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Kenneth4u205:
I can see you have no desire to learn . You only asking to criticize. Satan has one million other ways to attack great destinies. Not through sex demons alone.

Pray4meJC:
For privacy reasons, I'm an old nairaland member.

About 22 / 23 years ago, a classmate in secondary school lured us into the act of masturbation. Few days later, I started practicing the act and eventually ejaculated after tough stimulation lasting almost two hours. It got to a point I was almost getting addicted doing the unclean act.

Thereafter I graduated to pornography when internet was just starting in Nigeria.
I went further to committing adultery and fornication in the heart rather than with the body by peeping on girls and women having their bathe all to fulfill my lustful eyes. I even watched couple have sex by peeping.

Even though I have stopped and repented from these like 12 years back, I still find myself struggling with other bigger problems called wet dreams, unusual erections and wormlike vibrations in my body and sometimes body freezing at night for 30 seconds to 1 minute.

These wet dreams occurred 2 - 3 times in a week and repeat same in like manner every week compulsorily throughout the year and go on and on the following year. I have gone for several dry fasting and prayer deliverance to no avail.

I don't see myself having sex in the dream when these wet dreams occurred. Sometimes, when the wet dream is about happening I'm conscious and try screaming the name or blood of Jesus but it seems am just very powerless and before I know it, semen has spilled out and I will remain like that. Sleep is distorted and all efforts to sleep is impossible.

Sometimes, when I go to bed early by 8PM and I get caught up by wet dreams by 9:30PM, it means sleep for that night is gone completely. I sleep maximum 2 hours daily because this stuff has messed my mind and life up.

Whenever I lie down to sleep, different uninvited thoughts start forcing themselves on my brain both those that happened today and the ones of years ago. I always try deflecting them by replacing them with bible quote or singing praise to God in my head.

I woke up since 2:30 am today with a wet burser soaked in semen and started typing this because I couldn't no longer sleep. Afternoon sleep is very impossible for me as it has never worked for even 1 minute

I'm greatly troubled and worried because I read my bible and pray before going to bed. I dream about my former schools etc.

As I speak, this stuff has rendered me financially devastated with millions in debt. Could not obtain university admission 19 years ago, brain can't simulate, not married, no kids. Very recently this year my health (details withheld due to family members who might find this posts) is suffering as I can't do anything to earn a living as I easily sored tired in the heart.

PS: At night, every day for all these years, uncontrollable strong erections will suddenly start building up whether I put up underwear or not and I think this is more than the 'morning erections ' science talks about. This is pure spiritual manipulation for me. Same thing happens when I get close to some females whether matured or underage, stupid uncontrollable strong erections suddenly pop up without any sexual thoughts whatsoever to these innocent females. Unfortunately, these arousal is also a problem because it inhibits low self esteem, shame and quick withdrawal from whatever discuss I'm having to avoid the bulge being noticed.

Lastly, a year before I got myself ensnared in all these evil activities, I was already developing memory loss and a single headache that almost took my life prior to all these. The headache can be best described as "sawchain and hammer " tearing the skull to pieces and lasted for hours and resistance to drugs. That was the first and last time I experienced such and any other for that matter.

Where do I go from here? Depression is real when solutions are being defiled.

Flier:
You can’t stop Masturbation just like that without a girl friend because the constant ejaculation must go somewhere
There is 99% probability that you will start having wet dreams If you don’t have sex or masturbate after the age of 18yrs
There is nothing wrong with you,get yourself a girl friend or go back to masturbation
Sounds crazy but it’s the only solution for you

Pray4meJC:
No sir actually l'm not into covenant with any person. Why it baffles me much is that I do not lust after the opposite sex. That was in the past.

I was told masturbation can help eliminate the chances of wet dreams hour before going to bed but I find out in my case it was all lies from the bottomless pit. After masturbating (ejaculating all semens) then later in my sleep same day, wet dreams still erupt with sizeable fluids expelled. Many times this could not help and I knew this is strong spiritual bondage on me.

Another strange one is that I find myself having strong erections (not ejaculation) towards some females when they come close to me without any contact or sexual desire, thoughts whatsoever with them. Just ordinary discussion about trades because I was selling in a shop. It thus seems there's a strong sexual force in those females that activates the sexual demons tormenting me. I have never had sex physically with any body since I came out from my mother's womb.

oaroloye:
SHALOM!



PSYCHOLOGY is a highly sophisticated subject, and cannot be substituted by guesswork.

Either you know what you are talking about, or you don't. Is there anyway we can get to talk bro?


Commonsense should tell anyone that you cannot have a "WET DREAM" when you don't have any "wet."

(*Duh!*)



A Fundamental Law of Existence is that: "TWO THINGS CANNOT OCCUPY THE SAME SPACE."

[color=silver].[/color] THE EIGHT CENTRES OF POWER.

(1) FEELINGS; (2) REASON; (3) TALKING; (4) WILL; (5) DREAMING; (6) SEEING; (7) THE TONAL; ( THE NAGUAL.

[See: JOURNEY TO IXTLAN: The Lessons of Don Juan, by Carlos Castaneda (1973).
TALES OF POWER, by Carlos Castaneda (1974).
THE FIRE FROM WITHIN, by Carlos Castaneda (1985).]

THE TONAL consists of everything that occupies your life at present time. Mortals have very limited Spiritual Energy, and all of It is engaged in connecting us to the things in our lives at all times.

If you are a Seer, you will see the Lines of Spiritual Energy connecting everyone with things that they care about, like the webs of spiders.

In the Spiritual Realm, these threads are like STEEL CABLES that hold us in place, so that we cannot make progress.

A RICH person naturally has many such threads, and is trapped in the state they are in, and cannot move out of it.

Religious Ceremonies, like CHURCH, enable them to leave all that behind, and be equal to a POOR person, with very little "thread." This gives a feeling of FREEDOM, which has no substitute. Unfortunately, they invariably return to their web, after the ceremony is over.

Therefore, they look forward to the one day in the week, when they can get away from everything, and have no web holding them back.

This temporary freedom is an addiction, and enables false Preachers to control Rich people, as if they were little children, or big idiots.

THE BEST THING A RICH PERSON CAN DO WITH HIS RICHES IS GIVE THEM ALL AWAY: THE NOW-INFAMOUS WILL SMITH ONCE SAID IN AN INTERVIEW, THAT HE WAS TRYING TO PROVE THAT HE WAS BETTER THAN HIS FATHER- HE TOLD HIM THAT HE HAD MORE CARS THAN HIM: THE WILY OLD FOX RETORTED THAT HE STILL HAD ONLY ONE YANSH TO SIT IN THEM!

Before he was to Ascend into Heaven, DON JUAN MATUS, Carlos Castaneda's Nagualism Benefactor, had to clear up all the misunderstandings he had with his Apprentice.

He explained that all the extensive teachings he had given him were in fact a camouflage: in reality, only four were important. These were:

(1) ERASING PERSONAL HISTORY.
(2) ASSUMING RESPONSIBILITY.
(3) USING DEATH AS AN ADVISOR.
(4) LOSING SELF-IMPORTANCE.

If these could be implemented, Spiritual Development would occur as a matter of course, and one would Consciously attain their NAGUAL: the internal connection with THE CREATOR- which has unlimited Power to give us Life, or to Destroy us utterly.



When any creature is born, a manifestation of The Creator imprints a copy of His Commands to that species, that enables them to do the things of their kind.

In the case of Human Beings, this Imprint is removed by a hostile Spirit Being species consistent with the Biblical "Devils." They swap the Imprint out with an Implant of their own devising, that grows with us, and feeds us orders modifying and contradicting The Creator's Directives.

This is the ostensible Source of Evil in Man.

The idea of "Original Sin" is a bullshit Pharisee False Doctrine, taught only by PAUL. If the Sin of Adam and Eve meant anything, God had 900 years of Old Testament to have mentioned it.

The only Past Sins God cares about are those of OURSELVES, OUR PARENTS, OUR GRANDPARENTS, and OUR GREAT-GRANDPARENTS.

If we can neutralize those, we are in Right-Standing with Him.

The good news is that the Implant is easy to remove.

When something cannot be done completely, immediately, you do it in stages, piece-by-piece.

RECAPITULATION SHOULD BE THE NUMBER ONE PRIORITY OF EVERYONE HERE WITH COMMONSENSE!

[See: THE POWER OF SILENCE, by Carlos Castaneda (1987).
THE ACTIVE SIDE OF INFINITY, by Carlos Castaneda (1998).]

When someone tells you that 90% of your property has been stolen by an invader into your house, who is preparing to walk out with your stuff, and go sell It to the Highest Bidder, surely an intelligent person would want to go check it out- find out where all their stuff is, and deal with the Thief trying to make off with it?

TO RECOVER 100% CONSCIOUSNESS, YOU MUST SPEND 20 MINUTES DAILY, REMEMBERING EVERYTHING YOU CAN, ABOUT EVERYONE YOU EVER MET.

After a point, you access a memory called THE USHER, after this, you will no longer simply remember the Past: you will relive It- as though It were happening again. Within a year, you will be able to RECAPITULATE your whole life in those 20 minutes.

The Oyinbos have murdered millions of people to prevent us from ever learning that we could do this the whole time. Our Minds are supposed to operate on a much higher level than we have been taught in Western Hemisphere Schools.

When you have Conscious Access to every memory of your life, you can easily discern the influence of the Satanic Implant, and neutralize It. The Implant knows when Its Time is up, and flees for Its life.

How can anything possibly be more important than the Knowledge that your Consciousness has been reduced to less than 10%, and your Life Force has been reduced to 1%?



THE FIRST STEP LIES IN UNDERSTANDING THAT YOU HAVE BEEN FALSE CHRISTIANS THIS WHOLE TIME, AND HAVE BEEN KILLING YOURSELVES WITH FALSE AND INCOMPLETE INFORMATION.

My Posts are hated by those who want to remain ignorant and stupid for ever, and derided by those who allow their Implants and those of others to direct them.

THE MOST STUPID IDEA IS TO BELIEVE THAT IF IT TURNS OUT THAT THOSE WHOM YOU HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING TURN OUT TO BE DECEIVERS, GOD WILL NOT PUNISH YOU, OR THAT THE PUNISHMENT WILL BE LIGHT, AND NOT MATTER!

MaxInDHouse says that we find out on Judgment Day, whose Church was right and which were wrong.

That means that he knows that he is not intelligent enough to discern the difference between Right and Wrong.

COMMONSENSE should tell you that whoever commands you to tell lies is Evil. There is no "lying for a good cause."



HOW OLD ARE YOU?

WHAT CHURCHES HAVE YOU ATTENDED?

WHICH CHRISTIAN LEADERS AND AUTHORS DO YOU FOLLOW?

When you do not have a specific foundation, that is the Source of unending problems.

People who claim to Believe in Lord Yeshua invariably Believe in a bunch of lesser Charlatans, whose teachings may not even be co-compatible- such as the "Apostles," (all of whom were fake: Lord Yeshua never authorized anyone to be an "Apostle?" Contemporary Teachers are all some grade of Unjust Steward, condoning some Sin, in order to gain followers.



THE MOST STUPID MENTAL HEALTH CHARLATANS PRESUME THAT EVERY MIND IS EQUAL, AND EQUAL TO THEIR MIND.

First of all, anyone using the term " DEMON" is not a real Christian, because that term is not in the Real Bible.

So it is unlikely that they will know what they are talking about. They may even be deliberately out to mislead you.

YOU CANNOT "REST IN THE LORD," WHEN YOU ARE NOT IN THE LORD.

OYINBO CHRISTIANITY is based on FLATTERY of ignorant Novices, telling them to exalt themselves to levels that God has not exalted them to.

Namely, to the level where God takes orders from them.

There is such a thing as GOD, TAKING ORDERS FROM MAN: where He so trusts His Servants, that He does whatever they say, without hesitation nor reservation.

This is not a NOVICE Attribute.

False Preachers declare God to be OMNIPOTENT, OMNISCIENT, OMNIPRESENT, and OMNIBENEVOLENT- with nothing better to do, than obey their followers' every whim. The Bible does not depict God as claiming any of those Attributes, using any of those Attributes, nor telling anyone to tell others that He has such Attributes.

Supposed Christians get very angry, when I point this out, like small children, when you take their silly toys away from them. They never connect that THEY PAID THE FALSE PREACHERS TO DECEIVE THEM- that they are merely telling them anything they want to hear- to get them to continue paying them.

ASSEMBLY OF GOD MINISTER FOR 17 YEARS- DAN BARKER- SAID THAT HE CRIED OUT TO GOD TO MANIFEST TO HIM- AND HE DIDN'T. Therefore, he decided that God did not exist, and became an ATHEIST ROCK STAR.

If you can betray The Gospel, after decades as a Christian, the Atheists will make you a god.

A Black person who does not understand that Oyinbos are the worst species of Humanity is a fool.

WHEN THE Y'SRAELITES WERE ESCAPING IN THE EXODUS, TREKKING THROUGH THE WILDERNESS, THEY NEEDED HELP.

The Right thing to do was for other nations to have rushed out there with Bread and Water, and even begged them to come to their homes and rest.

Instead, they got THE AMALEKITES- who attacked them, and killed the stragglers. Therefore, God decreed that the Amalekites should be erased from existence.

SAUL, their first king, was fired, because he didn't do what God Commanded.

Yet, the Oyinbo Atheists only criticize God's Directive to wipe out those who tried to destroy Y'SRAEL: they NEVER have ANYTHING to say against those who ATTACKED THEM FIRST.

When the Oyinbos discovered Africa and America, they used Christians to present friendly faces, while finding put how numerous we were, and what useful resources we had. Then they sent in their armies to conquer the peoples.

They did far worse than the Amalekites.

Tens of millions died in the Americas. Millions were killed in Africa. Just because the Oyinbos worshipped their Kings and Queens, and thought it their Right to seize other nations, enslave and loot them.

They call this the Doctrine of MANIFEST DESTINY.

Yes, I know: most of you have never heard this term in your lives. Please GOOGLE It, and find out what It means.

MaxInDHouse believes that being Black is a result of the Curse on CANAAN. He has to believe that, to obtain the favour of his Oyinbo Massas. ROMAN CATHOLICS, ANGLICANS, MORMONS, and other Oyinbo Churches apparently believe the same thing.

Black Christians of certain Churches believe that IT IS THE WILL OF GOD that they should be SLAVES of Oyinbos.

The Oyinbos are drunk on a feeling of WHITE SUPERIORITY, so that during the 15^th Century, they decided to hijack the Avrahamic Legacy, and claim that THE HEBREW PEOPLE WERE OYINBOS LIKE THEM.

Leonardo da Vinci was commissioned to paint THE LAST SUPPER, with Lord Yeshua and the twelve Disciples portrayed as Oyinbo people.

Oyinbos cannot withstand the sunlight of those regions with risk of sunburn and skin cancer. (Look it up!) These have been major problems with the ISRAELIS.

They are the descendants of 9^th Century converts to Jewish Religion. They were never Hebrew people. They just learned the Hebrew Language, and hijacked the Culture.

THE OYINBOS KNOW THIS: THEY KNOW THAT THE REAL HEBREWS, EGYPTIANS, AND CANAANITES WERE BLACK PEOPLES.

Obviously, most would have never heard this their whole lives- but their Religious leaders all know by now, because of the agitation by BLACK HEBREW ISRAELITE activists.

THEREFORE, GIVEN THE TYPE OF PEOPLE THE OYINBOS ARE, IS IT REASONABLE TO YOU, THAT GOD WOULD EVER ACCEPT THEM AS SERVANTS AND CHILDREN, WITHOUT TOTAL RENUNCIATION OF THEIR WICKED PAST?

That accounts for why their Religion is based on SELF-DELUSION.

They develop SCHIZOPHRENIC MALADY by FORCIBLY IMAGINING that GOD IS TELLING THEM WHAT THEY DESPERATELY WANT TO HEAR.

Those standing in the Pulpits to boldly proclaim that GOD LOVES THEM had grandparents who ejected Blacks from Restaurants, Cinemas, and Schools.

Whose grandparents flogged their Black Slaves to Death for running away, or learning to read.

Who killed Native Americans, to seize their homeland, and cut off their Scalps to show proof.

THESE ARE THE PEOPLE TELLING YOU TO "JUST REST IN THE LORD," AND HE WILL GIVE YOU THE DESIRES OF YOUR HEART.

You cannot order Spirits around, until you have advanced beyond their level of rulership over you.



THERE ARE SUCH THINGS: KENNETH E. HAGIN TESTIFIED OF SOMEONE WHO COMPLAINED OF A HEADACHE LIKE AN IRON BAND AROUND HIS HEAD: HIS EYES WERE OPENED TO SEE INTO THE SPIRITUAL REALM,
AND HE SAW A DEVIL, LIKE A MONKEY, GRIPPING THE MAN'S HEAD TIGHTLY.

He rebuked the Devil, and he released his hold, and the man was instantly relieved.

What is wrong with this is that the Devils do not look like Monkeys: they look like SERPENTS in an advanced stage of mummification. They appear like Monkeys, Birds, Angelic Beings- or whatever else works- to hide their true form.

If they appear like those mundane forms, it is because THEY ARE IN CONTROL OF OUR PERCEPTIONS.

When you have such a Vision, you must increase your concentration, until you are seeing what is REAL- not what The Devils want us to think is Real.

Kenneth Hagin and his ilk never learned to do that, and only saw what THE DEVIL wanted them to see.



WE ARE BRAINSTORMING TO HELP YOU FOR FREE- OTHERS WILL BENEFIT FROM YOUR TESTIMONY AND OUR SOLUTIONS.

Who told you that you could have privacy?

If this were a real problem, you would not care about "privacy."

[color=silver].[/color] MATTHEW 9:16-17.

16. "No man putteth
a piece of new cloth
unto an old garment,
for that which is put in to fill it up
taketh from the garment,
and the rent is made worse.
17. "Neither do men put new wine
into old bottles:
else the bottles break,
and the wine runneth out,
and the bottles perish:
but they put new wine into new bottles,
and both are preserved."

MY ADVICE IS NEW CLOTH: ALL OTHER ADVICE HERE IS THE SAME OLD CLOTH THAT HAS FAILED YOU FOR DECADES.

Mixing the two will surely prove catastrophic.

ESPECIALLY SINCE YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN BORN AGAIN.

The Oyinbo SINNER'S PRAYER Ritual does not work.

The WATER BAPTISM Ritual does not work, because THE OYINBOS NEVER LEARNED THE UNDERLYING PRINCIPLE that makes It work- WHICH IS RECAPITULATION.

Mintum:
Not everything is physical, I know what he is talking about and it's better dealt with spiritually. Delusions don't make you ejaculate in the physical, there are certain things that are way beyond what your psychiatrist can handle.

samfrancis1:
just let me join can I leave my number here tried to send a mail but couldn’t

Sixfiguresmart:
No intelligent human being should ever reach you. People need to keep a spatial distance away from you. You are an angel of darkness. There is no light in you. Funny how you use truth as an email handle. That is a first red flag for anyone who knows how to identify scammers.

What those numbers represent remains a mystery for researchers of the Bermuda triangle. Yemen, a Muslim state's Country Code +967 is what this agent of darkness is using to entice weak minds into his cult. I decoded that really fast. I told you, that something will change for you. I am bringing out that real man outta you. Pushing out the covering so that people can truly see the demons dressed in the finest garbs of deceit in you.

We will get to that point. When I have time, I will overhaul your previous posts and do a forensic expository on you. Time to unpack this demon and set it on fire

Pray4meJC:
For privacy reasons, I'm an old nairaland member.

About 22 / 23 years ago, a classmate in secondary school lured us into the act of masturbation. Few days later, I started practicing the act and eventually ejaculated after tough stimulation lasting almost two hours. It got to a point I was almost getting addicted doing the unclean act.

Thereafter I graduated to pornography when internet was just starting in Nigeria.
I went further to committing adultery and fornication in the heart rather than with the body by peeping on girls and women having their bathe all to fulfill my lustful eyes. I even watched couple have sex by peeping.

Even though I have stopped and repented from these like 12 years back, I still find myself struggling with other bigger problems called wet dreams, unusual erections and wormlike vibrations in my body and sometimes body freezing at night for 30 seconds to 1 minute.

These wet dreams occurred 2 - 3 times in a week and repeat same in like manner every week compulsorily throughout the year and go on and on the following year. I have gone for several dry fasting and prayer deliverance to no avail.

I don't see myself having sex in the dream when these wet dreams occurred. Sometimes, when the wet dream is about happening I'm conscious and try screaming the name or blood of Jesus but it seems am just very powerless and before I know it, semen has spilled out and I will remain like that. Sleep is distorted and all efforts to sleep is impossible.

Sometimes, when I go to bed early by 8PM and I get caught up by wet dreams by 9:30PM, it means sleep for that night is gone completely. I sleep maximum 2 hours daily because this stuff has messed my mind and life up.

Whenever I lie down to sleep, different uninvited thoughts start forcing themselves on my brain both those that happened today and the ones of years ago. I always try deflecting them by replacing them with bible quote or singing praise to God in my head.

I woke up since 2:30 am today with a wet burser soaked in semen and started typing this because I couldn't no longer sleep. Afternoon sleep is very impossible for me as it has never worked for even 1 minute

I'm greatly troubled and worried because I read my bible and pray before going to bed. I dream about my former schools etc.

As I speak, this stuff has rendered me financially devastated with millions in debt. Could not obtain university admission 19 years ago, brain can't simulate, not married, no kids. Very recently this year my health (details withheld due to family members who might find this posts) is suffering as I can't do anything to earn a living as I easily sored tired in the heart.

PS: At night, every day for all these years, uncontrollable strong erections will suddenly start building up whether I put up underwear or not and I think this is more than the 'morning erections ' science talks about. This is pure spiritual manipulation for me. Same thing happens when I get close to some females whether matured or underage, stupid uncontrollable strong erections suddenly pop up without any sexual thoughts whatsoever to these innocent females. Unfortunately, these arousal is also a problem because it inhibits low self esteem, shame and quick withdrawal from whatever discuss I'm having to avoid the bulge being noticed.

Lastly, a year before I got myself ensnared in all these evil activities, I was already developing memory loss and a single headache that almost took my life prior to all these. The headache can be best described as "sawchain and hammer " tearing the skull to pieces and lasted for hours and resistance to drugs. That was the first and last time I experienced such and any other for that matter.

Where do I go from here? Depression is real when solutions are being defiled.

Pray4meJC:
For privacy reasons, I'm an old nairaland member.

About 22 / 23 years ago, a classmate in secondary school lured us into the act of masturbation. Few days later, I started practicing the act and eventually ejaculated after tough stimulation lasting almost two hours. It got to a point I was almost getting addicted doing the unclean act.

Thereafter I graduated to pornography when internet was just starting in Nigeria.
I went further to committing adultery and fornication in the heart rather than with the body by peeping on girls and women having their bathe all to fulfill my lustful eyes. I even watched couple have sex by peeping.

Even though I have stopped and repented from these like 12 years back, I still find myself struggling with other bigger problems called wet dreams, unusual erections and wormlike vibrations in my body and sometimes body freezing at night for 30 seconds to 1 minute.

These wet dreams occurred 2 - 3 times in a week and repeat same in like manner every week compulsorily throughout the year and go on and on the following year. I have gone for several dry fasting and prayer deliverance to no avail.

I don't see myself having sex in the dream when these wet dreams occurred. Sometimes, when the wet dream is about happening I'm conscious and try screaming the name or blood of Jesus but it seems am just very powerless and before I know it, semen has spilled out and I will remain like that. Sleep is distorted and all efforts to sleep is impossible.

Sometimes, when I go to bed early by 8PM and I get caught up by wet dreams by 9:30PM, it means sleep for that night is gone completely. I sleep maximum 2 hours daily because this stuff has messed my mind and life up.

Whenever I lie down to sleep, different uninvited thoughts start forcing themselves on my brain both those that happened today and the ones of years ago. I always try deflecting them by replacing them with bible quote or singing praise to God in my head.

I woke up since 2:30 am today with a wet burser soaked in semen and started typing this because I couldn't no longer sleep. Afternoon sleep is very impossible for me as it has never worked for even 1 minute

I'm greatly troubled and worried because I read my bible and pray before going to bed. I dream about my former schools etc.

As I speak, this stuff has rendered me financially devastated with millions in debt. Could not obtain university admission 19 years ago, brain can't simulate, not married, no kids. Very recently this year my health (details withheld due to family members who might find this posts) is suffering as I can't do anything to earn a living as I easily sored tired in the heart.

PS: At night, every day for all these years, uncontrollable strong erections will suddenly start building up whether I put up underwear or not and I think this is more than the 'morning erections ' science talks about. This is pure spiritual manipulation for me. Same thing happens when I get close to some females whether matured or underage, stupid uncontrollable strong erections suddenly pop up without any sexual thoughts whatsoever to these innocent females. Unfortunately, these arousal is also a problem because it inhibits low self esteem, shame and quick withdrawal from whatever discuss I'm having to avoid the bulge being noticed.

Lastly, a year before I got myself ensnared in all these evil activities, I was already developing memory loss and a single headache that almost took my life prior to all these. The headache can be best described as "sawchain and hammer " tearing the skull to pieces and lasted for hours and resistance to drugs. That was the first and last time I experienced such and any other for that matter.

Where do I go from here? Depression is real when solutions are being defiled.

Pray4meJC:
For privacy reasons, I'm an old nairaland member.

About 22 / 23 years ago, a classmate in secondary school lured us into the act of masturbation. Few days later, I started practicing the act and eventually ejaculated after tough stimulation lasting almost two hours. It got to a point I was almost getting addicted doing the unclean act.

Thereafter I graduated to pornography when internet was just starting in Nigeria.
I went further to committing adultery and fornication in the heart rather than with the body by peeping on girls and women having their bathe all to fulfill my lustful eyes. I even watched couple have sex by peeping.

Even though I have stopped and repented from these like 12 years back, I still find myself struggling with other bigger problems called wet dreams, unusual erections and wormlike vibrations in my body and sometimes body freezing at night for 30 seconds to 1 minute.

These wet dreams occurred 2 - 3 times in a week and repeat same in like manner every week compulsorily throughout the year and go on and on the following year. I have gone for several dry fasting and prayer deliverance to no avail.

I don't see myself having sex in the dream when these wet dreams occurred. Sometimes, when the wet dream is about happening I'm conscious and try screaming the name or blood of Jesus but it seems am just very powerless and before I know it, semen has spilled out and I will remain like that. Sleep is distorted and all efforts to sleep is impossible.

Sometimes, when I go to bed early by 8PM and I get caught up by wet dreams by 9:30PM, it means sleep for that night is gone completely. I sleep maximum 2 hours daily because this stuff has messed my mind and life up.

Whenever I lie down to sleep, different uninvited thoughts start forcing themselves on my brain both those that happened today and the ones of years ago. I always try deflecting them by replacing them with bible quote or singing praise to God in my head.

I woke up since 2:30 am today with a wet burser soaked in semen and started typing this because I couldn't no longer sleep. Afternoon sleep is very impossible for me as it has never worked for even 1 minute

I'm greatly troubled and worried because I read my bible and pray before going to bed. I dream about my former schools etc.

As I speak, this stuff has rendered me financially devastated with millions in debt. Could not obtain university admission 19 years ago, brain can't simulate, not married, no kids. Very recently this year my health (details withheld due to family members who might find this posts) is suffering as I can't do anything to earn a living as I easily sored tired in the heart.

PS: At night, every day for all these years, uncontrollable strong erections will suddenly start building up whether I put up underwear or not and I think this is more than the 'morning erections ' science talks about. This is pure spiritual manipulation for me. Same thing happens when I get close to some females whether matured or underage, stupid uncontrollable strong erections suddenly pop up without any sexual thoughts whatsoever to these innocent females. Unfortunately, these arousal is also a problem because it inhibits low self esteem, shame and quick withdrawal from whatever discuss I'm having to avoid the bulge being noticed.

Lastly, a year before I got myself ensnared in all these evil activities, I was already developing memory loss and a single headache that almost took my life prior to all these. The headache can be best described as "sawchain and hammer " tearing the skull to pieces and lasted for hours and resistance to drugs. That was the first and last time I experienced such and any other for that matter.

Where do I go from here? Depression is real when solutions are being defiled.

Pray4meJC:
For privacy reasons, I'm an old nairaland member.

About 22 / 23 years ago, a classmate in secondary school lured us into the act of masturbation. Few days later, I started practicing the act and eventually ejaculated after tough stimulation lasting almost two hours. It got to a point I was almost getting addicted doing the unclean act.

Thereafter I graduated to pornography when internet was just starting in Nigeria.
I went further to committing adultery and fornication in the heart rather than with the body by peeping on girls and women having their bathe all to fulfill my lustful eyes. I even watched couple have sex by peeping.

Even though I have stopped and repented from these like 12 years back, I still find myself struggling with other bigger problems called wet dreams, unusual erections and wormlike vibrations in my body and sometimes body freezing at night for 30 seconds to 1 minute.

These wet dreams occurred 2 - 3 times in a week and repeat same in like manner every week compulsorily throughout the year and go on and on the following year. I have gone for several dry fasting and prayer deliverance to no avail.

I don't see myself having sex in the dream when these wet dreams occurred. Sometimes, when the wet dream is about happening I'm conscious and try screaming the name or blood of Jesus but it seems am just very powerless and before I know it, semen has spilled out and I will remain like that. Sleep is distorted and all efforts to sleep is impossible.

Sometimes, when I go to bed early by 8PM and I get caught up by wet dreams by 9:30PM, it means sleep for that night is gone completely. I sleep maximum 2 hours daily because this stuff has messed my mind and life up.

Whenever I lie down to sleep, different uninvited thoughts start forcing themselves on my brain both those that happened today and the ones of years ago. I always try deflecting them by replacing them with bible quote or singing praise to God in my head.

I woke up since 2:30 am today with a wet burser soaked in semen and started typing this because I couldn't no longer sleep. Afternoon sleep is very impossible for me as it has never worked for even 1 minute

I'm greatly troubled and worried because I read my bible and pray before going to bed. I dream about my former schools etc.

As I speak, this stuff has rendered me financially devastated with millions in debt. Could not obtain university admission 19 years ago, brain can't simulate, not married, no kids. Very recently this year my health (details withheld due to family members who might find this posts) is suffering as I can't do anything to earn a living as I easily sored tired in the heart.

PS: At night, every day for all these years, uncontrollable strong erections will suddenly start building up whether I put up underwear or not and I think this is more than the 'morning erections ' science talks about. This is pure spiritual manipulation for me. Same thing happens when I get close to some females whether matured or underage, stupid uncontrollable strong erections suddenly pop up without any sexual thoughts whatsoever to these innocent females. Unfortunately, these arousal is also a problem because it inhibits low self esteem, shame and quick withdrawal from whatever discuss I'm having to avoid the bulge being noticed.

Lastly, a year before I got myself ensnared in all these evil activities, I was already developing memory loss and a single headache that almost took my life prior to all these. The headache can be best described as "sawchain and hammer " tearing the skull to pieces and lasted for hours and resistance to drugs. That was the first and last time I experienced such and any other for that matter.

Where do I go from here? Depression is real when solutions are being defiled.

Pray4meJC:
I have never had sex physically with any body since I came out from my mother's womb.

Pray4meJC:
No sir actually l'm not into covenant with any person. Why it baffles me much is that I do not lust after the opposite sex. That was in the past.

I was told masturbation can help eliminate the chances of wet dreams hour before going to bed but I find out in my case it was all lies from the bottomless pit. After masturbating (ejaculating all semens) then later in my sleep same day, wet dreams still erupt with sizeable fluids expelled. Many times this could not help and I knew this is strong spiritual bondage on me.

Another strange one is that I find myself having strong erections (not ejaculation) towards some females when they come close to me without any contact or sexual desire, thoughts whatsoever with them. Just ordinary discussion about trades because I was selling in a shop. It thus seems there's a strong sexual force in those females that activates the sexual demons tormenting me. I have never had sex physically with any body since I came out from my mother's womb.

saasala:
@Pray4meJC
Bro, I can tell you with everything in me that this is the source of your problem. Every of your problems will disappear the day you fvck a woman.

A friend of mine had this exact problem. His own might even be worse and I helped him out of it....And guess what? I helped him out easily in just one month.

Your problem is 100 percent psychological and not Spiritual. In fact if it was spiritual, your numerous prayers and fasting would have solved it.

All the porn and masturbation and creeping on people you did in your formative years have piled up and caused some things in your brain. At the age you got exposed to it, your mind was young and fertile and the wrong things were planted on it. Those wrong things started growing and having branches with thick roots.....Baba, things plenty wey I won talk but better if I can speak with you.

Now I am willing to help you. If you want me to help you, reply to this comment and indicate an interest and I will share my phone number with you.

Pray4meJC:
I no longer masturbate like I said. Wet dreams, wormlike vibrations in the blood and any parts of the body viz in arm, thighs, at the back etc. is the issue. Doctors could not figure out the problem. You know when you keep a pet in a cage and is trying to force it way out. This is how the creature or objects are my body.