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Tochex101:
Good morning....
I can see your about 32yrs plus or minus still young and prime.
Maybe you consume alot of social media and gulp the fake life and rizz that abounds there. People mostly show what they are proud of, real or fake...... what they want people to see/imagine.

Its 80% make believe, keep doing your thing and take your time to scrutinise every of your decision.
You need something and someone to love..... life is not all about finance some your age are married with even less or similar financial strength, imagine the burden yet they still hold on and find/see beauty in their lives.

Every hustler has his pay day....... hustle smart and be careful of the kind of thoughts you allow sow and fester in your heart.
Your best years are ahead of you...... you do not know beauty yet, there's still plenty time.

Good morning, boss.

It's not entirely the online glamour that's affecting me. A lot of scenarios are playing out. I see people around me level up. Sometimes we're doing the same things, but it seems like I'm always late to the party or maybe I'm not doing things well. I don't know anymore.
It's not just about online success, though. I just feel odd generally, and it affects a lot of things.
Yeah, one needs a partner, but with all that's happening in my life right now, it's a risky venture. When you keep getting near misses constantly, it messes with your mind.
I just don't feel okay these days. Sometimes I look around and conclude there's nothing for me in this world. It's a crazy and selfish world.
A medic once recommended I end everything if I felt depressed though we were throwing tantrums at each other. It's been years, but I keep replaying it in my head.
I've got a really great niece I would want to live for, though. But at the same time, the world isn't all that for some of us.
Maybe it's just extreme anxiety.
Thank you

adeoyekay:
Take comfort and believe in God it will eventually turn to testimony

Amen sir. Hopefully everything will be okay.

Sissy3, dominique
Please I want this post in family section.

Hey Fam,
I know everyone is going through one thing or multiple things in this country right now. I don’t know if anyone will even see this, but honestly, I haven’t been feeling life lately. This has been going on for close to two decades—maybe more.
Every time I try to shake it off, it comes back stronger. I don’t do drugs. I’ve been mocked for feeling this way, and I just want to be normal. But this sadness keeps surrounding me.
My life is a big mess right now. It’s been a crazy year—from business struggles to my emotional state. I’ve had really close calls, or is it what they call "near-success syndrome"? Business has crippled. I’m in a drought season of sorts.
Every time life starts to look up and I feel a bit of joy, everything goes south again, and I’m back to square one. I’m not lying when I say I’ve really tried my best. But I’m not feeling it anymore. I’ve thought about different ways to leave this world. I’m just tired. Every day, I tear up, and it feels really hot in my brain.
This fight is way beyond me. I can’t keep up.
I’m not saying I’m a good person, but I know I’ve been a kind one. I’ve been kind, loyal, and always there for people. I’ve sacrificed my time, and I don’t regret that.
I really don’t know why I’m still living, but what I can say is—the end feels near for me. I guess not everyone gets to enjoy this world or live long.

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kmst:
Yes
I'm still on it

Thumbs up bro.
At least you're much better.

kmst:
Yes
It is effective at making one feel good
It also reduces anxiety
I was almost at the point of suicide until I started taking it, it helped me regain myself

Wow! You still take it?

DrAda:
Oh believe me when I tell you that all drugs have side effects. If the benefits outweigh the risks....

Hmmmmm

kmst:
This is exactly the state I find myself
I lost my job, got sick and am currently on antipsychotics for over 5months now at home.
I started loosing my mind questioning why I have to live
I eventually got into depression and I'm now on antidepressants
I discovered life is so meaningless while in that state
I questioned why some are rich and I'm not
Why everything has to be the way it is...
I even thought of suicide cos what's the essence of it...

The antidepressant, is it effective?

You just look at everything and ask yourself, what's the essence of life in general?
It's just the same cycle every time. Even if you have money and you the decide to travel and explore around. You'll still arrive at the same point and tell yourself it's not worth it.
Anything serious that happens to me, I'll probably request for euthanasia, drop a note about what's to follow. Being buried the Islamic way is even better. Keep it simple. Life goes on.

DrAda:
All it takes right now is to pick yourself up and see a clinical psychologist. There are drugs that can improve your mood significantly. Trust me on this

Hello Doc.
You're recommending drugs, what about the side effects of such drugs?