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I felt a big lump in my throat.

I was in deep shit.

How would I get out of here.
"You know I like you right?" He asked and I gave a fake laughter as a reply.

"I have seen you before the party, but at that point, you were with Leo" he said getting me confused.

"I have a boyfriend" I replied.

"But you are here" he said coming to sit closer to me.

"What makes you think he isn't cheating on you anyway" he asked and I shrugged, trying to move away from him.

"I didn't put a leash around his neck. See I have got to go, I am late already" I said standing up and carrying my bag".

"He was in town on Tuesday" he said standing up.

"Well, he came for a party. See I really need to leave now. I need to attend to something. Please come and open the door" I said with my heart beating rapidly.

Instead he came onto me trying to kiss me. I shoved his chest.

"What is up with you now?" I asked with a frown.

"You know you are the reason why I haven't travelled back" he said glaring at me.

"Please, I am not in the mood for this..." I was cut short with another kiss and I tried pushing him away. This time he used his strength, pushing me down on the bed and my head hit the headboard.

I yelped in pain, trying to shove his weight off me.

"What is wrong with you?" I screamed pushing him away but he didn't bulge.
He struggled with the belt of my Jean and I pushed his hands away. I was scared.

My heart was hammering so fast that I was trying to catch my breath.

He slapped me hard and I yelped in pain. I didn't stop struggling, I screamed at the top of my voice with tears rushing down my eyes.

He was going to rape me.

This had been my fault, I know I shouldn't have come here.

There was a knock at the door and the idiot jumped off me, realising what he had tried to do.

"Who be that?" He said removing the keys from his pocket and putting it on the lock.

I jumped off the bed with my heart hammering, I arranged myself. I was still crying.

"Room service. You ordered for pepper soup"

He opened the door. "Since" he said angrily. I made my way to the door, pushing him aside and running out, not looking back.

I had gotten outside the building when I felt a hand on my arm.

The idiot had followed me.

"I don't know what came over me, I was just angry and tired of hearing Jeff's name. Please.." I didn't allow him to finish. I had stopped a bike and I jacked my arm from his grip.

"Bolek" I told the bike man. And he moved without any other words. I tried hard to control the tears. I couldn't cry outside. I tried holding it back but a tear had already escaped and another.

I gave the bike man his money without waiting for change.

Immediately Claron opened the door, all hell let loose. I burst into tears and she pulled me inside, holding me while she locked the door.

"What happened?" She asked and I cried harder.

"Is it Jeff, did you guys fight" I shook my head.

"I went to see Somto" I said and she frowned.

"Party Somto? Why? You didn't say you were going there" she said still frowning.

"I was trying not to be rude, he had been calling me and I kept giving excuses" I said trying hard to contain myself.

"Okay, you went to see him, so why are you crying? Did he...?" She said the last words with her mouth opened in shock.

I felt the tears gushing out more. I told her everything. How close he was. How foolish I had been to go there. She hugged me, trying to soothe me. Telling me to relax.

My phone began to ring and it was Jeff, I couldn't pick the call. I didn't know what I would tell him. That I had gone to see a guy that he supposedly dislike? Or how the guy had gotten my contact.

I locked myself up that day. Imagining what had happened, what had almost happened.

I cried harder. My head was still hurting from the hit. And I was still scared.

Jeff kept on calling and he called Claron who lied that I was sick and that she wasn't with me.

That night was hell. I kept recalling the incident and what would have happened if someone had not knocked and what if the idiot had chosen to send the room service away.

I knew then that it wasn't luck.

But the God whom I had longed abandoned.



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There was a knock on my door. Claron wasn't around so I stood up to get it.

To my surprise it was Jeff.

The first thing I asked was what he was doing in town and that was my guilty conscience speaking.

He had kept calling yesterday and I had kept rejecting it.

"Eriel, are you okay. You look a mess" Jeff said with concern, his gaze roaming over my face.

I felt guilty and stupid. I felt the tears starting all over again and Jeff pulled me in for a hug, rubbing my back.
He led me to the bed where I sat down. He didn't say a word, just kept rubbing my back until the tears subsided.

"What happened?" He asked me and I pulled away from him.

I pleaded with him not to hate me. And he kept telling me to just talk. And I told him everything. How I had given the idiot my number and went to his place.

Jeff was pissed. "What the Bleep? After I told you I didn't like the way he was all over you that night, you still gave him your damn number, then to crown it all, you went to see him in an hotel? What were you thinking? Why would you risk your life, what were you even trying to do, spite me" he let out angrily and I cried harder.

He was pacing around

"I can't do this shit" he said angrily, walking out on me.

I cried myself to sleep.

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Jeff called me the next day but I refused to pick because I knew I had hurt him.

Somto called and sent messages that I all ignored. I blocked his line later on.

Jeff kept calling. He went through Claron begging her to talk to me.

I traveled to Lagos that week with the mindset that I was going back to my old life of loving God, loving myself more and being the sweet girl everyone saw me as.

Two weeks had gone when Jeff called again. This time I picked it.

I was happy to hear his voice. I had missed that voice. He begged to see me again, he told me he was in lagos and I agreed to meet him at a fast food close by.

Immediately he saw me, he gave me a bear hug before releasing me and I laughed. I had missed it.

"You refused to see me" he said drily.

"I am seeing you" I replied, knowing what he meant.

"I have missed you. I swear I said I was going to get over it. I tried but I couldn't. It just didn't work. I missed seeing your wide smiles, and your eyes, what I love most in you" he said.

"You don't have to tell me all this. I hurt you and I know. I had been so naive and foolish to think...to think God knows what" I said with teary eyes.

"I later came to realise no one is above mistakes. You made a mistake. Baby you have your flaws and it is the girl with the flaws I fell in love with. The girl who always tried hard to please everyone. The girl who was a big time introvert pretending to be something more. I know you went to that guy's place not with the intention to lay with him. But it hurt. I was really hurt but I got over it" he said holding my hand and I tried hard not to let even a tear escape.

"I am so sorry, I am really sorry" I told him with my teary eyes.

"I want you back. I need you back" he said desperately.

"How can you still want me?" I asked in confusion.

"Because you are human and you are not afraid to show it"

And that was it. We got back together and we were even better together than before.

You know how they say experience is the best teacher.

I used to lie to myself that I could learn from other people's mistakes and I didn't have to make any.

What happened to that good girl who wanted to please everyone?

She was gone.

Replaced by a tougher and new woman. I had made my mistakes and I had learnt from them.

I know how you all think that I am dumb or I was dumb for everything I did.

Keeping myself to the age of 22 only to give it to a scoundrel.

Or having sex with my friend's boyfriend.

Or going to Somto's place.

It was all my mistake and I own up to them because I was the one who made bad choices.

People see me as the perfect sweet girl.

But, the truth here is that I wasn't perfect.

No.

I am still not. Because I am human and we all make mistakes.

We have all made choices at some point in our lives that we are not proud of.

I have made my fair share of mistakes and I have learnt from it all.

It took me a while to find myself but eventually I did.

I became a woman who made my own decisions.

I have become a woman who pleases no soul.

I have become a woman made out of my mistakes.

I am happy where I am now.

I have come to love me for me.

I have found a stand.

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Ifinally agreed to see him with me being clueless.

He was lodged in an hotel. He led me to his room asking me what I wanted.

I wasn't comfortable.

Told him I was okay with a bottle of shwerppes and that I wasn't staying long because I needed to see Jeff.

"What's with you and the guy anyways?" He asked.

"He is my boyfriend" I told him checking my watch for the time.

He went to the door and locked it,, removing the key, that's when I knew I was in big trouble.

My biggest fear.

mamayor26:
nice story pls update next episode.

Thank you

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So yes....it was finally the day I had been waiting for. The day I would get to wear my khaki for the last time.

My POP.

I was excited, I was going to be leaving this bleeped up state. I was going to be having nothing to do here anymore.

I saw so many people I knew from camp. I mixed up. I was happy. Super excited.

The que was something else though....but I finally got my certificate.

I gave my local government inspector one last sweet smile when all that was in mind was "Bleep Nysc, it is finally over"

I took pictures with people I knew, even with those I had forgotten their names . Leo came to take a picture with me all smiling and I smiled in the picture.

I wasn't going to allow an ass destroy the vibes of today.

I was looking extraordinarily pretty today. I knew because I had taken my time preparing.

Jeff and I left the local government after all the plenty pictures. Lol. He wasn't a picture fan.

Jeff was organising our passing out party which was an all night in house party.

It was going to be fun. I knew because it was Jeff of course.

That night me and the girls prepared to party hard. There was nothing stopping me from doing anything tonight.

I took my time with my makeup, making sure my brows were on fleek and my highlights and contour stood out.

I wore a black bodycon dress that hugged my body like a second skin and a pair of sneakers. I wore a neck piece, bangles and crystal earrings, packing my hair up in a bun.

I was ready to party.

The moment Jeff saw me, he couldn't take his eyes off.

"Fish, keep staring and I would disappear" I teased him and he laughed.

"You look eatable, you no go blame me" he said still laughing.

"Fish" I teased hitting his arm.

"You look beautiful sincerely speaking" he said with no trace of smile and I felt heat rise up my neck.

"Thank you" i said smiling.

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The party was booming, Ola was still trying to high up all the girls though.

I wasn't a spirit fan but that night I took it all. Not caring that I was mixing up different drinks all together .

I had never tried smoking before but that night was going to be my first. I was planning on exploring every side of fun without leaving any stone unturned.

Jeff stepped out when the guys started passing on weed abi SK, I was too high to even ask what it was but I took it taking my time to draw a smoke. The feeling was undescribable. I had never felt this way.

Claron took the weed from my hand giving it to a guy seated next to her.

"Oya Eriel, let's step out, your eyes are barely open" she said laughing and she stood up, helping me up.

On our way outside, I saw Leo coming in.

"Eriel we need to talk" he said staring at me, ignoring Claron who was standing next to me.

"About?" I asked not even bothering to be polite, I was done being polite.I Gus's the highness was helping too. I wasn't doing that any more.

"You know" he said smiling before acknowledging Claron.

The bloody jerk. So he thinks he can get another lay because I had been so easy foolishly making him my first.


My steps were not straight and Claron laughed as I staggered.

"You are high" she said and I refused. We walked towards Jeff who had been making a call.

When he saw me, he laughed.

"You are high" he said causing Claron to laugh.

"A bit" I finally admitted. Claron led me to him, scared that I was going to miss my steps.

"Oya, take your property. I am going inside" she said with a soft laughter.

Jeff pulled me close, bringing his lips down to mine.

"No more drinks for you" he said before his lips entangled with mine.

We stayed out for a bit and the air helped a bit. At least, by the time we got inside I wasn't staggering anymore.

The music had stopped and they were playing the devil's basket by the time we got in.

I was dared to twerk in front of everyone. There was nothing there so I gladly stood up to do it. By the time I was done, Irene was sittinging next to Jeff and all the seats were occupied.

A guy sitting next to Claron suggested carrying me and I agreed. He looked awfully familiar. I think I had seen him around Will and Leo, once or twice.

The game went on and Irene was dared to make out with any guy of her choice and she chose Jeff.

I couldn't watch. The guy carrying me noticed and he rubbed my back softly .

I had no idea what that was supposed to do. The next dare fell on Leo and he was dared to suck on any girl's nipple for a minute and he chose me.

I saw Jeff watching and I noticed that Irene was no longer by his side.

When Leo came unto me, I didn't stop him. He sucked on mg nipple for a minute and I felt nothing.

Absolutely nothing.

The next dare fell on me, and I was dared to kiss Claron, which I did without thinking.

I went back to sit on the guy's leg. We later got tired of the game because we had done everything, so we went back to dancing. I went ahead to dance with the guy I was with, trying to convince myself that I wasn't trying to spite Jeff.

"I am Somto" he introduced himself.

"Eriel" I said with an innocent smile.

"I know, you are really quiet. Every time I see you, you are not talking" he said and I arched a brow.

"Really, you always meet me at the wrong time" I laughed.

"I would love to see you a..." He was cut off by Jeff.

"Bro, if you don't mind?" Jeff asked causing Somto to step aside, going to look for mother dance partner.
He later ended up with Irene.

"I can't watch that guy flirt with you" he said with an indifferent expression and I just shrugged.

"So what do you want?" I asked him while he led me away from where people were dancing to the bed.
He sat down first, pulling me to sit in between his legs.

"About Irene making out with me, I..." I cut him short.

"You don't have to expain, you know?" I said.

"I know but I need to. I didn't kiss her back. It is true we had a thing once or twice and she was aware that we were both doing it for the fun.When she noticed I had a thing for you, she started acting up. I tried to make her see reason that I wasn't dating her. I knew she was trying to put me in a tight corner when she chose to make out with me" He said in my ears because the music was pretty loud.

"So why are you telling me this?" I asked .

"Because I want you to know. I couldn't watch you with that guy, he was all over you. He told Irene that he wanted to have sex with her and she came to tell me, asking for a permission and I told her if she wanted it, why not. She was angry I had said that" He said with a sigh before he continued.

"The guy is a sharp guy, because the next thing I see, you are sitting on his leg and he is kissing your back" he said angrily.

"Hahahaha, he was, I didn't even notice" I said laughing.

"I want you Eriel" Jeff said softly.

"After the sex, what next? I can't do this Jeff" I said pouring out my heart.

"I want you Eriel, to date you. You are a beautiful person. Beautiful in and out. You are thoughtful, intelligent and loveable. You are someone I want in my life. I don't want to share that with anyone. Please Eriel, I need you to say yes" he said softly and I didn't know what to say.

Probably because I had not been expecting it .

"You are not saying anything" he said in my ears, giving me goose bumps.

"Yes?" It sounded like a question when I had meant to say yes.

Jeff kissed me. The kiss was probably the sweetest I had tasted.

I noticed people in the room were paired up in twos, the music had been reduced and no one was dancing anymore.

Jeff laid down, bringing my head down to his chest.
We stayed like that for a while before I spoke.

"Are you sleeping?" I asked softly. My head was banging.

"No, why?" He asked.

"I want you to Bleep me" every sense of shame I had,had gone out the window.

"What did you say?" I was guessing he thought he had not heard correctly.

"I want you to Bleep me" I repeated softly.

"Here?" He asked and I nodded.

"Here" I echoed.

He wasted no time, he was on me in seconds. I was going to have sex in a room filled with people and I didn't care.



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I woke up with a banging headache the next morning, it was worse than the one of last night. Jeff was still holding me.

I stared around looking at my environment. Some people were on the other side of the room sleeping and cuddling. Some had started getting up.

Jeff kissed my forehead "Good morning babe, how was your night?"

I remembered the scenes of last night. Jeff kissing me and pinching my nipples. Jeff touching my clit . Jeff removing a condomn from his wallet.

Jeff pushing my thing to the side before sliding into me. Jeff hitting the right places. I sighed

"Wild and good" I said with a smile and he laughed.

"Give me a minute" he said rising up.

I stood up to look for my bag and I bumped into the guy that had lapped me yesterday.

"Good morning" I greeted while scanning the room with my eyes for my bag.

" Good morning Eriel. I am leaving now, can I get your contact?" He asked giving his phone to me.

There was no harm there right?
I typed my number and he dialed it.

"Alright Eriel, would talk later" he said before leaving.

"You gave him your digits why" Claron asked out of the blues.

"Yea, he asked" I replied innocently.

"Just be careful yea" Claron said and I shrugged.

It wasnt like i was going to try doing anything drastic. I was happy where I was.

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When we got home, Irene kept on giving me the attitude and I felt guilty.

I wanted to talk to her but I had no idea on what I was going to say so I left it.

The girls and I left Jeff's house that day so I could prepare to go back to my old local govt.

Claron followed me home and on our way, the guy from last night called.

I ignored his call but he kept on calling so I answered.

"Hi" I said with a sigh.

"You really don't want to talk to me right" he replied and i sighed again.

"Wasn't aware my phone had been ringing" I lied.

"I want to see you Eriel"

"I just left on my way to town" I replied.

"Would be coming to town tomorrow" he said and I wondered why he was telling me.

"Okay" I said.

"Hoping I could see you?" He asked.

"If I am less busy" I replied and he said his goodbyes, hanging up.


I got back to town, living my normal life. Jeff came to town the next day for a party and invited me but I wasn't feeling like it so I turned him down.

Jeff was a sweet heart and he had his ways of putting smiles on my face.

Meanwhile the Somto guy kept calling and I kept giving him excuses,

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"What's up with you and Leo? I want to know the truth. I have seen you guys talking before and now you guys act like total strangers. You didn't even bother telling him goodbye before he left" Ola said with a concerned face causing me to sigh.

Claron and Jane had gone to their ppa. Claron was the CLO at the local government while Jane was a teacher in a college. Jeff had gone out to handle his CDs project because he was the president of his cds.

So I was home alone with Ola.

"There is nothing up between us" I lied.


"Eriel we both know that's not true" Ola said plainly.

"Yes it's not. Leo is a big flirt. He goes after everything in skirt. He was the jerk I lost my virginity to. And instead of receiving the list bit of respect he acted like I was a bug on his shoulder. Me, Eriel. God knows I don't cling to men. I hate them being clingy to me. After sex I maintained my own lane, not wanting all the touchy touchy thingy from him or me giving it to him either and yet the last time I went to his house, after the sex, he pushed me away like a rag doll and he started giving me the attitude. Damn him!" I bursted out, wiping a tear that had escaped from my eyes.

Ola hugged me and I felt more tears escape from my eyes. I never knew I had been this hurt.

"Why him? I thought yo had a thing with Will" Ola asked and I pulled back sniffing, trying to calm the rapid beating of my heart.

"Will was my friend's boyfriend" I said with a shrug.

"Like that changes anything. I know Will, if he wants a girl, he would have her. I knew he wanted you" Ola said

"And he didn't have me" I lied.

"Then why Leo?" Ola asked.

"I wanted someone I had no emotional attachment with to avoid the drama and I had a little crush on him in camp" and that was the truth, I had given myself to Leo thinking it would cause no drama, and now, my life itself was a drama.

"I understand you but I still find it hard to believe that you were a virgin. I mean you are beautiful and desirable, any man would want a piece" Ola said with a playful smirk and I hit his arm playfully .

"I wish now that curiosity hadn't gotten hold of me" I said truthfully.

"But you know a girl never forgets her first. At some point you guys would come together again" Ola said.

I shook my head, "there is no way in hell that's happening" I said strongly.

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Share it please, can't wait

Most definitely

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The next morning Esiri and his friend prepared to leave for warri. He started giving me attitude.

I had no idea why.

Before leaving, he gave me his phone to put my number, which I did with sleepy eyes.

He left with a "I would call you when I get home"

I nodded sleepily before going back to sleep.

That morning we went to a buka for breakfast. We had akamu and akara. The woman's akara is pretty good.

While we were there, Leo came to meet Ola and Jeff.

I had no idea he was coming.

I rid myself of every emotion, something I had grown to be pretty good at doing.

Ola noticed something was amiss so he kept staring at the both of us, trying to find God knows what.

After eating, Jeff paid the woman and we stood up to leave.

I was wearing a dark pink polo that hugged my body like a second skin.

Ola stared at my chest and said something to Jerry, causing him to laugh and look at me.

I arched a brow.

"What are you guys laughing about?" I asked causing Ola to laugh again.

Trust Ola to speak his mind, "Your boobs are standing and looking fuller this morning. The sight is attractive" he said laughing and I hit him playfully on the arm.

I saw Leo looking at my chest before he diverted his gaze.

The jerk.

He had gotten it all. He had been the first to claim it . I knew that was the thought running through his head.

I hated him.

I hated myself for feeling cheap.

I thought the saying of how a woman never forgets her first and always craves for more was applicable to everyone.

But why not me?



We got home and I went straight to the bathroom. I felt a presence at the door and heard Jeff's voice.

"I want to see you" he said jokingly.

"Don't you dare" I said with a playful stern voice.

"I want to see your face" he said laughing.

I opened the door, hiding my body behind the door.

"You have seen my face now, happy?" I asked with a smirk.

He brought his face closer, resting my forehead on his.
I stretched to give him a peck. That wasn't enough.
He bit my lower lip softly before drawing it for a kiss. His tongue dived into my mouth, making love to my mouth.
The feeling was a bliss.

Somewhere outside I heard Leo saying "Eriel I am off".
I concentrated on the kiss, forgetting every other thing.
Jeff was the one to withdraw.

He was breathing hard .

" Your lips..., your kisses, my God, it is something I could do forever" he said softly, his eyes on my lips.

I felt heat rise up my neck.

Every guy I had ever kissed said the samething. I loved kissing. I loved guys that could kiss.

But damn, Jeff was really good.

Too good.

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I acted like there was nothing wrong with what I just saw, even if I felt the sharp sting of pain in my chest.

We greeted her and left the room. Claron, Jane and I sat outside talking when Claron asked me, "what's up with Irene and Jeff, are they dating?"

I shrugged, "I don't know" because that was the truth. I had no idea. If they were dating, why would he be flirting with me?

Maybe i came on to strong on him.

I don't know.

I didn't know what to think.

Claron could see the confusion on my face.

"You like him" it wasn't a question so I just shrugged .

Jeff and Irene came out to meet us. They gisted with us for a while and I refused to give Jeff any indication of emotion.

I wasn't going to show him I was hurt. No man was worth that.

Jeff and Irene stepped out leaving us behind and I really didn't care.

I lied to myself.

We were alone for a while before Ola's friends from warri came back. Esiri was the guy that went to the same uni with me.

He asked where the rest were and we told him we had no clue.

So they decided to take us out to eat. The first restaurant we entered, we saw Ola, Catty, Irene and Jeff. We went ahead to greet them. Ola was giving the attitude while Jeff was just quiet .

What was up with the attitude thing anyway?

We left the restaurant because they didn't have what we wanted and we went to a fast food instead.

We stayed there for a while. Eating, gisting and laughing.
This guys were really funny. Esiri kept on telling me how he liked me and I kept on laughing and waving it off.

I didn't have the strength for drama in my life.

"So who is your boyfriend there? Jeff?" He asked and I laughed yet again waving it off.

When we got home, it was pretty late . Jeff was laying down, resting his head on Irene's leg.

"Why is every one quiet?" I asked trying to brighten up the room. Irene smilled softly saying the clown of the house wasn't feeling too good.

I stared at Jeff, his eyes were closed.

"Eya, I am going outside to sit" I didn't know why I was explaining myself. Claron, Jane, Esiri and the other guy was sitting outside already and I went out to sit with them . I wasn't comfortable.

Esiri was still flirting with me but I wasn't flirting back. I stood up after a while and I told them I was going inside.

When I got inside, Irene was gone and Jeff was on the bed pressing his phone while Ola was sleeping.

I went to lay next to Jeff. "What's doing you?" I asked jokingly.

"Just a little headache but it's getting better now" he said dropping his phone.

I wanted to ask what was up with him and Irene, but I bit my lips from asking the question.


We started gisting and I forgot that I had wanted to ask him a question .

Claron and the rest came in after a while to sleep. Jeff and I kept on gisting even while others were asleep. The light went out and he drew me closer to his side for a cuddle. I loved cuddles, something I had never gotten from Leo.

We stayed like that for a while before he began rubbing my back softly. It was feather light. I sighed.

He tilted my chin upwards with a finger and brought his lips down to mine. I nibbled on his lower lip. Suckling on it before using the tip of my tongue to trace his lips.

He drew me closer, deepening the kiss. He fought for dominion. He brought his hand down to my chest, pinching my nipple through my light singlet.

I moaned softly. My nipples were already erect. He palmed my left breast and squeezed gently. I felt the rush of warmth on the lower part of my body.

He lifted my top up and used his tongue to trace my small pointed nipple, like he was savouring my taste before he dived in, suckling hard on my nipple. I pressed his head closer.

He used his other hand to pinch my right breast.

I bit my lips from moaning out aloud

He brought his lips back to mine, kissing me before bringing his hand down to my shorts. I wasn't wearing panties. I don't wear pants to sleep. When he noticed, his breath caught. He used a finger to push gently into me, before adding a second.

I moaned.

I was wet. I could feel my juices down there. He pushed his fingers into me, finger fucking me. I moaned.

I felt his fingers on my clit, tugging on it gently. I had never felt this good before. Leo hadn't bothered going through the pre-intimacy, neither did Will.

Jeff was good with his hands and lips. He tugged on my clit again before I felt my legs vibrating and loosing myself.

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The next morning was beautiful. Jeff kept on giving me lingering stares and I loved the warm feeling I felt.
Jane and Claron kept teasing me about Jeff but I most shoved it away.

"There is nothing there" I lied.

I was not ready to get hurt again. The pain Leo caused me was still there but I kept lying to myself. It was nothing.

Even if I didn't like Leo in a dating way.....

Even though I didn"t get wet for him when he touched me...

I was still hurting....

I couldn't understand why. Probably because I lost my virginity to him and the little I deserved from him was respect.

Just that!

But I had gotten nothing but shame and humiliation.

Jeff at this point was a means of distraction.

Oh....how I had needed this sweet distraction. Unlike Leo who had wanted me out of his house, Jeff wanted the opposite, he asked us to stay that morning. That we could stay for as long as we wanted.

Jane bought the idea because their friend she was seriously crushing on was around.

Claron bought the idea too and we went back home to get our stuffs that we would use for the next day.


That day was so hot that we had to go swimming. I wore a black piece that accentuated my assets. At first I was not comfortable. I felt like people were staring.

I later relaxed when we entered the pool although I couldn't swim. I held on to the rail and Ola had to drag me off. Lol.

At least I was better than Jeff. He didn't even attempt to try. He just sat there, pressing his phone and drinking his black bullet. Once in a while he would look at me and I would catch him staring. I would tease him and tell him I wanted him in the water with me but his reply was always a soft laughing, asking me if I wanted to drown him.

That day we played truth or dare in the water. Trust Claron and I. We no dey jonze. Lol.

After we got home that day, I went to the kitchen to prepare spag and Jeff followed me. Drawing me into his arms and kissing me.

I stretched to reach him because he was pretty tall and I put my hands around his neck to deepen the kiss.

I moaned. This was something I could get addicted to.

He pulled back and laughed, telling me to do what I wanted to do.

Irene came around that evening and she went to Jeff, laying her head on his legs.

I told myself it didn't mean anything.

As usual, the house was a full house. Ola's friends came from warri for clearance the next day.

They were so funny. One of them went to the same university I schooled in.

The guy had been in the same faculty I was. He even yabed me a bit. Lol. Telling me how I moved with only three set of friends and how he saw me as one of the school's big girls.

I laughed because I knew I didn't have much friends in school and me being one of those "big girls" was hilarious.

The next morning Claron, Jane and I went home. Claron and Jane went to work while I went to Jen's place.

Will was giving me attitude because I had refused to talk about the sex we had.

I was tired of getting all the attitudes. Jen and I started gisting when she asked "What's up with you and Ola? I have been seeing pictures of you in their place"

I laughed inwardly, she actually thought I had something for Ola.

It was hilarious. Ola was a good guy but he wasn't my type. I saw him as a friend.

"There is nothing between us. Claron, Jane and I spent the weekend at their place" I said leaving out the fact that we were still going there that night.

"So have you heard from Leo?" She asked and I remembered the jerk again. I frowned a bit.

"No, I haven't. It's better that way" I said calmly.

She gave me a pity look and waved the topic off.

We gisted a while before I decided to leave. I got home and the girls were already packing their things for the night. I went ahead to pack mine before we decided to leave.

The day was dark by the time we got to Jeff's. The door was opened and no one was in the sitting room. Claron, Jane and I went to the room to drop our stuffs when we saw Irene standing at the door of the bathroom which was open, gisting with Jeff who was in the bathroom naked.

MhizDherbee:
I tink that's bcuz of your inconsistent updates on your stories thats y... I'm glued to your stories, i'll b patient for your updates on evry1 of ur stories cuz i'm your No 1 fan. Love ya!!!

Would try to be more consistent but the comments still are very discouraging

MhizDherbee:
Thanks even thou its still short....

You are welcome.
I just feel discouraged because I feel like I am talking to myself. No much comments.

Ola kept on giving me the "I know something is up look". The guy had always been too smart and observant for my liking.

At that point, there was nothing up.
Jeff and I had kissed just once because of the dare and I felt he was still into Joy.

His neighbour and close friend was into him too so where would I have fixed myself in that triangle?

No where.

At that point though.

We stayed the night and it was fun. It was a full house too. Irene was around (the neighbour), Catty was around(Irene's friend who was always on her phone), Obi their neighbour too was there.

We decided to play the truth or dare game and Ola was dared to kiss any girl and he came onto me, kissing me.

I refused to open my mouth or even kiss back because I wasn't attracted to him one bit.

I kept on picking truth whenever it was my turn, until I got tired and decided to pick a dare.

I was dared to kiss all the guys in the room. I stood up because I am never one to turn down a dare. I gave all the guys a quick peck on the lips and I lingered more on Jeff because I wanted to feel the tingles again, which I did feel.

My next dare was to kiss the Obi guy for a minute and I did. Lol. They had to pull us apart by the time the one minute was over.

I was having fun.

The bottle fell next on Jeff and he was dared to blindfold a partner and make the partner kiss three places on his body without using hands.

He picked me and asked me to kiss his left nipple, head and lips. I did it and lingered more on his lips. He was a good kisser and I didn't want it to stop because of the tingles. I forgot we were in a room filled with people and I let myself succumb to his kisses.

They literally had to draw us apart.

After the truth or dare. Irene and Obi left. Catty was spending the night in the same flat with us.

Claron, Jane and I started gisting, while Ola and Jerry were busy playing their ps.

After a while, Claron and Jane dozed off. I went back to my phone before I decided to bug Jeff a bit. I kept on pulling him, telling him I wanted Ola to win him. I distracted him for a while before deciding to go to bed.

I was already asleep when I felt a soft tap on my hand.

"Eriel won't you give me a good night kiss?" He asked jokingly and I stood up with sleepy eyes, drawing his face closer. I nipped softly on his lower lip before sucking on it. He came closer causing me to lay down. He took my lower lip in between his lips before diving his tongue in.

This was the best kiss I had ever had.

I didn't realise we had been kissing for a while because Catty had woken up and was staring at us.

"Hmmn. Really?" Catty said and Jeff pulled back giving me a final peck on my lips before standing up.

I felt heat rise up my neck. Thank God I was not fair, if not I would have been red by now. I turned away from Catty to hide my embarrassment.

MhizDherbee:
Its short na *frowns*

I modified a bit, you could try reading from the top.

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I didn't call Leo and he didn't bother calling either.

I was hurt.

Jen asked what was up with me and I told her. I knew she was going to tell Will but I didn't care.

At that point Jen was the only friend I could confide in.

I couldn't confide in my believer friends because they would judge me.

I didn't mention that I was an exco in church right?

Yea I was a worker in the lord's vineyard, more reason for them to bash me.

Will came to me later on, telling me how he had tried to warn me about Leo but I wasn't planning on listening to him.

Like he wasn't the same thing. Mthcheww.

He told me not to hate guys. That they weren't all the same.

We started chatting and he told me how he still wanted the thressome but he wanted me to himself first.

I went over to his place.

Another foolish move I made. The guy wasted no time. He undressed me and told me he wanted a Mouth Action and I knelt down, unbuckling his belt. I brought out his dick and I swear I almost fainted.

He was huge and fully erect.

Three times Leo size.

I thought he was going to tear me up with the monster of a dick.

I held his dick in my small hands and started by kissing his tip before taking him into my wet mouth trying to take the whole of him which was no where near possible.

He moaned.

I used my teeth gently on his dick, moving up to his tip, suckling and nipping gently on it.

He growled and pushed my mouth away.

I thought I had done something wrong. He pushed me unto the bed, wearing a condom, he spread my legs wide apart and slide his dick gently into my already wet pussy.

It hurt a little but not as much as when I was with Leo, probably because with Leo, I wasn't wet.

Will was large. He filled me instantly. He started moving inside me.

Gosh, it felt so good.

Way too good. I was way out of my head. He lifted my legs high for deeper
Penetration and started slamming into me fast. The feeling was painful, yet sweet.

I was new to it but I was loving it. I came about two times before he removed the condom and slide into my wet waiting pussy. He moved so smoothly and for a brief moment I thought of Jen before he slide out again cuming on my flat stomach


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It has been two weeks since I last spoke with Leo, although I see him during CDs but we never speak.

Maybe you could call the random "hi" a conversation....... But it's not.

We acted like total strangers and it was best that way.

In fact, I loved it that way...it was easier to hide.

During the space of the two weeks so much has happened.

I was supposed to have said this since, but I didn't see the need to bring it up.

I had issues with my first place of primary assignment because I refused to have sex with my boss and he tried to make my life miserable.

I tried changing ppa and Nysc posted me out of the capital to the local government I met Will, Jen and Leo.

I had to go down to my new ppa to make an agreement. I was going to be paying them off.

I had no where to stay in my new LG so I usually go down there twice a month for cds because it was compulsory there.

I met Will first because he was the president of my cds and you know the rest of the story and how I met Jen and Leo.

The fitst time I slept at Will's place hadn't been intentional. I had traveled down to my new LG for CDs and Will had taken my phone, telling me to wait for him after cds.

I waited.

After cds, he introduced me to Jen, his VP and we became friends. We went to his house and we gisted (after which I found out jen was dating Will).

Will's neighbours came visiting while I was there and they were both really funny. The dark one looked a bit rass with all his jewellery and all. I learnt later on that his name was Ola while the second guy who was Jeff was cute and tall....really tall.

They teased me a bit before leaving.

The life I had in my old LG was different from what I had in my new LG and I was enjoying every moment of it. Sometimes I would travel and stay there for a week before going back to my old LG where I was a good girl.

The last time I went to Leo's, I had planned on staying there until pop before he started giving the attitude . I knew I couldn't go back to Will's and Jen so I went to the family house where I met Claron and Jane. They were new corpers and they were both staying in the family house in my new LG.

They got their apartment and they begged me to go with them, which I did because we had clicked. It felt like we had known each other for years.

Back to the present before I start diverting.

Leo and I were total strangers.

I was best friends with Claron and Jane.

And I was having the time of my life.


I started seeing more of Jef because he was friends with Jane and I felt he was into her. There was a time we were playing truth or dare and Jef came visiting. I was dared to kiss him. And I did. The kiss was mindblowing. I mean I could still feel tingles on my lips even after we kissed.

That night, we didn't have light at our place because the connection or something was bad and Claron brought up the idea of us going to Jef's place.

Jane and I gladly agreed and we packed our things for the night. I didn't mention Jef and Ola were roommates and Will was no longer staying in the same compound because of some issue he had.


So we went to Jef's and Ola's place which was pretty spacious. Ola had been asking me to come over to his place and I had kept on refusing, when he saw me, he was pretty surprised and I felt bad.

adecares:
nice write-up​, patiently following.

Thanks yh

So I went with Leo, Will's best pal.

I know I could have taken someone else, but Leo was everything that I found attractive in a man.

Well, I thought.

We went to his house and that night he didn't even waste his time in coming unto me.

At a point, I got scared and I started pushing him away, but that didn't stop him.

I finally told him that I was a virgin and he didn't believe it.

He pushed into me and the pain was hell. I screamed in pain.

I guess that was when he finally knew that I was saying the truth.

The next morning he started prophesying heaven and earth. Telling me that he would stay with me and crap.

I believed.

Will was still mad at me, I knew. But really, what did he expect me to do.....

I was only trying to save my self from the emotional heart break.

I went back to Leo's again. I was so stupid. I didn't enjoy the sex the first time, yet I went back to him.

And as usual, he didn't bother touching me before pushing into me. The pain was so bad.

He tried doing doggy with me, and I cried yet again because of the pain.

He made me feel like I sucked at sex. That was when I knew that we both were never going to work. He was the first man I slept with and yet he was making me feel like I was not good at it. The next morning he started giving attitude and I made up my mind that I was leaving never to come back again.

MhizDherbee:
yea seriously!!!

Awww, sweet

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So I said I was going to be going on a self discovery, and that was exactly what I did.

I wanted to be able to make my own mistakes, and regret them.

Did I mention I am serving?

Okay, I just did.

I met this sweet couple during my service year. Princewill and Jen. Although I met Will first, and I had actually had a thing for him but then, I discovered he had a girl who was Jen.

She was so sweet and we became friends.

Jen wanted a three-some and she told Will. Unknowing to me, they drew me closer.

We became closer. And I started sleeping over at their place.

The first time I slept over there, Jen went completely nude. Gallivanting around. She was really beautiful. Lol. But it took a lot than that to make me fall.

The second night I slept there, we went clubbing. And I got back with them completely wasted.

That night, they had sex on the same bed I was. I knew at one point because I opened my eyes, and I watched.
But I didn't let them know I was up.

The third night, it was cold and I rolled myself up like a ball. I think Will noticed because he started rubbing my legs and from there, he moved a bit higher and he started touching me, with his girlfriend laying right beside him.

I didn't stop him, I loved the feeling. He came closer to me and told me what he wanted and I nodded foolishly.

But thank God for Jen who was having cold feet that night. She said she couldn't.

That night, they had sex again with me on the bed. This time I couldn't watch, I turned away.

The next morning, Will started apologising. Sincerely speaking, I didn't see why he should, but I left it.

He started asking me why I didn't join in and I arched a brow.

I told him I was a virgin and I am glad I wasn't stupid enough.

He didn't believe the virgin part at first until later.

So I met Leo who was pals with Will and talk buddies with my ex. I had a crush on him in camp.

He was good with words and he was a flirt.

That I knew.

But by then I had made up my mind that I was loosing it. And he seemed okay. So I chose him.

Will was really mad at me, but that didn't stop me.

MhizDherbee:
Pls share it.... I tink m crushing on u!

Lol. Seriously?
Sharing right away

So I have been away for a while now. And like I said before, I am still living my life.
So many things has happened in the past few weeks and I can't wait to share.
You might not like somethings that I have done , but the deed is done already .