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Sorry I am just reaching out now,getting online is not so easy because of light issues.Thanks to all that reached out with words of encouragement.I have decided to follow someone advice to seek help both with the NGO, and also for them to taake my baby to an orphanage home which is ok so I can pick my life back.i. will have access to the child as we agreed.I am already going through a process,in as much as I need help but I think this option is best.Thanks to all,may God see me through.Thank you Mr .............

please before people start pairing me with whom am not,I have never been on this forum to beg before,I went through this ordeal.I didn't know I was pregnant sir,I got your message at thorpoido and I am open for scrutiny.you can verify me to where I stay,my name is chika and I am genuie.I will send my documents to mod,its just that I hardly have access to internet.Thank you.

Yes I didn't tell them at the hospital I was raped,I just went for various test as advised by my friend.who would I have told is it the doctor?I had no idea how to go about telling people,infact I didn't even know whom to tell.I sunk more in depression and I think that was the hardest part,keeping it to yourself because of fear of been stigmatized.As for the pregnancy,it came as a shock,I kept seeing my period till the fifth month,I had no idea I was pregnant.I wasn't even having the pregnancy symptoms but I was just always tired and crying so I could barely notice.I had to go for test this time a blood test and I was confirmed pregnant.I don't just know why fate put me through all this,I really don't deserve it but as I will always say lord let your will be done.

Yes I registered yesterday but I used to be an ardent follower of nairaland.I read the news here a lot in the past but didn't have an id.when it happened I went for test,I even did a pregnancy test with my urine,it came out negative.I couldnt tell anyone then because I literally had no one to tell.my mum had moved on,I was so confused and frustratedi felt dirty,I just wanted to hide and that is exactly all I did that period.I wouldn't hv asked for help but I have exhausted all I had during childbirth period,infact I never knew it could be so tasking.pls I am not a liar,I am open for verification.Thorpido,I hv sent u a pm,pls I can answer any question on this,I just need help.it was my darkest period in life but the word of God kept me sane and he Jesus can never fail me now.thank u

Dear nairalanders,permit me to use this forum to reach out to the world with my story.I am a young lady of 29years old,I come from a broken home where I happen to be the only child and my mother has long remarried and moved on.I have struggledall these years to make it on my own and God has been faithful,but late last year my fate took a turn for the worst.I was doing a little business that warranted my leaving the house early in the morning.Everyday I usually leave the house early before 5am and walk to the busstop since its a bit far from my place and too early to get bike.its usually dark but safe I thought.On this faithful day,while going to work as usual I noticed somebody walking behind me,I turned and saw it was a man,I continued walking and wasn't too bothered as I thought it was a safe environment and the said man was probably going to work like myself.Nextthing I knew he attacked me and I shivered thinking he wanted to rob me,I pleaded and gave him everything I had begging him to let me go but he dragged me to a conrner and ordered me to pull my clothes showing me a big knife which he threatened to stab me with if I made a sound.I begged and cried but he started been violent and eventually raped me.while ontop of me he reeked of alcohol,the smell and pain I felt that memory is forever imprinted in my memory.it was the most horrible experience of my life.I was stunned and felt like dying.Afterwards he left me in that place and ran off.while I was still writhing in pain,with my undies torn.Suprisingly he didn't steal my phone or anything from me.I eventually called my friend whom we stay with together,she came and took me home.The next phase of my life was the toughest part where I had to go for series of hiv and std test, also with the emotional trials,worse still no one to confide in except my friend because of the stigma associated with rape and also I had virtually no one to tell.I lost touch with the world,my business suffered and eventually collapsed.I entered into my shell and became witdrawn.life became meaningless and everyday suicide became an option.My friend stood by me,talking to me,and helped me erase the thought of suicide.I felt dirty and hated myself,I couldn't see the real me anymore.Fastforward five months later the worst happened,I became very ill and sent to the hospital,I was told I was 5months pregnant.I collapsed,why would fate put me through this ordeal just when I thought I had overcome my trauma.Well in life the will of God will always be done and because my faith rules against abortion and my life would have been at risk I decided to keep the child and face the world.While staying in that house with the pregnancy,the experience started haunting me,my friend had to take me over to her family house to stay with her mum inorder to get closure,give me sanity and some sense of belonging.well,I carried the pregnancy to full term,but exhausted all my life savings while trying to give this child and myself a life.my friend's family helped as much as they could but they are also managing.To God be the glory I birthed my baby,an innocent and lovely child.The reason am reaching out now is that I have nothing anymore.I need financial help so I can give my child a life and pick my life back.my baby is fourweeks old and I am still trying my best but pls someone help me so we don't die of hunger.I am equally reaching out for job but so far nothing and the baby is still so young.I didn't see this coming but it is here now,and am trying my best to be there for my child but I may fail as am cashless.pls I beg u all in Godz name help me.Modz reachout pls,Godbless u all.