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Good morning, please I need your advice on this one because I'm dying. I've been dating a guy I loved so much but never knew if he did same to me, when we first met, he told me were just friends but we do the other stuffs. After 8 months, I asked him to define our relationship which he did after a lot of persuasion from me. We started dating officially but something was lalacking, he gives me everything I want but not much attention and so much restrictions as to how I call him etc. I got admitted into the University but not in the same state where he lives and where I met him and in my first year he would invite me to visit him every month And with that I wasn't feeling I was in a distance relationship and everything was going fine. In my second year, I visited him earlier that year and he lost his job 3months later and we were still together. And things began to change, I begged to visit him for 5months but he refused saying he doesn't have money and when I ofered And insisted to use my money to visit him days before my birthday he got angry and broke up with me and this started making me feel there was more to him not having money for my trip. I told him I was sorry for insisting but he wouldn't just accept instead he called me names and said he never wanted to see me again, I was heart broken so I cheated on him, something I Havent done in 3yrs, after a few day we got back together due to a lot of pleading. In summery, I visited him 2months ago and every night He'll go through my phone and he found something, an evidence that I cheated on him, he asked me about it and I told him the truth he heated me in the eye twice that night and asked me out of his house so I started begging him and he allows me to stay because I was working and I had no where else to go to. He told me he has forgiven me and started acting like all was good again after 2months when I was done working and was set to go back to school. When I got home (my parents house) he told me he can't forget what I did that it's best for us to stay on our own. I have cried my soul out, I can't go back to school, I can't even eat, I've begged with everything that I have and I don't want to give up because I love him. Please what should I do now?