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Obanai:
I don't think explaining my problems are of any use since even people around and those that claim to care no longer look me in the face.

How can I live this world without going through the pain of the soul exiting the body?
I've become heartless? Filled with hatred!
I don't want to see anyone around me alive.... I sometimes wish I can kill them myself.

Don't talk about my family loving me..... All of them only see me as a failure.
My friends.... I feel they hate me.
Relatives? None even reply me.
Pastor? Like I give a damn about them.

Thought of chaing religion if I'll find peace but I guess I can never find peace.

What can I do to leave this world.... Without pain.

Your post doesn't give much details though.

Learn a skill.

1. First of all you need to choose a skill - computer graphics designer, copywriting, programming, etc. The idea is to learn a skill that aligns with your temperament

2. After deciding on the skill, create a picture of what you will achieve in the next 5 years, if you build on the skill. You can get pictures from the Internet to help put the dream in front of you.

3. Pursue expertise in the skill. Focus all you've got on being the best in that dream.

NOTE: NEVER BOTHER ABOUT WHAT ANYONE THINKS ABOUT YOU ONCE YOU FOLLOW THE STEPS OUTLINED.