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mizzkweenbee:yes i am, thanks. |
MsLady39:noted, thanks |
fellis:They are within the first trimester, i collected nothing from them, i just did it to help them. |
Joavid:Thanks. (I will never try such again till my last breath on earth) |
fellis:Am a gynecologist student. |
fellis:THIS IS REAL, , I've not been in peace with myself and am currently in pains within me, I have to voice out my inner most feeling, to publicly confess and ask God and my children for forgiveness. With a resolution never to do it again till my last breath on earth. |
buchi4action:I really appreciate |
lionlee216:Thank you brother. Please continue to pray for me |
LETTER TO MY ABORTED CHILD 12th Dec 2016 Dear child, Am in my lonely room now thinking about the worst mistake I made, my heart bleeds because am the most wicked, heartless, insensitive, greedy murderer of innocent , defenseless little ones who does no crime . My lovely child, I am sorry for my actions which lead to me spilling your blood. I know that I did not deserve leniency and I did not deserve to live, because am a sadist, killer who deserves to die by his own sword. This is not my first time, not my second but my fifth time from different girls, my hands is soaked with human blood crying for vengeance on me. Though I decided after my fourth one never to involve myself with such act no matter what and also took an oath to be a pro life (to protect the life of the unborn). But I fail them and turn my sword on you and kill you ruthlessly without a second thought while u struggle to live in pains then finally give up. Your blood flows from your mother’s womb, while I watched, your tiny body later came out, I took you and flush you into the soak-away. I really deserved nothing but a miserable life and painful death but my child, my innocent child. PLEASE FORGIVE ME, AM VERY SORRY FOR MY ACTIONS AND AM PROMISING YOU NEVER TO DO THAT AGAIN. My little child I know that you are in the right hand of our creator and there far better than here. Please continue to pray for me that God will forgive my brutal sins and for him to make me a saint. Dear God, am very sorry for failing my pro life covenant I had with you. I know that I didn’t deserve this breath of life you gave me but thank you for the GRACE you gave me to repent. Am truly sorry for the innocent, defenseless ones I murdered. I am tired of being a sinner please lord bring me back into your arms and forgive me. I want to be a saint, live a saint and die a saint. I need you in my life ,please lord come and wash me, clean me, change me and mould me to your desired shape. Remember Saul, you forgave and change him, please lord come and change me because I can’t be a saint without your grace. I need your grace like a deer panting for water. Please lord, wash away all my filthy sins and create a new spirit in me, give me joy and peace of mind. In Jesus name I pray Thank you lord for answering my prayer and restoring peace of mind to me.
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, I've not been in peace with myself and am currently in pains within me, I have to voice out my inner most feeling, to publicly confess and ask God and my children for forgiveness. With a resolution never to do it again till my last breath on earth.