Hmmmmm am really touched by ur story and I pray God help u fix all dat is going wrong in ur marriage. I dnt really know wat to say but first, I think u should find out if she truly loves u as much u do before going into marriage with u, den get into a 'heart-2-heart' talk with her to know if there is something bordering her dat is making her putting up those attitudes... It is well with ur home