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thank you very much for your advice

there are no grail members where i live except my mum but she is very different from me.

its good to here from others

cheers

hi again

thanks for your reply

i understand most of what you have written and i accept it as being true

i guess im coming from the angle of now ( living in today -2011 the clock has struck 12 so to speak and the time for ripping has pretty much completed in the larger scheme of things) -
i feel so much is going at the moment and see it in day to day life - so many are blind to it - one way or another massive changes are about to happen mankind rushes towards it so fast the pull is strong- it is although im being crushed slowly between them both. they say all that is dead will awaken and i fear that i have left my final decision so long that i have backed my self into a corner. a bad dream maybe and soon ill awake. but time is up - is it not - ye or na salvation or destruction. i see the waves of filth all around me and i feel have still have strength to fight but even if i won life does not change the masses will continue to spread the darkness and until this thing is played out and man really changes as a whole there is always going to be ,

any help here would be good -

to elaborate more

its like i feel that everything is almost pointless - your either gonna make it or not. heaven

when it comes to life itself i set off and try to become good at things but what is the point - money - attention all these thing do is weight you down any way so its like maybe just do nothing - that dont work either the brain will soon see to that - and then theirs the save the world buzz that many identify with just to keep busy. theres seems to be 1 way only and i can see it but life just kicks u in the guts one way or another

sound nutty ? thats my life lol

hi just cool

i am going through internal things at the mo and my question is

is our only reason we are here now to put right the wrongs and if so whats the point of life on earth now - should we enjoy life as it is or just concentrate on fixing the past - i understand alot but it seems like we are on our way to destruction of salvation so whats the point of earth life today besides the above

hi there I'm new to this site

i have been a cross bearer for many years now - my mum really wanted me to get it but i also wanted to as well - how much influence she had i cant really tell. - i have also been sealed. i find the message is great but also a burden life is so not grail message - at times it seems nuts to even try and become what this path leads to and yet I 100% believe there really is no other way. I also listen to ekhart tollie (my spelling may be wrong - and I find his teaching quite good - can one be a sealed cross bearer and yet find more advancement in another teaching?. I have in the past heard some one say that the message is too concentrated for them and I also feel this probably because I have alot of guilt - i miss the mark alot and I'm very conscious of this but as long as I breath I have to keep going don't i? even if i take wrong courses

any clarity would be good for me

thanks