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It rily isnt easy 4 me. I even cnsider myself 2 b a man cos i rily know hw 2 hide feelings & if dere's 1 fin i tk courage in, is my Pride esp 2wards a Man. I feel so Heavy inside! Evryday, i yearn 4 God 2 tk dis feelings away cos i dnt like it. IT'S HURTIN & ALL!!!

I love him, he also loves me by his actions & manners bt dere's dis guil dat kips forcin herself on him & he on d oda side is kind of helpless & has no choice dan 2 hangout wif her probably 4 d fun of it. Here's d deal, we both aint ready 4 any serious relatnshp 4 nw cos we are gud xtians & we want 2 do it d rite way. I swear I love him cos i'm ready 2 let go of him 4 any guil if dat wil mk him happy buh i cnt tk it anymore, havin 2 c dem cm bck 4rm d class 2geda @ nite!!!! Its hurtin! I know i shud face my studies buh deres dis part of me dat yearns so badly 4 his love. I'l neva ask 4 more dan his love! Help ya'll, wat do I do? I'm so helpless, even in tears rite nw![color=#990000][/color]