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Fellas, I'm badly damaged mentally and emotionally and psychologically. I really need you guys to help me out. I don't know if I am Normal. I'm totally disconnected from the world because I feel the world is a Mean and cruel habitat to dwell in. Based on my life's experiences, I don't do the following:

I don't Mix with people.

I don't socialize at all.

I don't visit people and people don't visit me.

I don't have or keep friends. I have so many friends but I don't have a "Friend".

I don't have a girlfriend and I don't intend to marry.

I don't attend weddings, Burials, Birthday parties, club or any social events. I hate crowd.

I don't go to church. I'm christian by religion.

I'm too calm but I get angry easily when I'm provoked.

I don't have any business with my colleagues except it's work-related. I see everyone as a Betrayer. Traitor and Snake.

I try as much as possible to avoid troubles. I barely talk. On work-free days, I can stay a whole day in my room without talking to anyone. I don't call people and I don't pick people's calls except its very important.

Little things piss me up because I find it hard to Talk and converse with people. I only talk when I am asked to anchor an official public event because I have good oratory skills.

I didn't know my parents because they both died same day when I was barely a year old, so a lot happened to me while living with relatives. A lot happened that I can't start saying them here. I remembered how my anty's husband sexually molested me by having anal sex with me repeatedly even when my Anty was aware. I tried to reveal this, but I was threatened and I had nobody to hear me out. I was eventually thrown out to the streets.
I was physically assaulted several times and taken advantage of.

While others were in the class learning, I was on the streets hawking and having no home to return to, after the day's hustle.
I met a man who took me in and asked that I serve him as his houseboy for a number of years so he would train me in school and I had to accept because I wanted to go to school. At some point, the man's wife tried to discredit me and she succeeded in causing a disaffection between me and her husband, I fell out with him and I was thrown out for no good reason. I dropped out of school.
The psychological impact of all these still haunt me. Nobody to talk to.

At this point, I would rather choose to live with wild animals than being friends with humans.

Learn how to live with pain and disappointment from humans the more you experience the more you become wiser (not like them but able to stand your ground on the right actions you take)
Moreover the only person you can trust is God almighty so if you’re to learn relationship it’s time to build a personal one with him and remain faithful

Is this a Nollywood movie script or what?

I find this very difficult to believe.

Bahamas95:
Is this a Nollywood movie script or what?

I find this very difficult to believe.

I swear to God, this is Real. Not a script. Life happens. I'm a victim of circumstances

Zaheertyler:
Learn how to live with pain and disappointment from humans the more you experience the more you become wiser (not like them but able to stand your ground on the right actions you take)
Moreover the only person you can trust is God almighty so if you’re to learn relationship it’s time to build a personal one with him and remain faithful

It's not as easy as you think Sir. But thank you

Asuun:
I swear to God, this is Real. Not a script. Life happens. I'm a victim of circumstances

I'm an introvert but I dey learn work for where your own dey, at least I talk to few people at times when need be.

I don't have any close friend(s) at the moment, only colleagues and acquaintances and I like it this way.....I'm more comfortable with my siblings around me than strangers.

Though it's not easy, you have to forget about the past and come outta your shell.

Bahamas95:
I'm an introvert but I dey learn work for where your own dey, at least I talk to few people at times when need be.

I don't have any close friend(s) at the moment, only colleagues and acquaintances and I like it this way.....I'm more comfortable with my siblings around me than strangers.

Though it's not easy, you have to forget about the past and come outta your shell.

Thanks

When you’re ready for improvement, you will take steps to it.

You just have to let go of the past. Release the pains and move on. When you are of age, find a good lady who loves you and settle down, the love of a wife and children will help you heal.

LilMissFavvy:
You just have to let go of the past. Release the pains and move on. When you are of age, find a good lady who loves you and settle down, the love of a wife and children will help you heal.

This is true.
Thanks so much