I'm tired of living, I'm bereft of ideas and knowledge to survive, I'm battling spiritual ailments that is making me weaker, I have attempted sucide twice this week alone, but was stopped by my sister, I don't feel the desire to continue living anymore each day as I'm always depressed because I will be 30 this month yet no source of income now and no skill, I regret not learning a skill earlier after graduation, i don't think I can live with such depression and pains in My heart for longer time anymore. I just wish I die without bringing the shame of sucide towards my family, as that's just what I wanted as I'm not useful to the society

I just want to be dead

What did you study in school?

Find a location and do POS. Go to bus stops. With 30k you can start. If you take your life you will go to everlasting fire. There are companies that give POS on credit. Then take loans from different apps and use the loans to start POS

You are almost at your breakthrough point. Don’t give up.

hookupagent1:
I'm tired of living, I'm bereft of ideas and knowledge to survive, I'm battling spiritual ailments that is making me weaker, I have attempted sucide twice this week alone, but was stopped by my sister, I don't feel the desire to continue living anymore each day as I'm always depressed because I will be 30 this month yet no source of income now and no skill, I regret not learning a skill earlier after graduation, i don't think I can live with such depression and pains in My heart for longer time anymore. I just wish I die without bringing the shame of sucide towards my family, as that's just what I wanted as I'm not useful to the society

Don't kill yourself learn ICT, programming and graphic design.. take your skill to social media eg YouTube, Facebook etc you would be paying in dollar, there was a time I cried from morning to evening, I thought God has forgotten me, I hate God because I seen how people come to church to give testimony of Job etc I asked myself, all my life I have served God , why are things like this for me, it means God is unjust.. My journey to success started when I started my ICT career, today I have house in Garki Abuja, Kuje , Orozo all in Abuja.. brother I was in your shoe , don't kill yourself

IamANigerianMan:

Don't kill yourself learn ICT, programming and graphic design.. take your skill to social media eg YouTube, Facebook etc you would be paying in dollar, there was a time I cried from morning to evening, I thought God has forgotten me, I hate God because I seen how people come to church to give testimony of Job etc I asked myself, all my life I have served God , why are things like this for me, it means God is unjust.. My journey to success started when I started my ICT career, today I have house in Garki Abuja, Kuje , Orozo all in Abuja.. brother I was in your shoe , don't kill yourself

I don't have the resources and I'm not tech savvy

Mindlog:
What did you study in school?

Educational course

hookupagent1:


Educational course

Mention it.

Mindlog:


Mention it.

English education

IamANigerianMan:

Don't kill yourself learn ICT, programming and graphic design.. take your skill to social media eg YouTube, Facebook etc you would be paying in dollar, there was a time I cried from morning to evening, I thought God has forgotten me, I hate God because I seen how people come to church to give testimony of Job etc I asked myself, all my life I have served God , why are things like this for me, it means God is unjust.. My journey to success started when I started my ICT career, today I have house in Garki Abuja, Kuje , Orozo all in Abuja.. brother I was in your shoe , don't kill yourself

You guys are funny. Someone just told you he does not have any source of income and you are telling him to learn something that even #100k isn't enough.

At Op, do a local job for the time being and try to raise about 100k before the year ends. Then you can start POS, or Learn other IT skills.

What you need now is to make money. After making a little, then learn a skill or trade.

Please don't give up, don't end it. There's no miracle God can't do.

Meanwhile, Happy birthday to me

Light78:


You guys are funny. Someone just told you he does not have any source of income and you are telling him to learn something that even #100k isn't enough.

At Op, do a local job for the time being and try to raise about 100k before the year ends. Then you can start POS, or Learn other IT skills.

What you need now is to make money. After making a little, then learn a skill or trade.

Don’t mind them, learning anything in ICT requires so much financial commitment, from good laptops to good internet to good electricity. All these 3 components make up the process for learning, if you don’t have all 3 in place, you will never learn anything.

He is mostly from a poor family, and this is usually what happens to poor people.

Download Duolingo, learn German or Polish..
After 6 months, take your 180 days streak on Duolingo to Polish or German Embassy, partake in A1 assessment and if you ace it,they will show you opportunities you can tap into and leave this country.

My only issue with you is that you are hookup agent. Only God knows the kind of attrocities you have committed.


Millions of Nigerian are feeling the way you are feeling right now. It's not your fault because the government have no plan for anybody and if you can't commit crime or engage in fraud, life will be hard because there is little opportunities for legit job and those with contacts are fighting over it talk more of we that don't have anybody.

There are many things to do before thinking about taking your life. So so many. Suicide is never an option because I have never ever thought about it with ALL I have been through. I have really suffered but many people have suffered more. Job sef go weak with wetin people dey go through now.


You can leave your area and travel to Gembu in Taraba, or Malumfashi in Katsina, or Dutsen Wei in Kaduna or even Utu nko in Cross River and start life afresh. Nothing is as sweet as life even without money. Have hope that you will make money someday and your life will surely be sweeter. You should be happy that money is your only problem. There are people who have been raising people's children because they could not get it up. Problem dey everywhere.

Everybody is feeling it. Believe me!

hookupagent1:

English education

That is a very good course to have studied.....there are millions of Nigerian students in secondary schools struggling with the intricacies of the language.

You need to repackage yourself, set up an online English tutorial classes business with just your phone even if you don't have a laptop now.

When I was doing my postgraduate studies in Psychology here in the UK, my side hustle was online video teaching of A'Level Psychology to young ones preparing for UK University admission. My one on one online classes were 90mins sessions with a student and each student did 2 sessions, weekly with me and their parents paid me.

You can replicate same because our young ones are already active on phones, tablets and laptops and can be anywhere in Nigeria, while you teach them from your base!

There is so much to live for.

Very tough, I tell you. Good laptop, nice workstation, three square meal, clear head, pocket money, gym time and so on. Without these and more, you will end up wasting your time.

Kelechi009:


Don’t mind them, learning anything in ICT requires so much financial commitment, from good laptops to good internet to good electricity. All these 3 components make up the process for learning, if you don’t have all 3 in place, you will never learn anything.

He is mostly from a poor family, and this is usually what happens to poor people.

ceragon123:
Very tough, I tell you. Good laptop, nice workstation, three square meal, clear head, pocket money, gym time and so on. Without these and more, you will end up wasting your time.

Yes because anything ICT requires so much time, even when I was learning Adobe Photoshop back then, I almost cried from frustration. Basic things look so difficult.

Digbick:
You are almost at your breakthrough point. Don’t give up.

@ OP please take this advice seriously and break that barrier to your success.

If you think suicide is option, you can go ahead. But before doing it, think about your parents that suffered to cater for you. Think about your younger siblings depending on you.

You don't own all the problems in the world. There are many people passing through hard times even more than yours.

Instead of killing yourself and make the devil happy, why not take a positive action. There are menial jobs out there.. find one and do, raise money and then learn a skill.

If you like, end your life.. nobody cares.. you will just die for nothing.

Username highly discouraging.

When you are serious, you will find opportunities around you or create one.

You are not suffering from any spiritual problem at all.

Omor which skill you learn.. abii Na lamba you dey blow

IamANigerianMan:

Don't kill yourself learn ICT, programming and graphic design.. take your skill to social media eg YouTube, Facebook etc you would be paying in dollar, there was a time I cried from morning to evening, I thought God has forgotten me, I hate God because I seen how people come to church to give testimony of Job etc I asked myself, all my life I have served God , why are things like this for me, it means God is unjust.. My journey to success started when I started my ICT career, today I have house in Garki Abuja, Kuje , Orozo all in Abuja.. brother I was in your shoe , don't kill yourself

Truth be say I was once in your shoes . Even worse . Let me not go into details .

Walahi you were better than me in my low days .. now let me say this.

Nobody ,I mean not even family came to help me . I just stayed on God period .
Then I was strong willed and full of hope laced with ideas .

And within 5 years I can comfortably say I'm in the above "₦1m worth"segment of Nigerians.

So if you give up ,you Bleep up. I always had these feelings back then , that it WAS ONLY COWARDS WHO TAKE THEIR OWN LIVES

hookupagent1:
I'm tired of living, I'm bereft of ideas and knowledge to survive, I'm battling spiritual ailments that is making me weaker, I have attempted sucide twice this week alone, but was stopped by my sister, I don't feel the desire to continue living anymore each day as I'm always depressed because I will be 30 this month yet no source of income now and no skill, I regret not learning a skill earlier after graduation, i don't think I can live with such depression and pains in My heart for longer time anymore. I just wish I die without bringing the shame of sucide towards my family, as that's just what I wanted as I'm not useful to the society

ProjectsCityNG:
Find a location and do POS. Go to bus stops. With 30k you can start. If you take your life you will go to everlasting fire. There are companies that give POS on credit. Then take loans from different apps and use the loans to start POS

only concern about the bolded, have you been there before , the end of everyman will eventually come and then the real truth of after life reveal itself.

Pootle:


only concern about the bolded, have you been there before , the end of everyman will eventually come and then the real truth of after life reveal itself.

No mind that one.

But make him no take him life sha, we need him alive 🙂

What did you study in school?

I feel your pain

Kelechi009:

No mind that one.

But make him no take him life sha, we need him alive 🙂

Demons don't own you. Every space they get in your head they suggest death. That's why you read the Bible.

Meanwhile, find. Mentor and learn a skill.

Steps 1- accept that demons don't own your mind and start praying everyday.

Steps 2- find a mentor.

Step three - work for your skill mentor.

You studied English and you dey look for work, tell that lie to a dog.

When there are schools willing to pay 70 to 100k to good English teachers, here in Benin City. If you cannot find job in your state relocate.

Well, I would rather listen to your story than attend your funeral, in case you eventually opt-in for suicide!

What remains is to receive Jesus: He will replace that life with His life!

Curious345:
Omor which skill you learn.. abii Na lamba you dey blow

Which one is Lamba, in python programming we have lambda , do you mean Lambda? I am trainer, people watch my video tutorial on YouTube and other social media and got paid... I hope you re clear now.

IamANigerianMan:

Don't kill yourself learn ICT, programming and graphic design.. take your skill to social media eg YouTube, Facebook etc you would be paying in dollar, there was a time I cried from morning to evening, I thought God has forgotten me, I hate God because I seen how people come to church to give testimony of Job etc I asked myself, all my life I have served God , why are things like this for me, it means God is unjust.. My journey to success started when I started my ICT career, today I have house in Garki Abuja, Kuje , Orozo all in Abuja.. brother I was in your shoe , don't kill yourself

Can you sponsor him to take those ICT courses, because he just told you he has no shishi.