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| My_diary by Panda7(op): 9:42pm On Aug 15 |
 If I no get personal diary, tell me wetin i gain. Here at least I can write about my personal life experience, romance, religious, dating, career, family(both extented and nuclear), expectation, epic fails and love life etc,. |
| Re: My_diary by Panda7(op): 9:51pm On Aug 15 |
I have had few serious relationship that was intended to lead to marriage but most failed due to compatibility and I failed others due to personal reasons. Am hoping this last one leads to marriage. Am 30 by the way. Most importantly, I want to focus entirely on building my career and business so I can provide for my family. My theory is, hustle first love later because an hungry stomach is never a loving stomach. Another thing I would never want to try again is living or planning my life with a relatives. Strangers works best for me, business first, emotions and family ties later. Am a non smoker, reason I distance myself from some friends, peer pressure and influence is the worst kind of pressure. |
| Re: My_diary by Panda7(op): 11:23am On Aug 16 |
It's a Sunday morning and I no fit enter church yet. Who I dey miss na one of my ex wey dey suck dick professionally and would do anything to get this prick. She broke up after finding my cheating ex pics on my phone. Worst case scenario be say I didn't get to Bleep the cheating ex even after wasting money and data on that bitch and dating her for over a year and six months. When I broke up it didn't take up to a month before she started posting loved up and outing pics with the new guy. Dude must have bleeped her silly then while she heavily billed him. Out of annoyance and painment for my wasted resources, I reached out to the new guy and informed him a fruit doesn't fall far from its tree. When dude saw my point, he took his last slide and went his way. Bitch was pained so was the dude at that early stage. Same day dude confronted the bitch, the bitch who would hardly call me, called me and started ranting why would I break her relationship. I told her to learn how to Bleep her self's and never ever dial my number. A week later I saw her in town and snubbed her like the little bitch she was. The following week, the dude guys (birds) blocked me in a club that had a brothel where I went to drink with another guy who just came to the town for business, omoh na once I put call all the boys discharge, na so the club attendance dey look them for eye. From my studies, I realize the girl isn't straight. I have dated other girls in the past this was one of the complex and complicated relationship, no sex and we dated for 18 months with commitment, clinginess and nagging. That was crazy really and am glad she cheated so I could move on. It's been close to 6years since then and we still stalk. If I get my photos completely out of social media, her post becomes miserable with a clear sign of frustration. She clearly haven't moved on but in my mind she is just one of the girls who works in a brothel and even for the facts that she has never posted her hustle except for flashy lifestyle, wayward and tomboy lifestyles. I drop my golden pen here for now make I go find way arrange myself. We get jollification somewhere today even though I dey low on power bank and phone battery but I too dey expect some average money b/w today or tomorrow. And I dey like share my experience online make young young guys dey learn from my experience/mistakes make you too no go fall into the same trap/scheme, make you no come realize when age don dey pass you by   |
