changed, and even the sharpness that usually sat in her posture had softened into something almost unsteady.

Shock, and beneath it, fear.

He’d answered most of the doctor’s remaining questions because Ezinne barely spoke again. Once or twice, Dr. Edwards directed something toward her, and she nodded faintly, but it was obvious her mind was no longer fully in the room.

Mofe thanked the doctor quietly when the consultation finally ended. Dr. Edwards assured them again that his team would begin preparing their recommendations and send everything by email as soon as possible. Then he stepped away, giving them privacy.

For a moment, neither Mofe nor Ezinne moved.

Then, gently, Mofe crouched beside her chair.

“Ezinne?”

She turned her face toward him slowly, almost as though she had forgotten he was there.

“We should go,” he said softly.

A pause, then she nodded once.

Mofe rose and held out his hand automatically, lightly grazing her fingers. He expected her to refuse out of pride, annoyance, or sheer stubbornness. Instead, after only the briefest hesitation, her fingers slid into his.

The trust of it hit him harder than he expected.

Carefully, he helped her to her feet.

The moment she stood, he felt the slight unsteadiness in her body. Not physical weakness exactly. It was more like the ground beneath her certainty had shifted and she had not yet found her balance again.

His other hand instinctively went around her waist.

“I’ve got you,” he murmured, steadying her and catching a deep whiff of her lovely scent that did things to his body he wasn’t ready to acknowledge at the moment.

Ezinne did not answer.

Together, they walked toward the door. Mofe guided her slowly, his free hand hovering near her waist without fully touching her, ready in case she stumbled.

Outside the office, the noise of the charity event flooded back immediately. Voices. Footsteps. Laughter. Someone making an announcement over a microphone. The clatter of trays and chairs. Life continuing as though nothing monumental had just happened inside that room.
Ezinne stopped walking.

Mofe looked down at her at once. “What is it?”

Her fingers tightened around his hand. “I can’t go back there yet.”

Concern sharpened through him. “Are you alright?”

“No.” Her voice came out thin and strained. “I just… I need a moment.”

Without another question, Mofe nodded. “Okay.”

He looked down the hallway quickly before guiding her toward another office farther down that was being used for storage during the event. The lights were dimmer inside, the air cooler and quieter away from the crowd.

Mofe closed the door softly behind them, and silence settled around them almost immediately. Ezinne stood in the middle of the room without speaking.

Mofe waited.

He had learned that about her recently. That sometimes rushing toward her emotions only made her retreat further into herself. Sometimes she needed silence first. Space. Time to gather whatever storm she was trying desperately to hold together.

Then suddenly, without warning, her shoulders trembled.

Mofe’s chest tightened.

Ezinne lifted one hand to her mouth as if trying to stop the sound escaping her, but it was too late. A broken breath left her, followed by another, and then she was crying.

Not loudly, and that somehow made it worse.

Tears slid silently beneath the edges of her dark glasses while she stood there fighting for composure she no longer had the strength to maintain.

“Oh, Ezinne…” Mofe crossed the room immediately.

She turned away from him at once, embarrassed. “Don’t.”

“Don’t what?”

“Don’t look at me like this.”

His heart nearly broke.

He reached carefully for her glasses. “Can I?”

After a second, she nodded weakly.

Mofe removed them gently and set them on the desk nearby. When he turned back, her face looked unbearably vulnerable without them. Tears clung to her lashes and slipped helplessly down her cheeks while she struggled to breathe steadily.

Mofe pulled a handkerchief from his pocket and placed it carefully into her hand.

Ezinne laughed shakily through the tears. “A handkerchief?”

“Yes,” he admitted softly. “It’s either this or my sleeve.”

That earned the smallest, most broken smile from her before she covered her face again.

“I don’t want this,” she whispered.

Mofe frowned slightly. “The surgery?”

“The hope.” Her voice cracked painfully. “I don’t want it back.”

Ezinne lowered the handkerchief slowly, her expression raw now, stripped bare of all the composure she usually fought to maintain.
“I spent years teaching myself how to live like this,” she said quietly. “Do you understand? I had to. I had no choice. I had to stop thinking maybe one day I’d wake up and things would change because every time I hoped, it hurt all over again.”

Mofe listened silently.

“I learnt how to move around. How to work. How to raise Azora. How to stop reaching for things I couldn’t see anymore. I finally…” She swallowed hard. “I finally made peace with the darkness, Mofe.”

The words hit him hard.

“And now one doctor walks into a room and suddenly everything is open again.” Her breathing shook. “What if it doesn’t work?”

Mofe stepped closer carefully. “Ezinne—”

“What if I go through all of this for nothing?” she whispered. “What if they cut me open and give me pain and recovery and false promises and at the end of it I still can’t see? I don’t know if I can survive losing it twice.”

Mofe reached for her slowly, giving her every chance to pull away. When she didn’t, he placed his hands gently on her arms.

“You won’t lose yourself,” he said quietly.

“You don’t know that.”

“I do.”

She shook her head immediately. “No, you don’t understand. Right now, in this moment, some stupid part of me is already imagining things.” Tears slipped down her face again. “I’m imagining Azora’s face older now. I’m imagining colours. Your face. Sunlight. Mirrors. I hate that my mind is doing that.”

Mofe’s throat tightened painfully.

Because he was imagining those things too.

“You know what scares me most?” she whispered. “That I want it so badly.”

Her voice broke completely on the last words, and Mofe could not stop himself anymore.

He pulled her gently against him.

At first her body stiffened in surprise, but then the fight slowly left her, and she sagged into his chest with a soft, broken sound that nearly destroyed him.

Mofe wrapped his arms around her carefully, one hand moving up into her hair while the other held her against him.

“It’s okay,” he murmured against her forehead. “It’s okay to want it.”

“I’m scared.”

“I know.”

“I don’t know how not to hope.”

His eyes closed briefly.

“Then hope,” he whispered.

Ezinne shook her head against his chest. “You say that now because you think it will work.”

“No.” He pulled back just enough to look at her face. “I say it because even if it doesn’t, you will survive it.”

Fresh tears gathered in her eyes.

“You are one of the strongest women I know, Ezinne. You always have been.” His voice deepened with emotion. “Do you think blindness is what made you extraordinary? It isn’t. You were extraordinary before it happened. And if this surgery works, then thank God for that. But if it doesn’t…” He brushed a tear carefully from her cheek. “It won’t take away your strength. It won’t erase who you are. It won’t change your drive, your brilliance, your heart, the way you love Azora, the way you built a life from almost nothing.”

Ezinne stared blindly toward him, breathing unevenly.

“You survived years of darkness,” Mofe continued softly. “Not because you were weak, but because you were strong enough to rebuild yourself inside it. Surgery failing would hurt, yes. Of course it would hurt. But it would not destroy you.”

Her lips trembled.

“I don’t know if I believe that.”

“I do.”

She let out another shaky breath.

Mofe rested his forehead lightly against hers. “And honestly? I think it’s better to try and fail than spend the rest of your life wondering what might have happened if you had tried.”

Silence filled the room again. The kind that comes when truth settles slowly into wounded places.

Ezinne’s fingers curled weakly against the front of his shirt.

“I hate that you’re making sense,” she muttered tearfully.

That startled a soft laugh out of him.

“There she is.”

“Don’t get excited. I’m still angry with you.”

“I know.”

“You violated my privacy.”

“I know.”

“You are overbearing.”

“I know.”

“You interfere too much.”

“Ouch .. that one hurts because it’s true.”

Despite herself, a small wet laugh escaped her.

Mofe smiled faintly and wiped another tear from her cheek with his thumb. “Better.”

“No, it isn’t.”

“A little.”

She sighed shakily and leaned her forehead against his chest again. For several long moments, neither of them spoke.

Mofe simply held her while she cried quietly against him, his hand moving slowly up and down her back in a soothing rhythm. And standing there with the woman he had once hurt so badly trembling in his arms, Mofe made a silent promise to himself.

Whatever happened next, whatever the doctors recommended, whatever the surgery involved, whatever fear or disappointment or hope waited ahead ... He would not let her face it alone again.

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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 8:53am On May 12
Present day


Ezinne sat in the ophthalmologist’s makeshift consulting room with her back too straight and her fingers locked together in her lap.
One of the centre’s quiet offices had been hurriedly transformed for the day. The regular chairs had been pushed against the wall. A narrow examination couch stood near the window. A small desk had been covered with files, disposable gloves, bottles of eye drops, sealed instruments, and equipment she could not name but could hear clearly.

Every sound felt too sharp. The soft click of a machine being adjusted … The faint roll of a stool across the tiled floor … the careful rustle of paper … the doctor’s low voice speaking to someone beside him.

Even the smell unsettled her. That clean, sharp scent of antiseptic took her back to too many rooms, too many tests, too many doctors who had sounded kind just before saying something that broke another piece of her.

She told herself she was calm, and this was only a consultation. She told herself she had agreed to one meeting, nothing more, but her body did not believe her. Her shoulders were stiff beneath her dress. Her mouth felt dry. Beneath her dark-shaded glasses, her eyes burned with a pressure that had nothing to do with pain and everything to do with fear.

The door opened quietly, and she heard Mofe step in.

She knew it was him before he spoke. She knew the weight of his footsteps now. She knew the pause he often made before coming close to her, as if he was always measuring how much space she would allow him to take in her life.

“Ezinne?” His voice was gentle.

She turned her face toward the door. “Come in.”

He did, but only a little. She could sense him stopping just inside the room.

“You asked for me,” he said.

“I did.”

A small pause followed. “Are you sure?”

Her lips pressed together. Of course he was surprised. After everything he had admitted outside, after the anger still sitting hot and heavy in her chest, he had probably expected her to keep him as far away from this room as possible.

“Yes, Mofe. I’m sure.”

“I don’t want you to feel like you have to let me stay.”

“I don’t feel like that.”

“If you change your mind at any point, I’ll leave.”

“I know.”

“And if-”

“Mofe.”

He stopped.

She drew in a slow breath, trying to keep her voice steady. “I asked you to stay because I want you to hear whatever the doctor says directly from him. That way, you won’t disturb me later with questions about what was said or what I understood.”
For a second, he said nothing.

Then, very quietly, he replied, “Fair enough.”

It was not the whole truth.

The whole truth sat inside her, small and trembling and too embarrassing to admit. She wanted him there because she was afraid. She wanted him there because she did not trust her own strength in that room. She wanted someone else to hear the doctor’s words with her, especially if those words turned out to be painful. She did not want to walk out later and repeat bad news with a brave face. She did not want to be alone with another disappointment.

And, God help her, Mofe’s presence comforted her.

The doctor came closer, his voice warm without sounding sugary. “Ms Ezinne, good day to you, ma’am, I’m Dr. Adrian Edwards. ”

“I know,” she said softly.

“Yes, of course.” There was no awkwardness in his tone, and she appreciated that. “Still, I prefer to introduce myself properly. I also want to make something very clear before we begin. This consultation is yours. Nothing happens without your permission. If you want to stop, we stop. If you want to ask questions, ask. If you want Mr. Mofe to leave, he leaves. If you want to leave, you leave. You are in control here.”

The words were meant to soothe her. They did, a little. But not enough, because the truth was, she did not feel in control. Not really. Not with her medical records already seen by a stranger. Not with a specialist flown in from the United States because Mofe, in his usual way, had decided to move heaven and earth before asking whether she wanted heaven moved. Not with that tiny, wicked thread of hope winding around her heart again.

She nodded. “All right.”

“I’ve reviewed the history available to me,” Dr. Edwards continued carefully. “But records are not the same as a patient. Today, I want to hear from you, examine you myself, and understand what your eyes are doing now, not just what reports from years ago say they were doing then.”
Ezinne’s fingers tightened in her lap.

“What exactly are you looking for?” she asked.

“I’m looking at the structure of the eye, the optic nerve response, the condition of the retina, and whether there is any pathway we can work with surgically or medically. I don’t want to make promises before I examine you properly.”

There it was. That careful doctor language. Not a promise, not a no. It was a door left open just enough for her foolish heart to look through.

She swallowed. “I’ve heard that before.”

“I imagine you have.”

“I’ve had doctors say they wanted to check. I’ve had them say they wanted to be thorough. I’ve had them ask me to come back for more tests.” Her voice tightened despite her effort to control it. “Sometimes it feels like they keep examining what they already know is broken.”

The room became quiet.

Then Dr. Edwards said, “That must have been exhausting.”

The simple kindness of it struck her in a place she had not protected.

She looked away, though she could not see anything to turn toward. “It was.”

Beside her, Mofe shifted slightly, but he did not speak. She knew he wanted to. She could almost feel all the words pressing against him, all the apologies, all the promises, all the things he would say if he believed words could fix this.

For once, he held them back.

Dr. Edwards moved gently into the silence. “May I ask you a few questions before I examine you?”

“Yes.”

“When did you last perceive light?”

Ezinne’s breath caught.

It was such a simple question that was clinical and necessary, but it opened a door in her memory she preferred to keep shut.

Light.

There had been a time when light had been ordinary. Morning sun through curtains. Headlights at night. The shine on Azora’s baby cheeks. Mofe’s face in the past, young and stubborn and handsome in the way that had ruined her good sense.

Now light was only a memory her mind kept like an old photograph.

“I don’t know,” she said at last. “After the accident, there were times I thought I could sense brightness. Maybe I could. Maybe I only wanted to.”
“That distinction matters,” Dr. Edwards said. “We’ll test it.”

She nodded, but her throat felt tight.

“Do you ever see flashes? Shadows? Movement?”

“Sometimes I think I sense movement. But I’m never sure if I’m seeing it or hearing it. When someone comes close, the air changes. The floor shifts a little. People breathe differently. I have learned to notice those things.”

“That is very important.”

“Is it?” she asked before she could stop herself.

“Yes.”

The answer was firm enough to unsettle her.

Mofe leaned forward. She heard the creak of his chair and almost imagined his face, his eyes sharp with attention, hope already rising in him faster than she could bear.

“Mofe,” she said quietly.

He stopped at once. “I’m here.”

“That is not what I meant.”

“I know.” His voice lowered. “I’m sitting back.”

She almost smiled. Almost.

Dr. Edwards continued with more questions. Pain. Headaches. Pressure. Previous surgeries. Medications. How she moved around at home. Whether she ever sensed changes in daylight. Whether both eyes were the same. Whether the blindness had changed over time or remained stable.

Each answer cost her more than she expected, because answering meant remembering.

And remembering meant returning to the first months after the accident, when everyone spoke in soft voices around her and she pretended not to hear pity gathering in the corners of rooms. It meant remembering waking up and waiting for sight to return like a late visitor. It meant remembering the day she finally understood that the darkness was not temporary.

“Would you be comfortable removing your glasses?” Dr. Edwards asked.

Ezinne’s hands went cold, and the room shrank. Her fingers rose instinctively to the frame of her dark-shaded glasses. She had removed them for doctors before. Many times. It should not matter.

But Mofe was there. And somehow, with him in the room, the glasses felt less like an accessory and more like the last wall she had left. They hid what she did not want people studying. They protected her from reactions she could not see but could always feel and allowed her to decide how much of her loss the world was allowed to look at.

“I can leave,” Mofe said softly.

“No.”

The word came too quickly, too sharply.

She heard him go still.

Ezinne forced herself to breathe. “Stay.”

“All right.”

Only that. There was no argument, no tenderness heavy enough to embarrass her, and no unnecessary reassurance.

Slowly, she removed the glasses. The cool air touched the bare skin around her eyes, and she felt exposed in a way that made her want to put them back on immediately. She kept her chin lifted. Pride had carried her through worse moments than this. It would carry her through another.

Dr. Edwards’s voice remained steady. “Thank you. I’m going to come closer now. I’ll tell you everything before I do it.”

She nodded.

“I’m shining a light into your right eye.”

Nothing.

No glow.

No warmth.

No brightness pressing against the dark.

Just nothing.

Even though she expected it, grief still moved through her quietly, like a hand closing around her throat.

“Now the left.”

Again, nothing.

Her fingers tightened so hard that her nails dug into her palm.

Then Mofe touched her hand ... Barely. Just the lightest brush of his fingers over hers, asking without words.

She should have pulled away. She was still angry. She had every right to remain angry. But the room was cold, and she was tired, and his hand was warm. So she let him stay.

Dr. Edwards examined her with careful patience. He checked her pupil response, used instruments that hummed softly close to her face, asked her to hold still, to turn slightly, and to keep her eyes open if she could. He placed drops in her eyes after asking permission. He waited when they stung. He warned her before every touch. He never spoke over her. He never spoke around her to Mofe.

Slowly, despite the fear, despite the ache in her chest, Ezinne began to feel something she had not felt in a very long time inside a medical room. She felt respected.

Still, the tension did not leave her. It sat beneath her ribs, growing tighter every time the doctor went quiet. Doctors were always quiet before they said something important. She had learned that too. Silence meant they were thinking. Silence meant they had seen something. Silence meant they were choosing words.

She hated doctors choosing words.

After what felt like too long, Dr. Edwards moved back. The room became still. Ezinne could hear Mofe’s breathing beside her. Controlled, but not calm. He was waiting too.

Dr. Edwards took off his gloves. The sound was soft, but to Ezinne it felt as loud as a door closing.

“Miss Ezinne,” he said.

Her heart began to pound.

“Yes?”

“I want to be careful with how I say this.”

Her stomach dropped.
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 8:35am On May 12
Chapter 20

Eleven years ago




Mofe tried to focus on the lines of code in front of him, but his concentration kept slipping. The afternoon heat was relentless, settling heavily inside the small room despite the open windows. Sweat clung faintly to the back of his neck as he stared at the laptop screen, rereading the same section of code for what felt like the fifth time.

His mind refused to stay on work.

Every few minutes, it drifted back to Ezinne, her voice, her tears, and the way she had held onto him.

A few days had passed since they’d met, but the memory still lingered in him so clearly that sometimes it felt as though he could still smell her perfume in the air.

The meeting had been brief. Too brief. And yet it had stayed with him more powerfully than anything else had in weeks. Especially that hug.
His chest tightened at the thought of it.

He still hadn’t recovered from the shock of her suddenly running back into his arms. One second she had been walking away, distant and guarded, and the next she had been holding onto him like she had finally run out of strength to fight what she felt.

He closed his eyes briefly and leaned back in his chair.

God, he had missed her.

Missed her voice … missed the way her eyes searched his face when she was trying to understand him … missed simply being near her.
But alongside the relief of seeing her again sat something heavier. He felt guilt because he could not tell her the whole truth.

His jaw tightened slightly.

He hated lying to her. Lying by omission.

The half-truth he had given her at the eatery had sat badly in his chest afterward. And every time she looked at him with confusion in her eyes and asked why, it felt like another crack opening inside him. Because he knew the complete truth would change things.

Maybe not enough to erase the betrayal, but enough to help her understand he hadn’t acted out of cruelty or control. Still, he couldn’t tell her. Not without breaking his word to her father.

He rubbed a tired hand over his face and stared down at the unfinished work on his laptop again. Sometimes it felt like every decision he made lately hurt somebody.

But despite everything, one thought kept returning to him over and over again. The thought that, she had come.

Ezinne had every reason to shut him out completely, and yet she had still shown up. She had listened. She had cried in his arms. And that tiny thread of hope was enough to keep him going. Enough to make him willing to endure the slow, painful process of building what they’d had piece by piece. Even if it took a while.

Because for the first time since losing her, Mofe finally believed there was still a chance that maybe… they were not completely broken after all.

Exhaling in frustration, he rubbed his face just as a knock sounded at the front door.

Frowning slightly, he wondered who that could be.

Eric wasn’t expected back. Ever since he’d lost the caretaker job and moved fully into his aunt’s apartment, his cousin had started squatting with a friend instead of returning home every night. Aunt Moni was away for a burial in another town and wouldn’t be back until the following day.

Another knock came.

Pushing his chair back, Mofe stood and walked toward the door, wiping his palms absently on his shorts before opening it. His brows lifted in surprise.

“Tiwa?”

The young woman standing outside smiled brightly. “Hi, stranger.”

Mofe blinked once before recovering. “Wow. When did you get back?”

“A few days ago,” she replied easily, “ my school is on break.”

Mofe nodded slowly as recognition settled fully.

Tiwa had lived a few houses away for years, though she was rarely around now because of university. She looked older now, more polished than he remembered, her braids neatly done and her fitted top paired with a denim skirt that showed off long legs she clearly knew people noticed.

“I heard from Sister Ola that you’ve moved back to stay with Aunty Moni,” she said. “So I just thought I’d come say hello. I’ve not seen you in a very long time.”

“That was nice of you,” Mofe replied politely.

They chatted briefly, catching up awkwardly on school and neighborhood gossip. But as the conversation stretched, Mofe began noticing the familiar signs he remembered from years ago.

The lingering smiles … the way she tilted her head while looking at him … the subtle touches against his arm whenever she laughed.

His mouth tightened faintly in realization ... Tiwa still had a thing for him.

He’d known she’d been into him, but that was some time back. He honestly found it surprising she hadn’t outgrown it by now.

“You look good,” she said suddenly, her eyes lingering on him a little too long. “Even finer than before.”

Mofe gave a short, uncomfortable laugh. “Thanks.”

“And you’re always hiding in your house,” she teased lightly. “All the girls in the area are asking questions, wondering why you’re always indoors.”

He smiled and shook his head, already sensing where the conversation was beginning to lean. “I’m just really busy.”

“Yeah, right,” She said with a roll of her eyes that showed she didn’t believe him, then her gaze drifted past him into the apartment.

“Aren’t you going to invite me inside?”

The question was casual, but there was enough suggestion beneath it to make him pause.

Mofe shifted slightly, keeping one hand on the door.

“Uh… not today,” he said politely. “I’m actually working on something urgent.”

Tiwa pouted playfully. “Always so serious.”

He smiled faintly, trying not to embarrass her. “Sorry. Maybe another time.”

She studied him for a second, probably realizing she wasn’t getting past the doorway, before finally nodding.

“Alright then,” she said with a small laugh. “Don’t work too hard.”

“I’ll try.”

She stepped back, giving him one last lingering look before turning and walking down the path.

Under different circumstances, maybe he would have entertained the harmless flirting. Tiwa was attractive, confident, and obviously interested. But right now? His heart was too tangled up in one person to even look properly at another. And somehow, after seeing Ezinne again, that truth felt clearer than ever.

Mofe waited until she disappeared through the gate before shutting the door quietly. Then he leaned against it for a brief second and sighed. The room fell back into silence, thick with heat and the faint hum of his laptop on the desk. For a moment, he simply stood there, his back resting against the door, staring absently at nothing.

Then he let out a slow breath and walked back to his chair.

As he sat down, his gaze drifted briefly to the empty couch opposite him, and without meaning to, his mind returned to Ezinne again. To the way she had looked at him in that office at the eatery… hurt, angry, confused… but still there. Still choosing to come to him despite herself.
A small smile touched his lips before fading just as quickly.

Tiwa was beautiful. Any other time, years ago even, maybe her visit would have flattered him more than it did. But now, it only made one thing painfully obvious. No matter how hard he tried, his heart had room for only one person. And unfortunately for him, that one person still wasn’t sure she wanted him anymore.

The thought settled heavily in his chest, but strangely, it did not discourage him. If anything, it strengthened something inside him. Because for the first time in weeks, he no longer felt shut out completely. There was still pain between them, hurt, and still broken trust.

But there was also that hug. That trembling moment where Ezinne had run back into his arms like her heart still remembered him even while her mind fought against it.

Mofe leaned back in his chair slowly, the corners of his mouth lifting faintly despite himself. Then he turned back to his laptop, cracked his knuckles once, and finally forced himself to focus on work. After all, if he planned to win Ezinne back properly…

He had a future to build.
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 2:53am On May 08
Next post comes up on Monday. Thanks for reading.
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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 2:50am On May 08
Present day

Mofe stepped closer to her, then stopped himself. He wanted to touch her, to hold her hand, to anchor them both, but he knew this was not the moment to use tenderness as a shield.

“There is a doctor here today,” he said carefully. “A consultant from the United States.”

Ezinne frowned. “There are many doctors here today.”

“This one came specifically for you.”

The silence between them sharpened.

“For me?” she repeated.

“Yes.”

“Why?”

Mofe drew in a breath. “He specializes in complex visual impairment cases. He reviewed some information about your condition, and he believes it would be worth examining you personally. Not to promise anything. Not to raise false hope. Just to assess you properly and give another opinion.”

Ezinne went still. Very still.

Then her face closed in that way that always frightened him more than anger. Anger meant she was still standing there with him, still willing to fight. This quietness felt like a door being slowly shut.

“I don’t need another doctor,” she said.

“Ezinne—”

“No.” She shook her head. “No, Mofe. I don’t know what you think you are doing, but I have been examined. I have been tested. I have been told things. I have been disappointed by things. I do not need some foreign consultant flying in to poke at my eyes and give me another version of pity dressed as professional concern.”

“It is not pity.”

“It feels like pity.”

“It isn’t.”

“Then what is it?”

He hesitated. That hesitation was enough.

Ezinne’s chin lifted. “How did he review anything about my condition?”

Mofe’s chest tightened.

“Ezinne…”

“How?” she asked again, her voice quiet but dangerous.

He looked away for a second, ashamed of the answer before it even left his mouth. “I got access to some of your medical records.”

Ezinne went completely still behind her dark shaded glasses. For a moment, she did not speak at all. Then she laughed once, but there was no amusement in it. It was a short, wounded sound that cut him worse than shouting would have.

“You did what?”

“I know.”

“No, don’t say you know. You clearly don’t know anything.” Her voice trembled now, not with weakness but with the effort to contain herself. “You got access to my medical records? Without my permission?”

“Yes.”

“My private medical records?”

“Yes.”

“And you sent them to a doctor overseas?”

Mofe closed his eyes briefly. “Yes.”

Ezinne stepped back from him as if he had touched her with dirty hands, and the movement gutted him.

“Ezinne, please listen to me.”

“Why?” she demanded. “So you can explain how violating my privacy was actually for my good?”

“No.”

“Then what explanation could you possibly have?”

He dragged a hand through his hair, his composure cracking under the weight of her hurt. “At first, it wasn’t for the right reason.”

Her lips parted.

Mofe rushed to explain, “when I first came back, when I found out about Azora and everything that had happened, I was angry. I was hurt. I was not thinking like a father. I was thinking like a man who had lost ten years and wanted to punish someone for it.” His voice grew rough. “I thought I might need information if it came to a custody fight.”

Ezinne made a small sound and turned away from him.

“God .. Ezinne, I was acting from a different mental space, I am sorry, believe me.”

She pressed her fingers against her forehead, and he could see her breathing change. “You were going to use my blindness against me.”

The statement came out so softly that they almost disappeared into the air, and Mofe felt them like a blade.

“Yes,” he said, because a lie now would be another cruelty. “At first, yes.”

She wrapped one arm around herself. “Of course … I knew it.”

“Ezinne—”

“No, it makes sense.” Her laugh came again, brittle and broken. “It makes perfect sense. Why stop at abandoning me for years? Why? When you could come back and finish the job properly.”

“Don’t say that.”

“Why not? Is it too ugly when I say it out loud?”

“It is ugly because it is true, and because I hate that I ever thought that way.” He stepped closer, his voice low and desperate now. “But I did not bring him here for that. Not anymore. I swear to you, Ezinne, I did not bring him here to build any case against you. I brought him because when I had time to really think .. when I understood even a fraction of what you went through, I wanted to do something. Anything. I wanted to find someone who could look again, someone who might know something others missed.”

“You had no right.”

“I know.”

“No, you don’t get to keep saying that as if it fixes anything.”

“It doesn’t fix it.” He shook his head. “Nothing I say fixes it. I crossed a line. I invaded your privacy. I made a decision about your body, your history, your pain, without asking you. I know that was wrong.”

“Then why am I only hearing about it now? Wait! Is that why you did all this? So that you could provide a soft landing for yourself when you told me about this doctor and my medical records that you stole?”

When he didn’t immediately reply, she shook her head, “You crafty son of a …”

“Ezinne…” he cautioned her, before he continued, “You’re just hearing about it because I was afraid.”

That made her pause.

Mofe swallowed hard. “Because every time I thought of telling you, I imagined this exact look on your face. I imagined you pulling away .. I was afraid it would destroy the progress we’ve been making. Ezinne, I am tired of being the reason you have to protect yourself.”

His voice dropped further. “I’m .. tired of being another thing you survived.”

Ezinne was seething with so much raw anger that she held her tongue back from speaking because she didn’t want to say something hurtful that she’d regret later. Just when they’d seemed to reach a steady truce, he decided to pull this!

Mofe could feel the depth of her anger towards him. But underneath it was something else too. Pain. Exhaustion. Perhaps even the reluctant understanding that he was not hiding behind excuses.

“The doctor is here,” he said quietly. “ He will not examine you unless you agree. If you say no, I’ll send him away, and apologize for wasting his time. But I am begging you to consider it. Not for me. Not because I arranged it. Not because I think I know better than you. Consider it for yourself .. please.”

Ezinne turned her face away. “I have made peace with some things, Mofe.”

“I know.”

“Do you?” Her voice softened, and somehow that hurt more. “Do you know what it takes to make peace with darkness? Do you know what it takes to stop waking up every morning expecting the world to return to you the way you knew it before? Do you know how many times hope becomes cruelty when people keep handing it back to you carelessly?”

Mofe’s throat worked. “No,” he admitted. “I don’t know, and I can’t pretend I do.”

“Then don’t bring me hope like a gift unless you are sure it will not cut me.”

“I am not sure.” His honesty came out raw. “I am not sure of anything, but the doctor was quite confident he could help. He needs to do a fresh assessment since it’s been a while …”

Ezinne’s lips trembled slightly. “Don’t… don’t raise my hopes, Mofe .. please, just don’t.”

He nodded. “Okay.”

The wind stirred the leaves above them. Somewhere in the distance, Azora laughed, bright and carefree, and the sound seemed to reach both of them at once.

Ezinne wrapped her arms tighter around herself. “You should have asked me.”

“I should have.”

“You should have trusted me enough to ask.”

“I should have.”

“You should have respected me enough to let me choose.”

Mofe bowed his head. “Yes.”

“And now you are standing here begging me after already making half the decision for me.”

“Yes,” he said again, because there was nothing else clean enough to say.

For a long moment, Ezinne was silent. Mofe could almost hear the old walls rising inside her, brick by brick. He had spent weeks trying to show her that he could be safe, that he could be patient, that he could be present without taking over. And now, with one confession, he had reminded her of every reason she had ever had to fear his return to her and her daughter’s lives.

Finally, she said, “I don’t want to see him.”

Mofe’s heart sank, but he nodded. “Okay.”

Her brows pulled together at his quick acceptance. “That’s it?”

“Yes.”

“You’re not going to argue?”

“No.”

“You’re not going to tell me I’m being stubborn?”

“No.”

“You’re not going to remind me that he came all the way from the United States?”

“No.” His voice was gentle. “You said no.”

Ezinne looked unsettled by that, as if she had braced for a fight and found empty air instead.

Mofe continued, “I wanted you to say yes. I still want you to say yes. But I will not force you. I have forced my way into enough parts of your life already.”

Her expression shifted, pain flickering over her features before she could hide it.

He looked at her helplessly. “I am sorry, Ezinne. Not the kind of sorry that expects forgiveness. Not the kind of sorry that asks you to make me feel better. I am sorry because what I did was wrong.”

She swallowed.

“And if you change your mind,” he added carefully, “he will be available today before my private jet takes him back later tonight. He can do a basic consultation here, in a private room. No pressure. No audience. No one has to know. If you still say no, that is the end of it.”

Ezinne’s fingers tightened around the edge of her sleeve.

“I hate this,” she whispered.

“I know.”

“I hate that a part of me wants to know what he will say.”

Mofe went still.

She shook her head, anger returning, though this time it seemed directed at herself as much as at him. “I hate that after all these years, after everything, there is still one foolish part of me that hears ‘specialist’ and starts wondering.”

“That is not foolish.”

“It feels foolish.”

“It is human.”

Her mouth pressed into a thin line.

Mofe kept his voice low. “You don’t have to hope. You don’t have to believe anything. You can go in expecting nothing. You can ask him questions and walk out whenever you want. I will not even be in the room unless you ask me to be.”

Ezinne turned back toward him slowly. “You will not speak for me.”

“No.”

“You will not answer questions on my behalf.”

“No.”

“You will not make decisions with him behind my back.”

“Never again.”

Her face tightened at that, like she didn’t believe him, and Mofe accepted the blow of it. He had earned her doubt.

“And after this,” she said, “you will give me every copy of whatever records you have.”

“Yes.”

“And you will tell me exactly who has seen them.”

“Yes.”

“And if I find out there is anything else you have hidden from me, Mofe…” Her voice broke slightly, but her chin stayed high. “I will not forgive you for it.”

“I understand.”

She was quiet again.

Then she inhaled slowly, as if the decision cost her more than she wanted him to know.

“One consultation,” she said.

Mofe’s heart lurched.

“Ezinne—”

“One,” she repeated firmly. “I am not agreeing because of you. I am agreeing because if there is something I should know about my own body, then I deserve to know it.”

“Yes,” he said quickly. “Of course.”

“And if he starts sounding like one of those doctors who talks to me like I am a tragic charity case, I am leaving.”

“I will personally open the door for you.”

She scoffed, and almost smiled.

Almost.

But the anger was still there, sitting between them like a wounded thing.

“Mofe?”

“Yes?”

“I am very angry with you.”

“I know.”

“No, I need you to hear me. I am not touched by this. I am not impressed. I am not suddenly forgetting what you did because you wrapped it in concern.”

He nodded slowly. “I hear you.”

“You broke my trust again.”

The words landed heavily.

Mofe’s eyes burned, but he did not look away. “Then I will earn it again. Properly this time. With no tricks. No secrets. No shortcuts.”

Ezinne sighed, before speaking again, “take me to him.”

Mofe did not move immediately.

Not because he had not heard her, but because those four words had struck something deep in him. She had not forgiven him. She had not softened completely. She had not absolved him.

But she had chosen. And this time, he would honor that choice.

Carefully, he stepped beside her, close enough to guide but not to crowd.

“May I hold your hand?” he asked.

Ezinne hesitated. Then, slowly, she placed her hand in his. Her fingers were cool against his palm. Her grip was not soft, not trusting in the way he longed for, but it was there.
Mofe held it like something sacred, and together, they walked back toward the makeshift consulting room.

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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 2:46am On May 08
Chapter 19



Eleven years ago


Later that evening, Ezinne sat alone in the garden, her phone in her hand and her thoughts far from calm. The evening air was cool against her skin, as she kept scrolling through her phone without really seeing anything, her thumb moving aimlessly over the screen as her mind replayed the afternoon over and over again.

Mofe, of course. How could she be so angry with him and still feel drawn to him in the same breath? It made no sense. One minute she was so mad at him for what he had done, for the pain and confusion he had caused her, and the next minute she was remembering the feel of his arms around her and the way her body had melted into his before her pride could stop it.

It more than annoyed her. Because what kind of foolishness was that? To still be this attracted to him when he had hurt her so deeply? To still remember his smell, his warmth, the quiet way his voice had wrapped around her when he said he loved her? She hated that her body still seemed to know him, still seemed to want him, even while her mind was listing all the reasons she should keep him far away.

All the weeks of separation between them had done nothing. Just two meetings with him, and she was running back into his arms.

She let out a quiet breath and locked her phone, staring blankly at her reflection in the dark screen. How could she hate his guts and still miss him like this?

The sound of a car pulling into the compound made her look up. Her father had returned from his three-day trip.

A moment later, he stepped out. She saw that he looked tired, but alert in the way he always did, as though rest was something he had taught himself to live without.

When he spotted her sitting in the garden, he changed direction and walked toward her, while his aide took his luggage into the house.

“Ezinne,” he said as he got closer, his voice calm. “You’re out here.”

She gave a small nod and straightened in her seat. “Good evening, Sir.”

“Good evening.” He sat down in the chair opposite hers, adjusting slightly before settling in. For a moment, he simply looked at her, his sharp eyes taking her in more closely than she liked. “How are you?”

“I’m fine.”

The answer came too quickly and too flat, but she didn’t care enough to dress it up.

“How is your clearance going?” he asked after a brief pause. “I heard you went to school today.”

Of course, he’d heard from the security guard that he’d kept attached to her twenty-four hours a day.

“It’s fine.”

“You’re done?”

“No. I’m still going back tomorrow.”

He nodded slowly, as if trying to work with the little she was giving him. “That’s good. Better to finish everything properly and put it behind you.”

Ezinne made a soft sound that might have been agreement, though even she wasn’t sure.

Her father watched her for another moment, and the silence between them began to stretch.

She could feel him trying to start a conversation, trying to read her mood. Trying, in his own rigid way, to bridge the distance between them, but she didn’t have the energy to help him.

Her mind was still with Mofe, with the office, with that reckless hug she had no business giving. Her father’s questions floated around her without really landing. She answered because she had to, not because she wanted to.

Her father sighed softly, and though the sound was quiet, she heard it. It carried the weight of a man who was not used to being shut out, especially not by his own daughter, but Ezinne still said nothing.

The garden remained still around them, the only sounds the distant hum of the generator and the faint rustle of leaves in the evening breeze. And yet, sitting there across from her father, she felt just as restless as she had all day. Because even here, even now, her heart was still somewhere else, with the one person it had no business missing.

Her father studied her for a while, his eyes sharp in the fading light. When she still gave him nothing, he let out a slow breath and spoke again.
“So,” he said, his tone measured, “when exactly do you plan to stop sulking over that boy?”

Ezinne’s head lifted slowly.

He continued before she could answer, his voice calm but edged now. “It has been weeks, Ezinne. Weeks. And you are still behaving like a child.”

Something hot and immediate flared in her chest, making her sit up straighter, her fingers tightening around her phone.

“I don’t know,” she said, her voice sharper than before. “I don’t know when I’ll be over it.”

Her father’s face remained unreadable, and she let out a short, bitter laugh and shook her head. “If you know how to get over something like this so easily, then please, by all means, tell me. Suggest ideas. Tell me how to mend a shattered heart.”

The words hung between them.

For a moment, her father just looked at her. Then his expression shifted slightly, not softer exactly, but less hard.

“Maybe you need a change of environment,” he said. “You could go to Lagos for a while. Stay with your aunt and her family. They would be happy to see you. It might do you good to be away from here for some time.”

Ezinne stared at him. Maybe under different circumstances, she might even have considered it. But right now, his suggestion only made something else click into place in her mind, something that had been bothering her for days.

She looked at him more closely.

Then, instead of answering, she asked quietly, “Were you behind Mofe moving away from next door?”

There was no surprise on his face. No denial either, and her stomach tightened.

“I was,” he said.

The words landed with a dull heaviness inside her, and for a second, she just stared at him, her throat tightening.

“You were,” she repeated, almost under her breath.

He gave a small nod, as though he saw nothing shocking in the admission. “And you gave me reason to do it. You disappeared from this house and ran off with him.”

Her fingers loosened around her phone, then tightened again.

“When you went missing,” he went on, “I reported the matter to his employer, the owner of that property, Mr Doherty.” Her father’s tone remained steady, almost matter-of-fact, which somehow made it worse. “The boy was the caretaker there, and once I informed Mr Doherty of what had happened, he lost the job.”

For a moment, the garden seemed to go still around her. Even the faint rustle of leaves seemed far away. Ezinne looked at her father as if she wasn’t sure she had heard him properly.

“He… lost his job?” she asked, her voice low and strained.

“Yes.”

She swallowed hard, trying to steady the sudden rush of emotion inside her.

She remembered the boys’ quarters. The simple apartment that he shared with his cousin. The quiet heaviness in Mofe’s face that day at the guest house when he’d told her that he’d gone to her father.

A cold feeling spread through her as she realised that Mofe had not told her everything.

“You got him sent away,” she said, her voice trembling now despite her effort to keep it level. “You made him lose his job.”
Her father frowned, not in guilt, but in impatience.

“Do not make it sound as though he was an innocent victim. He was the one who took you from this house.”

“I came up with the idea, I went with him,” she shot back, her voice rising. “He didn’t kidnap me.”

“You are my daughter,” her father said, his own tone hardening. “You were under my roof, under my care, and he helped you run away.”
A humourless laugh escaped her. “So you punished him.”

“I handled the situation.”

The difference in wording made her chest ache with anger.

She turned away from him for a moment, blinking against the heat suddenly pressing behind her eyes.

No wonder Mofe had looked so broken. No wonder he had seemed like someone carrying more than just guilt. And yet he had said nothing. Not one word.

When she looked back at her father, there was something new in her face now. Not just hurt. Not just anger. But a gathering clarity.

“Did it make you feel better?” she asked quietly. “Taking away his job? Chasing him out?”

Her father’s jaw tightened. “It was not about feeling better. It was about consequences.”

“For him?” she asked. “Or for me?”

He did not answer immediately, but the silence told her enough.

Ezinne leaned back slowly in her chair, her heart pounding hard against her ribs. For the first time that evening, her pain over Mofe shifted slightly, making room for something else. Something colder.

One betrayal had already broken her heart, and now she was beginning to realise that she had been sitting across from another.

Her father seemed to sense the shift in her, or perhaps he simply had no interest in sitting with the silence any longer. He straightened in his chair and brushed an invisible speck from his sleeve, his voice turning brisk again, almost clipped.

“There is an event in a few weeks,” he said. “It is being held in honour of my service.”

Ezinne said nothing.

He continued as if her silence did not matter. “You will be there.”

Her fingers tightened around her phone once more.

“And you will smile. You will cheer when necessary. You will conduct yourself properly.”

The words were firm, not a request but an instruction.

Her father turned his full attention on her now, his face hard, his tone colder than before. “I do not want you and this sulking of yours ruining the evening.”

For a moment, Ezinne just stared at him. The sharpness of his words sank into the fragile, aching place already raw inside her, and something in her face changed. Not loudly. Not dramatically. Just enough for him to see that he had struck somewhere tender.

“My sulking?” she repeated quietly.

He gave a short nod, clearly impatient. “Yes. This has gone on long enough.”

She let out a soft laugh, but there was no humour in it. It was the kind of sound that came when pain had nowhere else to go.

“You think that is what this is?” she asked. “Sulking?”

Her father’s jaw tightened. “Do not start, Ezinne.”

She rose slowly from her seat, not because she was trying to be dramatic, but because sitting there suddenly felt unbearable.

“No,” she said, her voice low and trembling, “you are right. Why would I still be hurt? Why would I still be trying to breathe through everything that has happened when there is an event to attend and smiles to put on?”

“Mind your tone,” he said sharply.

She looked at him then, really looked at him, and the hurt in her eyes was worse than anger.

“You want me to come and smile and clap for you like everything is fine,” she said. “As if my heart is something I can just set aside because it is inconvenient for you.”

His face hardened further. “You will not embarrass me.”

There it was. Not you will be alright … Not let us fix this … Not even I am sorry.

Ezinne swallowed against the tightness in her throat. “You don’t care that I’m hurting,” she said softly. “You only care how it looks.”

“That’s enough!” he said.

But the words had already left her.

She shook her head once, as though clearing something painful from her mind. “Fine,” she said, her voice suddenly flat in a way that felt more final than shouting ever could. “I’ll be there.”

Her father gave a short nod, satisfied too quickly, as if her answer settled everything.

It didn’t. Not even close.

Ezinne looked away from him and out into the darkening garden, blinking hard as she tried to steady herself. Because for all the pain Mofe had caused her, at least with him she had known there was love beneath the hurt. Sitting here with her father, she was no longer sure what lived beneath anything at all.

And somehow, that hurt differently ... more quietly, but no less deeply.





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Literature › Re: Forever And For Always BOOK II - Story By Repogirl by repogirl(op): 2:35am On May 08
Present Day

Mofe knew the moment had come long before he found the courage to take it.

He had been watching Ezinne from across the charity grounds, pretending to listen while one of the doctors gave him a brief update about the number of people they had attended to so far. The doctor’s voice was calm and professional, but Mofe’s attention kept drifting, helplessly, to the woman standing a short distance away with Azora tucked against her side.

Ezinne looked tired, but not in a defeated way. There was a soft glow around her today, the kind that came from seeing something she had poured her heart into become bigger than she had imagined.

People were everywhere. Volunteers moved between the tents with bottled water and forms. Nurses guided elderly men and women toward the screening stations. Representatives from different companies explained devices that could help visually impaired people move around more easily, read better, and live with more independence. Every few minutes, someone came to thank Ezinne, to hold her hands, to bless her, to tell her what the event meant to them.

And every time she smiled, Mofe felt something twist inside him. Pride … regret …. And love. All of it tangled together until it almost hurt to breathe.

She had survived so much without him. She had built something meaningful out of pain he had helped create. She had raised his daughter. She had lost her sight. She had endured betrayal, fear, loneliness, and years of believing he had abandoned her. And he, foolish, angry, desperate man that he had been, had almost used that same suffering against her.

His jaw tightened as the thought passed through him.

He had collected information about her health for the wrong reason. A shameful reason. He had told himself it was strategy. That he needed facts. He'd told himself that if Ezinne wanted to keep him away from Azora, then he had every right to fight with whatever weapon he could find. But the truth was uglier than that.

He had wanted ammunition. He had wanted proof that she was not strong enough to raise Azora alone. He had wanted to win.

Now, standing here and watching her guide their daughter’s fingers over the raised print on one of the brochures, Mofe once again felt the full weight of what he had almost become. He had stolen parts of her private life, sent her medical records overseas without her permission, and justified it because he was hurt. Because he was angry. Because he was still that boy who had lost everything and blamed the wrong person for it.

The ophthalmologist from the United States was already here.

Dr Adrian Edwards and his team had arrived that morning, flown in privately by Mofe. He was a quiet and composed man, with the kind of confidence that did not need to announce itself. He had reviewed Ezinne’s case from afar, had asked careful questions, and had explained that while he could not promise miracles, he wanted to assess her properly before making a final opinion. Mofe had held on to that one small sentence like a man holding on to a rope in deep water.

He could not promise miracles. Still, Mofe wanted Ezinne to have every chance. Every answer. Every possibility. But how did he tell her?

How did he stand before a woman he had already wounded and admit that he had crossed a line again, even if this time the intention had changed?

He drew in a slow breath, then walked toward her before cowardice could make him delay.

Azora noticed him first. “Daddy!” she called, her whole face brightening as if he were still something new and wonderful in her world.

That one word still had the power to break him.

Mofe smiled and crouched slightly when she ran to him. He pressed a kiss to the top of her head. “My princess. Are you enjoying yourself?”

“Yes. Mummy said I can help give out water later. But only if I don’t run.”

“That sounds like a very serious job.”

“It is,” Azora said solemnly, then ruined it by grinning.

Ezinne turned toward his voice. “She has asked me five times already.”

“That means she is committed.”

“That means she is impatient,” Ezinne corrected, but there was laughter hiding in her voice.

Mofe looked at her for a moment longer than he should have. She must have sensed the shift in him because her smile faded slightly.

“What is it?” she asked.

He swallowed. “Can I speak to you privately for a few minutes?”

Her brows drew together. “Now?”

“Yes.” He softened his voice. “Please.”

Azora looked from one parent to the other, immediately curious. “Is it a secret?”

Mofe touched her nose lightly. “Adult secret.”

“That’s not fair.”

“Most adult things are not fair,” Ezinne murmured, and Mofe almost smiled despite the storm gathering in his chest.

He turned to one of the volunteers nearby. “Could you stay with Azora for a few minutes?”

Before the woman could answer, Azora held up both hands. “I can stay with Auntie Dara.”

Dara, who had been speaking with one of the nurses not far away, heard her name and turned. “What did I do now?”

“You are watching me,” Azora announced.

Dara laughed and came toward them. “Am I? Thank God someone told me about my new assignment.”

Ezinne hesitated for a second, then nodded. “Stay where Auntie Dara can see you. No running.”

“I know, Mummy.”

“And no touching equipment.”

“I know.”

“And no—”

“Mummy…,” Azora groaned with the full exhaustion of a child who had clearly been burdened with too many rules in life.

Mofe’s lips curved faintly, but the amusement did not last. He placed his hand lightly near Ezinne’s elbow, not quite touching her until she allowed it. She did not move away, and that small permission felt larger than he deserved.

“Can we take a walk?” he asked.

Ezinne tilted her head slightly. “You are making me nervous.”

“I know.” His voice dropped. “I’m sorry.”

“That does not help.”

“I know that too.”

She studied him in the way she did now, with her face turned toward him, her eyes unfocused but still somehow seeing too much. Then she sighed. “Fine. But if this is about your overbearing need to control every detail of this event, I am sending you to the registration desk.”

“It’s not about the event.”

That made her quieter.

They walked away from the busiest part of the grounds, moving past the medical tents and the shaded seating area where some elderly guests were resting after their checkups. The noise slowly thinned around them. The cheerful voices, the announcements, the shuffle of chairs, the laughter of children, all faded into a softer hum behind them.

Mofe guided her toward a quieter path near the side garden of the centre. He had chosen the place earlier without admitting to himself that he was choosing it for this conversation. There were trees there, old ones with wide branches that threw generous shade over the walkway. The air was cooler, touched by the scent of trimmed grass and the faint sweetness of flowers blooming along the fence.

Ezinne stopped when they were far enough from everyone else.

“Now talk,” she said. “What is going on?”

Mofe looked at her, and for once all his carefully arranged words deserted him.

He had negotiated with ruthless men. Faced boardrooms filled with people waiting for him to make one mistake. He had rebuilt parts of his life from nothing. He had learned to speak with authority, to command rooms, to hide weakness behind silence.

But Ezinne had always been the one person who could strip him down to the truth with a single question.

He rubbed a hand over his jaw. “Don’t be mad.”

Her expression changed immediately. “Mofe.”

“I know that is a terrible way to start.”

“It is the worst way to start.” She replied, and he could hear the impatience behind every word.

“I know.”

“Then why would you start like that?”

“Because you are probably going to be mad.”

Ezinne’s mouth parted slightly, and for one terrible second, he thought she might turn and walk away before he even got the chance to explain.

“What did you do?” she asked, her voice cooler now.
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