I my name is Bernadette Judith in 2003 and worshiping God hundreds praying I had a vision.
I saw pain and I saw a wedding and I heard "your going to meet someone special with those initials" BJ

I was suffering greatly and did not know my current marriage was fraud and void.
Now in 2010 I have been single for 4 years and two men held me, both were BJ.
One was a liar and he was married. Quickly dumped.
This other BJ is truly special and a missionary as well as I am. I care deeply for him. Problem is I am 50 (very beautiful) and he is 32. He is courting another women, and I can tell he likes me and spends some time with me. But the age difference keeps him from me and he sees me without anyone knowing. I am afraid of getting hurt and yet always knew the vision to be true and real (as well as the testing of time has proven)
Years before I met him I fasted over the vision and saw that it was a gift, good, true and real. But the butterflies and fear of being hurt are causing me to question what is right, I have never told him of the vision Any advice, and what do you think of this. Will he run from me due to age to the other women. What will his friends and family say and think, when these things matter so much to him and she is iclose to his family and I am not.