I'm finding ways to die easily not painlessly cause I want an end to all of this.
i am sick of this bullshit live, I've had enough. people say they understand but they don't. I'm tired of living my life just to please people.
I once thought that my future will be better but it never got better .Its the same as it is now.
my Dad,step mom and everyone I know of are driving me insane.
I feel so lonely and empty in dis world.....100% of my thought on daily basis is all about committing suicide.
And all shit dey keep telling me is life is beautiful, meaningful and all things...whereas it doesn't.
Nobody knows how much pain I'm going through , how much i have suffered, how much i hated myself , how much people broke my trust , how much i am tired of living, how much i want a new start , how much i want an end and don't care about what the result is but i want an end.
Everyday i suffer the same cycle but it seems to get worse, maybe God can just take my soul so that my mind can just be at peace. I put fake smiles on my face everyday just to tell dem that I'm fine but things are getting worse....


my advice goes to all parents out there, please do not breed up children when you know that you can't give them the love and support dey need.

dad...... never care about my emotions.
step mom ..... been too judgemental as if she's perfect.
I hardly go out just stay indoors, when I try to mingle with people dey throw abusive words on me, criticizing me as if am worthless...... I feel trapped like my life is been controlled. I've tried to live my life just to please people but right now, I don't want that anymore.

A time is coming when there will be no me. maybe soon. I can't continue fighting to stay alive anymore.

there's always tomorrow.... what ever you are doing always think about tomorrow because nobody knows tomorrow that's a quote from your own profile.

Your life is in your own hands no matter how tough it gets. Remember, no one really cares if you kill yourself, under 1 week everybody don move on.
Be wise

"i think i love her and i cant allow this offer to pass by"
(why are you now asking we)?

Op you are a very stupid smallboy Sleeping with married women up n down!.

Have you forgotten we all dying to live and basically living to die? The end'll surely come, don't force it.

Get a job that will keep you away from your dad and stepmother. That way you won't be worried about who treat you wrong or right. Your Bible will be an escape route from damnation. Suicide is a straight gateway to hell.

Be strong bro

Mozino007:
"i think i love her and i cant allow this offer to pass by"
(why are you now asking we)?

Op you are a very stupid smallboy Sleeping with married women up n down!.

Stop adding more to what I'm going through and perhaps You're not quite different from people who are tormenting my life presently cos you are judging me as if I'm perfect when am not God.

Path of the weak. Stay in the arena and fight to the last breath. Don't give up too soon. You thank God for having a dad and a step mother. What of orphan without dad or mother. Please do not kill yourself

Let me play the devil's advocate.

Those that wants to end it all don't usually come on social media to declare their intention to end it all. They just do it.

My son, in reality, your life still de sweet you.

Mozino007:

"i think i love her and i cant allow this offer to pass by"
(why are you now asking we)?

Op you are a very stupid smallboy Sleeping with married women up n down!.

This shows the kind of things you're made of!!!

How can someone be in such psychological state and all you just want to do is to increase their suffering? How does judging people or causing them pain make you happy?

I understand you're going through hell. Most people are, but haven't spoken out. Everyone is managing their situation the best way they can. This is only a passing phase. Don't be too fast to unplug yourself when your breakthrough isn't far away.

Be strong, and hang in there.

In your future, there is love, money, peace, comfort, success, fame, celebration and all the things that make life beautiful. But how will you experience them if you end it now? You need to exercise patience, resilience and embrace change.

See what self-help approach you need to adopt. Maybe to develop thick skin for criticisms and also minimize being around your critics as much as possible. Maybe learn to talk to yourself standing in front of mirror, telling yourself all the positive things you need to hear. Maybe joining a department in your Church or seeking counseling from your pastor. Maybe acquiring an income generating skill so you can afford renting your own apartment away from your stepmom and dad, if you're up to age. Maybe learning to mix up better with people as well as minimizing how much time you spend alone pitying yourself and believing your condition is the worst.

I pray things turn out better for you as September hands over to October in Jesus' Mighty Name. Amen

kayone2:


This shows the kind of things you're made of!!!

How can someone be in such psychological state and all you just want to do is to increase their suffering? How does judging people or causing them pain make you happy?

Your future is in your hands but you prefer using it to finger woman…Karma at play!!!

Mozino007:

Your future is in your hands but you prefer using it to finger woman…Karma at play!!!

Chief Judge, we know.

Please if that's all you can bring to the table at this time, you kindly lock up. Silence is better than crap.

UYEMDO35:
I'm finding ways to die easily not painlessly cause I want an end to all of this.
i am sick of this bullshit live, I've had enough. people say they understand but they don't. I'm tired of living my life just to please people.
I once thought that my future will be better but it never got better .Its the same as it is now.
my Dad,step mom and everyone I know of are driving me insane.
I feel so lonely and empty in dis world.....100% of my thought on daily basis is all about
committing suicide.

And all shit dey keep telling me is life is beautiful, meaningful and all things...whereas it doesn't.
Nobody knows how much pain I'm going through , how much i have suffered, how much i hated myself , how much people broke my trust , how much i am tired of living, how much i want a new start , how much i want an end and don't care about what the result is but i want an end.
Everyday i suffer the same cycle but it seems to get worse, maybe God can just take my soul so that my mind can just be at peace. I put fake smiles on my face everyday just to tell dem that I'm fine but things are getting worse....


my advice goes to all parents out there, please do not breed up children when you know that you can't give them the love and support dey need.

dad...... never care about my emotions.
step mom ..... been too judgemental as if she's perfect.
I hardly go out just stay indoors, when I try to mingle with people dey throw abusive words on me, criticizing me as if am worthless...... I feel trapped like my life is been controlled. I've tried to live my life just to please people but right now, I don't want that anymore.

A time is coming when there will be no me. maybe soon. I can't continue fighting to stay alive anymore.

Me too

UYEMDO35:
I'm finding ways to die easily not painlessly cause I want an end to all of this.
i am sick of this bullshit live, I've had enough. people say they understand but they don't. I'm tired of living my life just to please people.
I once thought that my future will be better but it never got better .Its the same as it is now.
my Dad,step mom and everyone I know of are driving me insane.
I feel so lonely and empty in dis world.....100% of my thought on daily basis is all about committing suicide.
And all shit dey keep telling me is life is beautiful, meaningful and all things...whereas it doesn't.
Nobody knows how much pain I'm going through , how much i have suffered, how much i hated myself , how much people broke my trust , how much i am tired of living, how much i want a new start , how much i want an end and don't care about what the result is but i want an end.
Everyday i suffer the same cycle but it seems to get worse, maybe God can just take my soul so that my mind can just be at peace. I put fake smiles on my face everyday just to tell dem that I'm fine but things are getting worse....


my advice goes to all parents out there, please do not breed up children when you know that you can't give them the love and support dey need.

dad...... never care about my emotions.
step mom ..... been too judgemental as if she's perfect.
I hardly go out just stay indoors, when I try to mingle with people dey throw abusive words on me, criticizing me as if am worthless...... I feel trapped like my life is been controlled. I've tried to live my life just to please people but right now, I don't want that anymore.

A time is coming when there will be no me. maybe soon. I can't continue fighting to stay alive anymore.

You need to learn hand work..

Since you are always indoors, learn:

Programming- Start with front end.. Learn Word press, etc.

Learn how to build web apps..

Learn animation, graphics design, etc..

Learn how to write, etc.

What’s ya talent?

UYEMDO35:
I'm finding ways to die easily not painlessly cause I want an end to all of this.
i am sick of this bullshit live, I've had enough. people say they understand but they don't. I'm tired of living my life just to please people.
I once thought that my future will be better but it never got better .Its the same as it is now.
my Dad,step mom and everyone I know of are driving me insane.
I feel so lonely and empty in dis world.....100% of my thought on daily basis is all about committing suicide.
And all shit dey keep telling me is life is beautiful, meaningful and all things...whereas it doesn't.
Nobody knows how much pain I'm going through , how much i have suffered, how much i hated myself , how much people broke my trust , how much i am tired of living, how much i want a new start , how much i want an end and don't care about what the result is but i want an end.
Everyday i suffer the same cycle but it seems to get worse, maybe God can just take my soul so that my mind can just be at peace. I put fake smiles on my face everyday just to tell dem that I'm fine but things are getting worse....


my advice goes to all parents out there, please do not breed up children when you know that you can't give them the love and support dey need.

dad...... never care about my emotions.
step mom ..... been too judgemental as if she's perfect.
I hardly go out just stay indoors, when I try to mingle with people dey throw abusive words on me, criticizing me as if am worthless...... I feel trapped like my life is been controlled. I've tried to live my life just to please people but right now, I don't want that anymore.

A time is coming when there will be no me. maybe soon. I can't continue fighting to stay alive anymore.

Nobody sat you down and promised you a good life full of roses,

Me I no get motivation for you, die today and find out out you will be sent back to an even worse life

pansophist:
Let me play the devil's advocate.

Those that wants to end it all don't usually come on social media to declare their intention to end it all. They just do it.

Son in reality, your life still de sweet you.

Bro. I sent you a PM on Gmail. I had some issues with it but it is resolve now.

pansophist:
Let me play the devil's advocate.

Those that wants to end it all don't usually come on social media to declare their intention to end it all. They just do it.

My son, in reality, your life still de sweet you.

I don't think you understand mental illnesses. I have seen people end it all after a social media anouncement.
Coming to social media is sometimes a desperate last cry for help.