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Probz:
You’ll have to email me your number then won’t you.

Ok will email you now

Probz:
I tried to help you but you went directly against my advice and ignored what I told you to do. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t disappointed.

Can u call me

If you have gone through what I have gone through

Mother died whilst you are under 25

Please email me because I need someone to talk to I need help

Anyways...

My bullying experience

Age 10-11 I was bullied by a group of girls and the reason I was bullied by them was because apparently I was a bully and I was getting my 'karma'

Anyways, they bullied me - they left me out, would barge past me, hide my things, call me names and so on and so forth, and the excuse was because I was a bully so now they are bullying me.

Age 11-12 I was "bullied" by my friends in the sense they would say things like make fun of me

When I was 16, I was bullied by some girls who were not my friends- they would make fun of me, hide my things, say I smelt of fish, laugh/mock me and the girls who were supposed to be my friends did not defend me at all.
It ended with me crying in front of the whole class, and the girls getting in trouble for bullying.

I feel ashamed that I was bullied, that they saw me cry, I am upset and angry at the years wasted being bullied and how they made me feel. I feel awkward encase I ever see them again, especially as they would deny everythin
I have not been bullied since age 16 (and never will) as I DO NOT STAND FOR IT. If anyone so much as tries it, I let them know what’s up

My future plan

My lesson has been learnt.

I have made a decision to “move on”(still pree doe)

Use what they did to me as fuel to make sure my life is better than theirs, and all the others who tried to hold me down.

Age 10-11 I was bullied by a group of girls and the reason I was bullied by them was because apparently I was a bully and I was getting my 'karma'

Anyways, they bullied me - they left me out, would barge past me, hide my things, call me names and so on and so forth, and the excuse was because I was a bully so now they are bullying me.

Age 11-12 I was "bullied" by my friends in the sense they would say things like make fun of me

When I was 16, I was bullied by some girls who were not my friends- they would make fun of me, hide my things, say I smelt of fish, laugh/mock me and the girls who were supposed to be my friends did not defend me at all.
It ended with me crying in front of the whole class, and the girls getting in trouble for bullying.

I feel ashamed that I was bullied, that they saw me cry, I am upset and angry at the years wasted being bullied and how they made me feel. I feel awkward encase I ever see them again, especially as they would deny everythin
I have not been bullied since age 16 (and never will) as I DO NOT STAND FOR IT. If anyone so much as tries it, I let them know what is up

Check your mail pls

Hi can u personal message me

I put on a fake smile for the world

But honestly

Since my mother died

I don’t even see the point in being alive anymore

My mother is dead, my brother disabled, I am ugly and poor, all my plans have failed, I have no job or education

This is not how I planned for my life to be when I was younger
My life is a mess

Why should I continue living please

Everyday I’m reminded of what I have lost
Either God isn’t real or he hates me.

This is not trial or turbuliation... trial and turbiliaiton is the sickness, not actual death - death is a destroyed life, permanant