mayorkun101:
I am simple person in one of the hardest situations .. I survived a suicide attempt when i was 12 by some miracle and now I'm way older and i feel like soon I'll need that miracle again. I'm so angry and sad , everyone keeps looking at me in a frame of what they think i am and not what i am actually. At times i wish someone would kill me. My friends keep Edging me to go on and i can't imagine my dad's condition if i die ,I'm his first son but at the same time my lil bro is a great guy and doing well . I'm sure dad won't miss me too much. LIFE IS HARD ,pretty hard . i guess i was not prepared for it.

Hold on bro.... Whatever it is, there are over a million reasons to smile and God Almighty has assured us He will never give us any load or burden that is more than our capacity.
Trust and believe

mayorkun101:
I am simple person in one of the hardest situations .. I survived a suicide attempt when i was 12 by some miracle and now I'm way older and i feel like soon I'll need that miracle again. I'm so angry and sad , everyone keeps looking at me in a frame of what they think i am and not what i am actually. At times i wish someone would kill me. My friends keep Edging me to go on and i can't imagine my dad's condition if i die ,I'm his first son but at the same time my lil bro is a great guy and doing well . I'm sure dad won't miss me too much. LIFE IS HARD ,pretty hard . i guess i was not prepared for it.

I don't know what you are going through but i tell you this today, if you kill yourself, they'll mourn you for a month max, nairaland will upload your matter on fp, some will call you an iddiot for taking your life, some will pity you but i wont post nothing. We all we go about our lives and forget about you, so wetin u gain.
But i'll tell you this right now, pity the few you were created for, you are a helper to someone if not many. Im sure money is ur problem but guess what? Money is everyone's problem, we all looking for a way to solve ours, solve urs too not give up. Dont be selfish, you dont own yourself.

Slickest:

I don't know what you are going through but i tell you this today, if you kill yourself, they'll mourn you for a month max, nairaland will upload your matter on fp, some will call you an iddiot for taking your life, some will pity you but i wont post nothing. We all we go about our lives and forget about you, so wetin u gain.
But i'll tell you this right now, pity the few you were created for, you are a helper to someone if not many. Im sure money is ur problem but guess what? Money is everyone's problem, we all looking for a way to solve ours, solve urs too not give up. Dont be selfish, you dont own yourself.

Thank you. Glad someone cares at least.

mayorkun101:
I am simple person in one of the hardest situations .. I survived a suicide attempt when i was 12 by some miracle and now I'm way older and i feel like soon I'll need that miracle again. [b]I'm so angry and sad , everyone keeps looking at me in a frame of what they think i am and not what i am actually. [/b]At times i wish someone would kill me. My friends keep Edging me to go on and i can't imagine my dad's condition if i die ,I'm his first son but at the same time my lil bro is a great guy and doing well . I'm sure dad won't miss me too much. LIFE IS HARD ,pretty hard . i guess i was not prepared for it.

Stop thinking about what people think of you. It doesn't matter atall. It's not your job to think for people. Nomatter what we do in life, people will think some kind of way of us. Leave them with their minds. Don't get in their minds. It's your job to just be you.

We tend to worry about if people like us from people who don't even like themselves. That's just the bitter truth. Believe me. It's Emotional Stress and it doesn't matter atall.

What matters most is what and how we think about ourselves. That's all.
How people view you should not be in your mind atall in life. Live life to your own fullest. Don't live to impress anyone. Run your own race.

Life is hard for everyone. Well let me say for some of us. Except for some previledged ones in this world born with a Silver spoon. For people like me that were born with a rubber spoon, life is a survival and our struggles are different from some others. But we keep pushing. We keep striving. We keep praying and we keep believing. For all those challenges and battles we face daily both internally and externally are what God is using to build HIS STRENGTH IN US. For this too shall pass.

Stay well bro.

Wishing you all the Love from here♥️

Thanks Guys . appreciate it

mayorkun101:
Thanks Guys . appreciate it

I see you are going through alot no wonder you quickly attacked me when I was trying to joke with you about the 2k stuff you posted few days ago.
I'm sorry you misunderstood me but it wasn't that deep honestly.

I Owe you 5k on the 5th of January.
Quote me with details how i can contact you off nairaland.

Happy new year.
Keep your head up, it's just a phase.
One Love!

Badadvisor:

I see you are going through alot no wonder you quickly attacked me when I was trying to joke with you about the 2k stuff you posted few days ago.
I'm sorry you misunderstood me but it wasn't that deep honestly.

I Owe you 5k on the 5th of January.
Quote me with details how i can contact you off nairaland.

Happy new year.
Keep your head up, it's just a phase.
One Love!

Yeah you see it's suck if you owned good money at a time and lost it rapidly. But I didn't lose my pride that's why I'm not picking 2k on the floor even if it's on my door step . I go collect your 5k tho . Happy new year man .

mayorkun101:


Yeah you see it's suck if you owned good money at a time and lost it rapidly. But I didn't lose my pride that's why I'm not picking 2k on the floor even if it's on my door step . I go collect your 5k tho . Happy new year man .

Send me your whatsapp or telegram handle or anyway you want me to reach out to you
Happy new year