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I was going through some emotional trauma in the last two years. I lost my business and my education life. I started developing Anxiety disorder and depression, I visited a psychiatrist doctor after some questions and answers section, I was placed on medication and behavior therapy for six months but my anxiety keep triggers. My doctor advice me to get a girlfriend that we can be planning the future together because the fear of the future always triggers my anxiety. I started looking for girlfriend but I couldn't find, maybe because I am ugly, not bold enough or I don't have money. I tried my best looking for who to date, I couldn't find, they keep turning me down, yet my anxiety symptoms keep increasing. The Little money I have, I keep spending it for them in hoping they will love and stay with me, there was this girl, I even bought new Android phone for her, Las Las, she said she can't date me, I feel rejected, depressed couple with the anxiety. I told myself immediately, the only female I will ever love is My mum, my sisters and my children. I keep on fighting the anxiety demons in me, At last I became victorious, My business started rising back, before I know it, I was having consistent daily sales and my account balance was rising everyday with millions of naira. I got a car and new house, but problems come with it, All females wanna be my lover immediately they detect I'm still single. However my own ultimate plan is to have sex, nothing else. I keep having sex almost every day and I don't Bleep a girl twice or keep communication with a girl after sex. It been six months now, I really hate this shit, but I think I'm still mentally unstable.