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damosade:
Oya learn python, ui and ux ,Cloud computing and cybersecurity courses. Your future is secure.

ok sir. Thank you sir. But due to lack of good device i gave up on programing. But i might go back to it. Am learning minor repair and wiring.

Stevenbright:
Process direct entry into a university. Which accreditation, what if it doesn't happens in the next five years? Btw, also get a job to start doing and learn IT skills by the side!

ok. am learning electronics repair already.

Good day all. Had to post in this category cause i want to talk with great minds. I just completed HND in computer engineering. thing is our department is not acredited to go for service (we are the 1st set). finished with an upper credit but dunno what next. sure my family have no money but i would love to continue or get something paying to do.
Please which is best:
Wait for acreditation to go for service or try to earn to go get a degree?
What university can i get the course. I still wish i can learn more......possibly abroad.
By the way am 19, so please talk sense into me.

mariahAngel:
First of all, you are not useless.
(If you were, you wouldn't be able to type properly to begin with)

You need to understand that God loves you very much, and has put something special (a skill) inside you that sets you apart from others, but you only need to discover what that is. Which in time, you will.
Don't put too much pressure on yourself.
Always remember, you are useful to God and to humanity.

With the way things are, I wonder if I am useful to God

Evestar200:
and you are listening to them?

Your life and theirs are not the same, you are too young to tag yourself a failure, stop listening to what people are saying about you and build your life in a good and righteous way.

I will try to stop listening. It's just Soo hard to focus with all they say.

Evestar200:
Failure at 19?

You are probably comparing your life with your mate he did fraud to become wealthy

I don't know, but am not the only one comparing. My family do. And some people around me do

mariahAngel:
At what point in your life did you start feeling the way you feel?
What happened?
You seem like one who's been through a lot way bigger than your age.

Since when I start feeling I am not doing well. Since at the age around 14-15.
My Parent might be the cause or maybe is cause I take things Soo serious.
I see my school performance poor even though I spent alpt of time studying.
I want to help myself without disturbing others but can barely buy myself anything. I feel like am just a useless person.
Am not sure I have a dream anymore.

Westerhoffe:
Ask him first if he has money...
Even though depression is real, some people are not really depressed… they just need money.

I don't really need money

HighTableVoice:
How old are you first before we start analyzing what’s going wrong and how you are experiencing existence

19

I don't think explaining my problems are of any use since even people around and those that claim to care no longer look me in the face.

How can I live this world without going through the pain of the soul exiting the body?
I've become heartless? Filled with hatred!
I don't want to see anyone around me alive.... I sometimes wish I can kill them myself.

Don't talk about my family loving me..... All of them only see me as a failure.
My friends.... I feel they hate me.
Relatives? None even reply me.
Pastor? Like I give a damn about them.

Thought of chaing religion if I'll find peace but I guess I can never find peace.

What can I do to leave this world.... Without pain.