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Beloved4heart:
Sometimes you just sit and ask how you lost all those cool millions, crying won't help matter,as well as the death of a strong hold in your life, sometimes it seems life is pushing you to become who you don't want to be and you're begging crying, screaming and shouting for help but no one is hearing you out,at the end of the day, you'll be labelled a black Demon,no one knew what you passed through 😭😭😭😭😭

Even to just sleep and go to heaven is difficult, because I don't really know if God grant those requests 0.8.0 2572. 3794 WhatsApp,I could really need some good help here, like the bleep!!!!, plus my intelligence, smartness and everything am I going to leave this world with stories of "I get am before"?

I CAN NEVER BASH A LADY OR INSULT ANY WOMAN FOR LIFE, BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT THE CAUSE OF MY PROBLEM, JUST THAT SINGLE LADY,SO I CANNOT JUDGE ALL WOMEN WITH JUST ONE EXPERIENCE!!!!


I read alot here on Nairaland, because on Nairaland forums I feel like I'm in a room with lots and lots of people from all works of life I don't know, which is kind of akward and relaxing at the same time... But friends family, brothers and sisters,I don't have a life offline...


I DON'T EVEN WISH THIS FOR MY ENEMIES!!!!


I ALREADY PROMISED GOD IF THINGS GO AS PLANNED,I PROMISED TO TAKE CARE OF MY CHILDREN TO ANY LENGTH (3 ADOPTED KIDS, BECAUSE I'M NOT SURE I'LL SEE MY SON AGAIN) AND OTHER CHILDREN OUT THERE, EVEN IF YOU'RE HOMELESS OR AN ORPHAN OR DISABLED, THERE'S A ROOM FOR YOU IN MY HOME....


I HAVE A VERY VERY BIG HEART OF GOLD


DESPITE BEING STABBED MANY MANY TIMES,I STILL GIVE OUT LOVE FIRST THOUGHT NO MATTER WHAT..



IF MY LIFE IS TO END LIKE THIS, I WILL ENSURE I SQUEEZE OUT ALL THE LOVE IN ME OUT!!!


I know many people here will laugh at me,it is well aunty you can laugh, Uncle you can laugh,but remember you're never never too big to experience anything in life,so be very very very humble,kind and do good always....

Beloved4heart:
THEY SAY THE WAY YOU SPEAK ATTRACTS WHO IS LIKE YOU,I ASKED HOW I COULD GET A CHILD WITHOUT MARRIAGE, EVERYONE LOOKED AT ME WITH SHOCK AND I GOT NO ANSWER,THAT WAS AT WORK ON FRIDAY(WE DID A CASTING HERE IN SAPELE), SECRETLY A MATURE MAN WORKING WITH US TOLD ME,I COULD GET A CHILD FOR 3 MILLION NAIRA, THAT'S FOR THE 3 I WANT IF I HAVE 10 TO 15 MILLION NAIRA GIVE OR TAKE,I COULD HAVE CHILDREN NO ONE WILL BOTHER ME ABOUT IN THE FUTURE, EITHER DIRECT BUYING OR PAYING A COUPLE TO DELIVER THE CHILD/CHILDREN THAT IS COUPLES WHO DECIDED TO STOP GIVING BIRTH BUT ARE STILLL FERTILE,HE CALLED IT CONTRACT CHILD/CHILDREN...




BUT HOW DO I STAND FROM GRASS??

Sometimes you just sit and ask how you lost all those cool millions, crying won't help matter,as well as the death of a strong hold in your life, sometimes it seems life is pushing you to become who you don't want to be and you're begging crying, screaming and shouting for help but no one is hearing you out,at the end of the day, you'll be labelled a black Demon,no one knew what you passed through 😭😭😭😭😭

Even to just sleep and go to heaven is difficult, because I don't really know if God grant those requests 0.8.0 2572. 3794 WhatsApp,I could really need some good help here, like the bleep!!!!, plus my intelligence, smartness and everything am I going to leave this world with stories of "I get am before"?

Beloved4heart:
Imagine finding it difficult to put one or two together or maybe I don't know if it's the situation of the country oh but just imagine an OND graduate of Civil engineering, Distinction oooo, many many A's...

I called my uncle some couple of days ago, this man said I shouldn't call his line again, said I'm the reason for his mother's death,same woman I took care of for many many months, while his wife can't sit for 30 minutes....


Sigh


Sigh
Sigh!!!!!


Oh life, guys why blame a ritualistic person or a plus up person in G, I'M ON THE FENCE,MY DAD A SECURITY PERSONNEL WITH A MEAGRE SALARY OF 27K, I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ASSISTING IN TAKING CARE OF MY OTHER SIBLINGS!!!

PLEASE PLEASE I'M NOT HERE FOR YOUR MONEY,I WANT TO CREATE MY OWN WEALTH, GENERATIONAL WEALTH FOR THAT MATTER...

HAVE YOU BEING ON THE VERGE YOU PRAY EVERY NIGHT YOU GO TO BED YOU DON'T WAKE UP,I SILENTLY PRAY EVERY NIGHT FOR GOD TO MAKE THE NIGHT MY LAST,BUT I KEEP WAKING UP?

suicide attempt 2022 failed because I was rushed to the hospital, and the Doctor and nurses saved my life,hmmm brothers and sisters things are happening,all those things happening in movies some are very very real....



Everyone said I should move on,I AGREE 100%, but I don't know if I've moved on oooo nairaland family, currently a baby mama near me is interested in me,but I'm not feeling anything, brothers and sisters I'm dead inside, despite the witch not allowing me access to speak with my Son(Ivan) she cut off all communication from me,and my family isn't helping matters at all,my pillar,my rock which is my grandmother is no more...😭😭😭😭😭



IF YOU TAKE A GOOD LOOK A MONSTER AT IT'S BABY STAGE ALWAYS PRAYS TO BE HELPED OR SAVED,TILL THE CLAWS OF THE BEAST (DEMON) FULLY TAKE OVER,I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANY BODY'S DAUGHTER FEELINGS OR PAY EVIL,I JUST WANT TO GET ON MY FEET...

THEY SAY THE WAY YOU SPEAK ATTRACTS WHO IS LIKE YOU,I ASKED HOW I COULD GET A CHILD WITHOUT MARRIAGE, EVERYONE LOOKED AT ME WITH SHOCK AND I GOT NO ANSWER,THAT WAS AT WORK ON FRIDAY(WE DID A CASTING HERE IN SAPELE), SECRETLY A MATURE MAN WORKING WITH US TOLD ME,I COULD GET A CHILD FOR 3 MILLION NAIRA, THAT'S FOR THE 3 I WANT IF I HAVE 10 TO 15 MILLION NAIRA GIVE OR TAKE,I COULD HAVE CHILDREN NO ONE WILL BOTHER ME ABOUT IN THE FUTURE, EITHER DIRECT BUYING OR PAYING A COUPLE TO DELIVER THE CHILD/CHILDREN THAT IS COUPLES WHO DECIDED TO STOP GIVING BIRTH BUT ARE STILLL FERTILE,HE CALLED IT CONTRACT CHILD/CHILDREN...




BUT HOW DO I STAND FROM GRASS??

Beloved4heart:
Now I want to ask is it a crime to have an account with a woman you love or is it bad to love someone and trust that person 100% because now I don't understand because of what happened now is very very difficult to like come among women or to just be friends with women you just being on your own talking to know genuine friend because now your circle made up of rich people are abandoning you because you don't have money now you are now having any difficult finding it hard to eat or anything please don't get me wrong I'm not here to beg anybody for money I just want to ask if you have a bad partner and things went wrong those down me you cannot stand again?

Imagine finding it difficult to put one or two together or maybe I don't know if it's the situation of the country oh but just imagine an OND graduate of Civil engineering, Distinction oooo, many many A's...

I called my uncle some couple of days ago, this man said I shouldn't call his line again, said I'm the reason for his mother's death,same woman I took care of for many many months, while his wife can't sit for 30 minutes....


Sigh


Sigh
Sigh!!!!!


Oh life, guys why blame a ritualistic person or a plus up person in G, I'M ON THE FENCE,MY DAD A SECURITY PERSONNEL WITH A MEAGRE SALARY OF 27K, I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ASSISTING IN TAKING CARE OF MY OTHER SIBLINGS!!!

PLEASE PLEASE I'M NOT HERE FOR YOUR MONEY,I WANT TO CREATE MY OWN WEALTH, GENERATIONAL WEALTH FOR THAT MATTER...

HAVE YOU BEING ON THE VERGE YOU PRAY EVERY NIGHT YOU GO TO BED YOU DON'T WAKE UP,I SILENTLY PRAY EVERY NIGHT FOR GOD TO MAKE THE NIGHT MY LAST,BUT I KEEP WAKING UP?

suicide attempt 2022 failed because I was rushed to the hospital, and the Doctor and nurses saved my life,hmmm brothers and sisters things are happening,all those things happening in movies some are very very real....



Everyone said I should move on,I AGREE 100%, but I don't know if I've moved on oooo nairaland family, currently a baby mama near me is interested in me,but I'm not feeling anything, brothers and sisters I'm dead inside, despite the witch not allowing me access to speak with my Son(Ivan) she cut off all communication from me,and my family isn't helping matters at all,my pillar,my rock which is my grandmother is no more...😭😭😭😭😭



IF YOU TAKE A GOOD LOOK A MONSTER AT IT'S BABY STAGE ALWAYS PRAYS TO BE HELPED OR SAVED,TILL THE CLAWS OF THE BEAST (DEMON) FULLY TAKE OVER,I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANY BODY'S DAUGHTER FEELINGS OR PAY EVIL,I JUST WANT TO GET ON MY FEET...

Beloved4heart:
I created a thread ago about my manipulative patner,now fast forward till today,I checked the date and discovered it's 16th March no paying client,no tangible job outside, I'm just barely living life, AND I ASK IS THIS HOW LIFE IS GOING TO CONTINUE TILL DEATH


Remember I said she left the house empty without the furniture no fridge no generator and nothing nothing.. so now fast forward I even said this year I'm not going to talk about this this is situation again so the problem now is if you have a wrong partner and the partner lives does that mean that person will not have a good life again?

Notes that I was doing well financially but can you believe that now is even very very difficult to find for myself like I had to go to my guys sometimes for assistance sometimes you just strangers that help me out things are just difficult as in I'm just leaving the life just like that no skill, no paying clients no job, just concrete work up and down...


I have even seen other ladies that are interested in me that I'm hardworking but now I cannot even like imagine myself in a relationship is almost 2 years now, ordinary sex I dey run.

Now I want to ask is it a crime to have an account with a woman you love or is it bad to love someone and trust that person 100% because now I don't understand because of what happened now is very very difficult to like come among women or to just be friends with women you just being on your own talking to know genuine friend because now your circle made up of rich people are abandoning you because you don't have money now you are now having any difficult finding it hard to eat or anything please don't get me wrong I'm not here to beg anybody for money I just want to ask if you have a bad partner and things went wrong those down me you cannot stand again?

I created a thread ago about my manipulative patner,now fast forward till today,I checked the date and discovered it's 16th March no paying client,no tangible job outside, I'm just barely living life, AND I ASK IS THIS HOW LIFE IS GOING TO CONTINUE TILL DEATH


Remember I said she left the house empty without the furniture no fridge no generator and nothing nothing.. so now fast forward I even said this year I'm not going to talk about this this is situation again so the problem now is if you have a wrong partner and the partner lives does that mean that person will not have a good life again?

Notes that I was doing well financially but can you believe that now is even very very difficult to find for myself like I had to go to my guys sometimes for assistance sometimes you just strangers that help me out things are just difficult as in I'm just leaving the life just like that no skill, no paying clients no job, just concrete work up and down...


I have even seen other ladies that are interested in me that I'm hardworking but now I cannot even like imagine myself in a relationship is almost 2 years now, ordinary sex I dey run.

Beloved4heart:
Now I want to ask is it a crime to have an account with a woman you love or is it bad to love someone and trust that person 100% because now I don't understand because of what happened now is very very difficult to like come among women or to just be friends with women you just being on your own talking to know genuine friend because now your circle made up of rich people are abandoning you because you don't have money now you are now having any difficult finding it hard to eat or anything please don't get me wrong I'm not here to beg anybody for money I just want to ask if you have a bad partner and things went wrong those down me you cannot stand again?

Imagine finding it difficult to put one or two together or maybe I don't know if it's the situation of the country oh but just imagine an OND graduate of Civil engineering, Distinction oooo, many many A's...

I called my uncle some couple of days ago, this man said I shouldn't call his line again, said I'm the reason for his mother's death,same woman I took care of for many many months, while his wife can't sit for 30 minutes....


Sigh


Sigh
Sigh!!!!!


Oh life, guys why blame a ritualistic person or a plus up person in G, I'M ON THE FENCE,MY DAD A SECURITY PERSONNEL WITH A MEAGRE SALARY OF 27K, I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ASSISTING IN TAKING CARE OF MY OTHER SIBLINGS!!!

PLEASE PLEASE I'M NOT HERE FOR YOUR MONEY,I WANT TO CREATE MY OWN WEALTH, GENERATIONAL WEALTH FOR THAT MATTER...

HAVE YOU BEING ON THE VERGE YOU PRAY EVERY NIGHT YOU GO TO BED YOU DON'T WAKE UP,I SILENTLY PRAY EVERY NIGHT FOR GOD TO MAKE THE NIGHT MY LAST,BUT I KEEP WAKING UP?

suicide attempt 2022 failed because I was rushed to the hospital, and the Doctor and nurses saved my life,hmmm brothers and sisters things are happening,all those things happening in movies some are very very real....



Everyone said I should move on,I AGREE 100%, but I don't know if I've moved on oooo nairaland family, currently a baby mama near me is interested in me,but I'm not feeling anything, brothers and sisters I'm dead inside, despite the witch not allowing me access to speak with my Son(Ivan) she cut off all communication from me,and my family isn't helping matters at all,my pillar,my rock which is my grandmother is no more...😭😭😭😭😭



IF YOU TAKE A GOOD LOOK A MONSTER AT IT'S BABY STAGE ALWAYS PRAYS TO BE HELPED OR SAVED,TILL THE CLAWS OF THE BEAST (DEMON) FULLY TAKE OVER,I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANY BODY'S DAUGHTER FEELINGS OR PAY EVIL,I JUST WANT TO GET ON MY FEET...



THEY SAY THE WAY YOU SPEAK ATTRACTS WHO IS LIKE YOU,I ASKED HOW I COULD GET A CHILD WITHOUT MARRIAGE, EVERYONE LOOKED AT ME WITH SHOCK AND I GOT NO ANSWER,THAT WAS AT WORK ON FRIDAY(WE DID A CASTING HERE IN SAPELE), SECRETLY A MATURE MAN WORKING WITH US TOLD ME,I COULD GET A CHILD FOR 3 MILLION NAIRA, THAT'S FOR THE 3 I WANT IF I HAVE 10 TO 15 MILLION NAIRA GIVE OR TAKE,I COULD HAVE CHILDREN NO ONE WILL BOTHER ME ABOUT IN THE FUTURE, EITHER DIRECT BUYING OR PAYING A COUPLE TO DELIVER THE CHILD/CHILDREN THAT IS COUPLES WHO DECIDED TO STOP GIVING BIRTH BUT ARE STILLL FERTILE,HE CALLED IT CONTRACT CHILD/CHILDREN...




BUT HOW DO I STAND FROM GRASS??

Beloved4heart:
Remember I said she left the house empty without the furniture no fridge no generator and nothing nothing.. so now fast forward I even said this year I'm not going to talk about this this is situation again so the problem now is if you have a wrong partner and the partner lives does that mean that person will not have a good life again?

Notes that I was doing well financially but can you believe that now is even very very difficult to find for myself like I had to go to my guys sometimes for assistance sometimes you just strangers that help me out things are just difficult as in I'm just leaving the life just like that no skill, no paying clients no job, just concrete work up and down...


I have even seen other ladies that are interested in me that I'm hardworking but now I cannot even like imagine myself in a relationship is almost 2 years now, ordinary sex I dey run.

Now I want to ask is it a crime to have an account with a woman you love or is it bad to love someone and trust that person 100% because now I don't understand because of what happened now is very very difficult to like come among women or to just be friends with women you just being on your own talking to know genuine friend because now your circle made up of rich people are abandoning you because you don't have money now you are now having any difficult finding it hard to eat or anything please don't get me wrong I'm not here to beg anybody for money I just want to ask if you have a bad partner and things went wrong those down me you cannot stand again?

Beloved4heart:
I created a thread ago about my manipulative patner,now fast forward till today,I checked the date and discovered it's 16th March no paying client,no tangible job outside, I'm just barely living life, AND I ASK IS THIS HOW LIFE IS GOING TO CONTINUE TILL DEATH

Remember I said she left the house empty without the furniture no fridge no generator and nothing nothing.. so now fast forward I even said this year I'm not going to talk about this this is situation again so the problem now is if you have a wrong partner and the partner lives does that mean that person will not have a good life again?

Notes that I was doing well financially but can you believe that now is even very very difficult to find for myself like I had to go to my guys sometimes for assistance sometimes you just strangers that help me out things are just difficult as in I'm just leaving the life just like that no skill, no paying clients no job, just concrete work up and down...


I have even seen other ladies that are interested in me that I'm hardworking but now I cannot even like imagine myself in a relationship is almost 2 years now, ordinary sex I dey run.

I created a thread ago about my manipulative patner,now fast forward till today,I checked the date and discovered it's 16th March no paying client,no tangible job outside, I'm just barely living life, AND I ASK IS THIS HOW LIFE IS GOING TO CONTINUE TILL DEATH