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Coward / Chimamanda Adichie: Men Commit Suicide More Because Of Patriarchy / Dark Coward Prince (2) (3) (4)
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Help by Whizzdom(m): 10:05am On Apr 18 |
What do you call this life? It is hard to live It is hard to breathe I am totally exhausted. They tell you to look at other people's illness that is far worse than yours to console yourself. Too many toxic people around Toxic people thinking that they are strong while you are weak and cursed for being sick. I am exhausted I am burned out Happiness as been drained from me. I am out of tears Can't commit suicide because I am a coward Can't commit suicide because of the hurt my siblings will go through. I am stuck Everybody is fighting their own battle, no one cares. I am weak I heard humans are created on earth to worship God. Can't we worship God in heaven? Must we be in this hurtful, sickful, decaying human bodies? And some say we are above the angels I say the angels are lucky because they are not subject to poverty, hurt, sickness, pain that the human body and world brings. What is the advantage of being human? It is so painful I am not where I should be. I take solace in my fantasy, fantasizing about how healthy, well doing my family is. How I provided for my family. How life was great for me It was as if I was high on hopium But I was not Some say I am ungrateful for not appreciating God I say God shouldn't have left me He shouldn't have avoided me If it was my sins, can't He forgive me? I just want a painless death. No one to talk to They only tell you to trust in God But God is not forthcoming He doesn't talk to me. He laughs at my woes. He drinks my tears Am in pain |
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