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You dress in a sexy way going out to meet another man instead of dropping your pride and make peace rain at home.

Fake call and called another basterd baby when i'm still alive

You come think say fight go end

Laiye layiye e baby ko joor
I just want baby ko jo o kiss Daniel

confidentially i love this lady even as i write, but im really fed up and I'm in a tight Conner.
i met her where i went to work twelve years ago, we charted and mingle eventually we became lovers, she was 19years old and i was 24yrs, i love so tenderly that she was the center of everything in my life,
but i noticed she use to behaved childish, she doesn't know anything about sex, i thought she was pretending but really it was the truth, i found out later from her, but then most time when i make attempt to make love to her, she will refuse and turn it to fight. i never want to loose her so i let her be (i became a nice brother but in need) and she also don't want me to have another girlfriend.

one of the days i made up my mind that she must have to give me her punny or i will never be her lover again, (i use to have sex like water but since she came into my life it has been all dry season for like two years not even kiss but just a dry hug) when she came i made advance on her as usual but this time i decided to be brutal.
I reach for her down with my left hand and right hand on the breast with struggle and i was so happy cause that was the first time i will fill romantic for the past two years and also the first time with her, meanwhile she was been hurt, struggling to scream because i also cover her mouth, wao she was truly love of my life i just cant see my self suffering her this much i had to let go, yes i did but instead she told me she will never come back to me and i begged her just to have her back in my life. eventually it turned to quarrel that lasted for about eight years.

i really love her even in her absent i was all lonely no other lady behave, smile, talk, reason or is as perfect has she is i missed her all through, i kept sending messages without response, calling without answering and when i use other phones she cut the line immediately she had my voice, for like eight years well i decided to move on and keep on trying by the side hoping she will have a rethink.

i got married and had kids make sure she never knew anything about my relationship with any lady since we parted and after some years i saw her on a facebook and people congratulating her for her new baby, i was shocked and i congratulated her to in a soft manner and she responded, from then we began to say hi to each other on a facebook, on sms, and latter on a phone.

i arranged for us to meet in an eatery and she agreed, she came with her friend, we discussed every conversation in her friends present, she told her how i use to love her, she remember how i use to buy her things, how i use to know her bra, pant, jeans, trouser, skirts, shirts and shoe size without measuring it (it actually made me feel like a foolish Mr nice guy), she also told her friend if i haven't change to bad guy that im a nice and loving guy any reasonable girl will love to marry then i asked her if she knew i had all this quality why did she left me? she said briefly i was too young and i don't know much about life.

i understand she fear her husband much, the man is not capable enough financially, she just realize how much i love her, she wanted to know why im still single, she began to give me those attention and also want me to meet her husband, i met her husband and also told them that i had had two kids and my last born is two years older than their first child, they were amazed, the husband also like it and felt a bit convenient with our relationship.

but deep inside me i still very much love her, i felt im a victim of circumstances, true love last forever even though we are apart, she kept calling me most times i liked it, i call at times we exchange sms, i send her recharge card at time to keep things running, we were as though a real new best secrete lover in town, heaven know i did enjoy every moment we share and spent together, i never pass my boundary no sex, no kiss but the real love bird we use to be, i tried to talk her into sex now that we are mature but she said it cant happen because shes married, but she always demand from me and sincerely i most time delivers thinking she was smart.

for some month i have been battling to avoid seeing her at all cost, and most times i don't pick her call.
i still hope and fantasize her in my imagination of giving it to her big time if just for once, i also see it as a sin having sex with another mans wife and also cheating on my beloved wife, but in one corner of my mind i know it will be like shooting my self on the foot by telling her good bye.

should i continue no sex relationship that cant lead to marriage except i brake peoples home which im not ready to do, make her give me the sex and continue secretly or pay the sacrifice and brake up the whole thing im sure she would be happy i never see her pantie

im really confused on the issue please what would you think is best for me to do