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It all started in January 2014 when I started visiting brothels here in Jos, plateau state (Nigeria)

... I started visiting brothels and having sex with prostitutes not because I wanted it but I did it out of frustration and depression of not been able to get a girl to be my girlfriend because I was very broke.

Now after I had the sex that January 2014 I felt so guilty and terrible...

In fact I literally felt virtue and God's presence departing from me....

When I got home I wept bitterly in my room asking God to forgive me... And for the remaining of that 2014 I didn't visit any brothel nor had sex.

The following year, in 2015... The urge to have sex was so overwhelming that if I remembered how I had it in the brothel I will feel so tempted to go there again and do it.

I tried all I could to fight the temptation but I succumbed to it after so many attempts again to get a girlfriend proved abortive.... Making me to resort to pornography and masturbation.

When all attempts to get a girlfriend failed I started my old habits by going to the brothel...

I started visiting the brothel like 2 times in a month... And having sex with different prostitutes... Until one day I don't know what came over me.... I sucked the breasts of one prostitute... And since that day my life has never remained the same....

I feel worm 🐛 like movements all over my body, coupled with serious headaches and general body pain and weakness.

I have been going to different hospitals here in Jos and I have spent note than ₦1 million Naira in the last 5 years trying to treat myself but all to no avail.

▪️ Nairalanders Please help me ...
▪️Please I need your suggestion..... Sometimes I feel like I'm about to pass out