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pansophist:
Man, this is sad. A real tragedy. I may not be able to understand what you're going through right now, but I can empathise.

Thank you boss...
She's passed out tonight.
I could see the cry in her eye. She don't wish to go, but can't hold her back.
She loved me so much even till her departing.
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Thank you boss pansophist. You've been a motivation and inspiration to me here on nairaland.
I was born a Simp, but going through your post. I'm becoming the man I am.
I was the guy who posted on "questioning the nairaland philosopher" where I asked you on how to develop my self esteem. I've been following your words and I've seen a drastically change..
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She was left in agony. All she needed is to visit an hospital and see a doctor but they will bill us. But yet no one came to our rescue.
I've got to learn my lesson well that all man is for himself. It is through her event that I know the true definition of human.
When see realized that my dad won't be financially capable of treating, she run go meet her own family (siblings and her mum). But when they could no more take care of her again. They bring her back to my poor Dad. But could that really solve the problem.
Oh she suffered...
Poverty is the true cause of death
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The poor child watching his mum gone. Dad is quite holder. Brother are too young. Now it is evident I'm assuming the role of fatherhood.
I'm still an undergrad. Working and schooling is quite impossible... But schooling without sponsor is a hell...
But what else can I do? That is what made me create the moniker "matri6" and ask you my question.
I have no other option that can salvage me and my family than that. We are almost in a ship wreck, no one will salvage us. No one. I'm the one to take the responsibility!!!
I have friends here to put me through on the game. I've been suffering all this while. I must take an action since it has no consequence.
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Starting up here in Nigeria is a nearly impossible task. There is no real job for people like me except those deadly labour job.
I know it seems to me like I need approval for what I wanted to do, but no.. I just wanted to be clear on what life actually his..
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I'm an academical guru. Had 316 in my jamb. I'm currently on 1.1. but that would never solve the current predicament... My academic fruit can only ripen in many years time. But I can't wait for that. I need a way out now. Of course this might affect my performance... But I need to do something to it...
I'm trying to learn digital skill like copywriting and become a freelancer, but don't have the resources to do so. I don't just know how to start from this zero level capital and background!!
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Sir, your words are strength to a weakling bones. I'm mentally down now. I need to be strong...
I will need your advice sir..
I want to come out of life stronger..
I don't want what happened to her repeat itself on any member of my family..
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I'm her dream, but her dream is shattered.
I do hear how she make pride of me among her peer. She always sit me down to tell me of how I will do greatly to her in the future. Anytime she pray, she has no other prayer point except me... Sometimes when I behave like a Simp, she scold me and she push me beyond boundaries. She's woman like a man.....
But death why??
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I've always promise to make her proud and happy. But how can I do that again. How can I help her fulfil her dream.. I pity her
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It still seems like a dream to me. Oh how I wish it was..
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She has been my back up all this while.
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I could remember how she gave me part of the money she ought to use for treatment for me to pay my school fee... I wish I can repay her back. I can't believe I can be this an orphan.
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I'm scared of what my future will become. I'm scared how I'm going to forgo it all alone. I'm scared if her dreams of me will ever come through again.
Yeah I have a dad. He is way older. He married late. So he could barely take any responsibility again.
I'm the first born.
I wish this was a dream!
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Pls sir, I just need your words.....

The5DME:
This was the same reason I switched from computer engineering to applied mathematics in this same Uniben and now, there's a strike that's been on for close to 2 months.

at least that is better,
you'll be saving yourself one year.
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or do you ever regret doing that?
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and pls, is there any way i can contact you?

tensazangetsu20:
Then no issues. You are making a good choice.

thanks boss

tensazangetsu20:
Definitely. Computer science is a subset of mathematics. Maths is definitely a good degree. If that's your department, stay put.

ok, thank you.
no, maths is not my department but i'm planning to cross

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