₦airaland Forum

Faithful $2
smart $1
funny $1

No I am not Nigerian. I am African American. I wasn't desperate to get married at all. Everything for us moved quick. Things happened way to fast but I felt and still feel like I love him. Now that it seems like he can be a bit critical of me and a bit distant doesn't make me love him any less it just makes me want to pull away before I become too invested. I still do everything for him. He gets 3 cooked meals a day, I clean, I pick his clothes, I do whatever he asks. Back in November I had a miscarriage and was hospitalized because of blood loss and he was distant and cold toward me then and always sneaking off on the phone and would disappear for 7-8 hours at a time with no call no explanation no nothing and that's really what made me start to pull away.

Just wanted to make sure that I'm not just paranoid and that I should end it now.

My husband and I met about 6 months ago online. After a short while of chating online we met in person and were engaged just a couple days later. After we became engaged he mentioned that he needs papers and once were married I would be responsible for doing the paper work to get his green card. Things going great until one day a picture flashed across his phone of a woman without a top on... I didn't ask for an explanation I just said erase it and let it go. Well he proceeded to tell me that this was his sister and she was concerned about breast cancer and was just sending him a pic to examine a possible lump. This is when things started to seem fishy to me. I let it go and we go married 4 months later. As soon as we get married there were messages on his phone from the same lady who was addressing him as okomi and telling him how much she missed him and wouldn't choose anyone else over him and still he claims she is his sister. He changed the codes on his phone so I can't see what he's doing but he checks my phone faithfully everyday. Always has since day one which is the reason I decided to look in his phone. I didn't understand why he felt the need to go through everything in my phone everyday but it became apparent that it was because he had secrets. I've talked to his mom on a couple of occasions but only when it's on speakerphone and I am not allowed to talk to any of his friends or go around them. He lady that was syncing these messages felt the need too Tell me she is his sister when I know from what I read that it isn't true. I really think my husband doesn't love me and he married me to get a green card. Am I wrong?