Have u gone to God with this issue personally? Nothing is too big for God to handle. This an ex porn addict of 20 years letting you know that it is possible to experience freedom like I am feeling now. Go to God Bro. God Got you only, if you pour out your heart to him for deliverance EagleMenage:
Hello Nairaland,
I have a serious confession to make and this has been killing me emotionally and I can’t keep it anymore.
It all started at age 14, I happen to be the only male child and seeing myself among my sisters I started developing a kind of strange affection for them which is really strange and evil.
My sisters are really beautiful indeed to be honest.
I share room with my elder sister, and there was this night I woke up and realized she was on a phone call with her boyfriend and at the same time using her fingers to play with her vagina, but when I saw her she tried to get my attention to have sex with her but I refused.
Honestly the next day I didn’t inform any of my parents about this and I kept it confidential.
I thought that’s all, but afterwards, whenever am alone then I feel like having sex, I’ll become Hot to the extent that, I easily get moody after some few minutes without satisfying myself.
It went on and on until one day I couldn’t hold it anymore and I had to take my elder sister panties and wrapped it round my penis, and this is where it all started, unfortunately I had this idea from no where that I can use that as a means of satisfying myself without any girl.
From the beginning it feels good to me and honestly I was enjoying it, gradually I improved on it.
This is the journey to my addiction…..I started Masturbating with ladies pants everyday at any little opportunity I get.
I can masturbate more than 5 times in a day.
Am an introvert so this really hunt me more and more. It got to a time I feel within myself that it’s evil but I couldn’t talk to anybody about it because I was afraid even my parent couldn’t like me again so I kept it on the low.
I did everything possible to stop this addiction but all failed.
Sometimes I feel a strong energy around me, mostly when am alone and that’s the exact time I’ll start thinking about woman, and this caused me to love porn.
Honestly this hunts me amicably so I decided to have a girlfriend at age 18yrs thinking that will rather help me stop masturbating but it became worst, I even ended up being a womanizer, chasing girls everywhere.
Truth be told, my worst enemy now is Masturbation, I am 28yrs now with a woman and two handsome boys but ridiculously, I still masturbate, it’s eating me up and am getting depressed over this addiction.
Masturbation is reducing me, both physical and spiritually, I feel drained.
Everything is shutting down on me, and I have no one to talk to about this, am really scared my wife will get to know about this and right now things are getting out of hand.
Am facing a lot of trauma, my business isn’t moving anymore and I can’t stop Masturbating.
I can be having sex with my wife and still be masturbating.
This have caused me to have no limit over my sexual life, and whenever am having sex, I feel an extra energy within me that makes me sex for so long without getting tired.
It’s killing me slowly within, right now I’ve developed a waist problem and I don’t know the next damage this will cause me again.
Please everyone here, am pleading you all to help me with a solution, I need help to overcome this, I’ve confessed this to several pastors but couldn’t get any solution……
Please nairalanders, help me. |
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