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Please forgive me if this is long for you I don't mean to stress you, would appreciate if you read to the end I have Been feeling this way for a long time now, tired and frustrated, I am just tired of my life, I feel super bored, I stay at home all day because I am not yet in school, jamb didn't work out for me this year, I am a good looking guy, age 21, yet no friends or girlfriend. I feel very lonley, I still live with my parents who go about their daily activity as they are both working class, I have no money of my own, which means I am broke, my parents are rich but their money is not mine, they don't even give me much money anyway, all they do is make sure I eat very well and comfortable at home, paid full package of dstv Explorer. Not the TV type, I am tired of watching. I just hate this world guys, I feel so scared living in this world because of all the evils in it, brutality, violence, man's inhumanity to man, I am like an introvert, I have become a shadow of my self. Every day I wake up I feel very sad for no reason, I feel so depressed, sometimes I cry alone on my bed. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like dying, tried holding my breath so I could die both I only fainted.. Scared of other options because they look too painful. But still I don't want to die. I just feel like I don't belong here because I don't even get along with people in this world. Their ways are different and they make me scared, people tend to avoid me for reasons known to them (mind you I am not ugly at all, above average in looks, please I am not being proud, I just want you to get every details. I find it difficult to even fall in love with a woman because I don't even know what love is sometimes I wonder how love works, what triggers it. I have been like this since I was a kid. Nairalanders this week my depression and anxiety became super, that is my I seek help here with tears Please forgive my long epistle |
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