My bro you all are not alone I have squandered 20-25m on gambling, ladies(most of the money) and forex in the past 15years of my life right now am broke and in debt. Well I gave my life to Christ even before the 15years. Even as a born again I did all those things. But what I want to point out here is that I did not take my spiritual Life seriously during this years, And I just started to realise where I missed it all. I allowed sin creeped into my life unabated because of ignorance. But now I know better just after studying the book of romans(God has plans and purpose for my life and I must queue in it with faith). Well I can say I'm on my part to wellness and recovery and I'm sure 5years from now I would give God Glory for my life. If the Op is seeing this he should deliver himself first then even if he was to go to deliverance it will be extra because it all starts with him and ends with him.

Babyboyxx:
This is the first time I’ll be commenting on anything on Nairaland.

Op how is life treating you? Did you manage to find solution to this problem?

I am currently at my lowest, within 13months I have lost 20 million to betting, I have taken loans from micro loan apps, and from access bank, this loan apps have called me to the point they don’t call no more. Bills have piled up, and no shishi to even pay up. Life has been terrible, I have lost everything, no car no house no wife no kids no money, just God with a few family that care. I think about ending it but since I no get mind to kill myself I just Dey live the life. So I totally understand your situation, i need help myself but I just want to chip in a piece of advice ..I think you’re suffering from addiction, strong addiction!
Most of you advising the Op don’t understand what he’s going through, it’s always easy to advise and blame someone because it’s not you, everyone is smarter because it’s not their story, when they say money na spirit it’s true, there’s a spirit that will suddenly drag me when the money comes my hand the next thing I have used it to play bet. I had no control over myself, it’s like am in a self-destruct mode, It has messed with my mental health, it has destroyed me.. trust me I know better now and I have learnt from my stupidity.. what you need to do bro is pray for mercy. I have been praying for money but I stopped and started asking for mercy instead. Because If I gave someone millions and he squandered it on something stupid I’d be very angry. God has emotions too, if God decides to forgive, the situation changes for better. That’s all I want in my life at this moment.
Stay strong King.

[my guy you Sabi as e dey go, you have to continually fill your mind with God's word and stand your ground]


That is how the devil operates. He wants you to think that you are not free by attacking you right after after a major deliverance. However you would have to stand your ground and enforce your victory over him by using God's word otherwise your doubt would give him a chance to oppress you continually[/quote]

The thing is read Romans chapter 1.. focus on vs17 to the end . Read it in the amplified version of the Bible to understand it. Read until you understand it. Man's problem is there. Then go on to read the remaining chapter 2,3,4,5&6. Now your case of forex you don't have what it takes to trade forex. It's either you quit it or you figure out what works.

I'm currently on battling out my own salvation.