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hi Nairalander’s i need your help, i am a 20yr old Guy with big dreams of been stable financially before 25 legitimately i learnt alot of skills Graphics design,web development etc cos im much more intrested in this digital age but rn i don’t understand my life everything is just shattered im loosing my mind tried of everything tried ending my life couple of times but either i can’t go through with it or i was found doing it, and this all happened early this year i took a loan of 150k to import watches in my mind 19yr old entrepreneur my watches cAme through and a week after haven’t even made any sales yet my house was raided and my phone laptop and wristwatches was stolen now i was balls deep in debt i took loans from different platforms including Lcredit,palm credit,migo,fair money its been months i haven’t been able to pay back the interest on this loans is almost 3x frequent harrasment and calls to the extent i had to get a new sim my life is in shambles my credit score has been bleeped i can’t even get a loan anymore
please i need help, if i could get couple of web developing jobs or if its by your humble donations i’ll really appreciate and if it’s possible to get a loan from any of you in which ill pay back monthly for a year i’ll really appreciate i just don’t wanna enter a new year this way i need peace of mind
i have tried everything beg from friends and family nothing tried making a repayment plan but they are done having patience with me
i got a job that pays 20k monthly now not far from my house but that can’t solve my immediate problems
i have paid some but rn with the interests doesn’t seem like i have paid anything