Before i go crazy, I think someone should read my story.....I was a virgin until that unfortunate night that those hoodlums forcefully penetrated and broke my long protected virginity of about 3 decades.(I was a virgin at 28 years old)..(sobbing)...The first person after trying hard to insert that his joystick, joyously determined to be the first to have sex with me. He said how lucky was he to deflower a girl....the second did while the other remaining 3 declined for probably fear of being cursed. I was devastated broken hearted. I wish the painful memory had ended only for me to discover a month later that I am carrying a baby. I did visit a doctor, they gave prevention but it seems not adequate or maybe am cursed.....I am a devoted christian, I know the consequence of killing an innocent child, what if something goes wrong in the process of aborting? what if I am destined to have just a child?...yet how will I tell the world that the baby's father are armed robbers? hummmmmm.....pls people help me what can do I am going crazy...

This story is real pls dont just read comment cos this could save me cry

First of all, i'm so sorry about what happened to you. Those disgusting he- goats will never go unpunished.

But what has happened has happened. Two wrongs don't make a right. You can decide to turn it into something beautiful, have that baby and love him/her with your life. That child will grow up to be great.

You don't owe the world any explanation or answers as to who the father of the child is. It's nobody's friggin business.

Good luck on whatever decision you finally take.

I advise u go and read about therapeutic abortion and go and see an obstetrics and gynecologist specialist, to get the best counselling.

keep the baby dear.. I know it will not be easy but with God all tins are possible.

Pray and ask God for directions

Report them to your pastor and he will invite them through prayer for marriage certificate,knowing fully well that the twins will be rubber & repist too, so is better returned to the fathers, then you look for a third lover, if you so wish.save Journey.