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I have always been a guest reader until this morning. Pls dont mind my lengthy post.
I am in a very horrible situation, depressed and tired. The only mistake I made was trusting Mr. Wrong. I am a very hardworking woman. I was into food business and agric produce before I met him. He came as the perfect man and before I knew it, I've slipped off feet. I took in for him while we make plans to make things official by October.
We joined hands to invest in a business and I emptied my entire savings cos I know it's for our future. I gave my all. He stays in a room apartment, I didnt see anything bad about it, moved in with him cos I so much believe in his future. My friends tried to stop me but I ignored them because I believe in him.
He changed after I got pregnant. He started keeping other women.. wouldnt return home till very late at night. I have begged and begged but he would never change. He would threaten to make life miserable for me and my unborn chid. This time around, he want me out of the house. My mum on the other hand would always tell me to pray nd fast that she would never accept my things in her home again. Friends have deserted me.
I have lost every essence of life in me. The verbal abuse and curses I receive everyday is killing me. He wants me out of the house but where do I go? I am almost due but I have never registered for ANC not to mention buying baby things. He rid me of all I had and I am as empty as nothing. I really want to leave but where do I start my life from? I can't afford an house rent not to mention starting my business afresh. I feel stuck. I contemplate suicide everyday but the little life inside me deserves to live regardless. I have tried to stay strong but it seems I am losing the battle to depression and suicidal thoughts. I am voicing out because I want my baby to live. Please help me live! I need friends....I need people to talk to.

Please minimize your insults, I've had a truckload of it.