₦airaland Forum

Same feeling applicable to me to the extend of attempting suicidal twice but all effort endup being abortive,I have took sniper hahaha for real, I drank half of the container @around 10:00 am alone in my room and colabes immediately only for me to wakeup 1:00 am hahaha and I don't know who came to my room and saw me lying lifelessly on the floor and they rush me to the hospital which was the most regretful step I shouldn't have allowed them taken after I came back from the hospital I was never at peace with my self for one then I attempted it again but this time I went deep in to the Bush and hang myself ,I swear whether the rope cut off or wat really happen I can't explain, you see that same hospital I was rush during my first attempt I woke up to find my self there and I become so popular in that hospital till day 2025 ...but you see these third time attempt hahaha wetine go stop me or make me fail with the previous knowledge I swear I no see ham ....me my life has always being only me no relatives,no brother or sister,I have never steal nor convicted b4 no form of any criminal records and I tired as much to sponsor myself through school yes I has to dropout year 3 in a very popular Nigeria University but I still try achieve OND sha and still learn skill ...computer engineer and electrician ĥmmmm.....life tough for me,I have never called anybody for help I swear and I have never done worse things to save or bail myself from situation but at some point fuel done finish for my motor oooo ,I have learnt real time live lessons and I have travelled atleast 10 state's here in Nigeria ......but one pissing today is knowing I don't have anybody to call unto,my date left because of no fam always me and my situation hahaha....I have has plans atleast no be by force to chop life for long at some point just end it ..helper no dey na people were want ridicule dey .