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I am FURIOUS,and he tells me;FORGIVE
I am AFRAID,and he tells me;BE COURAGEOUS
I have DOUBTS,and he says to me;TRUST

I just want to go MY OWN WAY,and he say;FOLLOW ME
I make MY OWN PLANS,and he say;FORGET ABOUT THEM
I seek MATERIAL THINGS,and heard him say:LEAVE THEM

Now I want to enjoy MY LIFE,and he said;LOOSE YOUR LIFE
I believe I am GOOD,and he tells me;GOOD IS NOT ENOUGH
I love to be IN CHARGE,and he says;SERVE

I want to get VIOLENT sometimes,and he speaks PEACE
I think of REVENGE and he says;OFFER THE OTHER CHEEK
HATRED overwhelms me,he whispered;LOVE UR ENEMIES
I don't want to be noticed;he says,LET YOUR LIGHT SHINE
I try to sow HARMONY,lol.....and he said;I HAVE COME TO CAST FIRE UPON THE EARTH
I want to be the GREATEST and he said to me;LEARN TO BE AS SMALL AS A CHILD
And then I am RESTLESS and he says BE CALM
I try to be GENEROUS;all he wants is my WIDOWS MIGHT

No I don't understand this Jesus or the things he wants,sometimes it provokes me,confuses me,I want to follow a less demanding master...
But I have searched n searched found no other SPRING OF LIFE,no other that died and rose after three day,no other that has THE WORDS OF ETERNAL LIFE..guess am stuck with him..
Or HAVE U SEEN?

beau49:
Clown


@Post what do you by have it 'all'?
What is 'all'?

Everything u need in lyf....or do u have it 'all'?...I cud com tap yu know

Loving
Very caring
But a bit distracted....and I love her so so much

One may have something,then he or she doesn't want it again
And then someone else is dying to have the very same thing you are rejecting,and another is there thinking 'wow she/he has it all I want what he/ she has' truly the bodies,our bodies hides a lot..the pains, hurts,the heartbreaks etc

You see some people,have both parents alive, siblings, and they are trying to run from it all,to be alone
And some other person is dyin to have a parent not two
And somwere else you see a person that has parents and loves them...but they don't love them back,don't care if they exist or not...what a world!!!

I have come to realise that,In every home there are silent cries,silent hopes,silent wishes...
no one has it all,no one is perfect.Our lives is what we make of it...a haven or hell...its a choice

foliman:
here you are.... I think nairalanders should share to us some of their gloomy days they can't forget.
Mine seems to be Jan 23rd 2014 when I lost both of my parents (God bless their souls)

OMG....pele...take heart....
Mine nt so bad...but quite annoyin...was duped jan15 2015 for d first time n I kip wonderin 'how cud I be so dumb' everytin jst comin bk in flashes...buh I refused to let it weigh me down