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Joseph by name, currently in Oyo state
Sir, by God Grace, I gave my life to Jesus almost eight years ago, with real experience of salvation.

Since then, I have been experiencing God in my daily living.
Though am not married neither do I date anybody, simply because I believe in God living by His injunctions alone.
Am serving God and involving in the teaching of words.

The horror, stated last year around August ending, that I damped into pornography sites and watched it before knowing I masturbated ( before I don't know what it is and how they do it) until that day.

That day I felt sorry for mine self, I pray, fasted and asked forgiveness.
I came to realized that I have been suppressed and my heart will always think of wachting which I can resist at all.
I will be having sexual dream and if it happen like that, it will very hard for me not masturbate that day. It is real oppression.
I reported to pastor and some people because I don't like the situation I am in.
Help me, how can be a child of God and be suppressed to pornography and masturbation.
Am not happy, because their is nothing call spiritual life for me, the thought of unclothedness is dominating my heart.
I want to live for God and make heaven.
Please, help me.