In all honesty food taste like wood now, uninteresting
In all honesty My smiles and Smileys are routine .
In all honesty numbness is the only emotion I perceive
In all honesty Colours are no more bright
In all honesty the smiles of parents do no more worth the stay any longer
In all honesty pain is sane but the same
This is honesty not a poem ,its a note written in blood
In all honesty its not depression
In all honesty its not Sadness
In all honesty its not lack of love
In all honesty its not about having money or not having money
Its an emotion no one can explain unless its your emotion
In all honesty its sudden ,it grew .
In all honesty , I won the battle
It is now back , terribly overwhelming ,this already downtrodden beign
In all honesty I tried
Now I'm tired
Consciousness of your being is pain
Knowing is pain
Ignorance is truly bliss,
Death is bliss
I wish I never felt the first feeling
I wish I never saw the light



And really hope you enjoy your evening , the air is actually great , clean too , yum !

In all honesty, I am praying that death come sooner
I am really tired

starbuck:
In all honesty, I am praying that death come sooner
I am really tired

funny thing is it never would . well que Sera sera

TheSourcerer:
In all honesty food taste like wood now, uninteresting
In all honesty My smiles and Smileys are routine .
In all honesty numbness is the only emotion I perceive
In all honesty Colours are no more bright
In all honesty the smiles of parents do no more worth the stay any longer
In all honesty pain is sane but the same
This is honesty not a poem ,its a note written in blood
In all honesty its not depression
In all honesty its not Sadness
In all honesty its not lack of love
In all honesty its not about having money or not having money
Its an emotion no one can explain unless its your emotion
In all honesty its sudden ,it grew .
It all honest , I won the battle
It is now back , terribly overwhelming ,this already downtrodden beign
In all honesty I tried
Now I'm tired
Consciousness of your being is pain
Knowing is pain
Ignorance is truly bliss,
Death is bliss
I wish I never felt the first feeling
I wish I never saw the light


And really hope you enjoy your evening , the air is actually great , clean too , yum !

I all honesty now you know that living hell is also a punishment.

TheSourcerer:
funny thing is it never would . well que Sera sera

Funny how you have the ability to bring it to yourself faster eg jumping in front of Dangote truck or drinking hypo and all but you choose to wait for it to come rather than you go to it.

Yet you claim you are not afraid to die. But you did not say that when you want to have sex with that girl. You did not wait for it to come.

starbuck:
In all honesty, I am praying that death come sooner
I am really tired

Don’t get tired , find fun in breathing , find fun I’m waking up, find fun in walking , don’t get tired darling , please don’t

Dtruthspeaker:


Funny how you have the ability to bring it to yourself faster eg jumping in front of Dangote truck or drinking hypo and all but you choose to wait for it to come rather than you go to it.

Yet you claim you are not afraid to die. But you did not say that when you want to have sex with that girl. You did not wait for it to come.

We don’t wait for it or induce death , even when you jump in front of a truck , it is time , Que sera sera, Good morning bud!

Epositive:

how’s your morning so far

TheSourcerer:

Don’t get tired , find fun in breathing , find fun I’m waking up, find fun in walking , don’t get tired darling , please don’t

I am not planning on doing anything drastic just that I pray it comes soon

TheSourcerer:
We don’t wait for it or induce death , even when you jump in front of a truck , it is time , Que sera sera, Good morning bud!

But you initiate and induce sex and other things you like.

TheSourcerer:
how’s your morning so far

It was okay, could have been better though. I hope you are fine?

Are you aware you are describing depression?

Are you depressed?

TheSourcerer:
In all honesty food taste like wood now, uninteresting
In all honesty My smiles and Smileys are routine .
In all honesty numbness is the only emotion I perceive
In all honesty Colours are no more bright
In all honesty the smiles of parents do no more worth the stay any longer
In all honesty pain is sane but the same
This is honesty not a poem ,its a note written in blood
In all honesty its not depression
In all honesty its not Sadness
In all honesty its not lack of love
In all honesty its not about having money or not having money
Its an emotion no one can explain unless its your emotion
In all honesty its sudden ,it grew .
In all honesty , I won the battle
It is now back , terribly overwhelming ,this already downtrodden beign
In all honesty I tried
Now I'm tired
Consciousness of your being is pain
Knowing is pain
Ignorance is truly bliss,
Death is bliss
I wish I never felt the first feeling
I wish I never saw the light



And really hope you enjoy your evening , the air is actually great , clean too , yum !

budaatum:
Are you aware you are describing depression?

Are you depressed?

l am just really Tired buda

TheSourcerer:
l am just really Tired buda

Depressed! In case you don't already know.

What are you tired of and what are you doing about it?

budaatum:


Depressed! In case you don't already know.

What are you tired of and what are you doing about it?

I'm fine bud ! All good here ...

TheSourcerer:
l am just really Tired buda

Hey Sauce,

Are u fighting a disease?

NoQualmz:


Hey Sauce,

Are u fighting a disease?

I’m not a fighter and No Thank you I’m blind though

TheSourcerer:
I’m not a fighter and No Thank you I’m blind though

The blind don’t fight.

Dtruthspeaker:


But you initiate and induce sex and other things you like.

Hey what’s ur prob tho?

TheSourcerer:
I'm fine bud ! All good here ...

TheSourcerer:
buda I'm lost , theres literally no hope in sight, I fought depression years ago now it's back , its very real , tastable even.I see no reason to hope , to live .

Fine and all good in this thread but lost in the other.

So, which is it? Is it back or are you trolling in the other thread?

budaatum:




Fine and all good in this thread but lost in the other.

So, which is it? Is it back or are you trolling in the other thread?

budaatum:




Fine and all good in this thread but lost in the other.

So, which is it? Is it back or are you trolling in the other thread?

I initially thought it was a dead thread , a quiet one but you brought it out here , why ? To claim trolling ? Why the fvck would i troll

TheSourcerer:

Lmao

Such a character

TheSourcerer:

"Consciousness of your being is pain
Knowing is pain

Yes, it is, Thesourcerer. Some wrote of it that if one consumes what makes one conscious "you will certainly die", but if one doesn't. Well, you know the story I suppose.

Big people food, I call it. Not for everyone, but definitely yum for those seeking consciousness.

TheSourcerer:
I initially thought it was a dead thread , a quiet one but you brought it out here , why ? To claim trolling ? Why the fvck would i troll

I did not "claim", The.

Please be conscious that I simply asked a question.

starbuck:
In all honesty, I am praying that death come sooner
I am really tired

We all are

budaatum:


I did not "claim", The.

Please be conscious that I simply asked a question.

hi budaa

TheSourcerer:
hi budaa

Hi TheSourcerer.

budaatum:


Hi TheSourcerer.

hope your day is going smoothly ? Checking up on you buddy.!

TheSourcerer:
hope your day is going smoothly ? Checking up on you buddy.!

Damn day! I'm thinking what to eat as I'm finding it difficult to get out the house and go shopping. But now that you've added "going smoothly", I'm a dose up on coffee and kick my lazy ass to the shop.

budaatum:


Damn day! I'm thinking what to eat as I'm finding it difficult to get out the house and go shopping. But now that you've added "going smoothly", I'm a dose up on coffee and kick my lazy ass to the shop.

You're Awesome bud ! Really are , now get you butt up and get something to eat aii?