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Episode 3
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He opened his mouth to say something, but no voice came out. He swallowed hard in embarrassment and got up,
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"are you going back to your room" i asked anxiously, he nodded,
"yea i didn't warm my soup last night, let me go and check if it has spoilt" he managed to mutter before leaving. I looked away unhappily, even though i didn't make it look so obvious that i was unhappy.
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Benjamin really was the kind of guy most girls do dream of, because not only was he good looking and wealthy, he also was the quiet type. I knew he really loved me, but the problem was just his manner of approach. He was scared of making the first move, which was then left in my hands to encourage him decently, because i wanted him.
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By 12noon i went over to my best friend's room, where i collected three local movies, while she teased me,
"woman you prefer watching movies alone with that your hostel boyfriend who dosen't talk to anyone abi?" she joked, I laughed,
"e concern you?" i asked and rolled my eyes. she sighed playfully..
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Amara was my very good friend, and the only girl who really knew much about my lifestyle, however she had one problem. "she was a boy freak, who easily fell for guys".
Though she already had suffered alot in their hands, she still kept on giving herself away so easily. She was living with her guy Chuks, who equally was the person who helped me secure my hostel accomodation. Notwithstanding she was a very nice girl with a soft nature, who sacrificed her happiness for others.
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With three "C.D Plates" in my hand, i walked straight to Benjamin's room. He happily let me in, devouring me with his eyes as i settled down.
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I sat on the floor and watched the movies, hoping he would make advances once again.
I knew, my behaviour appeared desperate, but i did what i did because i had to.
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I just sat and waited with a pounding heart.
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To be continued.....
www.coolval22.com/Vforum/topic/betrayal-part-1-by-anonymous/

Episode 2
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By 6am the following morning, i heard a gentle knock on my door and when i got to the door, there stood Benjamin, hands in his trouser pocket, smiling at me.
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"good morning" i greeted and yawned,
"i'm so sorry for disturbing you this early, it's just that i was unable to sleep last night" he explained nervously.
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I let him into my room, he settled on my chair and kept me company, while i brushed and freshened up...
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"seriously i still find it hard to chat with you" he confessed, making me laugh,
"but i don't think it is a good thing to be shy before a girl, moreover we do like guys who are manly" i advised jokingly. He smiled and stared at me.
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"hope i didn't put you off with my behaviour yesterday??" he asked curiously,
"i'm so sorry about it" he apologized with a drawn face. I breathed deeply, summoned courage, advanced towards him and sat on his laps, planting a kiss on his cheek which left him totally surprised,
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"let's forget about last night" i murmured, got up from his body and returned to my bed. He stared at me with a coloured face filled up with surprise..
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"if he is smart he will figure out that my kiss is an invitation" i reasoned as i waited for his reaction.
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I really forced myself to plant the kiss on his cheek in order for him to feel free with me.
Seriously i have never met a complete introvert like Benjamin, "perhaps he might still be a virgin" i reasoned.
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I sat on my bed that beautiful morning with a calm smile, looking up at him our eyes met..
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When a girl is attracted to a guy, anything could happen.
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To be continued...

*continues*
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Nnamdi soon woke up, ignored my greeting, washed his mouth and left the house without a word. I was terribly scared because of the way he looked at me. I knew it was just a matter of seconds before we get kicked out of his room. I sobbed quietly as i lamented my fate.
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"My mates are all with their parents, enjoying their lives and planning for a brighter future. Here i'm suffering like a refugee" i reasoned with tears.
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"only if i had listened to him months ago and terminated my baby, i wouldn't be suffering in this manner" i murmured to myself bitterly. But deep down in my heart i knew i rejected to do his bidding, because i couldn't bear such guilt which would have been terrible and unbearable.
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Winnie's loud cry soon calmed me. I quietly carried her, changed her napkin, breastfed and sang a lullaby for her. He came in that moment, with an evil frown on his face.
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"have you packed all your things?" he asked coldly. I swallowed hard and stared at him pleadingly.
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"please don't do this to us" i begged, "we are already managing well, i'll start a trade very soon" i added. He scratched his head uneasily and eyed me murderously,

"do you call this life eeh? Abeg shut up that your dirty mouth" he barked, before grabbing all my clothes which he dumped inside an old large bag, fetched winnie's things and equally dumped them in it.

"here is two hundred and fifty Naira {#250} it's your transport fare to your parents house, i have tried enough for you, i won't kill myself doing it mtcheeew" he muttered and threw the money at me.
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Tears instantly fell uncontrollably from my eyes, i had no where to go. I was doomed, I dropped winnie on the bed, knelt and begged him
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"please Nnamdi, please" i begged again and again, but instead of my pleas to calm him, it infuriated him tremendously. He slapped me hard, grabbed the bag and threw it out of his room.
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"i will do the same to you and this baby if you don't leave peacefully" he threatened.
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I stared at him heartbroken, and hungry, cursing the day i granted him access to my body.
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The story of my love life with Nnamdi really is a long one. An affair which never should have happened in the first place had i ignored my heart, because he really had nothing to offer me, yet i foolishly fell in love with him. A very stupid teenage love affair which i now regret.
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Love dosen't work in an empty stomach, neither does it work in an unsecured environment. Nnamdi wasn't in love with me any longer because circumstances changed and he only saw me as a burden to his miserable life.
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He totally ignored winnie's cries, my pleas and our neighbours preachings as he pushed us out of his house that fateful morning.

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To be continued.
www.coolval22.com/Vforum/topic/little-winnie/

nanauju: I'm always looking forward to coolval's stories. Thumbs up

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coolval22.com presents
¤LITTLE WINNIE¤
A true life story of a young woman who made a terrible mistake as a teenager. She however atoned for her sins with lots of sacrificies which she made for her young daughter, a product of her mistake.

But just like a fairy tale, her young daughter grew up and eventually turned out to be the ideal woman of her dreams.

EPISODE 1
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22nd June 1989
6:30am
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I woke up from sleep with a very terrible headache, while hunger and fear occupied the rest of my body.
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Nnamdi who was lying by my side instantly coughed, startling me. I rubbed my eyes, got up from bed and smiled at little winnie who was sleeping peaceful on her cot.
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That fateful day was my 19th birthday, but instead of being the happiest day of my life, it brought great suspence, fear and sorrow with it. It was equally the last day Nnamdi, my boyfriend and little Winnie's father gave me to pack out from his room.
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Our relationship suddenly turned sour when i got pregnant for him. He never wanted me to keep the baby, but i refused to terminate it leaving him with no choice than to accept responsibility, when my parents threw me out of their house.
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I was in SS3 when it happened, while he was just a struggling brick layer and a motor mechanic apprentice. We both were from poor backgrounds which truly worsened everything.
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I was then left at his mercy, and out of frustration he never allowed a moment to pass without reminding me of the hardship i was causing him and how unlucky i was. Those were the moments i felt like killing myself.
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I admit i made a terrible mistake by having unprotected se.x and getting pregnant for him, but harming my innocent baby was what i really couldn't do.
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I managed and struggled with determination until i gave birth to my little girl on 21st december 1988. Nnamdi on his part grudgingly supported me by providing the little he had which he never did without complaining, but the love and joy my little girl brought into my life sustained and gave me hope.
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As soon as little winnie was born, he gave me six months to leave his house. At first i thought it was one of his numerous careless comments, but as June slowly drew near, he began singing it almost everyday in my ears. Leaving me confused, demoralized and unhappy.
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It really wasn't as if he was spending much on us. I only ate twice daily, while little winnie survived on my br.east milk and few 'Tins' of baby milk concerned neighbours, especially our land-lady do give us.
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The previous day {21st June}, he almost strangled me simply because i begged him to allow us stay few more months with him.
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I had no money on me, nor family to seek because to them i was good as dead. Not even when i took little Winnie to them months after she was born did their mind change.
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I murmured some prayers as i awaited my fate, wondering where to go, when he eventually wakes up and throws us out.
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To be continued...
www.coolval22.com/Vforum/topic/little-winnie/

coolval22.com presents *BETRAYAL*
The sensational love story of a campus girl.#censored#

Read as Cyndii gets into a swift romance with Benjamin, later abandons him for her first love Mike, following her destiny into a more complicated love life..
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We sat beside each other as we watched a home video. My heart pounding rapidly as i waited for him to make the first move, but he simply sat beside me like a log of wood, focusing all his attention to the movie, which really got on my nerves.
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"what is wrong with this boy?" i wondered unhappily.
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That fateful day truly was the third time i was spending my evening with him, yet he failed to notice my moves, instead behaved like a priest, distancing himself from me as if i was an evil spirit.
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Benjamin was an attractive wealthy male, who caught my fancy right from the first day i packed into the new lodge{hostel}. Unlike most guys, he kept to himself and behaved like a saint, winning my heart with his godly behaviour. But getting him to reciprocate my good gestures towards him was a very hard task.
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His intense behaviour soon began irritating me, forcing me to make up my mind not to visit him again after that fateful tuesday evening. Because I had my pride to protect, which really was more important than my fondness for him.
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He was in 300 level, while i was in my 2nd year in the university. My feelings for him were really strong and divine, but i couldn't display my emotions the way i wanted, without appearing cheap and disgusting.
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Finally by 8pm, the movie ended. I sighed and got up from his bed,
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"good night" i said to him unhappily, but surprisinly, he held my hand strongly and looked up at me with fire in his eyes,
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"please don't go yet, there is something i wish to tell you" he pleaded. I gazed into his eyes and smiled,
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"finally he is living up to expectation" i reasoned,
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"please sit down" he begged humbly. I rolled my eyes and sat beside him,
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"i know you do trust me alot, that's why i'm the only guy you always visit, but i can't help it anymore, i have tried holding back myself but can't any longer, because it's killing me silently. I have been dreaming and praying to have someone like you. Please will you grant my request and be my special friend??", "I have been in love with you from the very first day i saw you" he pleaded nervously with shaking lips. I stared at him coldly even though i was very happy inside.
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"i don't think it will be possible, let's just be friends" i replied and stood up. He tried to draw my hand, but i snatched it from his grasp,
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"goodnight we will see tomorrow" i murmured, gave him one last look and left for my room.
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I rushed to my room, hugged my teddy bear happily, and heaved a sigh of relief.
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I was very much delighted.
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"At last, hmmmm" I murmured happily, falling asleep and dreaming of good times.
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To be continued.
www.coolval22.com/Vforum/topic/betrayal-part-1-by-anonymous/