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Failure2019:
Drop where you day work in case you kpai mek another person replace you asap



Rip in advance

That is not I need at the moment.
How I wish u could understand what I'm going through

Govocrete:
Based on your question about you going to hell or heaven after suicide means you are a believer. So let me use the Bible to fine tune your mind.

1. Psalms 23:4 says "though I walk through the [sunless] valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod [to protect] and Your staff [to guide], they comfort and console me".

You are going through a valley niq and the shadow of death (suicide) is trying to envelop you. Be strong, fear not, for God is with you. That is why you have not committed the evil act yet. Ask God to guide (direct you). God promise never to leave you nor forsake you.

2. You are not alone, at a point in our life we (rich, middle class and the poor) falls into depression but let it be for a season. Joseph was depressed when his brothers tried eliminating him but God guided him to become a prime minister in a foreign land.

3. There are force working in the universe that don't want us to wear our crown. The devil told Jesus to jump from a height. That is like tell him to commit suicide.

4. You ability to overcome your state of depression today is what makes you a champion. My cousin lost everything 15yrs ago when he was repatriated from Europe as an illegal immigrant.
There the only thing that came to mind was suicide but he thought of his parents and siblings like you.

Today, he is with his US green card, a duplex in Abuja and other properties outside Abuja. If he had committed suicide then, he would have waited an opportunity million are glamouring for.

Some of us will like to share in your testimony years to come. So face your greatest fear for tomorrow will be greater

My last word, happiness is created in our individual mind, its the only thing that can be produce free of charge. So my advise is whatsoever that will give you happiness and stay out of depression, please go after it. Money have never created an innermost happiness so don't think US$1,000,000 will give you happiness, it only increase your stress and trouble.

Thanks so much sir. I am really touched by your words of encouragement

olumided:
I read your story and you made me laugh. You are still active in your work and earn 55K monthly which is also my monthly salary.

See, I am into your shoe, gambling addiction ruined me till now and not yet recovered. My take home salary is usually 49K after all deduction. I lost all my earnings and even lost the money I collected from contribution and my company money all totalled 767K, currently, I sold my apple laptop at 150k and they are deducting my salary to service this loan.

Though, I thought of suicide as well but that is a great loss, if you fall today, you shall rise tomorrow but you just need to watch your steps and never go back to your egypt. Believe in God and pray for forgiveness, your salary is enough for you to make you rich if you spend it wisely. With my little income, I have three dependents that rely on me for feeding and still God is helping us.

OP, forsake all this doubling of a thing, do not say you want to use 1k to make 10k, betting is not a responsible way for sane man. Just put on the whole armour of God and in your next salary, try to be saving little. Since, God has delivered me from gambling, I have peace of mind, though ai don't have money yet and still can't eat what I want but to destroy is easy, to build will take time. God will restore all the wasted years in Jesus Name.

DO NOT KILL YOURSELF

Reading your own story now make me to even feel sorry for you. I know we'll scale through someday.

Thanks for your words of encouragement.... I really appreciate

Alonso91:
Killing urself shouldn't even be an option,so rebuke that evil thinking from ur mind........

But some of the things i read on a daily basis makes me know that I'm a strong man.......if i should tell you what I have been facing recently,you will pity me and that has never make me think of suicide..........just stay strong n kip pushing........He who give up na he F** ked up

Thanks bro.... Life at times has a way of dealing with us but not all of us can ensure it for too long

Blueace247:
Pls learn to build up a skill... Max one year, you would have build up your portfolio

Thank u sir.
I just need help to clear up my mind right now, I need to get out of this mess as I haven't been thinking straight since yesterday.

tunaps:
Guy, just stay strong and keep your head straight. See na who done die na hin lose o.
There is always light at the end of the tunnel.

See how you can manage whatever resource you have around you but do not give up.

Cheer up and face the battle squarely, suicide will just make you lose in all ways.

Thanks for the encouraging words

It is such a horrible thing for one to be depressed as such could lead to one thinking about lots of things including suicide, that's exactly what I'm passing through now.

I am currently working in an organization where I am been paid 55,000 monthly which I'm managing as it could barely sustain me in this economy but I have searched, asked online on any online side hustle I could do to boost my income but all efforts seems futile.

I received my salary around 51,000 after all deductions including tax on the 30th of this month but as I speak to you right now, I'm penniless. I am the type of person who strive to make more income with the little I have. I have tried sport betting in the past but it wasn't fruitful. I tried forex and online stock trading of a thing and that's what ruined me presently.

When my salary entered my account, I already listed all I would need but the money couldn't reach anywhere, so I thought of looking for. a means of increasing it but all went down the drain. Now I'm back at square zero.

The month is still new, I just don't know how I will cope, no foodstuff at home, no money for transport, my transport used to be 300 a day but now it 400. I just don't know how I am going to cope. I'm just tired if everything.

Sincerely, I already contemplated on suicide but I was just scared of:
1. My single mom and I'm all she's got, no other sibling and she's also struggling in her private teaching job. Funny thing is I do send her something too out of my salary but right now....

2. Where I would spend my eternity, Hell.. I don't want to go to hell.

I am typing this with tears in my eyes, I need help, I really need help.

I can provide all evidence here in case u need to believe me. I am not a scammer, I am just a guy who lost all while trying to make my income sufficient for me.

I know I messed up, I bleeped up, It's all my fault and I have learnt my lesson.

Please I need help.