I'm tired of been in silence. I am on the brink of losing it. I don't intend questioning God almighty, but I'm now compelled to ask some fundamental questions. Why Did God create us without our conscents, brings us here and see us suffer all forms of hardships and pains as if we chose all that?
I lost my dad when I was 9 years old. Myself & four siblings were shared out to our uncles and aunts after his burial. We stayed and helped out as housemaids in their respective houses. My own experience was extremely tough as I vowed that I will never in this life give my child to another person to help take care when I get married. People can be so cruel. Immediately I got into my Anty's house, I become a houseboy. I would mop, wash the plates, go to the market, fetch water from far-away deep wells, wash pit toilets and go to sch every morning without food to eat. I was still being constantly insulted by my aunt and her children. I wouldn't be allowed to sit or go near where my aunt and her children were sitted. This woman never paid my fee for once, but I was doing all these for her. My mum would cry anytime she heard all the treatment meted out to me as she couldn't save the situation at that time. She even asked me to return to the village and be schooling, but I objected since there were no good schools in the village. I decided to suffer and get the education I wanted. My fee was just #500 at the time, so every holiday, I would go to wood deport and trash wood dust with a wheel barrow and get paid. I would save in a mini Saving box until I get my complete fee. Some times, my aunt would ask me to lend her money and I dare not say No.
Psychologically, I got really affected. I felt hated by the world. I questioned God, but no answers came. My confidence in sch was lacking as I couldn't talk in class or relate freely with my peers. I was so shy and had inferiority complex. But I was brilliant.
After my WAEC, I already had ulcer. I vowed never to school further again cos I had no helper. I had great waec result and was moved to go further when I saw my mates gaining admissions into higher institutions of learning. I left my aunt's house and traveled to Kano to go Hussle. I hussled for five years and saved then wrote jamb, got admission and went to sch. Today I am a graduate by God's grace.
After all these travails, I thought God would bless me for my perseverance at least, but why am I still struggling this badly? Struggling so terribly. I can't feed, no good job except teaching in a private sch and been paid 30k here in Abuja. From this 30k, I pay rent, help my siblings and Mum. How can I survive?
Where is God?
The debts on my head is too much, I have faced lots of financial embarrassements due to debts. Sometime ago, loan sharks embarrassed me online. Now, people I owe foodstuffs money are coming for my head. The embarrassment is unbearable.
I brought this here because I can no longer stomach it. I am tired.

Your age?


I have been seeing your notes for some time.


Take it easy. Night time will end. Post me your bank account

Zwooks:
Your age?

32 sir

Zwooks:
Your age?


I have been seeing your notes for some time.


Take it easy. Night time will end. Post me your bank account

I'm 32 Sir
Thank u Sir. God bless.


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John Lanen

Access Bank

Very sad indeed brother but what can i say? Sometimes we found ourselves in an unpleasant situation that will made us to question our existence here on earth.

Dubetex96:
Very sad indeed brother but what can i say? Sometimes we found ourselves in an unpleasant situation that will made us to question our existence here on earth.

At times, I feel God is partial and selective in his choice of individuals becoming successful in Life. I'm even scared to traveling to live in people's houses for a week cos I feel I will be maltreated

LEARN A TRADE, THATS THE SOLUTION, ANY MONEY GIVEN TO YOU WILL FINISH
YOU CAN BE TEACHING IN THAT SCHOOL AND STILL LEARN THE TRADE.
Visit the owner of the trade you like, tell him you want to learn but you don't have money, many will want to help, some are even looking for boys, because this days our youths fine it difficult learning a trade.

TRY IT AN GOD WILL HELP YOUR EFFORT WITH SUCCESS

DON'T FORGET TO ASK GOD FOR DIRECTION BEFORE YOU MOVE.

GOD EXIST BUT WE MISS IT WHEN WE THINK THAT RICHES IS WHAT HE WANTS TO GIVE US.

Seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and good life will come to you..

Opanka44:

I'm 32 Sir
Thank u Sir. God bless.
14 87 50 63 79
John Lanen
Access Bank

ALL THESE ONLINE SCAMMERS WITH THEIR YEYE FAKE SOB STORIES BEGGING FOR HANDOUTS TO THEREAFTER USE THE FUNDS FOR BETTING!!!!
the above scammer is john aondofa LANEN and you can easily see all his previous profiles with various yeye begging stories below (with same account number in red bold):

Ismael97:
Hello my people, i hope this post meets you well?. Firstly, I'm sorry for posting this in the wrong section of the forum. I sincerely apologize please.
I want to seek for your opinion on this. I got married at age 27 last year. It was a traditional marriage, no white wedding due to lack of funds. Though I wasn't ready for marriage since I was still struggling to find my bearing in life. I had mistakenly impregnated this girl(24years) and had to quickly marry her due to the pressure from her widowed mum. I am an orphan. I have no brother nor sister as well. I have no family to call my own. I am a posthumous child. Lost my dad while my mum was pregnant and mum died when I was just 10years of age. Due to the loneliness and boredom, I came across this girl who appeared so nice to me. We got along so easily and started have sex until she got pregnant.
I am an NCE holder while she has her ND. She gave birth to a Baby Boy.
The issue at hand now is I can't have my peace anymore. The constant nagging is driving me nuts. I went through a lot to get myself educated since I had nobody to lean on. Only determination and Zeal pulled me through. I work as a teacher with meagre salary of 25k. She is still nursing the child so she can't do anything for now. I pay rent and pay all bills at home. I augment my income by doing mathematics private tutorials. I have done my best yet she isn't satisfied.
As young as I am, I have high blood pressure now. I am restless during the day and sleepless at Night. She is threatening to run away with our child. Though I can understand her frustration cos I am also not happy with the situation. I feel more for the newborn baby because we can't afford his essential food items and give him proper medical attention.
I want to send my woman back to her widowed mum but I don't know how to go about this. Pls advise me my elders.
Thanks so much. God bless you so much Sir
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john aondofa LANEN
Access Bank PLC

MisterBanny:
:
That's good.
Any good Samaritan who can help me with 3k to buy food will be hugely appreciated pls. There is acute Hunger in the land. Thanks. God bless the potential Giver.
1487506379
Access Bank PLC

Flick490:

Help a Brother with five thousands to travel back to school pls and please. It's no scam pls. God bless you the Legend and Hero
One-four-eight-seven-five-zero-six-three-seven-nine
john LANEN aondofa
Access Bank Plc
Thanks so much my Hero of Democracy

Flick490:
Somebody should pls help me with any amount so I can feed. It has been hell for me. Nobody would understand how terrible it is with me. If you ever read this comment, pls don't scroll without intervening. I'm getting increasingly frustrated with everything about Life. I've done everything to change my situation but no results. I won't give up. Insults are welcomed, but do so with civility and decorum. Thanks
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John lanen
Access Bank

here below is also the OP posting another yeye begging story with a different account #

Opanka44:

OBI my president. Uncle OBI is a political Enigma, a collosus and rare breed among Nigerian politicians. I want every OBIDIENT here to shower me with Likes pls. And also contribute two thousands each for me so I can pay my fees pls. one love to us all
three-zero-four-six-one-four-four-four-seven-one
firstbank

same account used by the below other profiles with yeye fake begging stories:

MisterBanny:
Pls if there's anyone who can help with two thousands, I will so much appreciate. I'm in dire need of it. I seek your compassion pls. God bless.
three-zero-four-six-one-four-four-four-seven-one
firstbank PLC

Mitchy49:
Abeg na, make I use am buy food chop. Any amount pls bro
three-zero-four-six-one-four-four-four-seven-one
firstbank
Thanks bro

Flapp478:
Pls, in Heaven's name, I need 8k to buy drugs for my mum. I'm still an undergraduate, the first born and without a father. I can't afford 8k at the moment, pls help save my mom's health. It's painful seeing ur mum sick when money would have helped but u don't have it. I'm mad right now
Three-Zero-four-six-one-four-four-four-seven-one
FirstBank

Nicholaspepe:
I'm really fed up. Someone pls help me in God's name.
I've not been paid my salaries for over 3months now. I cant feed, am starving. I'm pained. Pls help me i beg of u.
(three-zero-four-six-one-four-four-four-seven-one)
firstbank

...and if still in doubt, here is the OP posting yeye fake sob stories back in 2022 (with another account # but same name as above):

Nicholaspepe:
Ok
last week i was sacked from a job(at least a well paid job) i got. I was only two weeks into the job before i got sacked.
REASON: i couldn't cope with the daily transport cost of #800-#1000. I had no one to support me. As a result of this i became inconsistent & irregular at work. Eventually, i was fired. It got so bad & i almost committed suicide. Some nairalanders called to counsel me & i was relieved. Thank u all.
GOODNEWS: After several written & verbal plea, over the weekend, i was recalled & reinstated. I will resume tommorrow.

THE CHALLENGE: I am crying out to nairaland to pls assist me. I need about 5k to aid my transportation all through the week. I dnt know how am going to resume tommorow. I am really down and i beg for your support. I went through a lot to secure this job, if i lose it the second time, i will be to square one. Pls people of GOD, Help a soul in need. Help so i can resume tommorow i cry unto u.
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Fidelity Bank.